第 13 节
作者:指环王      更新:2021-02-19 21:13      字数:9322
  set little face all the color he had missed。  Partially relieved by
  her unconcern; and yet mortified that he had only provoked her
  sense of the ludicrous; he tried to laugh also。
  〃Then; to be quite plain;〃 said Louise; wiping her now humid eyes;
  〃you want me to understand that you really didn't pay sufficient
  attention to hear correctly!  Thank you; that's a pretty English
  compliment; I suppose。〃
  〃I dare say you wouldn't call it 'philandering'?〃
  〃I certainly shouldn't; for I don't know what 'philandering'
  means。〃
  Mainwaring could not reply; with Richelieu; 〃You ought to know〃;
  nor did he dare explain what he thought it meant; and how he knew
  it。  Louise; however; innocently solved the difficulty。
  〃There's a country song I've heard Minty sing;〃 she said。  〃It
  runs
  Come; Philander; let us be a…marchin';
  Every one for his true love a…sarchin'
  Choose your true love now or never。 。 。 。
  Have you been listening to her also?〃
  〃No;〃 said Mainwaring; with a sudden incomprehensible; but utterly
  irrepressible; resolution; 〃but I'M 'a…marchin';' you know; and
  perhaps I must 'choose my true love now or never。'  Will you help
  me; Miss Macy?〃
  He drew gently near her。  He had become quite white; but also
  very manly; and it struck her; more deeply; thoroughly; and
  conscientiously sincere than any man who had before addressed her。
  She moved slightly away; as if to rest herself by laying both hands
  upon the back of the chair。
  〃Where do you expect to begin your 'sarchin''?〃 she said; leaning
  on the chair and tilting it before her; 〃or are you as vague as
  usual as to locality?  Is it at some 'Mr。 Johnson' or 'Mr。 Pico;'
  or〃
  〃Here;〃 he interrupted boldly。
  〃I really think you ought to first tell my cousin that you are
  going away to…morrow;〃 she said; with a faint smile。  〃It's such
  short notice。  She's just in there。〃  She nodded her pretty head;
  without raising her eyes; towards the hall。
  〃But it may not be so soon;〃 said Mainwaring。
  〃Oh; then the 'sarchin'' is not so important?〃 said Louise; raising
  her head; and looking towards the hall with some uneasy but
  indefinable feminine instinct。
  She was right; the sitting…room door opened; and Mrs。 Bradley made
  her smiling appearance。
  〃Mr。 Mainwaring was just looking for you;〃 said Louise; for the
  first time raising her eyes to him。  〃He's not only sent off Mr。
  Richardson; but he's going away himself to…morrow。〃
  Mrs。 Bradley looked from the one to the other in mute wonder。
  Mainwaring cast an imploring glance at Louise; which had the
  desired effect。  Much more seriously; and in a quaint; business…
  like way; the young girl took it upon herself to explain to Mrs。
  Bradley that Richardson had brought the invalid some important news
  that would; unfortunately; not only shorten his stay in America;
  but even compel him to leave The Lookout sooner than he expected;
  perhaps to…morrow。  Mainwaring thanked her with his eyes; and then
  turned to Mrs。 Bradley。
  〃Whether I go to…morrow or next day;〃 he said with simple and
  earnest directness; 〃I intend; you know; to see you soon again;
  either here or in my own home in England。  I do not know;〃 he added
  with marked gravity; 〃that I have succeeded in convincing you that
  I have made your family already well known to my people; and that〃
  he fixed his eyes with a meaning look on Louise〃no matter when;
  or in what way; you come to them; your place is made ready for you。
  You may not like them; you know: the governor is getting to be an
  old manperhaps too old for young Americansbut THEY will like
  YOU; and you must put up with that。  My mother and sisters know
  Miss Macy as well as I do; and will make her one of the family。〃
  The conscientious earnestness with which these apparent
  conventionalities were uttered; and some occult quality of quiet
  conviction in the young man's manner; brought a pleasant sparkle to
  the eyes of Mrs。 Bradley and Louise。
  〃But;〃 said Mrs。 Bradley; gayly; 〃our going to England is quite
  beyond our present wildest dreams; nothing but a windfall; an
  unexpected rise in timber; or even the tabooed hotel speculation;
  could make it possible。〃
  〃But I shall take the liberty of trying to present it to Mr。
  Bradley tonight in some practical way that may convince even his
  critical judgment;〃 said Mainwaring; still seriously。  〃It will
  be;〃 he added more lightly; 〃the famous testimonial of my cure
