第 32 节
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指环王 更新:2021-02-19 21:05 字数:9322
they constrain us; and a man must be very sure he is in the right;
must (in a favourite phrase of his) be 'either very wise or very
vain;' to break with any general consent in ethics。 I remember
taking his advice upon some point of conduct。 'Now;' he said; 'how
do you suppose Christ would have advised you?' and when I had
answered that he would not have counselled me anything unkind or
cowardly; 'No;' he said; with one of his shrewd strokes at the
weakness of his hearer; 'nor anything amusing。' Later in life; he
made less certain in the field of ethics。 'The old story of the
knowledge of good and evil is a very true one;' I find him writing;
only (he goes on) 'the effect of the original dose is much worn
out; leaving Adam's descendants with the knowledge that there is
such a thing … but uncertain where。' His growing sense of this
ambiguity made him less swift to condemn; but no less stimulating
in counsel。 'You grant yourself certain freedoms。 Very well;' he
would say; 'I want to see you pay for them some other way。 You
positively cannot do this: then there positively must be something
else that you can do; and I want to see you find that out and do
it。' Fleeming would never suffer you to think that you were
living; if there were not; somewhere in your life; some touch of
heroism; to do or to endure。
This was his rarest quality。 Far on in middle age; when men begin
to lie down with the bestial goddesses; Comfort and Respectability;
the strings of his nature still sounded as high a note as a young
man's。 He loved the harsh voice of duty like a call to battle。 He
loved courage; enterprise; brave natures; a brave word; an ugly
virtue; everything that lifts us above the table where we eat or
the bed we sleep upon。 This with no touch of the motive…monger or
the ascetic。 He loved his virtues to be practical; his heroes to
be great eaters of beef; he loved the jovial Heracles; loved the
astute Odysseus; not the Robespierres and Wesleys。 A fine buoyant
sense of life and of man's unequal character ran through all his
thoughts。 He could not tolerate the spirit of the pick…thank;
being what we are; he wished us to see others with a generous eye
of admiration; not with the smallness of the seeker after faults。
If there shone anywhere a virtue; no matter how incongruously set;
it was upon the virtue we must fix our eyes。 I remember having
found much entertainment in Voltaire's SAUL; and telling him what
seemed to me the drollest touches。 He heard me out; as usual when
displeased; and then opened fire on me with red…hot shot。 To
belittle a noble story was easy; it was not literature; it was not
art; it was not morality; there was no sustenance in such a form of
jesting; there was (in his favourite phrase) 'no nitrogenous food'
in such literature。 And then he proceeded to show what a fine
fellow David was; and what a hard knot he was in about Bathsheba;
so that (the initial wrong committed) honour might well hesitate in
the choice of conduct; and what owls those people were who
marvelled because an Eastern tyrant had killed Uriah; instead of
marvelling that he had not killed the prophet also。 'Now if
Voltaire had helped me to feel that;' said he; 'I could have seen
some fun in it。' He loved the comedy which shows a hero human; and
yet leaves him a hero; and the laughter which does not lessen love。
It was this taste for what is fine in human…kind; that ruled his
choice in books。 These should all strike a high note; whether
brave or tender; and smack of the open air。 The noble and simple
presentation of things noble and simple; that was the 'nitrogenous
food' of which he spoke so much; which he sought so eagerly;
enjoyed so royally。 He wrote to an author; the first part of whose
story he had seen with sympathy; hoping that it might continue in
the same vein。 'That this may be so;' he wrote; 'I long with the
longing of David for the water of Bethlehem。 But no man need die
for the water a poet can give; and all can drink it to the end of
time; and their thirst be quenched and the pool never dry … and the
thirst and the water are both blessed。' It was in the Greeks
particularly that he found this blessed water; he loved 'a fresh
air' which he found 'about the Greek things even in translations';
he loved their freedom from the mawkish and the rancid。 The tale
