第 63 节
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  way at least; what future your kind good…will has imagined for me。〃
  〃It is very indiscreet;〃 replied the countess; coldly; 〃and it shows
  plainly that you offer me only a conditional confidence。 Let us say no
  more。 You are certainly far advanced with Mademoiselle Colleville; she
  suits you; you say; in many ways; therefore marry her。 I say again;
  you will no longer find me in your way。〃
  〃But does Mademoiselle Colleville really suit me?〃 resumed la Peyrade;
  〃that is the very point on which you have lately raised my doubts。 Do
  you not think there is something cruel in casting me first in one
  direction and then in the other without affording me any ground to go
  upon?〃
  〃Ah!〃 said the countess; in a tone of impatience; 〃you want my opinion
  on the premises! Well; monsieur; there is one very conclusive fact to
  which I can bring proof: Celeste does not love you。〃
  〃So I have thought;〃 said la Peyrade; humbly。 〃I felt that I was
  making a marriage of mere convenience。〃
  〃And she cannot love you; because;〃 continued Madame de Godollo; with
  animation; 〃she cannot comprehend you。 Her proper husband is that
  blond little man; insipid as herself; from the union of those two
  natures without life or heat will result in that lukewarm existence
  which; in the opinion of the world where she was born and where she
  has lived; is the ne plus ultra of conjugal felicity。 Try to make that
  little simpleton understand that when she had a chance to unite
  herself with true talent she ought to have felt highly honored! But;
  above all; try to make her miserable; odious family and surroundings
  understand it! Enriched bourgeois; parvenus! there's the roof beneath
  which you think to rest from your cruel labor and your many trials!
  And do you believe that you will not be made to feel; twenty times a
  day; that your share in the partnership is distressingly light in the
  scale against their money? On one side; the Iliad; the Cid; Der
  Freyschutz; and the frescos of the Vatican; on the other; three
  hundred thousand francs in good; ringing coin! Tell me which side they
  will trust and admire! The artist; the man of imagination who falls
  into the bourgeois atmosphereshall I tell you to what I compare him?
  To Daniel cast into the lion's den; less the miracle of Holy Writ。〃
  This invective against the bourgeoisie was uttered in a tone of heated
  conviction which could scarcely fail to be communicated。
  〃Ah! madame;〃 cried la Peyrade; 〃how eloquently you say things which
  again and again have entered my troubled and anxious mind! But I have
  felt myself lashed to that most cruel fate; the necessity of gaining a
  position〃
  〃Necessity! position!〃 interrupted the countess; again raising the
  temperature of her speech;〃words void of meaning! which have not
  even sound to able men; though they drive back fools as though they
  were formidable barriers。 Necessity! does that exist for noble
  natures; for those who know how to will? A Gascon minister uttered a
  saying which ought to be engraved on the doors of all careers: 'All
  things come to him who knows how to wait。' Are you ignorant that
  marriage; to men of a high stamp; is either a chain which binds them
  to the lowest vulgarities of existence; or a wing on which to rise to
  the highest summits of the social world? The wife you need; monsieur;
  and she would not be long wanting to your career if you had not;
  with such incredible haste; accepted the first 'dot' that was offered
  you;the wife you should have chosen is a woman capable of
  understanding you; able to divine your intellect; one who could be to
  you a fellow…worker; an intellectual confidant; and not a mere
  embodiment of the 'pot…au…feu'; a woman capable of being now your
  secretary; but soon the wife of a deputy; a minister; an ambassador;
  one; in short; who could offer you her heart as a mainspring; her
  salon for a stage; her connections for a ladder; and who; in return
  for all she would give you of ardor and strength; asks only to shine
  beside your throne in the rays of the glory she predicts for you!〃
  Intoxicated; as it were; with the flow of her own words; the countess
  was really magnificent; her eyes sparkled; her nostrils dilated; the
  prospect her vivid eloquence thus unrolled she seemed to see; and
  touch with her quivering fingers。 For a moment; la Peyrade was dazzled
  by this sunrise which suddenly burst upon his life。
  However; as he was a man most eminently prudent; who had made it his
  rule of life never to lend except on sound and solvent security; he
  was still impelled to weigh the situation。
