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  with a faint smile。
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  “Aye; my  dear;   that  I   do; indeed。 And as   to  the   house   being  a
  bad one; I do not know what the Colonel would be at; for it is as
  good a one as ever I saw。”
  “He spoke of its being out of repair。”
  “Well;   and   whose   fault   is   that?   why   don’t   he   repair   it?—who
  should do it but himself?”
  They were interrupted by the servant’s coming in to announce
  the   carriage   being   at   the   door;   and   Mrs。   Jennings   immediately
  preparing to go; said;—
  “Well; my dear; I must be gone before I have had half my talk
  out。 But; however; we may have it all over in the evening; for we
  shall be quite alone。 I do not ask you to go with me; for I dare say
  your    mind     is  too  full  of  the  matter    to  care   for  company;      and
  besides; you must long to tell your sister all about it。”
  Marianne had left the room before the conversation began。
  “Certainly;   ma’am;   I   shall   tell   Marianne   of   it;   but   I   shall   not
  mention it at present to any body else。”
  “Oh! very well;” said Mrs。 Jennings rather disappointed。 “Then
  you would not have me tell it to Lucy; for I think of going as far as
  Holborn to…day。”
  “No; ma’am; not even Lucy if you please。 One  day’s   delay  will
  not be very material; and till I have written to Mr。 Ferrars; I think
  it   ought   not   to   be   mentioned    to   any   body   else。  I   shall   do  that
  directly。 It is of importance that no time should be lost with him;
  for he will of course have much to do relative to his ordination。”
  This   speech   at   first   puzzled   Mrs。   Jennings   exceedingly。   Why
  Mr。 Ferrars was to have been written to about it in such a hurry;
  she     could    not    immediately       comprehend。         A   few    moments’
  reflection;     however;      produced      a   very    happy     idea;   and     she
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  exclaimed;—
  “Oh; ho!—I understand you。 Mr。 Ferrars is to be the man。 Well;
  so much the better for him。 Ay; to be sure; he must be ordained in
  readiness;      and   I  am    very   glad   to   find   things   are   so   forward
  between   you。   But;   my   dear;   is   not   this   rather   out   of   character?
  Should   not   the     Colonel    write    himself?—sure;       he   is  the  proper
  person。”
  Elinor     did    not   quite    understand       the    beginning      of   Mrs。
  Jennings’s   speech;   neither   did   she   think   it   worth   inquiring   into;
  and therefore only replied to its conclusion。
  “Colonel   Brandon  is   so   delicate   a   man;   that   he   rather   wished
  any one to announce his intentions to Mr。 Ferrars than himself。”
  “And   so  you   are   forced   to   do   it。   Well  that   is   an   odd   kind   of
  delicacy! However; I will not disturb you (seeing her preparing to
  write。) You know your own concerns best。 So good bye; my dear。 I
  have not heard of any  thing  to  please me   so  well since   Charlotte
  was brought to bed。”
  And away she went; but returning again in a moment;
  “I have just been thinking of Betty’s sister; my dear。 I should be
  very glad to get her so good a mistress。 But whether she would do
  for   a  lady’s    maid;   I  am    sure   I  can’t   tell。  She   is  an  excellent
  housemaid; and works very well at her needle。 However; you will
  think of all that at your leisure。”
  “Certainly;   ma’am;”   replied   Elinor;   not   hearing   much   of   what
  she said; and more anxious to be alone; than to be mistress of the
  subject。
  How she should begin—how she should express herself in   her
  note     to   Edward;      was    now     all  her   concern。      The    particular
  circumstances   between   them   made   a   difficulty   of   that   which   to
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  any other person would have been the easiest thing in the world;
  but    she   equally    feared    to  say   too  much     or   too  little;  and   sat
  deliberating over her paper; with the pen in her band; till broken
  in on by the entrance of Edward himself。
  He    had   met    Mrs。   Jennings      at  the   door   in   her   way    to  the
  carriage;   as    he   came    to   leave  his   farewell   card;   and   she;   after
  apologising for not returning herself; had obliged him to enter; by
  saying that Miss Dashwood was above; and wanted to speak with
  him on very particular business。
  Elinor had just been congratulating herself; in the midst of her
  perplexity;   that   however   difficult   it   might   be   to   express   herself
  properly      by   letter;   it  was    at   least   preferable     to   giving    the
  information by word of mouth; when her visitor entered; to force
  her    upon    this   greatest    exertion    of   all。  Her   astonishment       and
  confusion were very great on his so sudden appearance。 She had
  not   seen   him   before   since   his    engagement   became   public;   and
  therefore     not   since   his   knowing     her   to  be   acquainted      with   it;
  which;   with  the   consciousness   of  what  she   had  been   thinking   of;
  and     what     she   had    to   tell  him;    made     her    feel   particularly
  uncomfortable for some minutes。 He too was much distressed; and
  they      sat   down      together      in    a   most     promising       state    of
  embarrassment。—Whether                he   had    asked     her   pardon     for   his
  intrusion on first coming into the room; he could not recollect; but
  determining to be on the safe side; he made his apology in form as
  soon as he could say any thing; after taking a chair。
  “Mrs。   Jennings   told   me;”   said   he;   “that   you   wished   to   speak
  with   me;   at   least   I   understood   her   so—or   I   certainly   should   not
  have intruded on you in such a manner; though at the same time; I
  should have been extremely sorry to leave London without seeing
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  you and your sister; especially as it will most likely be some time—
  it is not probable that I should soon have the pleasure of meeting
  you again。 I go to Oxford tomorrow。”
  “You   would   not   have   gone;   however;”   said   Elinor;   recovering
  herself; and determined to get over what she so much dreaded as
  soon   as   possible;   “without  receiving   our   good   wishes;   even   if   we
  had not been able to give them in person。 Mrs。 Jennings was quite
  right in what she said。 I have something of consequence to inform
  you of; which I was on the point of communicating by paper。 I am
  charged with a most agreeable office (breathing rather faster than
  usual   as   she   spoke。)   Colonel     Brandon;     who    was   here   only   ten
  minutes ago; has desired me to say; that understanding you mean
  to take orders; he has great pleasure in offering you the   living  of
  Delaford now just vacant; and only wishes it were more valuable。
  Allow me to congratulate you on having  so  respectable and   well…
  judging a friend; and to join in his wish that the living—it is about
  two hundred a…year—were much more considerable; and such as
  might  better  enable   you  to—as  might  be  more   than   a   temporary
  accommodation to yourself—such; in short; as might establish all
  your views of happiness。”
  What  Edward  felt;   as   he  could not  say  it  himself;   it   cannot   be
  expected   that  any  one  else  should   say   for   him。   He  looked  all   the
  astonishment         which      such     unexpected;       such      unthought…of
  information   could not  fail   of  exciting;   but  he   said   only   these   two
  words;
  “Colonel Brandon!”
  “Yes;” continued Elinor; gathering more resolution; as some of
  the worst was over; “Colonel Brandon means it as a testimony of
  his concern for what has lately passed—for  the   cruel situation   in
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  which the unjustifiable conduct of