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  stopped a moment; then added in a voice which seemed to distrust
  itself; “And your sister—how did she—”
  “Her sufferings have been very severe。 I have only to hope that
  they may be proportionately short。 It has been; it is a   most  cruel
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  affliction。   Till   yesterday;   I   believe; she  never  doubted   his   regard;
  and even now; perhaps—but I am almost convinced that he never
  was   really   attached   to   her。   He   has   been   very   deceitful!   and;   in
  some points; there seems a hardness of heart about him。”
  “Ah!” said Colonel Brandon; “there is; indeed! But your  sister
  does not—I think you said so—she does not consider quite as you
  do?”
  “You   know   her   disposition;   and   may   believe   how   eagerly   she
  would still justify him if she could。”
  He made no answer; and soon afterwards; by the removal of the
  tea…things;   and   the   arrangement   of   the   card   parties;   the   subject
  was   necessarily dropped。   Mrs。   Jennings;   who   had   watched   them
  with   pleasure   while   they   were   talking;   and   who   expected   to   see
  the    effect    of  Miss     Dashwood’s       communication;          in  such     an
  instantaneous   gaiety   on   Colonel   Brandon’s   side;   as          might   have
  become a man in the bloom of youth; of hope and happiness; saw
  him; with amazement; remain the whole evening more serious and
  thoughtful than usual。
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  CHAPTER IX
  rom     a   night   of   more     sleep   than    she    had    expected;
  Marianne        awoke      the    next     morning       to   the    same
  Fconsciousness of misery in which she had closed her eyes。
  Elinor encouraged her as much as possible to talk of what she
  felt;   and   before   breakfast   was   ready;   they   had   gone   through   the
  subject again and again; and with the same steady conviction and
  affectionate counsel on Elinor’s side; the same impetuous feelings
  and   varying   opinions   on   Marianne’s;   as   before。         Sometimes   she
  could believe Willoughby to be as unfortunate and as innocent as
  herself; and at others; lost every consolation in the impossibility of
  acquitting  him。   At  one   moment  she   was   absolutely   indifferent   to
  the   observation   of   all   the   world;   at   another   she   would     seclude
  herself from it for ever; and at a third could resist it with energy。
  In one thing; however; she was uniform; when it came to the point;
  in avoiding; where it was possible; the presence of Mrs。 Jennings;
  and in a determined silence when obliged to endure it。 Her heart
  was   hardened   against   the   belief   of   Mrs。   Jennings’s   entering   into
  her sorrows with any compassion。
  “No;    no;   no;  it   cannot   be;”  she   cried;   “she   cannot    feel。  Her
  kindness   is not  sympathy;   her  good…nature   is not  tenderness。  All
  that   she   wants   is   gossip;   and   she   only   likes   me   now   because   I
  supply it。”
  Elinor   had   not   needed   this   to   be   assured   of   the   injustice   to
  which   her   sister   was   often   led   in   her   opinion   of   others;   by   the
  irritable     refinement       of  her    own     mind;     and    the    too   great
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  importance placed by her on the delicacies of a strong sensibility;
  and   the   graces   of   a   polished   manner。   Like   half   the   rest   of   the
  world;     if  more    than    half  there    be   that   are   clever   and    good;
  Marianne; with excellent abilities and an excellent disposition; was
  neither   reasonable   nor   candid。   She   expected   from   other   people
  the same opinions and feelings as her own; and she judged of their
  motives by the immediate effect of their actions on herself。 Thus a
  circumstance   occurred;   while   the   sisters   were   together   in   their
  own room after breakfast; which sunk the heart of Mrs。 Jennings
  still lower in her estimation; because; through her own weakness;
  it chanced to prove a source of fresh pain to herself; though Mrs。
  Jennings was governed in it by an impulse of the utmost goodwill。
  With a letter  in   her  outstretched   hand;   and countenance   gaily
  smiling; from the persuasion of bringing comfort; she entered their
  room; saying;
  “Now;   my   dear;   I   bring   you   something   that   I   am   sure   will   do
  you good。”
  Marianne       heard     enough。     In   one   moment       her   imagination
  placed before her a letter from Willoughby; full of tenderness and
  contrition;      explanatory       of  all   that   had     passed;    satisfactory;
  convincing; and instantly followed by Willoughby himself; rushing
  eagerly  into  the   room   to  inforce; at  her  feet;   by  the   eloquence   of
  his eyes; the assurances of his letter。 The work of one moment was
  destroyed by the next。 The hand writing of her mother; never till
  then    unwelcome;       was   before    her;   and;   in  the   acuteness     of  the
  disappointment         which     followed    such    an   ecstasy    of  more    than
  hope; she felt as if; till that instant; she had never suffered。
  The cruelty of Mrs。 Jennings no language; within her reach in
  her   moments   of   happiest   eloquence;   could   have   expressed;   and
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  now   she   could   reproach   her   only   by   the   tears   which   streamed
  from her  eyes   with  passionate   violence—a   reproach;   however;   so
  entirely lost on its object; that after many expressions of pity; she
  withdrew; still referring her to the letter of comfort。 But the letter;
  when      she   was   calm    enough     to   read   it;  brought    little  comfort。
  Willoughby  filled   every   page。   Her  mother;   still   confident   of   their
  engagement; and relying as warmly as ever on his constancy; had
  only been roused by Elinor’s application; to intreat from Marianne
  greater      openness      towards      them     both;    and     this;   with    such
  tenderness towards her; such affection for Willoughby; and such a
  conviction  of  their  future   happiness   in   each  other;   that  she   wept
  with agony through the whole of it。
  All   her   impatience      to  be   at  home     again   now    returned;     her
  mother      was    dearer    to  her   than   ever;   dearer    through     the   very
  excess   of   her   mistaken   confidence   in        Willoughby;      and   she   was
  wildly     urgent    to  be   gone。    Elinor;   unable     herself   to  determine
  whether it were better for Marianne to be in London or at Barton;
  offered no counsel of her own except of patience till their mother’s
  wishes   could   be   known;   and   at   length   she   obtained   her   sister’s
  consent to wait for that knowledge。
  Mrs。 Jennings left them earlier than usual; for she could not be
  easy till the Middletons and Palmers were able to grieve as much
  as    herself;   and   positively     refusing    Elinor’s    offered    attendance;
  went   out   alone   for   the   rest   of   the   morning。   Elinor;   with   a   very
  heavy heart; aware of the pain she was going to communicate; and
  perceiving;   by   Marianne’s   letter;        how   ill  she   had   succeeded      in
  laying any foundation for it; then sat down to write her mother an
  account   of   what   had   passed;   and   entreat   her   directions   for   the
  future; while Marianne; who came into the drawing…room on Mrs。
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  Jennings’s   going  away;   remained  fixed at  the   table   where   Elinor
  wrote; watching the advancement of her pen; grieving over her for
  the hardship of such a task; and grieving still more fondly over its
  effect on her mother。
  In this manner they had continued about a quarter of an hour;
  when   Marianne;   whose   nerves   could   not   then   bear   any   sudden
  noise;