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  heard what I could。 And I am sure Lucy would have done just the
  same by  me;  for  a   year  or  two  back;   when   Martha   Sharpe   and   I
  had so many secrets together; she never made any bones of hiding
  in a closet; or  behind a   chimney…board;   on  purpose  to  hear  what
  we said。”
  Elinor tried to talk of something else; but Miss Steele could not
  be kept beyond a couple of minutes; from what was uppermost in
  her mind。
  “Edward talks of going to Oxford soon;” said she; “but now he is
  lodging at No。 —; Pall Mall。 What an ill…natured woman his mother
  is;  an’t   she?   And   your    brother    and   sister   were   not   very   kind!
  However; I shan’t say anything against them to you; and to be sure
  they did send us home in their own chariot; which was more than I
  looked for。 And for my part; I was all in a fright for fear your sister
  should ask us for the huswifes she had gave us a day or two before;
  but;   however;   nothing   was   said   about   them;   and   I   took   care   to
  keep mine out of sight。 Edward have got some business at Oxford;
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  he says; so he must go there for a time; and after that; as soon as
  he   can   light   upon   a   Bishop;   he   will   be   ordained。   I   wonder   what
  curacy he will get!—Good gracious! (giggling as she spoke) I’d lay
  my life I know what my cousins will say; when they hear of it。 They
  will tell me I should write to the Doctor; to get Edward the curacy
  of his new living。 I know they will; but  I am  sure   I   would not  do
  such a thing for all the world。— ‘La!’ I shall say directly; ‘I wonder
  how     you   could    think   of  such    a  thing?    I  write   to  the  Doctor;
  indeed!’”
  “Well;” said Elinor; “it is a comfort to be prepared against  the
  worst。 You have got your answer ready。”
  Miss   Steele   was   going   to   reply   on   the   same   subject;   but   the
  approach of her own party made another more necessary。
  “Oh; la! here come the Richardsons。 I had a vast deal more to
  say to you; but I must not stay away from them not any longer。 I
  assure   you   they   are   very   genteel   people。   He   makes   a   monstrous
  deal of money; and they keep their own coach。 I have not time to
  speak to Mrs。 Jennings about it myself; but pray tell her I am quite
  happy to hear she is not in anger against us; and Lady Middleton
  the   same;   and   if   anything   should   happen   to   take   you   and   your
  sister  away; and   Mrs。   Jennings   should   want  company; I   am   sure
  we   should   be   very   glad   to   come   and   stay   with   her   for   as   long   a
  time as she likes。 I suppose Lady Middleton won’t ask us any more
  this   bout。   Good…bye;      I  am   sorry   Miss   Marianne      was    not   here。
  Remember me kindly to her。 La! if you have not got your spotted
  muslin on!—I wonder you was not afraid of its being torn。”
  Such was her parting concern; for after this; she had time only
  to   pay   her   farewell    compliments       to  Mrs。   Jennings;     before    her
  company was claimed by Mrs。 Richardson; and Elinor was left in
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  possession of knowledge which might feed her powers of reflection
  some time; though she had learnt very little more than what had
  been already foreseen and foreplanned in her own mind。 Edward’s
  marriage with Lucy was as firmly determined on; and the time of
  its   taking    place   remained       as  absolutely     uncertain;     as   she   had
  concluded   it   would   be;—every   thing   depended;   exactly   after   her
  expectation;  on   his   getting  that  preferment;   of  which; at  present;
  there seemed not the smallest chance。
  As   soon   as   they   returned   to   the   carriage;   Mrs。   Jennings   was
  eager  for  information;   but as   Elinor  wished   to   spread   as   little   as
  possible   intelligence   that   had   in   the   first   place   been   so   unfairly
  obtained;      she   confined      herself   to   the   brief   repetition    of   such
  simple   particulars;   as   she   felt   assured   that   Lucy;   for   the   sake   of
  her     own     consequence;        would      choose     to   have     known。      The
  continuance of their engagement; and the means that were able to
  be   taken   for   promoting   its   end;   was   all   her   communication;   and
  this produced from Mrs。 Jennings the following natural remark。
  “Wait   for   his   having   a   living!—ay;   we   all   know   how  that   will
  end;—they will wait a twelvemonth; and finding no good comes of
  it;   will   set   down   upon   a   curacy   of   fifty   pounds   a…year;   with   the
  interest   of   his   two   thousand   pounds;   and   what   little   matter   Mr。
  Steele   and   Mr。   Pratt   can   give   her。—Then   they   will   have   a   child
  every year! and Lord help ’em! how poor they will be!—I must see
  what I can give them towards furnishing their house。 Two maids
  and   two   men;   indeed!—as   I   talked   of   t’other   day。—No;   no;   they
  must  get  a   stout  girl   of  all   works。—Betty’s   sister  would never  do
  for them now。”
  The next morning brought Elinor a letter by the two…penny post
  from Lucy herself。 It was as follows:
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  Bartlett’s Building; March。
  I hope my dear Miss Dashwood will excuse the liberty I take of
  writing  to  her;   but  I   know  your  friendship   for   me   will   make   you
  pleased      to  hear    such    a  good     account     of  myself     and    my    dear
  Edward;       after    all  the   troubles     we    have    went     through      lately;
  therefore   will   make   no   more   apologies;   but   proceed   to   say   that;
  thank God! though we have suffered dreadfully; we are both quite
  well   now;   and   as   happy   as   we   must   always   be   in   one   another’s
  love。    We     have    had    great    trials;   and    great    persecutions;       but
  however; at the same time; gratefully acknowledge many friends;
  yourself   not   the   least  among   them;   whose   great   kindness   I   shall
  always thankfully remember; as will Edward too; who I have told
  of   it。   I   am   sure   you   will   be   glad   to   hear;   as   likewise   dear   Mrs。
  Jennings; I spent two happy hours with him yesterday afternoon;
  he   would   not   hear   of   our   parting;   though   earnestly   did          I;   as   I
  thought my duty  required; urge him to it for  prudence   sake;  and
  would have parted for ever on the spot; would he consent to it; but
  he said it should never be; he did not regard   his   mother’s anger;
  while     he   could    have   my   affections;   our   prospects   are        not   very
  bright; to be sure; but we must wait; and hope for the best; he will
  be    ordained      shortly;    and    should    it  ever    be   in  your    power     to
  recommend him to any body that has a living to bestow; am very
  sure you will not forget us; and dear Mrs。 Jennings too; trust she
  will speak a good word for us to Sir John; or Mr。 Palmer;   or  any
  friend   that   may   be   able   to   assist   us。—Poor   Anne   was   much   to
  blame for what she did; but she did it for the best; so I say nothing;
  hope   Mrs。   Jennings   won’t  think it  too   much   trouble   to   give   us   a
  call;   should   she   come   this   way   any   morning;   ’twould   be   a   great
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  kindness; and my cousins would be proud to know her。—My paper
  reminds   me   to   conclude;   and   begging   to   be   most   gratefully   and
  respectfully      remembered         to  her;   and    to   Sir  John;    and    Lady
  Middleton; and the dear  children;   when   you   chance   to  see   them;
  and love to Miss Marianne;
  I am; &c。
  As   soon    as  Elinor    had    finished    it;  she  performed      what    she
  concluded to be its writer’s real design; by placing it in the hands
  of   Mrs。    Jennings;     who    read    it  aloud   with   many     comm