第 4 节
作者:希望之舟      更新:2021-02-19 20:52      字数:9321
  In the love of larger truth;
  Rapt in the expectation of the birth
  Of a new Beauty;
  Sprung from Brotherhood and Wisdom。
  I with eyes of spirit see the Transfiguration
  Before you see it。
  But ye infinite brood of golden eagles nesting ever higher;
  Wheeling ever higher; the sun light wooing
  Of lofty places of Thought;
  Forgive the blindness of the departed owl。
  Dorcas Gustine
  I WAS not beloved of the villagers;
  But all because I spoke my mind;
  And met those who transgressed against me
  With plain remonstrance; hiding nor nurturing
  Nor secret griefs nor grudges。
  That act of the Spartan boy is greatly praised;
  Who hid the wolf under his cloak;
  Letting it devour him; uncomplainingly。
  It is braver; I think; to snatch the wolf forth
  And fight him openly; even in the street;
  Amid dust and howls of pain。
  The tongue may be an unruly member
  But silence poisons the soul。
  Berate me who willI am content。
  Nicholas Bindle
  Were you not ashamed; fellow citizens;
  When my estate was probated and everyone knew
  How small a fortune I left?
  You who hounded me in life;
  To give; give; give to the churches; to the poor;
  To the village!me who had already given much。
  And think you not I did not know
  That the pipe…organ; which I gave to the church;
  Played its christening songs when Deacon Rhodes;
  Who broke and all but ruined me;
  Worshipped for the first time after his acquittal?
  Harold Arnett
  I LEANED against the mantel; sick; sick;
  Thinking of my failure; looking into the abysm;
  Weak from the noon…day heat。
  A church bell sounded mournfully far away;
  I heard the cry of a baby;
  And the coughing of John Yarnell;
  Bed…ridden; feverish; feverish; dying;
  Then the violent voice of my wife:
  〃Watch out; the potatoes are burning!〃
  I smelled them 。 。 。 then there was irresistible disgust。
  I pulled the trigger 。 。 。 blackness 。 。 。 light 。 。 。
  Unspeakable regret 。 。 。 fumbling for the world again。
  Too late! Thus I came here;
  With lungs for breathing 。 。 。 one cannot breathe here with lungs;
  Though one must breathe
  Of what use is it To rid one's self of the world;
  When no soul may ever escape the eternal destiny of life?
  Margaret Fuller Slack
  I WOULD have been as great as George Eliot
  But for an untoward fate。
  For look at the photograph of me made by Penniwit;
  Chin resting on hand; and deepset eyes
  Gray; too; and far…searching。
  But there was the old; old problem:
  Should it be celibacy; matrimony or unchastity?
  Then John Slack; the rich druggist; wooed me;
  Luring me with the promise of leisure for my novel;
  And I married him; giving birth to eight children;
  And had no time to write。
  It was all over with me; anyway;
  When I ran the needle in my hand
  While washing the baby's things;
  And died from lockjaw; an ironical death。
  Hear me; ambitious souls;
  Sex is the curse of life。
  George Trimble
  Do you remember when I stood on the steps
  Of the Court House and talked free…silver;
  And the single…tax of Henry George?
  Then do you remember that; when the Peerless Leader
  Lost the first battle; I began to talk prohibition;
  And became active in the church?
  That was due to my wife;
  Who pictured to me my destruction
  If I did not prove my morality to the people。
  Well; she ruined me:
  For the radicals grew suspicious of me;
  And the conservatives were never sure of me
  And here I lie; unwept of all。
  〃Ace〃 Shaw
  I NEVER saw any difference
  Between playing cards for money
  And selling real estate;
  Practicing law; banking; or anything else。
  For everything is chance。
  Nevertheless
  Seest thou a man diligent in business?
  He shall stand before Kings!
  Willard Fluke
  MY wife lost her health;
  And dwindled until she weighed scarce ninety pounds。
  Then that woman; whom the men
  Styled Cleopatra; came along。
  And we we married ones
  All broke our vows; myself among the rest。
  Years passed and one by one
  Death claimed them all in some hideous form
  And I was borne along by dreams
  Of God's particular grace for me;
  And I began to write; write; write; reams on reams
  Of the second coming of Christ。
  Then Christ came to me and said;
  〃Go into the church and stand before the congregation
  And confess your sin。〃
  But just as I stood up and began to speak
  I saw my little girl; who was sitting in the front seat
  My little girl who was born blind!
