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  servant with a message to Mr。 Harris; and an order for post…horses
  directly; she wrote a few lines to her mother。
  The     comfort     of  such    a  friend    at   that   moment      as   Colonel
  Brandon—or   such   a   companion   for   her   mother;—how   gratefully
  was   it   felt!—a   companion   whose   judgment   would   guide;   whose
  attendance        must    relieve;   and    whose      friendship     might    soothe
  her!—as far as the shock of such a summons could be lessened to
  her; his presence; his manners; his assistance; would lessen it。
  He;    meanwhile;       whatever     he   might     feel;  acted   with    all  the
  firmness of a collected mind; made every  necessary  arrangement
  with the utmost despatch; and calculated with exactness the time
  in which she might look for his return。 Not a moment was lost in
  delay     of  any   kind。   The    horses    arrived;    even   before    they    were
  expected; and Colonel Brandon only pressing her hand with a look
  of   solemnity;   and   a   few   words   spoken   too   low   to   reach   her   ear;
  hurried into the carriage。 It was then about twelve o’clock; and she
  returned   to   her   sister’s   apartment   to   wait   for   the   arrival   of   the
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  apothecary;   and   to   watch   by   her   the   rest   of   the   night。   It   was   a
  night   of   almost   equal   suffering   to   both。   Hour   after   hour   passed
  away in sleepless pain and delirium on Marianne’s side; and in the
  most   cruel   anxiety   on   Elinor’s;   before   Mr。   Harris   appeared。   Her
  apprehensions once raised; paid by their excess for all her former
  security; and the servant who sat  up  with  her;   for  she   would   not
  allow Mrs。 Jennings to be called; only tortured her more; by hints
  of what her mistress had always thought。
  Marianne’s   ideas   were   still;   at   intervals;   fixed   incoherently   on
  her   mother;   and   whenever   she   mentioned   her   name;              it   gave   a
  pang   to   the   heart   of   poor   Elinor;    who;   reproaching   herself   for
  having trifled with so many days of illness; and wretched for some
  immediate relief; fancied that all relief might soon be in vain; that
  every thing had been delayed too long; and pictured to herself her
  suffering mother arriving too late to see this darling child; or to see
  her rational。
  She   was   on   the   point  of  sending again   for  Mr。   Harris;   or  if he
  could not come; for some other advice; when the former—but not
  till   after   five   o’clock—arrived。   His   opinion;   however;   made   some
  little   amends      for  his   delay;   for   though    acknowledging         a  very
  unexpected and unpleasant alteration in his patient; he would not
  allow  the   danger  to  be material; and   talked   of   the   relief   which  a
  fresh mode of treatment must procure; with a confidence which; in
  a lesser degree; was communicated to Elinor。 He promised to call
  again in the course of three or four hours; and left both the patient
  and   her   anxious      attendant   more   composed          than   he   had   found
  them。
  With strong concern; and   with  many  reproaches  for  not  being
  called to their aid; did Mrs。 Jennings hear in the morning of what
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  had   passed。   Her  former  apprehensions;   now   with   greater   reason
  restored; left her no doubt of the event; and though trying to speak
  comfort to Elinor; her conviction of her sister’s danger would not
  allow     her   to  offer   the   comfort     of  hope。    Her    heart    was   really
  grieved。   The   rapid   decay;   the   early   death   of   a   girl   so   young;   so
  lovely as Marianne; must have struck a less interested person with
  concern。   On   Mrs。   Jennings’s   compassion   she   had   other   claims。
  She had been for three months her companion; was still under her
  care;   and she   was known   to   have   been   greatly   injured;   and   long
  unhappy。   The   distress   of   her   sister   too;   particularly   a   favourite;
  was   before   her;—and   as   for   their   mother;         when    Mrs。    Jennings
  considered that Marianne might probably be to her what Charlotte
  was to herself; her sympathy in her sufferings was very sincere。
  Mr。 Harris was punctual in his second visit;—but he came to be
  disappointed   in   his   hopes   of   what   the       last   would   produce。     His
  medicines had failed;—the fever was unabated; and Marianne only
  more      quiet—not       more     herself—remained          in   a   heavy     stupor。
  Elinor;   catching   all;   and   more   than   all;   his   fears   in   a  moment;
  proposed to call   in   further  advice。   But  he   judged it  unnecessary;
  he had still something more to try; some more fresh application; of
  whose      success     he   was   as   confident     as   the   last;  and    his  visit
  concluded   with   encouraging   assurances   which   reached   the   ear;
  but   could   not   enter   the   heart   of   Miss   Dashwood。   She   was   calm;
  except     when     she   thought     of   her   mother;     but   she   was    almost
  hopeless; and in this state she continued till noon; scarcely stirring
  from her sister’s bed; her thoughts wandering from one image of
  grief; one suffering friend to another; and her spirits oppressed to
  the utmost by the conversation of Mrs。 Jennings; who scrupled not
  to   attribute   the   severity   and   danger   of   this   attack   to   the   many
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  weeks of previous indisposition which Marianne’s disappointment
  had brought on。 Elinor felt all the reasonableness of the idea; and
  it gave fresh misery to her reflections。
  About noon; however; she began—but with a caution—a dread
  of disappointment which for some time kept her silent; even to her
  friend—to fancy; to hope she could perceive a slight amendment in
  her   sister’s   pulse;—she   waited;   watched;   and   examined   it   again
  and   again;—and   at   last;   with   an   agitation   more   difficult   to   bury
  under exterior calmness; than all her foregoing distress; ventured
  to   communicate         her   hopes。    Mrs。    Jennings;     though     forced;    on
  examination;   to   acknowledge   a   temporary   revival;   tried   to   keep
  her   young   friend   from   indulging   a   thought   of   its   continuance;—
  and Elinor; conning over every injunction of distrust; told herself
  likewise      not   to  hope。    But   it  was    too   late。  Hope     had   already
  entered; and feeling all its anxious flutter; she bent over her sister
  to  watch—she   hardly   knew   for   what。   Half  an   hour   passed   away;
  and the favourable symptom yet blessed her。 Others even arose to
  confirm it。 Her breath; her skin; her lips; all flattered Elinor with
  signs   of amendment; and   Marianne   fixed   her  eyes   on   her  with   a
  rational;   though   languid;   gaze。   Anxiety   and   hope   now   oppressed
  her in equal degrees; and left her no moment of tranquillity till the
  arrival   of   Mr。   Harris   at   four   o’clock;—when   his   assurances;   his
  felicitations     on   a   recovery     in   her   sister   even    surpassing      his
  expectation; gave her confidence; comfort; and tears of joy。
  Marianne        was    in  every    respect     materially     better;    and    he
  declared      her    entirely    out   of  danger。     Mrs。    Jennings;     perhaps
  satisfied with the partial justification of her forebodings which had
  been     found    in  their   late  alarm;    allowed     herself   to  trust   in  his
  judgment;       and    admitted;      with   unfeigned      joy;   and    soon    with
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  unequivocal cheerfulness; the probability of an entire recovery。
  Elinor   could   not   be   cheerful。   Her   joy   was   of   a   different   kind;
  and  led   to  any   thing   rather   than   to   gaiety。   Marianne   restored   to
  life; health;   friends; and   to  her  doting  mother;   was  an   idea   to  fill
  her   heart   with   sensations   of   exquisite   comfort;   and   e