第 84 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 19:56      字数:9229
  her   heart   with   sensations   of   exquisite   comfort;   and   expand   it   in
  fervent   gratitude;—but   it   lead   to   no   outward   demonstrations   of
  joy; no words; no smiles。 All within Elinor’s breast was satisfaction;
  silent and strong。
  She continued by the side of her sister; with little intermission
  the whole afternoon; calming every fear; satisfying every inquiry of
  her    enfeebled      spirits;   supplying     every    succour;     and    watching
  almost   every   look   and   every   breath。   The   possibility   of   a   relapse
  would   of  course;   in   some   moments;   occur  to  remind   her   of   what
  anxiety     was—but       when     she   saw;   on   her   frequent     and    minute
  examination; that every symptom of recovery continued; and saw
  Marianne        at  six  o’clock    sink   into   a  quiet;    steady;    and   to   all
  appearance comfortable; sleep; she silenced every doubt。
  The time was now drawing on; when Colonel Brandon might be
  expected   back。   At   ten   o’clock;   she   trusted;   or   at   least   not   much
  later her mother would be relieved from the dreadful suspense in
  which   she     must   now   be     travelling   towards      them。    The   Colonel;
  too!—perhaps scarcely less an object of pity!—Oh!—how slow was
  the progress of time which yet kept them in ignorance!
  At   seven    o’clock;    leaving    Marianne      still  sweetly    asleep;   she
  joined Mrs。 Jennings in the drawing…room to tea。 Of breakfast she
  had been kept by her fears; and of dinner by their sudden reverse;
  from eating much;—and the present refreshment; therefore;   with
  such     feelings    of  content    as  she   brought     to  it;  was   particularly
  welcome。        Mrs。    Jennings      would     have     persuaded       her;   at   its
  Classics in Literature: Jane Austen                                            ElecBook
  … Page 352…
  Jane Austen: Sense and Sensibility                        352
  conclusion;      to  take   some    rest   before    her  mother’s     arrival;   and
  allow her to take her place by Marianne; but Elinor had no sense
  of fatigue; no capability of sleep at that moment about her; and she
  was   not  to  be kept  away  from   her   sister   an   unnecessary   instant。
  Mrs。    Jennings      therefore    attending     her   up    stairs  into   the   sick
  chamber; to satisfy  herself  that  all continued   right;   left  her  there
  again to her charge and her thoughts; and retired to her own room
  to write letters and sleep。
  The   night   was   cold   and   stormy。   The   wind   roared   round   the
  house;     and   the   rain   beat   against    the   windows;     but   Elinor;    all
  happiness   within;   regarded   it  not。   Marianne   slept   through   every
  blast; and the travellers—they had a rich reward in store; for every
  present inconvenience。
  The clock struck eight。 Had it been ten; Elinor would have been
  convinced that at that moment she heard a carriage driving up to
  the house; and so strong was the persuasion that she did; in spite
  of   the  almost   impossibility   of   their   being   already   come;   that   she
  moved   into   the   adjoining   dressing…closet   and   opened   a   window
  shutter; to be satisfied of the truth。 She instantly saw that her ears
  had     not   deceived     her。   The    flaring   lamps     of  a  carriage     were
  immediately        in  view。   By   their   uncertain     light  she   thought    she
  could discern it to be drawn by four horses; and this; while it told
  the excess of  her  poor  mother’s   alarm;  gave   some   explanation   to
  such unexpected rapidity。
  Never in her life had Elinor found it so difficult to be calm; as at
  that moment。 The knowledge of what her mother must be feeling
  as   the   carriage    stopt   at   the  door—of      her   doubt—her        dread—
  perhaps      her   despair!—and       of  what  she    had    to  tell!—with     such
  knowledge   it  was impossible   to be   calm。 All   that   remained   to   be
  Classics in Literature: Jane Austen                                           ElecBook
  … Page 353…
  Jane Austen: Sense and Sensibility                          353
