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作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-19 20:30      字数:9322
  The Fifth String
  The Fifth String
  By John Philip Sousa
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  The    coming     of  Diotti  to  America     had   awakened      more    than   usual
  interest in the man and his work。 His marvelous success as violinist in the
  leading   capitals   of   Europe;   together   with   many  brilliant   contributions   to
  the literature of his instrument; had long been favorably commented on by
  the critics of the old world。 Many stories of his struggles and his triumphs
  had found their way across the ocean and had been read and re…read with
  interest。
  Therefore;     when     Mr。   Henry    Perkins;    the   well…known      impresario;
  announced with an air of conscious pride and pardonable enthusiasm that
  he had secured Diotti for a ‘‘limited'' number of concerts; Perkins' friends
  assured that wide…awake gentleman that his foresight amounted to positive
  genius; and they predicted an unparalleled success for his star。 On account
  of his wonderful ability as player; Diotti was a favorite at half the courts of
  Europe; and the astute Perkins enlarged upon this fact without regard for
  the feelings of the courts or the violinist。
  On the night preceding Diotti's debut in New York; he was the center
  of attraction at a reception given by Mrs。 Llewellyn; a social leader; and a
  devoted patron of the arts。 The violinist made a deep impression on those
  fortunate enough to be near him during the even… ing。 He won the respect
  of the men by his observations on matters of international interest; and the
  admiration      of  the   gentler   sex   by   his  chivalric    estimate    of  woman's
  influence in the world's progress; on which subject he talked with rarest
  good humor and delicately implied gallantry。
  During one of those sudden and unexplainable lulls that always occur
  in   general   drawing…room   conversations;   Diotti   turned   to   Mrs。   Llewellyn
  and whispered: ‘‘Who is the charming young woman just entering?''
  ‘‘The beauty in white?''
  ‘‘Yes; the beauty in white;'' softly echoing Mrs。 Llewellyn's query。 He
  leaned forward and with eager eyes gazed in admiration at the new…comer。
  He seemed hypnotized by the vision; which moved slowly from between
  the blue…tinted portieres and stood for the instant; a perfect embodiment of
  radiant womanhood; silhouetted against the silken drapery。
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  ‘‘That   is   Miss   Wallace;   Miss   Mildred   Wallace;   only   child   of   one   of
  New York's prominent bankers。''
  ‘‘She is beautifula queen by divine right;'' cried he; and then with a
  mingling of impetuosity and importunity; entreated his hostess to present
  him。
  And thus they met。
  Mrs。 Llewellyn's entertainments were celebrated; and justly so。 At her
  receptions one always heard the best singers and players of the season; and
  Epicurus'     soul   could    rest  in  peace;    for  her   chef   had   an   international
  reputation。 Oh; remember; you music…fed ascetic; many; aye; very  many;
  regard   the   transition   from  Tschaikowsky   to   terrapin;   from   Beethoven   to
  burgundy with hearts aflame with anticipatory joyand Mrs。 Llewellyn's
  dining…room was crowded。
  Miss Wallace and Diotti had wandered into the conservatory。
  ‘‘A desire for happiness is our common heritage;'' he was saying in his
  richly melodious voice。
  ‘‘But    to   define   what    constitutes    happiness      is  very   difficult;''  she
  replied。
  ‘‘Not   necessarily;''   he   went   on;   ‘‘if   the   motive   is   clearly   within   our
  grasp; the attainment is possible。''
  ‘‘For example?'' she asked。
  ‘‘The miser is happy when he hoards his gold; the philanthropist when
  he    distributes    his。   The   attainment      is  identical;   but   the   motives     are
  antipodal。''
  ‘‘Then     one   possessing      sufficient   motives     could   be   happy    without
  end?'' she suggested doubtingly。
  ‘‘That    is  my    theory。   The    Niobe    of  old   had   happiness     within    her
  power。''
  ‘‘The gods thought not;'' said she; ‘‘in their very pity they changed her
  into stone; and with streaming eyes she ever tells the story of her sorrow。''
  ‘‘But are her children weeping?'' he asked。 ‘‘I think not。 Happiness can
  bloom from the seeds of deepest woe;'' and in a tone almost reverential; he
  continued:      ‘‘I  remember      a  picture   in  one   of   our  Italian   galleries   that
  always   impressed   me   as   the   ideal   image   of   maternal   happiness。   It   is   a
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  painting     of   the  Christ…mother       standing     by   the   body    of  the   Crucified。
  Beauty      was    still  hers;   and   the   dress    of  grayish    hue;    nun…like    in   its
  simplicity;   seemed   more   than   royal   robe。   Her   face;   illumined   as   with   a
  light   from  heaven;  seemed   inspired   with   this  thought:   ‘They  have   killed
  Himthey have killed my son! Oh; God; I thank Thee that His suffering is
  at   an   end!'   And   as   I   gazed   at   the   holy   face;   an…   other   light   seemed   to
  change   it   by   degrees   from   saddened   motherhood   to   triumphant   woman!
