第 11 节
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指环王 更新:2021-02-19 21:05 字数:9322
things Greek; from the least to the greatest; from the AGAMEMMON
(perhaps his favourite tragedy) down to the details of Grecian
tailoring; which he used to express in his familiar phrase: 'The
Greeks were the boys。' Dr。 Bell … the son of George Joseph; the
nephew of Sir Charles; and though he made less use of it than some;
a sharer in the distinguished talents of his race … had hit upon
the singular fact that certain geometrical intersections gave the
proportions of the Doric order。 Fleeming; under Dr。 Bell's
direction; applied the same method to the other orders; and again
found the proportions accurately given。 Numbers of diagrams were
prepared; but the discovery was never given to the world; perhaps
because of the dissensions that arose between the authors。 For Dr。
Bell believed that 'these intersections were in some way connected
with; or symbolical of; the antagonistic forces at work'; but his
pupil and helper; with characteristic trenchancy; brushed aside
this mysticism; and interpreted the discovery as 'a geometrical
method of dividing the spaces or (as might be said) of setting out
the work; purely empirical and in no way connected with any laws of
either force or beauty。' 'Many a hard and pleasant fight we had
over it;' wrote Jenkin; in later years; 'and impertinent as it may
seem; the pupil is still unconvinced by the arguments of the
master。' I do not know about the antagonistic forces in the Doric
order; in Fleeming they were plain enough; and the Bobadil of these
affairs with Dr。 Bell was still; like the corrector of Italian
consuls; 'a great child in everything but information。' At the
house of Colonel Cleather; he might be seen with a family of
children; and with these; there was no word of the Greek orders;
with these Fleeming was only an uproarious boy and an entertaining
draughtsman; so that his coming was the signal for the young people
to troop into the playroom; where sometimes the roof rang with
romping; and sometimes they gathered quietly about him as he amused
them with his pencil。
In another Manchester family; whose name will be familiar to my
readers … that of the Gaskells; Fleeming was a frequent visitor。
To Mrs。 Gaskell; he would often bring his new ideas; a process that
many of his later friends will understand and; in their own cases;
remember。 With the girls; he had 'constant fierce wrangles;'
forcing them to reason out their thoughts and to explain their
prepossessions; and I hear from Miss Gaskell that they used to
wonder how he could throw all the ardour of his character into the
smallest matters; and to admire his unselfish devotion to his
parents。 Of one of these wrangles; I have found a record most
characteristic of the man。 Fleeming had been laying down his
doctrine that the end justifies the means; and that it is quite
right 'to boast of your six men…servants to a burglar or to steal a
knife to prevent a murder'; and the Miss Gaskells; with girlish
loyalty to what is current; had rejected the heresy with
indignation。 From such passages…at…arms; many retire mortified and
ruffled; but Fleeming had no sooner left the house than he fell
into delighted admiration of the spirit of his adversaries。 From
that it was but a step to ask himself 'what truth was sticking in
their heads'; for even the falsest form of words (in Fleeming's
life…long opinion) reposed upon some truth; just as he could 'not
even allow that people admire ugly things; they admire what is
pretty in the ugly thing。' And before he sat down to write his
letter; he thought he had hit upon the explanation。 'I fancy the
true idea;' he wrote; 'is that you must never do yourself or anyone
else a moral injury … make any man a thief or a liar … for any
end'; quite a different thing; as he would have loved to point out;
from never stealing or lying。 But this perfervid disputant was not
always out of key with his audience。 One whom he met in the same
house announced that she would never again be happy。 'What does
that signify?' cried Fleeming。 'We are not here to be happy; but
to be good。' And the words (as his hearer writes to me) became to
her a sort of motto during life。
From Fairbairn's and Manchester; Fleeming passed to a railway
survey in Switzerland; and thence again to Mr。 Penn's at Greenwich;
where he was engaged as draughtsman。 There in 1856; we find him in
'a terribly busy state; finishing up engines for innumerable gun…
boats and steam frigates for the ensuing campaign。' From half…past
eight in the morning till nine or ten at night; he worked in a
crowded office among uncongenial comrades; 'saluted by chaff;
generally low personal and not witty;' pelted with oranges and
apples; regaled with dirty stories; and seeking to suit himself
with his surroundings or (as he writes it) trying to be as little
like himself as possible。 His lodgings were hard by; 'across a
dirty green and through some half…built streets of two…storied
houses'; he had Carlyle and the poets; engineering and mathematics;
to study by himself in such spare time as remained to him; and
there were several ladies; young and not so young; with whom he
liked to correspond。 But not all of these could compensate for the
absence of that mother; who had made herself so large a figure in
his life; for sorry surroundings; unsuitable society; and work that
leaned to the mechanical。 'Sunday;' says he; 'I generally visit
some friends in town and seem to swim in clearer water; but the
dirty green seems all the dirtier when I get back。 Luckily I am
fond of my profession; or I could not stand this life。' It is a
question in my mind; if he could have long continued to stand it
without loss。 'We are not here to be happy; but to be good;' quoth
the young philosopher; but no man had a keener appetite for
happiness than Fleeming Jenkin。 There is a time of life besides
when apart from circumstances; few men are agreeable to their
neighbours and still fewer to themselves; and it was at this stage
that Fleeming had arrived; later than common and even worse
provided。 The letter from which I have quoted is the last of his
correspondence with Frank Scott; and his last confidential letter
to one of his own sex。 'If you consider it rightly;' he wrote long
after; 'you will find the want of correspondence no such strange
want in men's friendships。 There is; believe me; something noble
in the metal which does not rust though not burnished by daily
use。' It is well said; but the last letter to Frank Scott is
scarcely of a noble metal。 It is plain the writer has outgrown his
old self; yet not made acquaintance with the new。 This letter from
a busy youth of three and twenty; breathes of seventeen: the
sickening alternations of conceit and shame; the expense of hope IN
VACUO; the lack of friends; the longing after love; the whole world
of egoism under which youth stands groaning; a voluntary Atlas。
With Fleeming this disease was never seemingly severe。 The very
day before this (to me) distasteful letter; he had written to Miss
Bell of Manchester in a sweeter strain; I do not quote the one; I
quote the other; fair things are the best。 'I keep my own little
lodgings;' he writes; 'but come up every night to see mamma' (who
was then on a visit to London) 'if not kept too late at the works;
and have singing lessons once more; and sing 〃DONNE L'AMORE E
SCALTRO PARGO…LETTO〃; and think and talk about you; and listen to
mamma's projects DE Stowting。 Everything turns to gold at her
touch; she's a fairy and no mistake。 We go on talking till I have
a picture in my head; and can hardly believe at the end that the
original is Stowting。 Even you don't know half how good mamma is;
in other things too; which I must not mention。 She teaches me how
it is not necessary to be very rich to do much good。 I begin to
understand that mamma would find useful occupation and create
beauty at the bottom of a volcano。 She has little weaknesses; but
is a real generous…hearted woman; which I suppose is the finest
thing in the world。' Though neither mother nor son could be called
beautiful; they make a pretty picture; the ugly; generous; ardent
woman weaving rainbow illusions; the ugly; clear…sighted; loving
son sitting at her side in one of his rare hours of pleasure; half…
beguiled; half…amused; wholly admiring; as he listens。 But as he
goes home; and the fancy pictures fade; and Stowting is once more
burthened with debt; and the noisy companions and the long hours of
drudgery once more approach; no wonder if the dirty green seems all
the dirtier or if Atlas must resume his load。
But in healthy natures; this time of moral teething passes quickly
of itself; and is easily alleviated by fresh interests; and
already; in the letter to Frank Scott; there are t