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  She then went away; walking on tiptoe out of the room; as if she
  supposed her young friend’s affliction could be increased by noise。
  Marianne;   to   the   surprise   of   her   sister;   determined   on   dining
  with them。 Elinor even advised her against it。 But “no; she would
  go   down;   she   could   bear   it   very   well;   and   the   bustle   about   her
  would be less。” Elinor; pleased to have her governed for a moment
  by   such   a   motive;     though   believing   it   hardly     possible     that  she
  could sit out the dinner; said no more; and adjusting her dress for
  her as well as she could; while Marianne still remained on the bed;
  was ready to assist her into the dining room as soon as they were
  summoned to it。
  When there; though looking most wretchedly; she ate more and
  was calmer than her sister had expected。 Had she tried to speak;
  or had she been conscious of half Mrs。 Jennings’s well…meant but
  ill…judged   attentions   to   her;     this   calmness     could    not   have    been
  maintained;        but    not    a   syllable    escaped      her    lips;   and     the
  abstraction   of   her   thoughts   preserved   her   in   ignorance   of   every
  thing that was passing before her。
  Elinor; who did justice to Mrs。 Jennings’s kindness; though its
  effusions were often distressing; and sometimes almost ridiculous;
  made       her   those     acknowledgments;           and    returned      her    those
  civilities;   which   her   sister   could   not   make   or   return   for   herself。
  Their  good   friend   saw  that  Marianne  was   unhappy;   and   felt  that
  every  thing  was   due   to   her   which   might   make   her   at   all   less   so。
  She   treated   her   therefore;   with   all   the   indulgent   fondness   of   a
  parent   towards   a   favourite   child   on   the   last   day   of   its   holidays。
  Marianne was to have the best place by the fire; was to be tempted
  to   eat   by   every   delicacy   in   the   house;   and   to   be   amused   by   the
  relation   of   all   the   news   of   the   day。   Had   not   Elinor;   in   the   sad
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  countenance of her sister; seen a check to all mirth; she could have
  been     entertained      by    Mrs。   Jennings’s      endeavours       to   cure   a
  disappointment in love; by a variety of sweetmeats and olives; and
  a good fire。 As soon; however; as the consciousness of all this was
  forced     by   continual    repetition    on  Marianne;      she   could   stay   no
  longer。 With a hasty exclamation of Misery; and a sign to her sister
  not to follow her; she directly got up and hurried out of the room。
  “Poor   soul!”     cried  Mrs。    Jennings;    as  soon   as   she   was   gone;
  “how it grieves me to see her! And I declare if she is not gone away
  without     finishing    her   wine!   And    the   dried   cherries    too!   Lord!
  nothing seems to do her any good。 I am sure if I knew of any thing
  she would like; I would send all over the town for it。 Well; it is the
  oddest thing to me; that a man should use such a pretty girl so ill!
  But when there is plenty of money on one side; and next to none
  on    the   other;   Lord    bless   you!   they   care   no   more    about    such
  things!—”
  “The     lady   then—Miss      Grey    I  think   you    called   her—is    very
  rich?”
  “Fifty    thousand     pounds;    my    dear。   Did   you   ever   see   her?   a
  smart;   stylish   girl   they   say;   but   not   handsome。   I   remember   her
  aunt very well; Biddy Henshawe; she married a very wealthy man。
  But the family are all rich together。 Fifty thousand pounds! and by
  all accounts; it won’t come before it’s wanted; for they say he is all
  to pieces。 No wonder! dashing about with his curricle and hunters!
  Well;   it   don’t   signify   talking;   but   when   a   young   man;   be   who   he
  will; comes and makes love to a pretty girl; and promises marriage;
  he has no business to fly off from his word only because he grows
  poor; and a richer girl is ready to have him。 Why don’t he; in such
  a   case;   sell   his   horses;   let   his   house;   turn   off   his   servants;   and
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  make  a   thorough  reform   at   once?   I   warrant   you;   Miss   Marianne
  would have been ready to wait  till  matters   came   round。   But  that
  won’t do now…a…days; nothing in the way of  pleasure   can   ever  be
  given up by the young men of this age。”
  “Do you know what kind of a girl Miss Grey is? Is she said to be
  amiable?”
  “I never heard any harm of her; indeed I hardly ever heard her
  mentioned; except that Mrs。 Taylor did say this morning; that one
  day   Miss   Walker   hinted   to   her;   that   she   believed   Mr。   and   Mrs。
  Ellison would not be sorry to have Miss Grey married; for she and
  Mrs。 Ellison could never agree。”—
  “And who are the Ellisons?”
  “Her guardians; my dear。 But now she is of age and may choose
  for herself; and a pretty choice she has made!—What now;” after
  pausing a moment—“your poor sister is gone to her own room;   I
  suppose;      to  moan    by   herself。   Is  there   nothing     one   can   get  to
  comfort  her?  Poor  dear;   it  seems   quite   cruel   to   let   her   be   alone。
  Well; by…and…by we shall have   a   few  friends;   and   that  will amuse
  her a little。 What shall we play at? She hates whist I know; but is
  there no round game she cares for?”
  “Dear  ma’am;   this   kindness   is   quite   unnecessary。   Marianne;   I
  dare     say;  will  not   leave   her   room     again   this   evening。    I  shall
  persuade her if I can to go early  to  bed;   for  I am   sure she   wants
  rest。”
  “Aye; I believe that will be best for her。 Let her name her own
  supper; and go to bed。 Lord! no wonder she   has been looking  so
  bad   and   so   cast   down     this   last   week  or   two;  for   this  matter   I
  suppose has been hanging over her head   as   long  as  that。   And   so
  the letter that came to…day finished it! Poor soul! I am sure if I had
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  had a notion of it; I would not have joked her about  it  for  all my
  money。   But   then   you   know;   how   should   I   guess   such   a   thing?   I
  made sure of its being nothing but a common love letter; and you
  know young people   like   to be   laughed   at about  them。   Lord!  how
  concerned Sir John and my daughters will be when they hear it! If
  I had my senses about me I might have called in Conduit…street in
  my way home; and told them of it。 But I shall see them tomorrow。”
  “It   would   be   unnecessary   I   am   sure;   for   you   to   caution   Mrs。
  Palmer      and    Sir  John    against    ever   naming      Mr。   Willoughby;      or
  making the slightest allusion to what has passed; before my sister。
  Their own good…nature must point out to them the real cruelty of
  appearing to know any thing about it when she is present; and the
  less that may ever be said to myself on the subject;   the   more   my
  feelings will be spared; as you my dear madam will easily believe。”
  “Oh! Lord! yes; that I do indeed。 It must be terrible for you to
  hear   it   talked   of;   and   as   for   your   sister;   I   am   sure   I   would   not
  mention a word about it to her for the world。 You saw I did not all
  dinner time。 No more would Sir John; nor my daughters; for they
  are all very thoughtful and considerate; especially if I give them a
  hint;   as  I   certainly  will。  For  my part;   I   think   the   less   that   is   said
  about     such    things;   the   better;   the   sooner     ’tis  blown    over   and
  forgot。 And what does talking ever do you know?”
  “In   this   affair   it   can   only   do   harm;   more   so   perhaps   than   in
  many      cases    of   a  similar    kind;    for   it  has   been    attended      by
  circumstances   which;   for   the   sake   of   every   one   concerned   in   it;
  make   it   unfit   to   become   the   public   conversation。   I   must   do  this
  justice to Mr。 Willoughby—he has broken no positive engagement
  with my sister。”
  “Law;     my    dear!    Don’t    pretend