第 13 节
作者:希望之舟      更新:2021-02-19 20:52      字数:9322
  Did they serve the people or yoke them;
  To till and harvest fields of self?
  For how could they ever forget
  My face at my bed…room window;
  Sitting helpless amid my golden cages
  Of singing canaries;
  Looking at the old court…house?
  Henry C。 Calhoun
  I REACHED the highest place in Spoon River;
  But through what bitterness of spirit!
  The face of my father; sitting speechless;
  Child…like; watching his canaries;
  And looking at the court…house window
  Of the county judge's room;
  And his admonitions to me to seek
  My own in life; and punish Spoon River
  To avenge the wrong the people did him;
  Filled me with furious energy
  To seek for wealth and seek for power。
  But what did he do but send me along
  The path that leads to the grove of the Furies?
  I followed the path and I tell you this:
  On the way to the grove you'll pass the Fates;
  Shadow…eyed; bent over their weaving。
  Stop for a moment; and if you see
  The thread of revenge leap out of the shuttle
  Then quickly snatch from Atropos
  The shears and cut it; lest your sons
  And the children of them and their children
  Wear the envenomed robe。
  Alfred Moir
  WHY was I not devoured by self…contempt;
  And rotted down by indifference
  And impotent revolt like Indignation Jones?
  Why; with all of my errant steps
  Did I miss the fate of Willard Fluke?
  And why; though I stood at Burchard's bar;
  As a sort of decoy for the house to the boys
  To buy the drinks; did the curse of drink
  Fall on me like rain that runs off;
  Leaving the soul of me dry and clean?
  And why did I never kill a man Like Jack McGuire?
  But instead I mounted a little in life;
  And I owe it all to a book I read。
  But why did I go to Mason City;
  Where I chanced to see the book in a window;
  With its garish cover luring my eye?
  And why did my soul respond to the book;
  As I read it over and over?
  Perry Zoll
  MY thanks; friends of the
  County Scientific Association;
  For this modest boulder;
  And its little tablet of bronze。
  Twice I tried to join your honored body;
  And was rejected
  And when my little brochure
  On the intelligence of plants
  Began to attract attention
  You almost voted me in。
  After that I grew beyond the need of you
  And your recognition。
  Yet I do not reject your memorial stone
  Seeing that I should; in so doing;
  Deprive you of honor to yourselves。
  Magrady Graham
  TELL me; was Altgeld elected Governor?
  For when the returns began to come in
  And Cleveland was sweeping the East
  It was too much for you; poor old heart;
  Who had striven for democracy
  In the long; long years of defeat。
  And like a watch that is worn
  I felt you growing slower until you stopped。
  Tell me; was Altgeld elected;
  And what did he do?
  Did they bring his head on a platter to a dancer;
  Or did he triumph for the people?
  For when I saw him
  And took his hand;
  The child…like blueness of his eyes
  Moved me to tears;
  And there was an air of eternity about him;
  Like the cold; clear light that rests at dawn
  On the hills!
  Archibald Higbie
  I LOATHED YOU; Spoon River。
  I tried to rise above you;
  I was ashamed of you。
  I despised you
  As the place of my nativity。
  And there in Rome; among the artists;
  Speaking Italian; speaking French;
  I seemed to myself at times to be free
  Of every trace of my origin。
  I seemed to be reaching the heights of art
  And to breathe the air that the masters breathed
  And to see the world with their eyes。
  But still they'd pass my work and say:
  〃What are you driving at; my friend?
  Sometimes the face looks like Apollo's
  At others it has a trace of Lincoln's。〃
  There was no culture; you know; in Spoon River
  And I burned with shame and held my peace。
  And what could I do; all covered over
  And weighted down with western soil
  Except aspire; and pray for another
  Birth in the world; with all of Spoon River
  Rooted out of my soul?
  Tom Merritt
  AT first I suspected something
  She acted so calm and absent…minded。
  And one day I heard the back door shut
  As I entered the front; and I saw him slink
  Back of the smokehouse into the lot
  And run across the field。
  And I meant to kill him on sight。
  But that day; walking near Fourth Bridge
  Without a stick or a stone at hand;
  All of a sudden I saw him standing
  Scared to death; holding his rabbits;
  And all I could say was; 〃Don't; Don't; Don't;〃
  As he aimed and fired at my heart。
  Mrs。 Merritt
  SILENT before the jury
  Returning no word to the judge when he asked me
  If I had aught to say against the sentence;
  Only shaking my head。
  What could I say to people who thought
  That a woman of thirty…five was at fault
  When her lover of nineteen killed her husband?
