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CHAPTER IV
linor could not find herself in the carriage with Mrs。
Jennings; and beginning a journey to London under her
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protection; and as her guest; without wondering at her
own situation; so short had their acquaintance with that lady been;
so wholly unsuited were they in age and disposition; and so many
had been her objections against such a measure only a few days
before! But these objections had all; with that happy ardour of
youth which Marianne and her mother equally shared; been
overcome or overlooked; and Elinor; in spite of every occasional
doubt of Willoughby’s constancy; could not witness the rapture of
delightful expectation which filled the whole soul and beamed in
the eyes of Marianne; without feeling how blank was her own
prospect; how cheerless her own state of mind in the comparison;
and how gladly she would engage in the solicitude of Marianne’s
situation to have the same animating object in view; the same
possibility of hope。 A short; a very short time however must now
decide what Willoughby’s intentions were; in all probability he
was already in town。 Marianne’s eagerness to be gone declared
her dependence on finding him there; and Elinor was resolved not
only upon gaining every new light as to his character which her
own observation or the intelligence of others could give her; but
likewise upon watching his behaviour to her sister with such
zealous attention; as to ascertain what he was and what he meant;
before many meetings had taken place。 Should the result of her
observations be unfavourable; she was determined at all events to
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open the eyes of her sister; should it be otherwise; her exertions
would be of a different nature—she must then learn to avoid every
selfish comparison; and banish every regret which might lessen
her satisfaction in the happiness of Marianne。
They were three days on their journey; and Marianne’s
behaviour as they travelled was a happy specimen of what future
complaisance and companionableness to Mrs。 Jennings might be
expected to be。 She sat in silence almost all the way; wrapt in her
own meditations; and scarcely ever voluntarily speaking; except
when any object of picturesque beauty within their view drew
from her an exclamation of delight exclusively addressed to her
sister。 To atone for this conduct therefore; Elinor took immediate
possession of the post of civility which she had assigned herself;
behaved with the greatest attention to Mrs。 Jennings; talked with
her; laughed with her; and listened to her whenever she could;
and Mrs。 Jennings on her side treated them both with all possible
kindness; was solicitous on every occasion for their ease and
enjoyment; and only disturbed that she could not make them
choose their own dinners at the inn; nor extort a confession of
their preferring salmon to cod; or boiled fowls to veal cutlets。 They
reached town by three o’clock the third day; glad to be released;
after such a journey; from the confinement of a carriage; and
ready to enjoy all the luxury of a good fire。
The house was handsome; and handsomely fitted up; and the
young ladies were immediately put in possession of a very
comfortable apartment。 It had formerly been Charlotte’s; and over
the mantelpiece still hung a landscape in coloured silks of her
performance; in proof of her having spent seven years at a great
school in town to some effect。
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As dinner was not to be ready in less than two hours from their
arrival; Elinor determined to employ the interval in writing to her
mother; and sat down for that purpose。 In a few moments
Marianne did the same。 “I am writing home; Marianne;” said
Elinor; “had not you better defer your letter for a day or two?”
“I am not going to write to my mother;” replied Marianne;
hastily; and as if wishing to avoid any farther inquiry。 Elinor said
no more; it immediately struck her that she must then be writing
to Willoughby; and the conclusion which as instantly followed was;
that however mysteriously they might wish to conduct the affair;
they must be engaged。 This conviction; though not entirely
satisfactory; gave her pleasure; and she continued her letter with
greater alacrity。 Marianne’s was finished in a very few minutes; in
length it could be no more than a note: it was then folded up;
sealed; and directed with eager rapidity。 Elinor thought she could
distinguish a large W。 in the direction; and no sooner was it
complete than Marianne; ringing the bell; requested the footman
who answered it to get that letter conveyed for her to the two…
penny post。 This decided the matter at once。
Her spirits still continued very high; but there was a flutter in
them which prevented their giving much pleasure to her sister;
and this agitation increased as the evening drew on。 She could
scarcely eat any dinner; and when they afterwards returned to the
drawing room; seemed anxiously listening to the sound of every
carriage。
It was a great satisfaction to Elinor that Mrs。 Jennings; by being
much engaged in her own room; could see little of what was
passing。 The tea things were brought in; and already had
Marianne been disappointed more than once by a rap at a
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neighbouring door; when a loud one was suddenly heard which
could not be mistaken for one at any other house; Elinor felt
secure of its announcing Willoughby’s approach; and Marianne;
starting up; moved towards the door。 Every thing was silent; this
could not be borne many seconds; she opened the door; advanced
a few steps towards the stairs; and after listening half a minute;
returned into the room in all the agitation which a conviction of
having heard him would naturally produce; in the ecstasy of her
feelings at that instant she could not help exclaiming; “Oh; Elinor;
it is Willoughby; indeed it is!” and seemed almost ready to throw
herself into his arms; when Colonel Brandon appeared。
It was too great a shock to be borne with calmness; and she
immediately left the room。 Elinor was disappointed too; but at the
same time her regard for Colonel Brandon ensured his welcome
with her; and she felt particularly hurt that a man so partial to her
sister should perceive that she experienced nothing but grief and
disappointment in seeing him。 She instantly saw that it was not
unnoticed by him; that he even observed Marianne as she quitted
the room; with such astonishment and concern; as hardly left him
the recollection of what civility demanded towards herself。
“Is your sister ill?” said he。
Elinor answered in some distress that she was; and then talked
of head…aches; low spirits; and over fatigues; and of every thing to
which she could decently attribute her sister’s behaviour。
He heard her with the most earnest attention; but seeming to
recollect himself; said no more on the subject; and began directly
to speak of his pleasure at seeing them in London; making the
usual inquiri