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  CHAPTER IV
  linor    could   not   find  herself   in  the   carriage    with   Mrs。
  Jennings; and beginning a journey to London under her
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  protection;   and   as   her   guest;   without   wondering   at   her
  own situation; so short had their acquaintance with that lady been;
  so wholly unsuited were they in age and disposition; and so many
  had   been   her  objections  against such  a measure   only  a   few   days
  before!   But   these   objections   had   all;   with   that   happy   ardour   of
  youth     which    Marianne      and    her   mother     equally    shared;    been
  overcome   or   overlooked;   and   Elinor;   in   spite   of   every   occasional
  doubt of Willoughby’s constancy; could not witness the rapture of
  delightful expectation which filled the whole  soul   and beamed  in
  the   eyes   of   Marianne;    without   feeling   how   blank      was   her   own
  prospect; how cheerless her own state of mind in the comparison;
  and how gladly she would engage in the solicitude of   Marianne’s
  situation   to   have   the   same   animating   object   in     view;   the  same
  possibility of hope。 A short; a very short time   however  must  now
  decide   what   Willoughby’s   intentions   were;   in   all       probability   he
  was   already   in   town。   Marianne’s   eagerness   to   be   gone   declared
  her dependence on finding him there; and Elinor was resolved not
  only  upon  gaining  every  new   light   as   to   his   character   which   her
  own   observation   or  the  intelligence   of   others   could   give   her;   but
  likewise     upon    watching     his  behaviour      to  her  sister   with   such
  zealous attention; as to ascertain what he was and what he meant;
  before   many   meetings   had   taken   place。   Should   the   result   of   her
  observations be unfavourable; she was determined at all events to
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  open   the   eyes   of  her  sister;   should   it be   otherwise;   her  exertions
  would be of a different nature—she must then learn to avoid every
  selfish   comparison;   and   banish   every   regret   which   might   lessen
  her satisfaction in the happiness of Marianne。
  They      were    three    days     on   their    journey;     and    Marianne’s
  behaviour as they travelled was a happy specimen of what future
  complaisance and companionableness to  Mrs。   Jennings might  be
  expected to be。 She sat in silence almost all the way; wrapt in her
  own   meditations;   and   scarcely   ever   voluntarily   speaking;   except
  when   any   object   of     picturesque   beauty   within         their   view   drew
  from   her   an   exclamation   of   delight   exclusively   addressed   to   her
  sister。 To atone for this conduct therefore; Elinor took immediate
  possession   of  the   post   of   civility   which   she   had   assigned   herself;
  behaved with the greatest attention to Mrs。 Jennings; talked with
  her;   laughed   with   her;   and   listened   to   her   whenever   she   could;
  and Mrs。 Jennings on her side treated them both with all possible
  kindness;      was    solicitous    on   every    occasion     for  their   ease    and
  enjoyment;       and    only   disturbed      that  she    could   not   make     them
  choose   their   own   dinners   at   the   inn;   nor   extort   a   confession   of
  their preferring salmon to cod; or boiled fowls to veal cutlets。 They
  reached town by three o’clock   the   third   day;   glad   to  be  released;
  after    such    a  journey;    from    the   confinement       of  a  carriage;    and
  ready to enjoy all the luxury of a good fire。
  The   house   was   handsome;   and   handsomely   fitted   up;   and   the
  young      ladies    were    immediately        put   in   possession      of  a   very
  comfortable apartment。 It had formerly been Charlotte’s; and over
  the   mantelpiece   still   hung   a   landscape   in   coloured   silks   of   her
  performance; in proof of  her  having  spent  seven   years at  a   great
  school in town to some effect。
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  As dinner was not to be ready in less than two hours from their
  arrival; Elinor determined to employ the interval in writing to her
  mother;      and    sat  down      for  that   purpose。     In   a   few   moments
  Marianne       did   the   same。    “I  am   writing    home;    Marianne;”       said
  Elinor; “had not you better defer your letter for a day or two?”
  “I   am  not   going    to  write   to  my    mother;”     replied    Marianne;
  hastily; and as if wishing to avoid any farther inquiry。 Elinor said
  no more; it immediately struck her that she must then be writing
  to Willoughby; and the conclusion which as instantly followed was;
  that however mysteriously they might  wish  to  conduct  the   affair;
  they     must    be   engaged。      This   conviction;      though     not   entirely
  satisfactory; gave her pleasure; and she continued her letter with
  greater alacrity。 Marianne’s was finished in a very few minutes; in
  length   it   could   be   no   more   than   a   note:   it   was   then   folded   up;
  sealed; and directed with eager rapidity。 Elinor thought she could
  distinguish      a  large   W。   in  the   direction;    and   no   sooner     was   it
  complete than Marianne; ringing the bell;   requested   the   footman
  who   answered   it   to   get   that   letter   conveyed   for   her   to   the   two…
  penny post。 This decided the matter at once。
  Her spirits still continued very high; but there was a flutter  in
  them   which   prevented   their   giving   much   pleasure   to   her   sister;
  and   this   agitation   increased   as   the   evening   drew   on。   She   could
  scarcely eat any dinner; and when they afterwards returned to the
  drawing   room;   seemed   anxiously   listening   to   the   sound   of   every
  carriage。
  It was a great satisfaction to Elinor that Mrs。 Jennings; by being
  much      engaged     in  her   own    room;    could    see   little  of  what   was
  passing。      The    tea   things    were    brought      in;  and    already     had
  Marianne       been     disappointed      more     than    once   by   a   rap   at  a
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  neighbouring   door;   when   a   loud   one   was   suddenly   heard   which
  could     not   be  mistaken      for  one   at   any   other   house;    Elinor    felt
  secure   of   its   announcing   Willoughby’s   approach;   and   Marianne;
  starting up; moved towards the door。 Every thing was silent; this
  could not be borne many seconds; she opened the door; advanced
  a   few   steps   towards   the   stairs;   and   after   listening   half  a   minute;
  returned   into  the   room   in  all   the   agitation   which  a   conviction   of
  having  heard   him   would  naturally  produce;   in   the  ecstasy  of  her
  feelings at that instant she could not help exclaiming; “Oh; Elinor;
  it is Willoughby; indeed it is!” and seemed almost ready to throw
  herself into his arms; when Colonel Brandon appeared。
  It   was   too   great   a   shock   to   be   borne   with   calmness;   and   she
  immediately left the room。 Elinor was disappointed too; but at the
  same   time   her  regard   for  Colonel   Brandon   ensured   his   welcome
  with her; and she felt particularly hurt that a man so partial to her
  sister should perceive that she experienced nothing but grief and
  disappointment   in   seeing   him。   She   instantly   saw   that   it   was   not
  unnoticed by him; that he even observed Marianne as she quitted
  the room; with such astonishment and concern; as hardly left him
  the recollection of what civility demanded towards herself。
  “Is your sister ill?” said he。
  Elinor answered in some distress that she was; and then talked
  of head…aches; low spirits; and over fatigues; and of every thing to
  which she could decently attribute her sister’s behaviour。
  He   heard   her  with  the   most  earnest  attention;   but   seeming   to
  recollect himself; said no more on the subject; and began directly
  to   speak   of   his   pleasure   at   seeing   them   in   London;   making   the
  usual inquiri