  which I promised you。〃
  〃And you will find Mr。 Bradley so sceptical that you will be
  obliged to defer your going;〃 said Mrs。 Bradley; triumphantly。
  〃Come; Louise; we must not forget that we have still Mr。
  Mainwaring's present comfort to look after; that Minty has basely
  deserted us; and that we ourselves must see that the last days of
  our guest beneath our roof are not remembered for their privation。〃
  She led Louise away with a half…mischievous suggestion of maternal
  propriety; and left Mainwaring once more alone on the veranda。
  He had done it!  Certainly she must have understood his meaning;
  and there was nothing left for him to do but to acquaint Bradley
  with his intentions to…night; and press her for a final answer in
  the morning。  There would be no indelicacy then in asking her for
  an interview more free from interruption than this public veranda。
  Without conceit; he did not doubt what the answer would be。  His
  indecision; his sudden resolution to leave her; had been all based
  upon the uncertainty of HIS own feelings; the propriety of HIS
  declaration; the possibility of some previous experience of hers
  that might compromise HIM。  Convinced by her unembarrassed manner
  of her innocence; or rather satisfied of her indifference to
  Richardson's gossip; he had been hurried by his feelings into an
  unexpected avowal。  Brought up in the perfect security of his own
  social position; and familiarly consciouswithout vanityof its
  importance and power in such a situation; he believed; without
  undervaluing Louise's charms or independence; that he had no one
  else than himself to consult。  Even the slight uneasiness that
  still pursued him was more due to his habitual conscientiousness of
  his own intention than to any fear that she would not fully respond
  to it。  Indeed; with his conservative ideas of proper feminine
  self…restraint; Louise's calm passivity and undemonstrative
  attitude were a proof of her superiority; had she blushed overmuch;
  cried; or thrown herself into his arms; he would have doubted the
  wisdom of so easy a selection。  It was true he had known her
  scarcely three weeks; if he chose to be content with that; his own
  accessible record of three centuries should be sufficient for her;
  and condone any irregularity。
  Nevertheless; as an hour slipped away and Louise did not make her
  appearance; either on the veranda or in the little sitting…room off
  the hall; Mainwaring became more uneasy as to the incompleteness of
  their interview。  Perhaps a faint suspicion of the inadequacy of
  her response began to trouble him; but he still fatuously regarded
  it rather as owing to his own hurried and unfinished declaration。
  It was true that he hadn't said half what he intended to say; it
  was true that she might have misunderstood it as the conventional
  gallantry of the situation; asterrible thought!the light banter
  of the habitual love…making American; to which she had been
  accustomed; perhaps even now she relegated him to the level of
  Greyson; and this accounted for her singular impassivenessan
  impassiveness that certainly was singular now he reflected upon it
  that might have been even contempt。  The last thought pricked his
  deep conscientiousness; he walked hurriedly up and down the
  veranda; and then; suddenly re…entering his room; took up a sheet
  of note…paper; and began to write to her:
  〃Can you grant me a few moments' interview alone?  I cannot bear
  you should think that what I was trying to tell you when we were
  interrupted was prompted by anything but the deepest sincerity and
  conviction; or that I am willing it should be passed over lightly
  by you or be forgotten。  Pray give me a chance of proving it; by
  saying you will see me。  F。 M。〃
  But how should he convey this to her?  His delicacy revolted
  against handing it to her behind Mrs。 Bradley's back; or the
  prestidigitation of slipping it into her lap or under her plate
  before them at luncheon; he thought for an instant of the Chinaman;
  but gentlemenexcept in that 〃mirror of nature〃 the stageusually
  hesitate to suborn other people's servants; or entrust a woman's
  secret to her inferiors。  He remembered that Louise's room was at
  the farther end of the house; and its low window gave upon the
  veranda; and was guarded at night by a film of white and blue
  curtains that were parted during the day; to allow a triangular
  revelation of a pale blue and white draped interior。  Mainwaring
  refle