  done   was   to   be   speedy;   and   therefore   staying   only   till   she   could
  leave    Mrs。    Jennings’s      maid    with   her   sister;   she   hurried     down
  stairs。
  The bustle in the vestibule; as she passed along an inner lobby;
  assured her that they were already in the house。 She rushed to the
  drawing…room;—she entered it;—and saw only Willoughby。
  Classics in Literature: Jane Austen                                             ElecBook
  … Page 354…
  Jane Austen: Sense and Sensibility                     354
  CHAPTER VIII
  linor;   starting  back   with   a   look   of   horror   at   the   sight   of
  him;   obeyed    the   first  impulse   of  her  heart   in  turning
  E
  instantly to quit the room; and her hand was already  on
  the lock; when its action was suspended by his hastily advancing;
  and saying; in a voice rather of command than supplication;
  “Miss   Dashwood;   for  half an  hour—for  ten   minutes—I   entreat
  you to stay。”
  “No;    sir;”  she  replied   with   firmness;   “I  shall  not  stay。  Your
  business cannot be with me。 The servants; I suppose; forgot to tell
  you that Mr。 Palmer was not in the house。”
  “Had they told me;” he cried with vehemence; “that Mr。 Palmer
  and all his relations were at the devil; it would not have turned me
  from the door。 My business is with you; and only you。”
  “With me!”—in the utmost amazement—“well; sir—be quick—
  and if you can—less violent。”
  “Sit down; and I will be both。”
  She     hesitated;   she  knew    not   what   to  do。  The   possibility   of
  Colonel   Brandon’s   arriving   and      finding   her   there;  came   across
  her。 But she had promised to hear him; and her curiosity no less
  than    her   honour    was   engaged。    After   a  moment’s     recollection;
  therefore;   concluding   that   prudence   required   dispatch;   and   that
  her    acquiescence     would    best   promote     it;  she  walked    silently
  towards the table; and sat down。 He took the opposite chair; and
  for half a minute not a word was said by either。
  “Pray be quick; sir”—said Elinor; impatiently—“I have no time
  Classics in Literature: Jane Austen                                      ElecBook
  … Page 355…
  Jane Austen: Sense and Sensibility                       355
  to spare。”
  He   was   sitting   in   an   attitude   of   deep   meditation;   and   seemed
  not to hear her。
  “Your sister;” said he; with abruptness; a moment afterwards—
  “is   out  of  danger。   I   heard  it  from   the   servant。   God   be   praised!—
  But is it true? is it really true?”
  Elinor    would     not  speak。    He   repeated     the   inquiry    with   yet
  greater eagerness。
  “For God’s sake tell me; is she out of danger; or is she not?”
  “We hope she is。”
  He rose up; and walked across the room。
  “Had     I  known    as   much    half   an  hour    ago—But      since   I am
  here”—speaking with a forced vivacity as he returned to his seat—
  “what  does   it   signify?—For   once;   Miss   Dashwood—it   will   be   the
  last   time;   perhaps—let   us   be   cheerful   together。—I   am   in   a   fine
  mood        for    gaiety。—Tell        me      honestly”—a        deeper       glow
  overspreading   his   cheeks—“do   you   think   me   most   a   knave   or   a
  fool?”
  Elinor looked at him with greater astonishment than ever。 She
  began to think that he must be in liquor;—the strangeness of such
  a visit; and of such manners; seemed no otherwise intelligible; and
  with this impression she immediately rose; saying;
  “Mr。 Willoughby; I advise you at present to return to Combe。—I
  am     not  at  leisure   to  remain     with   you   longer。—Whatever         your
  business      may    be   with   me;    it  will  be   better   recollected     and
  explained to…morrow。”
  “I understand you;” he replied; with an expressive smile; and a
  voice perfectly calm; “yes; I am very drunk。—A pint of porter with
  my cold beef at Marlborough was enough to over…set me。”
  Classics in Literature: Jane Austen                                         ElecBook
  … Page 356…
  Jane Austen: Sense and Sensibility                        356
  “At   Marlborough!”—cried   Elinor;   more   and   more   at   a   loss   to
  understand what he would be at。
  “Y