  Even though she had said to him over and over;
  〃Go away; Elmer; go far away;
  I have maddened your brain with the gift of my body:
  You will do some terrible thing。〃
  And just as I feared; he killed my husband;
  With which I had nothing to do; before
  God Silent for thirty years in prison
  And the iron gates of Joliet
  Swung as the gray and silent trusties
  Carried me out in a coffin。
  Elmer Karr
  WHAT but the love of God could have softened
  And made forgiving the people of Spoon River
  Toward me who wronged the bed of Thomas Merritt
  And murdered him beside?
  Oh; loving hearts that took me in again
  When I returned from fourteen years in prison!
  Oh; helping hands that in the church received me
  And heard with tears my penitent confession;
  Who took the sacrament of bread and wine!
  Repent; ye living ones; and rest with Jesus。
  Elizabeth Childers
  DUST of my dust;
  And dust with my dust;
  O; child who died as you entered the world;
  Dead with my death!
  Not knowing
  Breath; though you tried so hard;
  With a heart that beat when you lived with me;
  And stopped when you left me for Life。
  It is well; my child。
  For you never traveled
  The long; long way that begins with school days;
  When little fingers blur under the tears
  That fall on the crooked letters。
  And the earliest wound; when a little mate
  Leaves you alone for another;
  And sickness; and the face of
  Fear by the bed;
  The death of a father or mother;
  Or shame for them; or poverty;
  The maiden sorrow of school days ended;
  And eyeless Nature that makes you drink
  From the cup of Love; though you know it's poisoned;
  To whom would your flower…face have been lifted?
  Botanist; weakling?
  Cry of what blood to yours?
  Pure or foul; for it makes no matter;
  It's blood that calls to our blood。
  And then your childrenoh; what might they be?
  And what your sorrow?
  Child! Child Death is better than Life。
  Edith Conant
  WE stand about this placewe; the memories;
  And shade our eyes because we dread to read:
  〃June 17th; 1884; aged 21 years and 3 days。〃
  And all things are changed。
  And wewe; the memories; stand here for ourselves alone;
  For no eye marks us; or would know why we are here。
  Your husband is dead; your sister lives far away;
  Your father is bent with age;
  He has forgotten you; he scarcely leaves the house
  Any more。 No one remembers your exquisite face;
  Your lyric voice!
  How you sang; even on the morning you were stricken;
  With piercing sweetness; with thrilling sorrow;
  Before the advent of the child which died with you。
  It is all forgotten; save by us; the memories;
  Who are forgotten by the world。
  All is changed; save the river and the hill
  Even they are changed。
  Only the burning sun and the quiet stars are the same。
  And wewe; the memories; stand here in awe;
  Our eyes closed with the weariness of tears
  In immeasurable weariness
  Father Malloy
  YOU are over there; Father Malloy;
  Where holy ground is; and the cross marks every grave;
  Not here with us on the hill
  Us of wavering faith; and clouded vision
  And drifting hope; and unforgiven sins。
  You were so human; Father Malloy;
  Taking a friendly glass sometimes with us;
  Siding with us who would rescue Spoon River
  From the coldness and the dreariness of village morality。
  You were like a traveler who brings a little box of sand
  From the wastes about the pyramids
  And makes them real and Egypt real。
  You were a part of and related to a great past;
  And yet you were so close to many of us。
  You believed in the joy of life。
  You did not seem to be ashamed of the flesh。
  You faced life as it is;
  And as it changes。
  Some of us almost came to you; Father Malloy;
  Seeing how your church had divined the heart;
  And provided for it;
  Through Peter the Flame;
  Peter the Rock。
  Ami Green
  NOT 〃a youth with hoary head and haggard eye〃;
  But an old man with a smooth skin
  And black hair! I had the face of a boy as long as I lived;
  And for years a soul that was stiff and bent;
  In a world which saw me just as a jest;
  To be hailed familiarly when it chose;
  And loaded up as a man when it chose;
  Being neither man nor boy。
  In truth it was soul as well as body
  Which never matured; and I say to you
  That the much…sought prize of eternal youth
  Is just arrested growth。
  Calvin Campbell
  YE who are kicking against Fate;
  Tell me how it is that on this hill…side
  Running down to the river;
  Which fronts the sun and the south…wind;
  This plant draws from the air and soil
  Poison and becomes poison ivy?
  And this plant draws from the same air and soil
  Sweet elixirs and colors and becomes arbutus?
  And both flourish?
  You ma