  After that; all is blackness。
  Aner Clute
  OVER and over they used to ask me;
  While buying the wine or the beer;
  In Peoria first; and later in Chicago;
  Denver; Frisco; New York; wherever I lived
  How I happened to lead the life;
  And what was the start of it。
  Well; I told them a silk dress;
  And a promise of marriage from a rich man
  (It was Lucius Atherton)。
  But that was not really it at all。
  Suppose a boy steals an apple
  From the tray at the grocery store;
  And they all begin to call him a thief;
  The editor; minister; judge; and all the people
  〃A thief;〃 〃a thief;〃 〃a thief;〃 wherever he goes
  And he can't get work; and he can't get bread
  Without stealing it; why the boy will steal。
  It's the way the people regard the theft of the apple
  That makes the boy what he is。
  Lucius Atherton
  WHEN my moustache curled;
  And my hair was black;
  And I wore tight trousers
  And a diamond stud;
  I was an excellent knave of hearts and took many a trick。
  But when the gray hairs began to appear
  Lo! a new generation of girls
  Laughed at me; not fearing me;
  And I had no more exciting adventures
  Wherein I was all but shot for a heartless devil;
  But only drabby affairs; warmed…over affairs
  Of other days and other men。
  And time went on until I lived at
  Mayer's restaurant;
  Partaking of short…orders; a gray; untidy;
  Toothless; discarded; rural Don Juan。 。 。 。
  There is a mighty shade here who sings
  Of one named Beatrice;
  And I see now that the force that made him great
  Drove me to the dregs of life。
  Homer Clapp
  OFTEN Aner Clute at the gate
  Refused me the parting kiss;
  Saying we should be engaged before that;
  And just with a distant clasp of the hand
  She bade me good…night; as I brought her home
  From the skating rink or the revival。
  No sooner did my departing footsteps die away
  Than Lucius Atherton;
  (So I learned when Aner went to Peoria)
  Stole in at her window; or took her riding
  Behind his spanking team of bays
  Into the country。
  The shock of it made me settle down
  And I put all the money I got from my father's estate
  Into the canning factory; to get the job
  Of head accountant; and lost it all。
  And then I knew I was one of Life's fools;
  Whom only death would treat as the equal
  Of other men; making me feel like a man。
  Deacon Taylor
  I BELONGED to the church;
  And to the party of prohibition;
  And the villagers thought I died of eating watermelon。
  In truth I had cirrhosis of the liver;
  For every noon for thirty years;
  I slipped behind the prescription partition
  In Trainor's drug store
  And poured a generous drink
  From the bottle marked 〃Spiritus frumenti。〃
  Sam Hookey
  I RAN away from home with the circus;
  Having fallen in love with Mademoiselle Estralada;
  The lion tamer。
  One time; having starved the lions
  For more than a day;
  I entered the cage and began to beat Brutus
  And Leo and Gypsy。
  Whereupon Brutus sprang upon me;
  And killed me。
  On entering these regions
  I met a shadow who cursed me;
  And said it served me right。 。 。 。
  It was Robespierre!
  Cooney Potter
  I INHERITED forty acres from my Father
  And; by working my wife; my two sons and two daughters
  From dawn to dusk; I acquired
  A thousand acres。
  But not content;
  Wishing to own two thousand acres;
  I bustled through the years with axe and plow;
  Toiling; denying myself; my wife; my sons; my daughters。
  Squire Higbee wrongs me to say
  That I died from smoking Red Eagle cigars。
  Eating hot pie and gulping coffee
  During the scorching hours of harvest time
  Brought me here ere I had reached my sixtieth year。
  Fiddler Jones
  THE earth keeps some vibration going
  There in your heart; and that is you。
  And if the people find you can fiddle;
  Why; fiddle you must; for all your life。
  What do you see; a harvest of clover?
  Or a meadow to walk through to the river?
  The wind's in the corn; you rub your hands
  For beeves hereafter ready for market;
  Or else you hear the rustle of skirts
  Like the girls when dancing at Little Grove。
  To Cooney Potter a pillar of dust
  Or whirling leaves meant ruinous drouth;
  They looked to me like Red…Head Sammy
  Stepping it off; to 〃Toor…a…Loor。〃
  How could I till my forty acres
  Not to speak of getting more;
  With a medley of horns; bassoons and piccolos
  Stirred in my brain by crows and robins
  And the creak of a wind…millonly these?
  And I never started to plow in my life
  That some one did not stop in the road
  And take me away to a dance or picnic。
  I ended up with forty acres;
  I ended up with a broken fiddle
  And a broken laugh; and a thousand memories;
  And not a single regret。
  Nellie Clark
  I WAS only eight years old;
  And before I grew up and knew what it meant
  I had no words for it; except
  That I was frightened and told my
  Mother; And that my Father got a pistol
  And would have killed Charlie; who was a big boy;
  Fifteen years old; except for his Mother。
  Nevertheless the story clung to me。
  But the