  〃Madame la comtesse;〃 he said; 〃you reproached me just now for
  speaking like a bourgeois; and I; in return; am afraid that you are
  talking like a goddess。 I admire you; I listen to you; but I am not
  convinced。 Such devotions; such sublime abnegations may be met with in
  heaven; but in this low world who can hope to be the object of them?〃
  〃You are mistaken; monsieur;〃 replied the countess; with solemnity;
  〃such devotions are rare; but they are neither impossible nor
  incredible; only; it is necessary to have the heart to find them; and;
  above all; the hand to take them when they are offered to you。〃
  So saying; the countess rose majestically。
  La Peyrade saw that he had ended by displeasing her; and he felt that
  she dismissed him。 He rose himself; bowed respectfully; and asked to
  be received again。
  〃Monsieur;〃 said Madame de Godollo; 〃we Hungarians; primitive people
  and almost savages that we are; have a saying that when our door is
  open both sides of it are opened wide; when we close it it is double…
  locked and bolted。〃
  That dignified and ambiguous speech was accompanied by a slight
  inclination of the head。 Bewildered; confounded by this behavior; to
  him so new; which bore but little resemblance to that of Flavie;
  Brigitte; and Madame Minard; la Peyrade left the house; asking himself
  again and again whether he had played his game properly。
  CHAPTER V
  SHOWING HOW NEAR THE TARPEIAN ROCK IS TO THE CAPITOL
  On leaving Madame de Godollo; la Peyrade felt the necessity of
  gathering himself together。 Beneath the conversation he had just
  maintained with this strange woman; what could he see;a trap; or a
  rich and distinguished marriage offered to him。 Under such a doubt as
  this; to press Celeste for an immediate answer was neither clever nor
  prudent; it was simply to bind himself; and close the door to the
  changes; still very ill…defined; which seemed offered to him。 The
  result of the consultation which Theodose held with himself as he
  walked along the boulevard was that he ought; for the moment; to think
  only of gaining time。 Consequently; instead of going to the
  Thuilliers' to learn Celeste's decision; he went home; and wrote the
  following little note to Thuillier:
  My dear Thuillier;You will certainly not think it extraordinary
  that I should not present myself at your house to…day;partly
  because I fear the sentence which will be pronounced upon me; and
  partly because I do not wish to seem an impatient and unmannerly
  creditor。 A few days; more or less; will matter little under such
  circumstances; and yet Mademoiselle Colleville may find them
  desirable for the absolute freedom of her choice。 I shall;
  therefore; not go to see you until you write for me。
  I am now more calm; and I have added a few more pages to our
  manuscript; it will take but little time to hand in the whole to
  the printer。
  Ever yours;
  Theodose de la Peyrade。
  Two hours later a servant; dressed in what was evidently the first
  step towards a livery; which the Thuilliers did not as yet venture to
  risk; the 〃male domestic;〃 whom Minard had mentioned to the Phellions;
  arrived at la Peyrade's lodgings with the following note:
  Come to…night; without fail。 We will talk over the whole affair
  with Brigitte。
  Your most affectionately devoted
  Jerome Thuillier。
  〃Good!〃 said la Peyrade; 〃evidently there is some hindrance on the
  other side; I shall have time to turn myself round。〃
  That evening; when the servant announced him in the Thuillier salon;
  the Comtesse de Godollo; who was sitting with Brigitte; hastened to
  rise and leave the room。 As she passed la Peyrade she made him a very
  ceremonious bow。 There was nothing conclusive to be deduced from this
  abrupt departure; which might signify anything; either much or
  nothing。
  After talking of the weather and so forth for a time; as persons do
  who have met to discuss a delicate subject about which they are not
  sure of coming to an understanding; the matter was opened by Brigitte;
  who had sent her brother to take a walk on the boulevard; telling him
  to leave her to manage the affair。
  〃My dear boy;〃 she said to Theodose; 〃it was very nice of you not to
  come here to…day like a GRASP…ALL; to put your pistol at our throats;
  for we were not; as it happened; quite ready to answer you。 I think;〃
  she added; 〃that our little Celeste needs a trifle more time。〃
  〃Then;〃 said la Peyrade; quickly; 〃she has not decided in favor of
  Monsieur Felix Phellion?〃
  〃Joker!〃 replied the old maid; 〃you know very well you settled that
  business last night; but you also know; of course; that her own
  inclinations