第 4 节
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希望之舟 更新:2021-02-19 20:52 字数:9321
In the love of larger truth;
Rapt in the expectation of the birth
Of a new Beauty;
Sprung from Brotherhood and Wisdom。
I with eyes of spirit see the Transfiguration
Before you see it。
But ye infinite brood of golden eagles nesting ever higher;
Wheeling ever higher; the sun light wooing
Of lofty places of Thought;
Forgive the blindness of the departed owl。
Dorcas Gustine
I WAS not beloved of the villagers;
But all because I spoke my mind;
And met those who transgressed against me
With plain remonstrance; hiding nor nurturing
Nor secret griefs nor grudges。
That act of the Spartan boy is greatly praised;
Who hid the wolf under his cloak;
Letting it devour him; uncomplainingly。
It is braver; I think; to snatch the wolf forth
And fight him openly; even in the street;
Amid dust and howls of pain。
The tongue may be an unruly member
But silence poisons the soul。
Berate me who willI am content。
Nicholas Bindle
Were you not ashamed; fellow citizens;
When my estate was probated and everyone knew
How small a fortune I left?
You who hounded me in life;
To give; give; give to the churches; to the poor;
To the village!me who had already given much。
And think you not I did not know
That the pipe…organ; which I gave to the church;
Played its christening songs when Deacon Rhodes;
Who broke and all but ruined me;
Worshipped for the first time after his acquittal?
Harold Arnett
I LEANED against the mantel; sick; sick;
Thinking of my failure; looking into the abysm;
Weak from the noon…day heat。
A church bell sounded mournfully far away;
I heard the cry of a baby;
And the coughing of John Yarnell;
Bed…ridden; feverish; feverish; dying;
Then the violent voice of my wife:
〃Watch out; the potatoes are burning!〃
I smelled them 。 。 。 then there was irresistible disgust。
I pulled the trigger 。 。 。 blackness 。 。 。 light 。 。 。
Unspeakable regret 。 。 。 fumbling for the world again。
Too late! Thus I came here;
With lungs for breathing 。 。 。 one cannot breathe here with lungs;
Though one must breathe
Of what use is it To rid one's self of the world;
When no soul may ever escape the eternal destiny of life?
Margaret Fuller Slack
I WOULD have been as great as George Eliot
But for an untoward fate。
For look at the photograph of me made by Penniwit;
Chin resting on hand; and deepset eyes
Gray; too; and far…searching。
But there was the old; old problem:
Should it be celibacy; matrimony or unchastity?
Then John Slack; the rich druggist; wooed me;
Luring me with the promise of leisure for my novel;
And I married him; giving birth to eight children;
And had no time to write。
It was all over with me; anyway;
When I ran the needle in my hand
While washing the baby's things;
And died from lockjaw; an ironical death。
Hear me; ambitious souls;
Sex is the curse of life。
George Trimble
Do you remember when I stood on the steps
Of the Court House and talked free…silver;
And the single…tax of Henry George?
Then do you remember that; when the Peerless Leader
Lost the first battle; I began to talk prohibition;
And became active in the church?
That was due to my wife;
Who pictured to me my destruction
If I did not prove my morality to the people。
Well; she ruined me:
For the radicals grew suspicious of me;
And the conservatives were never sure of me
And here I lie; unwept of all。
〃Ace〃 Shaw
I NEVER saw any difference
Between playing cards for money
And selling real estate;
Practicing law; banking; or anything else。
For everything is chance。
Nevertheless
Seest thou a man diligent in business?
He shall stand before Kings!
Willard Fluke
MY wife lost her health;
And dwindled until she weighed scarce ninety pounds。
Then that woman; whom the men
Styled Cleopatra; came along。
And we we married ones
All broke our vows; myself among the rest。
Years passed and one by one
Death claimed them all in some hideous form
And I was borne along by dreams
Of God's particular grace for me;
And I began to write; write; write; reams on reams
Of the second coming of Christ。
Then Christ came to me and said;
〃Go into the church and stand before the congregation
And confess your sin。〃
But just as I stood up and began to speak
I saw my little girl; who was sitting in the front seat
My little girl who was born blind!
