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“Choice!—how do you mean?”
“I only mean that I suppose; from your manner of speaking; it
must be the same to Miss Morton whether she marry Edward or
Robert。”
“Certainly; there can be no difference; for Robert will now to all
intents and purposes be considered as the eldest son;—and as to
any thing else; they are both very agreeable young men; I do not
know that one is superior to the other。”
Elinor said no more; and John was also for a short time silent。—
His reflections ended thus。
“Of one thing; my dear sister;” kindly taking her hand; and
speaking in an awful whisper;—“I may assure you;—and I will do
it; because I know it must gratify you。 I have good reason to
think—indeed I have it from the best authority; or I should not
repeat it; for otherwise it would be very wrong to say any thing
about it—but I have it from the very best authority—not that I
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ever precisely heard Mrs。 Ferrars say it herself—but her daughter
did; and I have it from her—That in short; whatever objections
there might be against a certain—a certain connection—you
understand me—it would have been far preferable to her; it would
not have given her half the vexation that this does。 I was
exceedingly pleased to hear that Mrs。 Ferrars considered it in that
light—a very gratifying circumstance you know to us all。 ‘It would
have been beyond comparison;’ she said; ‘the least evil of the two;
and she would be glad to compound now for nothing worse。’ But
however; all that is quite out of the question—not to be thought of
or mentioned—as to any attachment you know—it never could
be—all that is gone by。 But I thought I would just tell you of this;
because I knew how much it must please you。 Not that you have
any reason to regret; my dear Elinor。 There is no doubt of your
doing exceedingly well—quite as well; or better; perhaps; all
things considered。 Has Colonel Brandon been with you lately?”
Elinor had heard enough; if not to gratify her vanity; and raise
her self…importance; to agitate her nerves and fill her mind;—and
she was therefore glad to be spared from the necessity of saying
much in reply herself; and from the danger of hearing any thing
more from her brother; by the entrance of Mr。 Robert Ferrars。
After a few moments’ chat; John Dashwood; recollecting that
Fanny was yet uninformed of her sister’s being there; quitted the
room in quest of her; and Elinor was left to improve her
acquaintance with Robert; who; by the gay unconcern; the happy
self…complacency of his manner while enjoying so unfair a division
of his mother’s love and liberality; to the prejudice of his banished
brother; earned only by his own dissipated course of life; and that
brother’s integrity; was confirming her most unfavourable opinion
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of his head and heart。
They had scarcely been two minutes by themselves; before he
began to speak of Edward; for he; too; had heard of the living; and
was very inquisitive on the subject。 Elinor repeated the particulars
of it; as she had given them to John; and their effect on Robert;
though very different; was not less striking than it had been on
him。 He laughed most immoderately。 The idea of Edward’s being a
clergyman; and living in a small parsonage…house; diverted him
beyond measure;—and when to that was added the fanciful
imagery of Edward reading prayers in a white surplice; and
publishing the banns of marriage between John Smith and Mary
Brown; he could conceive nothing more ridiculous。
Elinor; while she waited in silence and immovable gravity; the
conclusion of such folly; could not restrain her eyes from being
fixed on him with a look that spoke all the contempt it excited。 It
was a look; however; very well bestowed; for it relieved her own
feelings; and gave no intelligence to him。 He was recalled from wit
to wisdom; not by any reproof of her’s; but by his own sensibility。
“We may treat it as a joke;” said he; at last; recovering from the
affected laugh which had considerably lengthened out the genuine
gaiety of the moment—“but; upon my soul; it is a most serious
business。 Poor Edward! he is ruined for ever。 I am extremely sorry
for it—for I know him to be a very good…hearted creature; as well…
meaning a fellow perhaps; as any in the world。 You must not judge
of him; Miss Dashwood; from your slight acquaintance。—Poor
Edward!—His manners are certainly not the happiest in nature。—
But we are not all born; you know; with the same powers;—the
same address。—Poor fellow!—to see him in a circle of strangers!—
to be sure it was pitiable enough!—but upon my soul; I believe he
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has as good a heart as any in the kingdom; and I declare and
protest to you I never was so shocked in my life; as when it all
burst forth。 I could not believe it。—My mother was the first person
who told me of it; and I; feeling myself called on to act with
resolution; immediately said to her; ‘My dear madam; I do not
know what you may intend to do on the occasion; but as for
myself; I must say; that if Edward does marry this young woman; I
never will see him again。’ That was what I said immediately。—I
was most uncommonly shocked; indeed!—Poor Edward!—he has
done for himself completely—shut himself out for ever from all
decent society!—but; as I directly said to my mother; I am not in
the least surprised at it; from his style of education; it was always
to be expected。 My poor mother was half frantic。”
“Have you ever seen the lady?”
“Yes; once; while she was staying in this house; I happened to
drop in for ten minutes; and I saw quite enough of her。 The merest
awkward country girl; without style; or elegance; and almost
without beauty。—I remember her perfectly。 Just the kind of girl I
should suppose likely to captivate poor Edward。 I offered
immediately; as soon as my mother related the affair to me; to talk
to him myself; and dissuade him from the match; but it was too
late then; I found; to do any thing; for unluckily; I was not in the
way at first; and knew nothing of it till after the breach had taken
place; when it was not for me; you know; to interfere。 But had I
been informed of it a few hours earlier—I think it is most
probable—that something might have been hit on。 I certainly
should have represented it to Edward in a very strong light。 ‘My
dear fellow;’ I should have said; ‘consider what you are doing。 You
are making a most disgraceful connection; and such a one as your
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family are unanimous in disapproving。’ I cannot help thinking; in
short; that means might have been found。 But now it is all too late。
He must be starved; you know;—that is certain; absolutely
starved。”
He had just settled this point with great composure; when the
entrance of Mrs。 John Dashwood put an end to the subject。 But
though she never spoke of it out of her own family; Elinor could
see its influence on her mind; in the something like confusion of
countenance with which she entered; and an attempt at cordiality
in her behaviour to herself。 She