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作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 19:55      字数:9270
  situation;     to  give   into   her   schemes;      and   absent     himself    from
  Devonshire for a while。 You will tell me; I know; that this may or
  may not have happened; but I will listen to no cavil; unless you can
  point     out   any    other    method      of  understanding        the   affair   as
  satisfactory at this。 And now; Elinor; what have you to say?”
  “Nothing; for you have anticipated my answer。”
  “Then you would have told me; that it might or might not have
  happened。   Oh;   Elinor;   how   incomprehensible   are   your   feelings!
  You  had   rather   take   evil   upon   credit   than   good。   You   had   rather
  look   out  for  misery  for  Marianne;   and   guilt   for   poor   Willoughby;
  than     an  apology     for  the  latter。   You   are   resolved    to  think    him
  blameable; because he took leave of us with less affection than his
  usual behaviour  has   shewn。   And   is   no  allowance   to   be   made   for
  inadvertence;   or  for  spirits  depressed by  recent   disappointment?
  Are no probabilities to be   accepted;  merely because   they  are   not
  certainties?   Is   nothing   due   to   the   man   whom   we   have   all   such
  reason to love; and no reason in the world to think   ill   of?  To  the
  possibility      of   motives     unanswerable         in   themselves;       though
  unavoidably       secret    for  a  while?    And;    after   all;  what   is  it  you
  suspect him of?”
  “I can hardly tell myself。 But suspicion of something unpleasant
  is   the  inevitable    consequence   of       such   an   alteration    as  we   just
  witnessed in him。 There is great truth; however; in what you have
  now urged of the allowances which ought to be made for him; and
  it   is  my   wish    to   be   candid    in   my    judgment      of  every    body。
  Willoughby may undoubtedly have very sufficient reasons for  his
  conduct; and I will hope that he has。 But it would have been more
  like   Willoughby   to   acknowledge   them   at   once。   Secrecy   may   be
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  advisable; but still I cannot help wondering at its being practised
  by him。”
  “Do not blame him; however; for departing from his character;
  where      the  deviation    is   necessary。   But   you    really  do   admit    the
  justice of what I have said in his defence?—I am happy—and he is
  acquitted。”
  “Not entirely。 It may be proper to conceal their engagement (if
  they are engaged) from Mrs。 Smith—and if that is the case; it must
  be highly expedient for Willoughby to be but little in Devonshire at
  present。 But this is no excuse for their concealing it from us。”
  “Concealing        it  from    us!   my     dear    child;   do   you    accuse
  Willoughby and Marianne of concealment? This is strange indeed;
  when      your    eyes   have    been    reproaching       them    every    day   for
  incautiousness。”
  “I   want  no   proof   of   their   affection;”   said   Elinor;   “but   of   their
  engagement I do。”
  “I am perfectly satisfied of both。”
  “Yet not a syllable has been said to you on the subject; by either
  of them。”
  “I   have   not   wanted     syllables   where    actions    have    spoken    so
  plainly。 Has not his behaviour to Marianne and to all of us; for at
  least the last fortnight; declared that he loved and considered her
  as   his   future   wife;   and   that   he   felt   for   us   the   attachment   of   the
  nearest   relation?   Have   we   not   perfectly   understood   each   other?
  Has not my consent been daily asked by his looks; his manner; his
  attentive     and   affectionate     respect?    My   Elinor;    is  it  possible  to
  doubt their engagement? How could such a thought occur to you?
  How is it to be   supposed  that  Willoughby;   persuaded   as   he   must
  be of your sister’s love; should leave her; and leave her perhaps for
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  months; without telling her of his affection;—that they should part
  without a mutual exchange of confidence?”
  “I confess;” replied Elinor; “that every circumstance except one
  is in favour of their engagement; but that one is the total silence of
  both on the subject; and with me it almost outweighs every other。”
  “How   strange      this  is!  You   must    think   wretchedly      indeed    of
  Willoughby; if; after all that has openly passed between them; you
  can doubt the nature of the terms on which they are together。 Has
  he been acting a part in his behaviour to your sister all this time?
  Do you suppose him really indifferent to her?”
  “No; I cannot think that。 He must and does love her I am sure。”
  “But with a strange kind of tenderness; if he can leave her with
  such indifference; such carelessness of the future; as you attribute
  to him。”
  “You     must    remember;      my    dear   mother;     that  I  have    never
  considered this matter as certain。 I have had my doubts; I confess;
  but they are fainter than they were; and they may soon be entirely
  done away。 If we find they correspond; every fear of mine will be
  removed。”
  “A   mighty   concession   indeed!   If   you   were   to   see   them   at   the
  altar;    you    would    suppose      they    were    going    to   be   married。
  Ungracious       girl!  But  I   require    no  such    proof。   Nothing     in  my
  opinion     has   ever   passed    to  justify  doubt;    no  secrecy    has   been
  attempted;      all  has   been    uniformly     open    and   unreserved。      You
  cannot doubt your sister’s wishes。 It must be Willoughby therefore
  whom      you   suspect。    But   why?   Is   he   not   a  man   of  honour    and
  feeling?   Has   there   been   any   inconsistency   on   his   side   to   create
  alarm? can he be deceitful?”
  “I   hope   not;   I   believe   not;”   cried   Elinor。   “I   love   Willoughby;
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  sincerely love him; and suspicion of his integrity cannot  be more
  painful to yourself than to me。 It has been involuntary; and I will
  not encourage it。 I was startled; I confess; by the alteration in his
  manners this morning;—he did not speak like himself; and did not
  return     your   kindness     with   any   cordiality。    But   all  this  may    be
  explained by such a situation of his affairs as you have supposed。
  He had just parted from my sister; had seen her leave him in the
  greatest affliction;   and  if  he  felt  obliged;   from a   fear  of  offending
  Mrs。   Smith;   to   resist   the   temptation   of   returning   here   soon;   and
  yet aware that by declining your invitation; by saying that he was
  going away for some time; he should seem to act an ungenerous; a
  suspicious part by our family; he might well be embarrassed and
  disturbed。      In   such    a  case;   a   plain   and    open    avowal     of  his
  difficulties would have been more to his honour I think; as well as
  more   consistent   with   his   general   character;—but   I   will   not   raise
  objections against any  one’s conduct  on   so illiberal a   foundation;
  as a difference in judgment from myself; or a deviation from what I
  may think right and consistent。”
  “You     speak     very   properly。     Willoughby       certainly    does    not
  deserve to be suspected。 Though we have not known him long; he
  is no stranger in this part of the world; and who has ever spoken to
  his disadvantage? Had he been in a situation to act independently
  and   marry   immediately;   it   might   have   been   odd   that   he   should
  leave us without acknowledging everything to me at once: but this
  is   not   the   case。   It  is  an    engagement       in   some    respects     not
  prosperously        begun;     for  their    marriage     must     be   at   a  very
  uncertain distance; and even secrecy; as far as it can be observed;
  may now be very advisable。”
  They were interrupted by the entrance of Margaret; and Elinor
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  was     then    at  liberty   to  think    over   the   representations       of  her
  mother; to acknowledge the probability of many; and hope for the
  justice of all。
  They