第 6 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-19 20:30      字数:9321
  but    this   unfriendly     attitude   soon    gave    way    to   evidences     of   kindlier
  feelings。
  Mildred   was   there;   more   beautiful   than   ever;   and   to   gain   her   love
  Diotti would have bartered his soul that moment。
  The   first   movement   of   the   suite   was   entitled   ‘‘Pity;''   and   the   music
  flowed like melodious tears。 A subdued sob rose and fell with the sadness
  of the theme。
  Mildred's eyes were moistened as she fixed them on the lone figure of
  the player。
  Now   the   theme   of   pity   changed   to   hope;   and   hearts   grew   brighter
  under the spell。 The next movement depicted joy。 As the virtuoso's fingers
  darted here and there; his music seemed the very laughter of fairy voices;
  the   earth   looked   roses   and   sunshine;   and   Mildred;   relaxing   her   position
  and leaning forward in the box; with lips slightly parted; was the picture of
  eager happiness。
  The     final  movement       came。    Its  subject    was    love。   The   introduction
  depicted   the  Arcadian   beauty   of   the   trysting   place;   love…lit   eyes   sought
  each   other   intuitively   and   a   great   peace   brooded   over   the   hearts   of   all。
  Then followed the song of the Passionate Pilgrim:
  ‘‘If music and sweet poetry agree; As they must needs; the sister and
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  the brother; When must the love be great 'twixt thee and me Because thou
  lov'st the one; and I the other。
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  Thou lov'st to hear the sweet melodious sound That Phoebus' lute (the
  queen of music) makes; And I in deep delight; am chiefly drown'd When
  as   himself   to   singing   he   betakes。   One   god   is   god   of   both;   as   poets   One
  knight loves both; and both in thee remain。''
  Grander   and   grander   the   melody   rose;   voicing   love's   triumph   with
  wondrous   sweetness   and   palpitating   rhythm。   Mildred;   her   face   flushed
  with     excitement;     a   heavenly     fire   in  her   eyes    and   in   an   attitude   of
  supplication; reveled in the glory of a new found emotion。
  As    the   violinist   concluded      his   performance       an   oppressive     silence
  pervaded   the   house;   then   the   audience;   wild   with   excitement;   burst   into
  thunders of applause。 In his dressing…room Diotti was besieged by hosts of
  people; congratulating him in extravagant terms。
  Mildred   Wallace   came;   extending   her   hands。   He   took   them   almost
  reverently。 She looked into his eyes; and he knew he had struck the chord
  responsive in her soul。
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  The   sun   was   high   in   the   heavens   when   the   violinist   awoke。 A  great
  weight had been lifted from his heart; he had passed from darkness into
  dawn。
  A messenger brought him this note:
  My   Dear   Signor   DiottiI   am   at   home   this   afternoon;   and   shall   be
  delighted to see you and return my thanks for the exquisite pleasure you
  gave me last evening。 Music; such as yours; is indeed the voice of heaven。
  Sincerely;
  Mildred Wallace。
  The messenger returned with this reply:
  My Dear Miss WallaceI will call at three to…day。
  Gratefully; Angelo Diotti。
  He   watched   the   hour   drag   from  eleven   to   twelve;   then   counted   the
  minutes to one; and from that time until he left the hotel each second was
  tabulated in his mind。 Arriving at her residence; he was ushered into the
  drawing…room。 It was fragrant with the perfume of violets; and he stood
  gazing at her portrait expectant of her coming。
  Dressed   in   simple   white;   entrancing   in   her   youthful   freshness;   she
  entered;     her   face   glowing     with    happiness;    her   eyes    languorous     and
  expressive。 She hastened to him; offering both hands。 He held them in a
  loving;   tender   grasp;   and   for   a   moment   neither   spoke。   Then   she;   gazing
  clearly and fearlessly into his eyes; said: ‘‘My heart has found its melody!''
