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  “Choice!—how do you mean?”
  “I only mean that I suppose; from your manner of speaking; it
  must be the same to Miss Morton whether she   marry  Edward   or
  Robert。”
  “Certainly; there can be no difference; for Robert will now to all
  intents and purposes be considered as the eldest  son;—and as   to
  any thing else; they are both very agreeable young men; I do not
  know that one is superior to the other。”
  Elinor said no more; and John was also for a short time silent。—
  His reflections ended thus。
  “Of  one   thing;   my   dear   sister;”    kindly   taking   her   hand;   and
  speaking in an awful whisper;—“I may assure you;—and I will do
  it;  because     I  know    it   must  gratify   you。   I  have   good   reason    to
  think—indeed   I   have   it   from   the   best   authority;   or   I   should   not
  repeat   it;   for   otherwise   it   would   be   very   wrong   to   say   any   thing
  about   it—but   I   have   it   from   the   very   best   authority—not   that   I
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  ever precisely heard Mrs。 Ferrars say it herself—but her daughter
  did;   and   I   have   it   from   her—That   in   short;   whatever   objections
  there     might    be   against    a   certain—a      certain    connection—you
  understand me—it would have been far preferable to her; it would
  not    have    given    her   half   the   vexation     that  this   does。    I  was
  exceedingly pleased to hear that Mrs。 Ferrars considered it in that
  light—a very gratifying circumstance you know to us all。 ‘It would
  have been beyond comparison;’ she said; ‘the least evil of the two;
  and she would be glad to compound now for nothing worse。’ But
  however; all that is quite out of the question—not to be thought of
  or   mentioned—as   to   any   attachment   you   know—it   never   could
  be—all that is gone by。 But I thought I would just tell you of this;
  because I knew how much it must please you。 Not that you have
  any   reason   to   regret;   my   dear   Elinor。   There   is   no   doubt   of   your
  doing     exceedingly      well—quite      as   well;  or   better;   perhaps;     all
  things considered。 Has Colonel Brandon been with you lately?”
  Elinor had heard enough; if not to gratify her vanity; and raise
  her self…importance; to agitate her nerves and fill her mind;—and
  she   was   therefore   glad   to be   spared   from   the necessity  of   saying
  much in reply  herself;   and   from   the danger  of  hearing any  thing
  more   from   her   brother;   by   the   entrance   of   Mr。   Robert   Ferrars。
  After    a  few   moments’       chat;  John    Dashwood;       recollecting     that
  Fanny was yet uninformed of her sister’s being there; quitted the
  room      in  quest    of   her;   and    Elinor    was   left   to  improve      her
  acquaintance with Robert; who; by the gay unconcern; the happy
  self…complacency of his manner while enjoying so unfair a division
  of his mother’s love and liberality; to the prejudice of his banished
  brother; earned only by his own dissipated course of life; and that
  brother’s integrity; was confirming her most unfavourable opinion
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  of his head and heart。
  They had scarcely been two minutes by  themselves; before   he
  began to speak of Edward; for he; too; had heard of the living; and
  was very inquisitive on the subject。 Elinor repeated the particulars
  of  it;   as   she   had   given   them   to   John;   and   their   effect   on   Robert;
  though   very   different;   was   not   less   striking   than   it   had   been   on
  him。 He laughed most immoderately。 The idea of Edward’s being a
  clergyman;   and   living   in   a   small   parsonage…house;   diverted   him
  beyond      measure;—and          when     to  that   was    added     the   fanciful
  imagery      of  Edward       reading    prayers     in  a  white    surplice;    and
  publishing the banns of marriage between John Smith and Mary
  Brown; he could conceive nothing more ridiculous。
  Elinor; while she waited in silence and immovable gravity; the
  conclusion   of   such   folly;   could   not   restrain   her   eyes   from   being
  fixed on him with a look that spoke all the contempt it excited。 It
  was   a look;   however;   very  well   bestowed;   for  it   relieved   her   own
  feelings; and gave no intelligence to him。 He was recalled from wit
  to wisdom; not by any reproof of her’s; but by his own sensibility。
  “We may treat it as a joke;” said he; at last; recovering from the
  affected laugh which had considerably lengthened out the genuine
  gaiety   of   the   moment—“but;   upon   my   soul;   it   is   a   most   serious
  business。 Poor Edward! he is ruined for ever。 I am extremely sorry
  for it—for I know him to be a very good…hearted creature; as well…
  meaning a fellow perhaps; as any in the world。 You must not judge
  of   him;    Miss   Dashwood;       from   your    slight   acquaintance。—Poor
  Edward!—His manners are certainly not the happiest in nature。—
  But   we   are   not   all   born;   you   know;   with   the   same   powers;—the
  same address。—Poor fellow!—to see him in a circle of strangers!—
  to be sure it was pitiable enough!—but upon my soul; I believe he
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  has   as   good   a   heart   as   any   in   the   kingdom;   and   I   declare   and
  protest   to   you   I   never   was   so   shocked   in   my   life;   as   when   it   all
  burst forth。 I could not believe it。—My mother was the first person
  who     told   me   of  it;  and   I;  feeling   myself    called   on   to  act   with
  resolution;   immediately   said   to   her;   ‘My   dear   madam;   I   do   not
  know      what    you   may    intend    to   do  on   the   occasion;     but   as  for
  myself; I must say; that if Edward does marry this young woman; I
  never   will   see   him   again。’   That   was   what   I   said   immediately。—I
  was most uncommonly shocked;   indeed!—Poor  Edward!—he  has
  done   for   himself   completely—shut   himself   out   for   ever   from   all
  decent society!—but; as I directly said to my mother; I am not in
  the least surprised at it; from his style of education; it was always
  to be expected。 My poor mother was half frantic。”
  “Have you ever seen the lady?”
  “Yes; once; while she was staying in this house; I happened to
  drop in for ten minutes; and I saw quite enough of her。 The merest
  awkward        country     girl;  without     style;   or  elegance;     and    almost
  without beauty。—I remember her perfectly。 Just the kind of girl I
  should      suppose      likely    to   captivate     poor     Edward。      I   offered
  immediately; as soon as my mother related the affair to me; to talk
  to   him   myself;   and   dissuade   him   from   the   match;   but   it   was   too
  late then; I found; to do any thing; for unluckily; I   was not  in   the
  way at first; and knew nothing of it till after the breach had taken
  place;   when it  was not  for  me;   you   know;   to   interfere。   But   had   I
  been     informed      of   it  a  few    hours    earlier—I      think    it  is  most
  probable—that          something      might    have    been    hit   on。  I  certainly
  should have represented   it  to  Edward   in   a  very  strong  light。   ‘My
  dear fellow;’ I should have said; ‘consider what you are doing。 You
  are making a most disgraceful connection; and such a one as your
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  family are unanimous in disapproving。’ I cannot help thinking; in
  short; that means might have been found。 But now it is all too late。
  He     must     be   starved;     you    know;—that        is  certain;     absolutely
  starved。”
  He had just settled this point with great composure;   when   the
  entrance  of   Mrs。   John   Dashwood   put   an   end   to   the   subject。   But
  though she   never  spoke   of  it  out  of  her   own   family;   Elinor   could
  see its influence   on   her  mind;   in   the   something like   confusion  of
  countenance with which she entered; and an attempt at cordiality
  in   her   behaviour   to   herself。   She