of David in the Bible; the ODYSSEY; Sophocles; AEschylus;
Shakespeare; Scott; old Dumas in his chivalrous note; Dickens
rather than Thackeray; and the TALE OF TWO CITIES out of Dickens:
such were some of his preferences。 To Ariosto and Boccaccio he was
always faithful; BURNT NJAL was a late favourite; and he found at
least a passing entertainment in the ARCADIA and the GRAND CYRUS。
George Eliot he outgrew; finding her latterly only sawdust in the
mouth; but her influence; while it lasted; was great; and must have
gone some way to form his mind。 He was easily set on edge;
however; by didactic writing; and held that books should teach no
other lesson but what 'real life would teach; were it as vividly
presented。' Again; it was the thing made that took him; the drama
in the book; to the book itself; to any merit of the making; he was
long strangely blind。 He would prefer the AGAMEMNON in the prose
of Mr。 Buckley; ay; to Keats。 But he was his mother's son;
learning to the last。 He told me one day that literature was not a
trade; that it was no craft; that the professed author was merely
an amateur with a door…plate。 'Very well;' said I; 'the first time
you get a proof; I will demonstrate that it is as much a trade as
bricklaying; and that you do not know it。' By the very next post;
a proof came。 I opened it with fear; for he was indeed; as the
reader will see by these volumes; a formidable amateur; always
wrote brightly; because he always thought trenchantly; and
sometimes wrote brilliantly; as the worst of whistlers may
sometimes stumble on a perfect intonation。 But it was all for the
best in the interests of his education; and I was able; over that
proof; to give him a quarter of an hour such as Fleeming loved both
to give and to receive。 His subsequent training passed out of my
hands into those of our common friend; W。 E。 Henley。 'Henley and
I;' he wrote; 'have fairly good times wigging one another for not
doing better。 I wig him because he won't try to write a real play;
and he wigs me because I can't try to write English。' When I next
saw him; he was full of his new acquisitions。 'And yet I have lost
something too;' he said regretfully。 'Up to now Scott seemed to me
quite perfect; he was all I wanted。 Since I have been learning
this confounded thing; I took up one of the novels; and a great
deal of it is both careless and clumsy。'
V。
He spoke four languages with freedom; not even English with any
marked propriety。 What he uttered was not so much well said; as
excellently acted: so we may hear every day the inexpressive
language of a poorly…written drama assume character and colour in
the hands of a good player。 No man had more of the VIS COMICA in
private life; he played no character on the stage; as he could play
himself among his friends。 It was one of his special charms; now
when the voice is silent and the face still; it makes it impossible
to do justice to his power in conversation。 He was a delightful
companion to such as can bear bracing weather; not to the very
vain; not to the owlishly wise; who cannot have their dogmas
canvassed; not to the painfully refined; whose sentiments become
articles of faith。 The spirit in which he could write that he was
'much revived by having an opportunity of abusing Whistler to a
knot of his special admirers;' is a spirit apt to be misconstrued。
He was not a dogmatist; even about Whistler。 'The house is full of
pretty things;' he wrote; when on a visit; 'but Mrs。 …'s taste in
pretty things has one very bad fault: it is not my taste。' And
that was the true attitude of his mind; but these eternal
differences it was his joy to thresh out and wrangle over by the
hour。 It was no wonder if he loved the Greeks; he was in many ways
a Greek himself; he should have been a sophist and met Socrates; he
would have loved Socrates; and done battle with him staunchly and
manfully owned his defeat; and the dialogue; arranged by Plato;
would have shown even in Plato's gallery。 He seemed in talk
aggressive; petulant; full of a singular energy; as vain you would
have said as a peacock; until you trod on his toes; and then you
saw that he was at least clear of all the sicklier elements of
vanity。 Soundly rang his laugh at any jest against himself。 He
wished to be taken; as he took others; for what was good in him
without dissimulation of the evil; for what was wise in h