  He;   kneeling   like   Sir   Gareth   of   old:   ‘‘The   song   and   the   singer   are
  yours forever。 ''
  She; bidding him arise: ‘‘And I forever yours。'' And wondering at her
  boldness;     she   added;    ‘‘I  know    and   feel   that  you   love   meyour     eyes
  confirmed       your    love    before     you    spoke。''   Then;     convincingly      and
  ingenuously; ‘‘I knew you loved me the moment we first met。 Then I did
  not understand what that meant to you; now I do。''
  He   drew   her   gently   to   him;   and   the   motive   of   their   happiness   was
  defined in sweet confessions: ‘‘My love; my lifeMy life; my love。''
  The magic of his music had changed her very being; the breath of love
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  was in her soul; the vision of love was dancing in her eyes。 The child of
  marble; like the statue of old; had come to life:
  ‘‘And not long since I was a cold; dull stone! I recollect
  That by some means I knew that I was stone; That was the first dull gleam
  of consciousness; I became conscious of a chilly self; A cold; immovable
  identity。    I  knew    that  I  was   stone;   and   knew     no  more!    Then;    by   an
  imperceptible   advance;   Came   the   dim   evidence   of   outer   things;   Seen
  darkly and imperfectlyyet seen The walls surrounding me; and I; alone。
  That   pedestalthat   curtainthen   a   voice   That   called   on   Galatea! At   that
  word; Which seemed to shake my marble to the core; That which was dim
  before;   came   evident。   Sounds;   that   had   hummed   around   me;   indistinct;
  Vague; meaninglessseemed to resolve themselves Into a language I could
  understand; I felt my frame pervaded by a glow That seemed to thaw my
  marble into   flesh; Its   cold; hard substance throbbed   with active life;  My
  limbs grew supple; and I movedI lived! Lived in the ecstasy of a new…
  born life! Lived in the love of him that fashioned me! Lived in a thousand
  tangled thoughts of hope。''
  Day    after  day    he  came;    they   told   their  love;   their  hopes;    their
  ambitions。 She assumed absolute proprietorship in him。 She gloried in her
  possession。
  He was born into the world; nurtured in infancy; trained in childhood
  and matured into manhood; for one express purposeto be hers alone。 Her
  ownership ranged from absolute despotism to humble slavery; and he was
  happy through it all。
  One     day   she   said:   ‘‘Angelo;    is  it  your    purpose    to  follow    your
  profession always?''
  ‘‘Necessarily; it is my livelihood;'' he replied。
  ‘‘But do you not think that after we stand at the altar; we never should
  be separated?''
  ‘‘We will be together always;'' said he; holding her face between his
  palms; and looking with tender expression into her inquiring eyes。
  ‘‘But I notice that women cluster around you after your concertsand
  shake your hand longer than they shouldand talk to you longer than they
  shouldand go away looking self… satisfied!'' she replied brokenly; much
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  as a little girl tells of the theft of her doll。
  ‘‘Nonsense;'' he said; smiling; ‘‘that is all part of my profession; it is
  not me they care for; it is the music I give that makes them happy。 If; in
  my playing; I achieve results out of the common; they admire me!'' and he
  kissed away the unwelcome tears。
  ‘‘I know;'' she continued; ‘‘but lately; since we have loved each other; I
  can not bear to see a woman near you。 In my dreams again and again an
  indefinable   shadow   mockingly   comes;   and   cries   to   me;   ‘he   is   not   to   be
  yours; he is to be mine。' ''
  Diotti    flushed    and   drew    her  to  him   ‘‘Darling;''    his  voice   carrying
  conviction; ‘‘I am yours; you are mine; all in all; in life here and beyond!''
  And as she sat dreaming after he had gone; she murmured petulantly; ‘‘I
  wish there were no other women in the world。''
  Her father was expected from Europe on the succeeding day's steamer。
  Mr。 Wallace was a busy man。 The various gigantic enterprises he served as
  president   or   director   occupied   most   of   his   time。   He   had   been   absent   in
  Europe for several months; and Mildred was anxiously awaiting his return
  to tell him of her