  Then came: ‘He is not dead; He but sleeps; He will rise again; for He is the
  best beloved of the Father!' ''
  ‘‘Still; fate can rob us of our patrimony;'' she replied; after a pause。
  ‘‘Not while life is here and eternity beyond;'' he said; reassuringly。
  ‘‘What if a soul lies dormant and will not arouse?'' she asked。
  ‘‘There are souls that have no motive low enough for earth; but only
  high enough for heaven;'' he said; with evident intention; looking almost
  directly at her。
  ‘‘Then one must come who speaks in nature's tongue;'' she continued。
  ‘‘And the soul will then awake;'' he added earnestly。
  ‘‘But is there such a one?'' she asked。
  ‘‘Perhaps;'' he almost whispered; his thought father to the wish。
  ‘‘I am afraid not;'' she sighed。 ‘‘I studied drawing; worked diligently
  and;     I  hope;    intelligently;    and    yet   I  was    quickly     convinced       that  a
  counterfeit   presentment   of   nature   was   puny   and   insignificant。   I   painted
  Niagara。 My friends praised my effort。 I saw Niagara againI destroyed
  the picture。''
  ‘‘But you must   be prepared to   accept the limitations   of man and   his
  work;'' said the philosophical violinist
  ‘‘Annihilation       of   one's   own    identity   in   the  moment      is  possible    in
  nature's domainnever in man's。 The resistless; never…ending rush of the
  waters;   madly   churning;   pitilessly   dashing   against   the   rocks   below;   the
  mighty roar of the loosened giant; that was Niagara。 My picture seemed
  but a smear of paint。''
  ‘‘Still; man has won the admiration of man by his achievements;'' he
  said。
  ‘‘Alas; for me;'' she sighed; ‘‘I have not felt it。''
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  ‘‘Surely you have been stirred by the wonders man has accomplished
  in music's realm?'' Diotti ventured。
  ‘‘I never have been。'' She spoke sadly and reflectively。
  ‘‘But does not the passion…laden theme of a master; or the marvelous
  feeling of a player awaken your emotions?'' persisted he。
  She stood leaning lightly against a pillar by the fountain。 ‘‘I never hear
  a   pianist;   however   great   and   famous;   but   I   see   the   little   cream…colored
  hammers within the piano bobbing up and down like acrobatic brownies。 I
  never hear the plaudits of the crowd for the artist and watch him return to
  bow   his   thanks;   but   I   mentally   demand   that   these   little   acrobats;   each
  resting on an individual pedestal; and weary from his efforts; shall appear
  to receive a share of the applause。
  ‘‘When I listen to a great singer;'' continued this world…defying skeptic;
  ‘‘trilling like a thrush; scampering over the scales; I see a clumsy lot of ah;
  ah; ahs; awkwardly; uncertainly ambling up the gamut; saying; ‘were it not
  for us she could not sing thusgive us our meed of praise。' ''
  Slowly he replied: ‘‘Masters have written in wondrous language and
  masters have played with wondrous power。''
  ‘‘And I so long to hear;'' she said; almost plaintively。 ‘‘I marvel at the
  invention of the composer an