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  brought   to   acknowledge   the   simple   proposition   of   its   being   the
  finest child in the world。
  I   come   now   to   the   relation   of   a   misfortune;   which   about   this
  time   befell   Mrs。   John   Dashwood。   It   so   happened   that   while   her
  two sisters with Mrs。 Jennings were first calling on her in Harley…
  street; another of her acquaintance had dropt in—a circumstance
  in itself not apparently likely to produce evil to her。 But while the
  imaginations of other people will carry them away to form wrong
  judgments         of   our    conduct;     and     to   decide     on    it  by    slight
  appearances; one’s happiness must in some measure be always at
  the mercy of chance。 In the present instance; this last…arrived lady
  allowed   her  fancy  to  so  far  outrun   truth  and   probability;   that   on
  merely        hearing      the    name       of   the    Miss      Dashwoods;         and
  understanding           them      to    be    Mr。     Dashwood’s          sisters;    she
  immediately   concluded   them   to   be   staying   in   Harley…street;   and
  this    misconstruction        produced      within   a   day   or   two    afterwards;
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  cards of invitation for them as well as for their brother and sister;
  to a small musical party at her house。 The consequence of which
  was; that Mrs。 John Dashwood was obliged to submit not only to
  the   exceedingly   great   inconvenience   of   sending   her   carriage   for
  the Miss Dashwoods; but; what was still worse; must be subject to
  all the   unpleasantness   of  appearing  to  treat  them   with  attention:
  and who could tell that they might not expect to go out with her a
  second time? The power of disappointing them; it was true; must
  always   be   her’s。   But   that   was   not   enough;   for   when   people   are
  determined on a mode of conduct which they know to be  wrong;
  they feel injured by the expectation of any thing better from them。
  Marianne had now been brought by degrees; so much into the
  habit    of  going    out   every   day;   that   it  was   become     a  matter     of
  indifference   to   her;   whether   she   went   or   not:   and   she   prepared
  quietly and mechanically for every evening’s engagement; though
  without   expecting   the       smallest   amusement   from         any;   and   very
  often without knowing; till the last moment; where it was to take
  her。
  To    her   dress    and   appearance       she   was    grown     so   perfectly
  indifferent;   as   not   to   bestow   half   the   consideration   on   it;   during
  the whole of her toilet; which it received   from   Miss  Steele in   the
  first   five   minutes   of   their   being   together;   when   it   was   finished。
  Nothing   escaped       her   minute     observation   and      general    curiosity;
  she saw every thing; and asked every thing; was never easy till she
  knew      the  price   of  every    part   of  Marianne’s      dress;   could    have
  guessed the number of her gowns altogether with better judgment
  than Marianne herself; and was   not  without  hopes   of  finding  out
  before   they   parted;   how   much   her   washing   cost   per   week;   and
  how     much      she   had    every    year   to   spend     upon    herself。    The
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  impertinence of these kind of scrutinies; moreover; was generally
  concluded with a compliment; which though meant as its douceur;
  was   considered   by   Marianne   as   the   greatest   impertinence   of   all;
  for   after   undergoing   an   examination   into   the   value   and   make   of
  her   gown;   the   colour   of   her   shoes;   and   the   arrangement   of   her
  hair;   she   was  almost  sure   of being  told   that   upon   “her   word   she
  looked vastly smart; and she dared to say she would make a great
  many conquests。”
  With   such   encouragement   as   this;   was   she   dismissed   on   the
  present occasion; to her brother’s carriage; which they were ready
  to enter five minutes after it stopped at the door; a punctuality not
  very   agreeable   to   their   sister…in…law;   who   had   preceded   them   to
  the   house   of   her   acquaintance;   and   was   there   hoping   for   some
  delay on their part that might inconvenience either herself or her
  coachman。
  The    events    of  this   evening     were   not   very   remarkable。       The
  party;    like  other    musical    parties;   comprehended         a   great   many
  people who had real taste for the performance; and a great many
  more who had none at all; and the performers themselves were; as
  usual; in their own estimation; and that of their immediate friends;
  the first private performers in England。
  As Elinor was neither musical; nor affecting to be so; she made
  no    scruple     of   turning    her    eyes    from    the   grand     pianoforté;
  whenever it suited her; and unrestrained even by the presence of a
  harp;   and   violoncello;   would   fix   them   at   pleasure   on   any   other
  object in the room。 In one of these excursive glances she perceived
  among a group of young men; the very he; who had given them a
  lecture     on   toothpick…cases      at  Gray’s。    She    perceived     him    soon
  afterwards       looking    at  herself;    and    speaking     familiarly    to   her
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  brother;   and   had   just  determined   to   find   out   his   name   from   the
  latter;   when     they   both   came    towards     her;   and   Mr。   Dashwood
  introduced him to her as Mr。 Robert Ferrars。
  He addressed her with easy civility; and twisted his head into a
  bow which assured her as plainly as words could have done; that
  he was exactly the coxcomb she had heard him described to be by
  Lucy。   Happy   had   it   been   for   her;   if   her   regard   for   Edward   had
  depended less on his own merit; than on the merit of his nearest
  relations! For then his brother’s bow must have given the finishing
  stroke to what the ill…humour of his mother and sister would have
  begun。 But while she wondered at the difference of the two young
  men; she did not find that the emptiness of conceit of the one; put
  her out of all charity with the modesty and worth of the other。 Why
  they were different; Robert exclaimed to her himself in the course
  of a quarter of an hour’s conversation; for; talking of his brother;
  and   lamenting   the      extreme  gaucherie        which    he  really   believed
  kept     him    from    mixing     in   proper     society;    he   candidly     and
  generously attributed it much less to any natural deficiency; than
  to the misfortune of a private education; while he himself; though
  probably      without     any    particular;    any   material     superiority     by
  nature; merely from the advantage of a public school; was as well
  fitted to mix in the world as any other man。
  “Upon my soul;” he added; “I believe it is nothing more; and so
  I   often   tell   my   mother;   when   she   is   grieving   about   it。   ‘My   dear
  Madam;’   I always   say  to   her;   ‘you   must   make   yourself   easy。   The
  evil is now irremediable; and it has been entirely your own doing。
  Why   would   you   be   persuaded   by   my   uncle;   Sir   Robert;   against
  your own judgment; to place Edward under private tuition; at the
  most     critical   time   of   his  life?   If  you   had    only   sent   him    to
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  Westminster         as  well   as   myself;    instead    of  sending      him    to  Mr。
  Pratt’s;   all   this   would   have   been   prevented。’   This   is   the   way   in
  which   I   always   consider   the   matter;   and   my   mother   is   perfectly
  convinced of her error。”
  Elinor would not oppose his opinion; because; whatever might
  be her general estimation of the advantage of a public school; she
  could not think of Edward’s abode in Mr。 Pratt’s family; with any
  satisfaction。
  “You reside in Devonshire; I think;”—was his next observation;
  “in a cottage near Dawlish。”
  Elinor   set   him   right   as   to