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  which the unjustifiable conduct of your family has placed you—a
  concern  which  I   am   sure  Marianne; myself;   and   all   your   friends;
  must   share;   and   likewise   as   a   proof   of   his   high   esteem   for   your
  general      character;      and     his   particular     approbation        of   your
  behaviour on the present occasion。”
  “Colonel Brandon give me a living!—Can it be possible?”
  “The      unkindness       of   your     own     relations     has    made     you
  astonished to find friendship any where。”
  “No;” replied be; with sudden consciousness; “not to  find  it  in
  you; for I cannot be ignorant that to you; to your goodness; I owe it
  all。—I feel it—I would express it if I could—but; as you well know;
  I am no orator。”
  “You are very much mistaken。 I do assure you that you owe it
  entirely;   at least almost  entirely;   to   your   own   merit;   and   Colonel
  Brandon’s   discernment   of   it。   I   have   had   no   hand   in   it。   I   did   not
  even know; till I understood his design; that the living was vacant;
  nor   had   it   ever   occurred   to   me   that   he   might   have   had   such   a
  living    in  his   gift。  As  a  friend    of  mine;    of  my   family;    he   may;
  perhaps—indeed I know he has; still greater pleasure in bestowing
  it; but; upon my word; you owe nothing to my solicitation。”
  Truth     obliged    her   to  acknowledge        some    small    share   in   the
  action; but she was at the same time so unwilling to appear as the
  benefactress of Edward; that she acknowledged it with hesitation;
  which probably contributed to fix that suspicion in his mind which
  had   recently  entered   it。 For  a short  time   he   sat  deep   in   thought;
  after Elinor had ceased to speak;—at last; and as if it were rather
  an effort; he said;
  “Colonel       Brandon       seems      a    man     of    great    worth      and
  respectability。   I   have   always   heard   him   spoken   of   as   such;   and
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  your   brother   I   know   esteems       him   highly。   He   is  undoubtedly   a
  sensible man; and in his manners perfectly the gentleman。”
  “Indeed;”   replied   Elinor;   “I   believe   that   you   will   find   him;   on
  farther acquaintance; all that you have heard him to be; and as you
  will be such very near neighbours (for I understand the parsonage
  is almost close to the mansion…house;) it is particularly important
  that he should be all this。”
  Edward   made  no answer;   but   when   she   had   turned   away   her
  head;   gave   her   a   look   so   serious;   so   earnest;  so   uncheerful;   as
  seemed to say; that he might hereafter wish the distance between
  the parsonage and the mansion…house much greater。
  “Colonel Brandon; I think; lodges in St。 James…street;” said he;
  soon afterwards; rising from his chair。
  Elinor told him the number of the house。
  “I must  hurry  away  then;   to  give   him   those   thanks   which  you
  will not allow me to give you; to assure him that he has made me a
  very—an exceedingly happy man。”
  Elinor did not offer to detain him; and they parted; with a very
  earnest assurance on her side of her unceasing good wishes for his
  happiness   in   every   change   of   situation   that   might   befall   him;   on
  his; with rather an attempt to return the same good will; than the
  power of expressing it。
  “When I see him again;” said Elinor to herself; as the door shut
  him out; “I shall see him the husband of Lucy。”
  And with this pleasing anticipation; she sat down to reconsider
  the   past;   recall   the   words   and   endeavour   to   comprehend   all   the
  feelings   of   Edward;   and;     of   course;   to   reflect   on  her   own  with
  discontent。
  When   Mrs。   Jennings   came   home;          though   she    returned     from
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  seeing   people      whom   she   had   never   seen      before;    and   of  whom
  therefore she must have a great deal to say; her mind was so much
  more occupied by the important secret in her possession; than by
  anything      else;  that   she   reverted     to  it  again   as  soon   as   Elinor
  appeared。
  “Well; my dear;” she cried; “I sent you up the young man。 Did
  not  I   do  right?—And   I   suppose   you  had  no  great   difficulty—You
  did not find him very unwilling to accept your proposal?”
  “No; ma’am; that was not very likely。”
  “Well;   and   how   soon   will   he   be    ready?—For   it   seems       all  to
  depend upon that。”
  “Really;”   said   Elinor;   “I   know   so   little   of   these   kind   of   forms;
  that I can hardly even conjecture as to the time; or the preparation
  necessary;   but   I   suppose   two   or   three   months   will   complete   his
  ordination。”
  “Two or  three   months!”   cried   Mrs。   Jennings;   “Lord!  my  dear;
  how  calmly  you  talk   of it;   and   can  the   Colonel   wait   two   or   three
  months!  Lord   bless me!—I am sure   it  would   put me   quite   out   of
  patience!—And though one would be very glad to do a kindness by
  poor  Mr。   Ferrars;   I   do  think   it   is   not   worth   while   to   wait   two   or
  three   months   for   him。   Sure   somebody   else   might   be   found   that
  would do as well; somebody that is in orders already。”
  “My dear ma’am;” said Elinor; “what can you be thinking of?—
  Why; Colonel Brandon’s only object is to be of use to Mr。 Ferrars。”
  “Lord bless you; my dear!—Sure you do not mean to persuade
  me   that   the   Colonel   only   marries   you   for   the   sake   of   giving   ten
  guineas to Mr。 Ferrars!”
  The deception could not continue after this; and an explanation
  immediately        took    place;    by   which     both    gained    considerable
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  amusement          for   the   moment;       without      any    material     loss   of
  happiness to either; for Mrs。 Jennings only exchanged one form of
  delight for another; and still without forfeiting her expectation of
  the first。
  “Aye; aye; the parsonage is but a small one;” said she; after the
  first   ebullition   of   surprise   and   satisfaction   was      over;  “and    very
  likely may   be   out   of   repair;   but   to   hear   a   man   apologising;   as   I
  thought; for a house that to my knowledge has five   sitting  rooms
  on   the   ground…floor;   and   I   think   the   housekeeper   told   me   could
  make up fifteen beds!—and to you too; that had been used to live
  in   Barton   cottage!—It   seems   quite   ridiculous。   But;   my   dear;   we
  must touch up the Colonel to do some thing to the parsonage; and
  make it comfortable for them; before Lucy goes to it。”
  “But   Colonel   Brandon   does   not   seem   to   have   any   idea   of   the
  living’s being enough to allow them to marry。”
  “The Colonel is a ninny; my dear; because he has two thousand
  a…year himself; he thinks that nobody else can marry on less。 Take
  my   word   for   it;   that;   if   I  am   alive;  I  shall   be  paying   a  visit   at
  Delaford Parsonage before Michaelmas; and I am sure I sha’nt go
  if Lucy an’t there。”
  Elinor was quite of her opinion; as to the probability of their not
  waiting for any thing more。
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  CHAPTER V
  dward;      having   carried    his   thanks    to  Colonel    Brandon;
  proceeded with his happiness to Lucy; and such was the
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  excess   of  it by   the   time   he   reached   Bartlett’s   Buildings;
  that she was able to assure Mrs。 Jennings; who called on her again
  the   next   day   with   her   congratulations;   that   she   had   never   seen
  him in such spirits before in her life。
  Her   own   happiness;       and   her   own   spirits;   were   at   least   very
  certain;     and    she   joined    Mrs。   Jennings      most    heartily    in   her
  expec