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  An   intimate   acquaintance   of   Mrs。   Jennings   joined   them   soon
  after they entered the Gardens; and Elinor was not sorry  that  by
  her    continuing      with   them;     and   engaging      all  Mrs。   Jennings’s
  conversation;       she   was   herself   left  to  quiet   reflection。   She    saw
  nothing of the Willoughbys; nothing of Edward; and for some time
  nothing   of   anybody   who   could   by   any   chance   whether   grave   or
  gay; be interesting to her。 But at last she found herself with some
  surprise; accosted by Miss Steele; who; though looking rather shy;
  expressed   great   satisfaction   in   meeting   them;        and   on   receiving
  encouragement from the particular kindness of Mrs。 Jennings; left
  her    own    party   for  a  short   time;   to  join   their’s。  Mrs。   Jennings
  immediately whispered to Elinor;
  “Get it all out of her; my dear。 She will tell you any thing if you
  ask。 You see I cannot leave Mrs。 Clarke。”
  It was lucky; however; for Mrs。 Jennings’s curiosity and Elinor’s
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  too; that she would tell any thing without being asked; for nothing
  would otherwise have been learnt。
  “I   am    so  glad   to   meet    you;”   said   Miss    Steele;    taking    her
  familiarly by the arm—“for I wanted to see you of all things in the
  world。”   And   then   lowering   her   voice;   “I   suppose   Mrs。   Jennings
  has heard all about it。 Is she angry?”
  “Not at all; I believe; with you。”
  “That is a good thing。 And Lady Middleton; is she angry?”
  “I cannot suppose it possible that she should。”
  “I   am  monstrous   glad   of  it。   Good   gracious!   I   have   had   such   a
  time of it! I never saw Lucy in such a rage in my life。 She vowed at
  first she would never trim me up a new bonnet; nor do any thing
  else for me again; so long as she lived; but now she is quite come
  to;   and   we   are   as   good   friends   as   ever。   Look;   she   made   me   this
  bow to my hat; and put in the feather  last  night。   There   now; you
  are   going   to   laugh   at   me   too。   But   why   should   not   I   wear   pink
  ribbons?  I   do not  care if  it is   the   Doctor’s   favourite   colour。   I   am
  sure; for my part; I should never have known he did like it better
  than    any    other   colour;   if  he  had    not   happened      to  say   so。  My
  cousins   have   been so  plaguing me!  I   declare   sometimes   I   do  not
  know which way to look before them。”
  She    had    wandered      away    to  a  subject    on   which    Elinor    had
  nothing to say; and therefore soon judged it expedient to find her
  way back again to the first。
  “Well;    but   Miss   Dashwood;”        speaking     triumphantly;      “people
  may say what they chuse about Mr。 Ferrars’s declaring he would
  not have Lucy; for it is no such thing I can tell you; and it is quite a
  shame for such ill…natured reports to be spread abroad。 Whatever
  Lucy might think about it herself; you know; it was no business of
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  other people to set it down for certain。”
  “I never heard any thing of the kind hinted at before; I assure
  you;” said Elinor。
  “Oh;   did   not   you?   But   it was   said;   I   know;   very   well;   and   by
  more than one; for  Miss Godby  told   Miss   Sparks;  that  nobody  in
  their senses could expect Mr。 Ferrars to give up a woman like Miss
  Morton;      with   thirty   thousand      pounds     to  her   fortune;    for  Lucy
  Steele     that   had   nothing   at   all;   and  I  had   it  from   Miss    Sparks
  myself。   And   besides   that;   my   cousin   Richard   said   himself;   that
  when it came to the point he was afraid Mr。 Ferrars would be off;
  and when Edward did not come near us for three days; I could not
  tell what to think myself; and I believe in my heart Lucy gave it up
  all for lost; for we came away from your brother’s Wednesday; and
  we   saw   nothing   of   him   not   all   Thursday;   Friday;   and   Saturday;
  and did not know what was become of him。 Once Lucy thought to
  write to him; but then her spirits rose against that。   However  this
  morning he came just as we came home from church; and then it
  all   came   out;   how   he   had   been   sent   for   Wednesday   to   Harley…
  street; and been talked to by his mother and all of them; and how
  he   had   declared before   them   all   that   he   loved   nobody   but   Lucy;
  and   nobody   but   Lucy   would   he   have。   And   how   he   had   been   so
  worried by  what  passed;   that as   soon   as   he   had  went  away  from
  his   mother’s   house;   he   had   got   upon   his   horse;   and   rid   into   the
  country some where or other; and how he had stayed about at an
  inn all Thursday and Friday; on purpose to get the better of it。 And
  after thinking it all over and over again; he said; it seemed to him
  as   if;   now   he   had   no   fortune;   and   no   nothing   at   all;   it   would   be
  quite unkind to keep her on to the engagement; because it must be
  for her loss; for he had nothing but two thousand pounds; and no
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  hope of any thing else; and if he was to go into orders; as he had
  some   thoughts;   he   could   get   nothing  but   a   curacy;   and   how   was
  they to live upon that?—He could not bear to think of her doing no
  better; and so he begged; if she had the least mind for it; to put an
  end   to   the   matter   directly;   and   leave   him   to   shift   for   himself。   I
  heard   him   say   all   this   as   plain   as   could   possibly   be。   And   it   was
  entirely  for  her   sake;   and   upon  her   account;   that   he   said   a   word
  about being off; and not upon his own。 I will take my oath he never
  dropt a syllable of being tired of her; or of wishing to marry Miss
  Morton; or any thing like it。 But; to be sure; Lucy would not give
  ear to such kind of talking; so she told him directly (with a   great
  deal   about   sweet   and   love;   you   know;   and   all   that—Oh;   la!   one
  can’t repeat such kind of things you know)—she told him directly;
  she had not the least mind in the world to be off; for she could live
  with him upon a trifle; and how little so  ever  he   might  have;   she
  should be very glad to have it all; you know; or  something  of  the
  kind。 So then he was monstrous happy; and talked on some time
  about what they should do; and they agreed he should take orders
  directly; and they must wait to be married till he got a living。 And
  just   then   I   could   not   hear   any   more;   for   my   cousin   called   from
  below   to   tell   me   Mrs。   Richardson   was   come   in   her   coach;   and
  would take one of us to Kensington Gardens; so I was forced to go
  into the room and interrupt them; to ask Lucy if she would like to
  go;   but  she   did   not  care   to   leave   Edward;   so   I   just   run   up   stairs
  and     put    on   a  pair   of   silk  stockings      and    came     off  with    the
  Richardsons。”
  “I   do   not   understand   what   you   mean   by   interrupting   them;”
  said   Elinor;   “you   were   all   in   the   same   room   together;   were   not
  you?”
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  “No;   indeed;   not  us。  La!  Miss   Dashwood;   do   you   think   people
  make love when any body else is by? Oh; for shame!—To be sure
  you   must   know   better   than   that。   (Laughing   affectedly。)—No;   no;
  they were shut up   in   the   drawing…room   together;   and   all   I   heard
  was only by listening at the door。”
  “How!” cried Elinor; “have you been repeating to me what you
  only learnt yourself by listening at the door? I am sorry I did not
  know it before; for I certainly would not have suffered you to give
  me    particulars   of   a  conversation      which   you    ought    not   to  have
  known       yourself。   How     could    you    behave     so  unfairly    by   your
  sister?”
  “Oh;   la!  there   is nothing  in that。   I   only   stood   at   the   door;   and
  heard what I could。 And I am sure Lucy would have done just the
  same by