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servant with a message to Mr。 Harris; and an order for post…horses
directly; she wrote a few lines to her mother。
The comfort of such a friend at that moment as Colonel
Brandon—or such a companion for her mother;—how gratefully
was it felt!—a companion whose judgment would guide; whose
attendance must relieve; and whose friendship might soothe
her!—as far as the shock of such a summons could be lessened to
her; his presence; his manners; his assistance; would lessen it。
He; meanwhile; whatever he might feel; acted with all the
firmness of a collected mind; made every necessary arrangement
with the utmost despatch; and calculated with exactness the time
in which she might look for his return。 Not a moment was lost in
delay of any kind。 The horses arrived; even before they were
expected; and Colonel Brandon only pressing her hand with a look
of solemnity; and a few words spoken too low to reach her ear;
hurried into the carriage。 It was then about twelve o’clock; and she
returned to her sister’s apartment to wait for the arrival of the
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apothecary; and to watch by her the rest of the night。 It was a
night of almost equal suffering to both。 Hour after hour passed
away in sleepless pain and delirium on Marianne’s side; and in the
most cruel anxiety on Elinor’s; before Mr。 Harris appeared。 Her
apprehensions once raised; paid by their excess for all her former
security; and the servant who sat up with her; for she would not
allow Mrs。 Jennings to be called; only tortured her more; by hints
of what her mistress had always thought。
Marianne’s ideas were still; at intervals; fixed incoherently on
her mother; and whenever she mentioned her name; it gave a
pang to the heart of poor Elinor; who; reproaching herself for
having trifled with so many days of illness; and wretched for some
immediate relief; fancied that all relief might soon be in vain; that
every thing had been delayed too long; and pictured to herself her
suffering mother arriving too late to see this darling child; or to see
her rational。
She was on the point of sending again for Mr。 Harris; or if he
could not come; for some other advice; when the former—but not
till after five o’clock—arrived。 His opinion; however; made some
little amends for his delay; for though acknowledging a very
unexpected and unpleasant alteration in his patient; he would not
allow the danger to be material; and talked of the relief which a
fresh mode of treatment must procure; with a confidence which; in
a lesser degree; was communicated to Elinor。 He promised to call
again in the course of three or four hours; and left both the patient
and her anxious attendant more composed than he had found
them。
With strong concern; and with many reproaches for not being
called to their aid; did Mrs。 Jennings hear in the morning of what
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had passed。 Her former apprehensions; now with greater reason
restored; left her no doubt of the event; and though trying to speak
comfort to Elinor; her conviction of her sister’s danger would not
allow her to offer the comfort of hope。 Her heart was really
grieved。 The rapid decay; the early death of a girl so young; so
lovely as Marianne; must have struck a less interested person with
concern。 On Mrs。 Jennings’s compassion she had other claims。
She had been for three months her companion; was still under her
care; and she was known to have been greatly injured; and long
unhappy。 The distress of her sister too; particularly a favourite;
was before her;—and as for their mother; when Mrs。 Jennings
considered that Marianne might probably be to her what Charlotte
was to herself; her sympathy in her sufferings was very sincere。
Mr。 Harris was punctual in his second visit;—but he came to be
disappointed in his hopes of what the last would produce。 His
medicines had failed;—the fever was unabated; and Marianne only
more quiet—not more herself—remained in a heavy stupor。
Elinor; catching all; and more than all; his fears in a moment;
proposed to call in further advice。 But he judged it unnecessary;
he had still something more to try; some more fresh application; of
whose success he was as confident as the last; and his visit
concluded with encouraging assurances which reached the ear;
but could not enter the heart of Miss Dashwood。 She was calm;
except when she thought of her mother; but she was almost
hopeless; and in this state she continued till noon; scarcely stirring
from her sister’s bed; her thoughts wandering from one image of
grief; one suffering friend to another; and her spirits oppressed to
the utmost by the conversation of Mrs。 Jennings; who scrupled not
to attribute the severity and danger of this attack to the many
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weeks of previous indisposition which Marianne’s disappointment
had brought on。 Elinor felt all the reasonableness of the idea; and
it gave fresh misery to her reflections。
About noon; however; she began—but with a caution—a dread
of disappointment which for some time kept her silent; even to her
friend—to fancy; to hope she could perceive a slight amendment in
her sister’s pulse;—she waited; watched; and examined it again
and again;—and at last; with an agitation more difficult to bury
under exterior calmness; than all her foregoing distress; ventured
to communicate her hopes。 Mrs。 Jennings; though forced; on
examination; to acknowledge a temporary revival; tried to keep
her young friend from indulging a thought of its continuance;—
and Elinor; conning over every injunction of distrust; told herself
likewise not to hope。 But it was too late。 Hope had already
entered; and feeling all its anxious flutter; she bent over her sister
to watch—she hardly knew for what。 Half an hour passed away;
and the favourable symptom yet blessed her。 Others even arose to
confirm it。 Her breath; her skin; her lips; all flattered Elinor with
signs of amendment; and Marianne fixed her eyes on her with a
rational; though languid; gaze。 Anxiety and hope now oppressed
her in equal degrees; and left her no moment of tranquillity till the
arrival of Mr。 Harris at four o’clock;—when his assurances; his
felicitations on a recovery in her sister even surpassing his
expectation; gave her confidence; comfort; and tears of joy。
Marianne was in every respect materially better; and he
declared her entirely out of danger。 Mrs。 Jennings; perhaps
satisfied with the partial justification of her forebodings which had
been found in their late alarm; allowed herself to trust in his
judgment; and admitted; with unfeigned joy; and soon with
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unequivocal cheerfulness; the probability of an entire recovery。
Elinor could not be cheerful。 Her joy was of a different kind;
and led to any thing rather than to gaiety。 Marianne restored to
life; health; friends; and to her doting mother; was an idea to fill
her heart with sensations of exquisite comfort; and e