第 32 节
作者:指环王      更新:2021-02-19 21:05      字数:9322
  they constrain us; and a man must be very sure he is in the right;
  must (in a favourite phrase of his) be 'either very wise or very
  vain;' to break with any general consent in ethics。  I remember
  taking his advice upon some point of conduct。  'Now;' he said; 'how
  do you suppose Christ would have advised you?' and when I had
  answered that he would not have counselled me anything unkind or
  cowardly; 'No;' he said; with one of his shrewd strokes at the
  weakness of his hearer; 'nor anything amusing。'  Later in life; he
  made less certain in the field of ethics。  'The old story of the
  knowledge of good and evil is a very true one;' I find him writing;
  only (he goes on) 'the effect of the original dose is much worn
  out; leaving Adam's descendants with the knowledge that there is
  such a thing … but uncertain where。'  His growing sense of this
  ambiguity made him less swift to condemn; but no less stimulating
  in counsel。  'You grant yourself certain freedoms。  Very well;' he
  would say; 'I want to see you pay for them some other way。  You
  positively cannot do this:  then there positively must be something
  else that you can do; and I want to see you find that out and do
  it。'  Fleeming would never suffer you to think that you were
  living; if there were not; somewhere in your life; some touch of
  heroism; to do or to endure。
  This was his rarest quality。  Far on in middle age; when men begin
  to lie down with the bestial goddesses; Comfort and Respectability;
  the strings of his nature still sounded as high a note as a young
  man's。  He loved the harsh voice of duty like a call to battle。  He
  loved courage; enterprise; brave natures; a brave word; an ugly
  virtue; everything that lifts us above the table where we eat or
  the bed we sleep upon。  This with no touch of the motive…monger or
  the ascetic。  He loved his virtues to be practical; his heroes to
  be great eaters of beef; he loved the jovial Heracles; loved the
  astute Odysseus; not the Robespierres and Wesleys。  A fine buoyant
  sense of life and of man's unequal character ran through all his
  thoughts。  He could not tolerate the spirit of the pick…thank;
  being what we are; he wished us to see others with a generous eye
  of admiration; not with the smallness of the seeker after faults。
  If there shone anywhere a virtue; no matter how incongruously set;
  it was upon the virtue we must fix our eyes。  I remember having
  found much entertainment in Voltaire's SAUL; and telling him what
  seemed to me the drollest touches。  He heard me out; as usual when
  displeased; and then opened fire on me with red…hot shot。  To
  belittle a noble story was easy; it was not literature; it was not
  art; it was not morality; there was no sustenance in such a form of
  jesting; there was (in his favourite phrase) 'no nitrogenous food'
  in such literature。  And then he proceeded to show what a fine
  fellow David was; and what a hard knot he was in about Bathsheba;
  so that (the initial wrong committed) honour might well hesitate in
  the choice of conduct; and what owls those people were who
  marvelled because an Eastern tyrant had killed Uriah; instead of
  marvelling that he had not killed the prophet also。  'Now if
  Voltaire had helped me to feel that;' said he; 'I could have seen
  some fun in it。'  He loved the comedy which shows a hero human; and
  yet leaves him a hero; and the laughter which does not lessen love。
  It was this taste for what is fine in human…kind; that ruled his
  choice in books。  These should all strike a high note; whether
  brave or tender; and smack of the open air。  The noble and simple
  presentation of things noble and simple; that was the 'nitrogenous
  food' of which he spoke so much; which he sought so eagerly;
  enjoyed so royally。  He wrote to an author; the first part of whose
  story he had seen with sympathy; hoping that it might continue in
  the same vein。  'That this may be so;' he wrote; 'I long with the
  longing of David for the water of Bethlehem。  But no man need die
  for the water a poet can give; and all can drink it to the end of
  time; and their thirst be quenched and the pool never dry … and the
  thirst and the water are both blessed。'  It was in the Greeks
  particularly that he found this blessed water; he loved 'a fresh
  air' which he found 'about the Greek things even in translations';
  he loved their freedom from the mawkish and the rancid。  The tale
