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An intimate acquaintance of Mrs。 Jennings joined them soon
after they entered the Gardens; and Elinor was not sorry that by
her continuing with them; and engaging all Mrs。 Jennings’s
conversation; she was herself left to quiet reflection。 She saw
nothing of the Willoughbys; nothing of Edward; and for some time
nothing of anybody who could by any chance whether grave or
gay; be interesting to her。 But at last she found herself with some
surprise; accosted by Miss Steele; who; though looking rather shy;
expressed great satisfaction in meeting them; and on receiving
encouragement from the particular kindness of Mrs。 Jennings; left
her own party for a short time; to join their’s。 Mrs。 Jennings
immediately whispered to Elinor;
“Get it all out of her; my dear。 She will tell you any thing if you
ask。 You see I cannot leave Mrs。 Clarke。”
It was lucky; however; for Mrs。 Jennings’s curiosity and Elinor’s
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too; that she would tell any thing without being asked; for nothing
would otherwise have been learnt。
“I am so glad to meet you;” said Miss Steele; taking her
familiarly by the arm—“for I wanted to see you of all things in the
world。” And then lowering her voice; “I suppose Mrs。 Jennings
has heard all about it。 Is she angry?”
“Not at all; I believe; with you。”
“That is a good thing。 And Lady Middleton; is she angry?”
“I cannot suppose it possible that she should。”
“I am monstrous glad of it。 Good gracious! I have had such a
time of it! I never saw Lucy in such a rage in my life。 She vowed at
first she would never trim me up a new bonnet; nor do any thing
else for me again; so long as she lived; but now she is quite come
to; and we are as good friends as ever。 Look; she made me this
bow to my hat; and put in the feather last night。 There now; you
are going to laugh at me too。 But why should not I wear pink
ribbons? I do not care if it is the Doctor’s favourite colour。 I am
sure; for my part; I should never have known he did like it better
than any other colour; if he had not happened to say so。 My
cousins have been so plaguing me! I declare sometimes I do not
know which way to look before them。”
She had wandered away to a subject on which Elinor had
nothing to say; and therefore soon judged it expedient to find her
way back again to the first。
“Well; but Miss Dashwood;” speaking triumphantly; “people
may say what they chuse about Mr。 Ferrars’s declaring he would
not have Lucy; for it is no such thing I can tell you; and it is quite a
shame for such ill…natured reports to be spread abroad。 Whatever
Lucy might think about it herself; you know; it was no business of
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other people to set it down for certain。”
“I never heard any thing of the kind hinted at before; I assure
you;” said Elinor。
“Oh; did not you? But it was said; I know; very well; and by
more than one; for Miss Godby told Miss Sparks; that nobody in
their senses could expect Mr。 Ferrars to give up a woman like Miss
Morton; with thirty thousand pounds to her fortune; for Lucy
Steele that had nothing at all; and I had it from Miss Sparks
myself。 And besides that; my cousin Richard said himself; that
when it came to the point he was afraid Mr。 Ferrars would be off;
and when Edward did not come near us for three days; I could not
tell what to think myself; and I believe in my heart Lucy gave it up
all for lost; for we came away from your brother’s Wednesday; and
we saw nothing of him not all Thursday; Friday; and Saturday;
and did not know what was become of him。 Once Lucy thought to
write to him; but then her spirits rose against that。 However this
morning he came just as we came home from church; and then it
all came out; how he had been sent for Wednesday to Harley…
street; and been talked to by his mother and all of them; and how
he had declared before them all that he loved nobody but Lucy;
and nobody but Lucy would he have。 And how he had been so
worried by what passed; that as soon as he had went away from
his mother’s house; he had got upon his horse; and rid into the
country some where or other; and how he had stayed about at an
inn all Thursday and Friday; on purpose to get the better of it。 And
after thinking it all over and over again; he said; it seemed to him
as if; now he had no fortune; and no nothing at all; it would be
quite unkind to keep her on to the engagement; because it must be
for her loss; for he had nothing but two thousand pounds; and no
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hope of any thing else; and if he was to go into orders; as he had
some thoughts; he could get nothing but a curacy; and how was
they to live upon that?—He could not bear to think of her doing no
better; and so he begged; if she had the least mind for it; to put an
end to the matter directly; and leave him to shift for himself。 I
heard him say all this as plain as could possibly be。 And it was
entirely for her sake; and upon her account; that he said a word
about being off; and not upon his own。 I will take my oath he never
dropt a syllable of being tired of her; or of wishing to marry Miss
Morton; or any thing like it。 But; to be sure; Lucy would not give
ear to such kind of talking; so she told him directly (with a great
deal about sweet and love; you know; and all that—Oh; la! one
can’t repeat such kind of things you know)—she told him directly;
she had not the least mind in the world to be off; for she could live
with him upon a trifle; and how little so ever he might have; she
should be very glad to have it all; you know; or something of the
kind。 So then he was monstrous happy; and talked on some time
about what they should do; and they agreed he should take orders
directly; and they must wait to be married till he got a living。 And
just then I could not hear any more; for my cousin called from
below to tell me Mrs。 Richardson was come in her coach; and
would take one of us to Kensington Gardens; so I was forced to go
into the room and interrupt them; to ask Lucy if she would like to
go; but she did not care to leave Edward; so I just run up stairs
and put on a pair of silk stockings and came off with the
Richardsons。”
“I do not understand what you mean by interrupting them;”
said Elinor; “you were all in the same room together; were not
you?”
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“No; indeed; not us。 La! Miss Dashwood; do you think people
make love when any body else is by? Oh; for shame!—To be sure
you must know better than that。 (Laughing affectedly。)—No; no;
they were shut up in the drawing…room together; and all I heard
was only by listening at the door。”
“How!” cried Elinor; “have you been repeating to me what you
only learnt yourself by listening at the door? I am sorry I did not
know it before; for I certainly would not have suffered you to give
me particulars of a conversation which you ought not to have
known yourself。 How could you behave so unfairly by your
sister?”
“Oh; la! there is nothing in that。 I only stood at the door; and
heard what I could。 And I am sure Lucy would have done just the
same by