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  morning; for we must walk to the park; to call on Lady Middleton。”
  He engaged to be with them by four o’clock。
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  CHAPTER XV
  rs。 Dashwood’s visit to Lady Middleton took place the
  next day; and two of her daughters went with her; but
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  Marianne      excused    herself   from   being    of  the  party;
  under some trifling pretext of employment; and her mother; who
  concluded that a promise had been made by Willoughby the night
  before    of  calling   on  her   while  they   were  absent;   was   perfectly
  satisfied with her remaining at home。
  On their return from the park they found Willoughby’s curricle
  and   servant   in   waiting   at   the   cottage;   and   Mrs。   Dashwood   was
  convinced   that  her  conjecture   had   been   just。   So   far   it   was   all   as
  she had   foreseen;  but  on   entering  the  house   she  beheld   what no
  foresight   had   taught   her   to   expect。   They   were   no   sooner   in   the
  passage than Marianne came hastily out of the parlour apparently
  in   violent   affliction;  with   her   handkerchief      at  her   eyes;  and
  without noticing them ran up stairs。 Surprised and alarmed   they
  proceeded directly into the room she had just quitted; where they
  found only Willoughby; who was leaning against the mantel…piece
  with his back towards them。 He turned round on their coming in;
  and    his  countenance      shewed     that  he   strongly   partook    of  the
  emotion which over…powered Marianne。
  “Is anything the matter with her?” cried Mrs。 Dashwood as she
  entered—“is she ill?”
  “I   hope   not;”   he   replied;   trying   to   look   cheerful;   and   with   a
  forced smile presently added; “It is I who may rather expect to be
  ill—for I am now suffering under a very heavy disappointment!”
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  “Disappointment?”
  “Yes;   for   I   am   unable   to   keep   my   engagement   with   you。   Mrs。
  Smith   has   this   morning   exercised   the   privilege   of   riches   upon   a
  poor  dependent  cousin;   by  sending me   on business   to   London。   I
  have     just  received     my    dispatches;     and    taken    my   farewell    of
  Allenham; and by way of exhilaration I am now come to take my
  farewell of you。”
  “To London!—and are you going this morning?”
  “Almost this moment。”
  “This   is   very   unfortunate。   But   Mrs。   Smith   must   be   obliged;—
  and her business will not detain you from us long I hope。”
  He   coloured   as   he   replied;   “You   are   very   kind;   but   I   have   no
  idea   of  returning  into  Devonshire   immediately。   My   visits   to   Mrs。
  Smith are never repeated within the twelvemonth。”
  “And     is  Mrs。  Smith   your   only   friend?   Is   Allenham       the  only
  house   in   the   neighbourhood   to   which   you   will   be   welcome?   For
  shame; Willoughby。 Can you wait for an invitation here?”
  His colour increased; and with his eyes fixed on the ground he
  only replied; “You are too good。”
  Mrs。 Dashwood looked at Elinor with surprise。 Elinor felt equal
  amazement。        For    a  few    moments      every    one    was    silent。  Mrs。
  Dashwood first spoke。
  “I have only to add; my dear Willoughby; that at Barton cottage
  you will always be welcome; for I will not press you to return here
  immediately;   because   you   only   can   judge   how   far  that   might   be
  pleasing     to  Mrs。   Smith;     and   on   this  head    I  shall  be  no   more
  disposed       to   question     your     judgment       than    to   doubt     your
  inclination。”
  “My engagements at present;” replied   Willoughby; confusedly;
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  “are of such a nature—that—I dare not flatter myself”—
  He   stopt。   Mrs。   Dashwood   was   too   much   astonished   to   speak;
  and   another   pause   succeeded。   This   was   broken   by   Willoughby;
  who said with a faint smile; “It is folly to linger in this manner。 I
  will   not   torment   myself   any   longer   by   remaining   among   friends
  whose society it is impossible for me now to enjoy。”
  He then hastily took leave of them all and left  the  room。   They
  saw him step into his carriage; and in a minute it was out of sight。
  Mrs。 Dashwood felt too much for speech; and instantly quitted
  the parlour to give way in solitude to the concern and alarm which
  this sudden departure occasioned。
  Elinor’s    uneasiness     was    at  least  equal    to  her  mother’s。     She
  thought      of  what     had   just   passed     with   anxiety     and   distrust。
  Willoughby’s         behaviour       in     taking     leave     of    them;      his
  embarrassment; and affectation of cheerfulness; and; above all; his
  unwillingness to accept her mother’s invitation; a backwardness so
  unlike     a  lover;   so  unlike    himself;    greatly    disturbed     her。  One
  moment she feared that no serious design   had   ever  been   formed
  on his side; and the next that some unfortunate quarrel had taken
  place     between      him    and     her   sister;—the      distress    in   which
  Marianne   had   quitted        the  room    was   such   as   a   serious  quarrel
  could   most   reasonably   account   for;   though   when   she   considered
  what     Marianne’s      love   for  him    was;   a   quarrel    seemed     almost
  impossible。
  But whatever might be the particulars of their  separation;   her
  sister’s    affliction   was    indubitable;     and    she   thought     with    the
  tenderest compassion of that violent sorrow which Marianne was
  in all probability not merely giving way to as a relief; but feeding
  and encouraging as a duty。
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  In about half an hour her mother returned; and though her eyes
  were red; her countenance was not uncheerful。
  “Our dear Willoughby is now some miles from Barton; Elinor;”
  said   she; as   she sat  down   to   work;   “and   with   how   heavy   a   heart
  does he travel?”
  “It is all very strange。 So suddenly to be gone! It seems but the
  work   of   a   moment。   And   last   night   he   was   with   us   so   happy;   so
  cheerful; so affectionate? And now; after only ten minutes notice—
  Gone      too  without    intending     to  return!—Something           more    than
  what he owned to us   must  have   happened。   He   did   not  speak;   he
  did not behave like himself。 You must have seen the difference as
  well   as   I。   What   can   it   be?   Can   they   have   quarrelled?   Why   else
  should he have shewn such unwillingness to accept your invitation
  here?”—
  “It   was   not   inclination   that   he   wanted;   Elinor;   I   could   plainly
  see that。 He had not the power of accepting it。 I have thought it all
  over I assure you; and I can perfectly account for every thing that
  at first seemed strange to me as well as to you。”
  “Can you; indeed!”
  “Yes。    I  have   explained     it  to  myself   in  the   most   satisfactory
  way;—but  you;   Elinor;   who   love   to   doubt   where   you   can—it   will
  not satisfy you; I know; but you shall not talk me out of my trust in
  it。  I  am    persuaded      that   Mrs。    Smith    suspects     his   regard    for
  Marianne; disapproves of it; (perhaps because she has other views
  for him;) and on that account is eager to get him away;—and that
  the business which she sends him off to transact is invented as an
  excuse to dismiss him。 This is what I believe to have happened。 He
  is;   moreover;   aware   that   she  does   disapprove   the   connection;   he
  dares not therefore at present confess to her his engagement with
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  Marianne;       and    he   feels   himself    obliged;    from    his   dependent
  situation;     to  give   into   her   schemes;      and   absent     himself    from
  Devonshire for