  of David in the Bible; the ODYSSEY; Sophocles; AEschylus;
  Shakespeare; Scott; old Dumas in his chivalrous note; Dickens
  rather than Thackeray; and the TALE OF TWO CITIES out of Dickens:
  such were some of his preferences。  To Ariosto and Boccaccio he was
  always faithful; BURNT NJAL was a late favourite; and he found at
  least a passing entertainment in the ARCADIA and the GRAND CYRUS。
  George Eliot he outgrew; finding her latterly only sawdust in the
  mouth; but her influence; while it lasted; was great; and must have
  gone some way to form his mind。  He was easily set on edge;
  however; by didactic writing; and held that books should teach no
  other lesson but what 'real life would teach; were it as vividly
  presented。'  Again; it was the thing made that took him; the drama
  in the book; to the book itself; to any merit of the making; he was
  long strangely blind。  He would prefer the AGAMEMNON in the prose
  of Mr。 Buckley; ay; to Keats。  But he was his mother's son;
  learning to the last。  He told me one day that literature was not a
  trade; that it was no craft; that the professed author was merely
  an amateur with a door…plate。  'Very well;' said I; 'the first time
  you get a proof; I will demonstrate that it is as much a trade as
  bricklaying; and that you do not know it。'  By the very next post;
  a proof came。  I opened it with fear; for he was indeed; as the
  reader will see by these volumes; a formidable amateur; always
  wrote brightly; because he always thought trenchantly; and
  sometimes wrote brilliantly; as the worst of whistlers may
  sometimes stumble on a perfect intonation。  But it was all for the
  best in the interests of his education; and I was able; over that
  proof; to give him a quarter of an hour such as Fleeming loved both
  to give and to receive。  His subsequent training passed out of my
  hands into those of our common friend; W。 E。 Henley。  'Henley and
  I;' he wrote; 'have fairly good times wigging one another for not
  doing better。  I wig him because he won't try to write a real play;
  and he wigs me because I can't try to write English。'  When I next
  saw him; he was full of his new acquisitions。  'And yet I have lost
  something too;' he said regretfully。  'Up to now Scott seemed to me
  quite perfect; he was all I wanted。  Since I have been learning
  this confounded thing; I took up one of the novels; and a great
  deal of it is both careless and clumsy。'
  V。
  He spoke four languages with freedom; not even English with any
  marked propriety。  What he uttered was not so much well said; as
  excellently acted:  so we may hear every day the inexpressive
  language of a poorly…written drama assume character and colour in
  the hands of a good player。  No man had more of the VIS COMICA in
  private life; he played no character on the stage; as he could play
  himself among his friends。  It was one of his special charms; now
  when the voice is silent and the face still; it makes it impossible
  to do justice to his power in conversation。  He was a delightful
  companion to such as can bear bracing weather; not to the very
  vain; not to the owlishly wise; who cannot have their dogmas
  canvassed; not to the painfully refined; whose sentiments become
  articles of faith。  The spirit in which he could write that he was
  'much revived by having an opportunity of abusing Whistler to a
  knot of his special admirers;' is a spirit apt to be misconstrued。
  He was not a dogmatist; even about Whistler。  'The house is full of
  pretty things;' he wrote; when on a visit; 'but Mrs。 …'s taste in
  pretty things has one very bad fault:  it is not my taste。'  And
  that was the true attitude of his mind; but these eternal
  differences it was his joy to thresh out and wrangle over by the
  hour。  It was no wonder if he loved the Greeks; he was in many ways
  a Greek himself; he should have been a sophist and met Socrates; he
  would have loved Socrates; and done battle with him staunchly and
  manfully owned his defeat; and the dialogue; arranged by Plato;
  would have shown even in Plato's gallery。  He seemed in talk
  aggressive; petulant; full of a singular energy; as vain you would
  have said as a peacock; until you trod on his toes; and then you
  saw that he was at least clear of all the sicklier elements of
  vanity。  Soundly rang his laugh at any jest against himself。  He
  wished to be taken; as he took others; for what was good in him
  without dissimulation of the evil; for what was wise in h