After that; all is blackness。
Aner Clute
OVER and over they used to ask me;
While buying the wine or the beer;
In Peoria first; and later in Chicago;
Denver; Frisco; New York; wherever I lived
How I happened to lead the life;
And what was the start of it。
Well; I told them a silk dress;
And a promise of marriage from a rich man
(It was Lucius Atherton)。
But that was not really it at all。
Suppose a boy steals an apple
From the tray at the grocery store;
And they all begin to call him a thief;
The editor; minister; judge; and all the people
〃A thief;〃 〃a thief;〃 〃a thief;〃 wherever he goes
And he can't get work; and he can't get bread
Without stealing it; why the boy will steal。
It's the way the people regard the theft of the apple
That makes the boy what he is。
Lucius Atherton
WHEN my moustache curled;
And my hair was black;
And I wore tight trousers
And a diamond stud;
I was an excellent knave of hearts and took many a trick。
But when the gray hairs began to appear
Lo! a new generation of girls
Laughed at me; not fearing me;
And I had no more exciting adventures
Wherein I was all but shot for a heartless devil;
But only drabby affairs; warmed…over affairs
Of other days and other men。
And time went on until I lived at
Mayer's restaurant;
Partaking of short…orders; a gray; untidy;
Toothless; discarded; rural Don Juan。 。 。 。
There is a mighty shade here who sings
Of one named Beatrice;
And I see now that the force that made him great
Drove me to the dregs of life。
Homer Clapp
OFTEN Aner Clute at the gate
Refused me the parting kiss;
Saying we should be engaged before that;
And just with a distant clasp of the hand
She bade me good…night; as I brought her home
From the skating rink or the revival。
No sooner did my departing footsteps die away
Than Lucius Atherton;
(So I learned when Aner went to Peoria)
Stole in at her window; or took her riding
Behind his spanking team of bays
Into the country。
The shock of it made me settle down
And I put all the money I got from my father's estate
Into the canning factory; to get the job
Of head accountant; and lost it all。
And then I knew I was one of Life's fools;
Whom only death would treat as the equal
Of other men; making me feel like a man。
Deacon Taylor
I BELONGED to the church;
And to the party of prohibition;
And the villagers thought I died of eating watermelon。
In truth I had cirrhosis of the liver;
For every noon for thirty years;
I slipped behind the prescription partition
In Trainor's drug store
And poured a generous drink
From the bottle marked 〃Spiritus frumenti。〃
Sam Hookey
I RAN away from home with the circus;
Having fallen in love with Mademoiselle Estralada;
The lion tamer。
One time; having starved the lions
For more than a day;
I entered the cage and began to beat Brutus
And Leo and Gypsy。
Whereupon Brutus sprang upon me;
And killed me。
On entering these regions
I met a shadow who cursed me;
And said it served me right。 。 。 。
It was Robespierre!
Cooney Potter
I INHERITED forty acres from my Father
And; by working my wife; my two sons and two daughters
From dawn to dusk; I acquired
A thousand acres。
But not content;
Wishing to own two thousand acres;
I bustled through the years with axe and plow;
Toiling; denying myself; my wife; my sons; my daughters。
Squire Higbee wrongs me to say
That I died from smoking Red Eagle cigars。
Eating hot pie and gulping coffee
During the scorching hours of harvest time
Brought me here ere I had reached my sixtieth year。
Fiddler Jones
THE earth keeps some vibration going
There in your heart; and that is you。
And if the people find you can fiddle;
Why; fiddle you must; for all your life。
What do you see; a harvest of clover?
Or a meadow to walk through to the river?
The wind's in the corn; you rub your hands
For beeves hereafter ready for market;
Or else you hear the rustle of skirts
Like the girls when dancing at Little Grove。
To Cooney Potter a pillar of dust
Or whirling leaves meant ruinous drouth;
They looked to me like Red…Head Sammy
Stepping it off; to 〃Toor…a…Loor。〃
How could I till my forty acres
Not to speak of getting more;
With a medley of horns; bassoons and piccolos
Stirred in my brain by crows and robins
And the creak of a wind…millonly these?
And I never started to plow in my life
That some one did not stop in the road
And take me away to a dance or picnic。
I ended up with forty acres;
I ended up with a broken fiddle
And a broken laugh; and a thousand memories;
And not a single regret。
Nellie Clark
I WAS only eight years old;
And before I grew up and knew what it meant
I had no words for it; except
That I was frightened and told my
Mother; And that my Father got a pistol
And would have killed Charlie; who was a big boy;
Fifteen years old; except for his Mother。
Nevertheless the story clung to me。
But the