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  have nothing to tell。”
  “Nor I;” answered Marianne with energy; “our situations   then
  are alike。 We have neither of us any thing to tell; you; because you
  do not communicate; and I; because I conceal nothing。”
  Elinor; distressed by this charge of reserve in herself; which she
  was     not   at  liberty   to  do    away;    knew    not    how;   under     such
  circumstances; to press for greater openness in Marianne。
  Mrs。 Jennings soon appeared; and the note being given her; she
  read    it  aloud。   It  was   from    Lady    Middleton;     announcing       their
  arrival    in  Conduit…street      the   night   before;   and    requesting     the
  company        of  her   mother     and    cousins     the   following    evening。
  Business      on   Sir  John’s    part;  and    a  violent   cold   on   her   own;
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  prevented       their   calling   in   Berkeley…street。      The    invitation    was
  accepted: but when the hour of appointment drew near; necessary
  as   it   was   in   common   civility   to   Mrs。   Jennings;   that   they   should
  both    attend    her   on   such   a  visit;  Elinor    had   some    difficulty   in
  persuading       her   sister   to  go;  for  still  she   had   seen    nothing    of
  Willoughby;        and     therefore      was     not    more     indisposed       for
  amusement   abroad;   than   unwilling   to   run   the   risk   of   his   calling
  again in her absence。
  Elinor found; when the evening was over; that disposition is not
  materially   altered   by   a     change    of  abode;    for   although    scarcely
  settled   in   town;   Sir   John    had   contrived     to   collect   around   him;
  nearly twenty young people; and to amuse them with a ball。 This
  was an affair; however; of which Lady Middleton did not approve。
  In the country; an unpremeditated dance was very allowable; but
  in London; where the reputation of elegance was more important
  and     less   easily    attained;    it  was     risking    too   much      for   the
  gratification of a few girls; to have it known that Lady Middleton
  had given a small dance of eight or nine couple; with two violins;
  and a mere side…board collation。
  Mr。 and Mrs。 Palmer were of the party; from the former; whom
  they   had   not   seen   before   since   their   arrival   in   town;   as   he   was
  careful to avoid the appearance of any attention to his mother…in…
  law; and therefore never came near her; they received no mark of
  recognition on their entrance。 He looked at them slightly; without
  seeming      to  know     who    they   were;    and   merely     nodded     to  Mrs。
  Jennings      from    the   other   side   of   the   room。  Marianne      gave   one
  glance round the apartment as she entered; it was enough—he was
  not   there—and   she   sat   down;   equally   ill…disposed          to   receive  or
  communicate   pleasure。   After   they   had   been   assembled   about   an
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  hour;     Mr。   Palmer     sauntered      towards    the   Miss    Dashwoods       to
  express     his   surprise    on   seeing   them     in  town;    though    Colonel
  Brandon had been first informed of their arrival at his house; and
  he   had   himself   said   something   very   droll      on   hearing   that   they
  were to come。
  “I thought you were both in Devonshire;” said he。
  “Did you?” replied Elinor。
  “When do you go back again?”
  “I do not know。” And thus ended their discourse。
  Never had Marianne been so unwilling to dance in her life; as
  she was that evening; and never so much fatigued by the exercise。
  She complained of it as they returned to Berkeley…street。
  “Aye; aye;” said Mrs。 Jennings; “we know the reason of all that
  very   well;   if   a   certain   person   who   shall   be   nameless;   had   been
  there; you would not have been a bit tired: and to say the truth it
  was   not  very  pretty  of  him   not  to  give   you   the   meeting   when   he
  was invited。”
  “Invited!” cried Marianne。
  “So my daughter Middleton told me; for it seems Sir John met
  him   somewhere   in   the   street   this   morning。”        Marianne   said   no
  more;   but  looked   exceedingly  hurt。   Impatient   in   this   situation   to
  be   doing   something   that   might   lead   to   her   sister’s   relief;   Elinor
  resolved   to  write   the   next  morning  to  her  mother;   and   hoped   by
  awakening her fears for the health of Marianne; to procure those
  inquiries which had been so long delayed; and she was still more
  eagerly bent on this measure by perceiving after breakfast on the
  morrow;   that  Marianne  was again   writing   to   Willoughby;   for   she
  could not suppose it to be to any other person。
  About the middle of the day; Mrs。 Jennings went out by herself
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  on business; and Elinor began her letter directly; while Marianne;
  too restless for employment; too anxious for conversation; walked
  from     one    window      to   the   other;   or   sat   down     by   the    fire  in
  melancholy meditation。 Elinor was very earnest in her application
  to   her   mother;     relating    all  that   had   passed;     her   suspicions     of
  Willoughby’s   inconstancy;   urging   her   by   every   plea   of   duty   and
  affection      to  demand       from    Marianne       an   account      of  her    real
  situation with respect to him。
  Her letter was scarcely  finished;   when a   rap   foretold  a   visitor;
  and   Colonel   Brandon   was   announced。   Marianne;   who   had   seen
  him   from   the   window;   and   who   hated   company   of   any   kind;   left
  the room before he entered it。 He looked more than usually grave;
  and     though     expressing      satisfaction     at  finding    Miss    Dashwood
  alone; as if he had somewhat in particular to tell her; sat for some
  time without  saying  a  word。   Elinor;   persuaded   that  he   had some
  communication           to  make     in   which     her   sister   was    concerned;
  impatiently  expected   its  opening。   It  was   not   the   first   time   of   her
  feeling   the   same   kind   of   conviction;   for;   more   than   once   before;
  beginning   with   the   observation   of   “your   sister   looks   unwell   to…
  day;” or “your sister seems out of spirits;” he had appeared on the
  point;   either   of   disclosing;   or   of   inquiring;   something   particular
  about   her。     After   a  pause    of   several   minutes;     their   silence    was
  broken;   by   his   asking   her   in   a   voice   of   some   agitation;   when   he
  was to congratulate her on the acquisition of a brother? Elinor was
  not   prepared   for   such   a   question;   and   having   no   answer   ready;
  was obliged to adopt the simple and common expedient; of asking
  what   he   meant?   He   tried   to   smile   as   he     replied;    “your   sister’s
  engagement to Mr。 Willoughby is very generally known。”
  “It cannot be generally known;” returned Elinor; “for her own
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  family do not know it。”
  He looked surprised and said; “I beg your pardon; I am afraid
  my   inquiry   has   been   impertinent;        but   I  had   not   supposed     any
  secrecy intended; as they openly correspond; and their marriage is
  universally talked of。”
  “How      can     that   be?    By    whom      can    you     have    heard     it
  mentioned?”
  “By many—by some of whom you know nothing; by others with
  whom you are most intimate; Mrs。 Jennings; Mrs。 Palmer; and the
  Middletons。   But   still   I   might   not   have   believed   it;   for   where   the
  mind   is   perhaps   rather   unwilling   to   be   convinced;   it   will   always
  find something to support its doubts; if I had not; when the servant
  let me in to…day; accidentally seen a letter in his hand; directed to
  Mr。   Willoughby   in   your   sister’s   writing。   I   came   to   inquire;   but   I
  was    convinced      before    I  could   ask   the  question。     Is  every   thing
  finally  settled?  Is   it  impossible   to   —?   Bu