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  out  of  all   his   trouble  with  all  my  heart;   and   a   good   wife   into   the
  bargain。”
  So   wondered;   so   talked      Mrs。    Jennings。    Her    opinion    varying
  with  every  fresh   conjecture;   and all   seeming   equally   probable   as
  they arose。 Elinor; though she felt really interested in the welfare
  of Colonel Brandon; could not bestow all the wonder on his going
  so    suddenly     away;    which     Mrs。    Jennings     was    desirous    of   her
  feeling;   for  besides   that   the   circumstance  did   not   in   her   opinion
  justify    such   lasting    amazement       or   variety    of  speculation;     her
  wonder       was    otherwise     disposed     of。  It  was    engrossed      by   the
  extraordinary silence of her sister and Willoughby on the subject;
  which they must know to be peculiarly interesting to them all。 As
  this silence continued; every day made it appear more strange and
  more incompatible with the disposition of both。 Why they should
  not   openly   acknowledge   to   her   mother   and          herself;   what   their
  constant   behaviour   to   each   other   declared   to   have   taken   place;
  Elinor could not imagine。
  She     could     easily    conceive     that    marriage      might     not    be
  immediately         in   their    power;      for   though      Willoughby        was
  independent; there was no  reason   to  believe   him  rich。   His   estate
  had been rated by Sir John at about six or seven hundred a year;
  but he lived at an expense to which that  income could   hardly  be
  equal; and he had himself often complained of his poverty。 But for
  this strange   kind   of  secrecy  maintained   by  them   relative   to  their
  engagement; which in fact concealed nothing at all; she could not
  account;      and    it  was   so   wholly    contradictory      to  their   general
  opinions and practice; that a doubt sometimes entered her mind of
  their being really engaged; and this doubt was enough to prevent
  her making any inquiry of Marianne。
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  Nothing   could   be   more   expressive   of   attachment   to   them   all;
  than     Willoughby’s       behaviour。      To    Marianne       it  had    all   the
  distinguishing tenderness which a lover’s heart could give; and to
  the rest of the family it was the affectionate attention of a son and
  a brother。 The cottage seemed to be considered and loved by him
  as   his   home;   many   more   of   his   hours   were   spent   there   than   at
  Allenham;   and   if   no   general   engagement   collected   them   at   the
  park; the exercise which called him out in the morning was almost
  certain   of   ending   there;   where   the   rest   of   the   day   was   spent   by
  himself at the side of Marianne; and by his favourite pointer at her
  feet。
  One evening in particular; about a week after Colonel Brandon
  left the country; his heart seemed more than usually open to every
  feeling    of   attachment     to  the   objects   around     him;   and   on   Mrs。
  Dashwood’s   happening   to   mention   her   design   of   improving   the
  cottage   in   the   spring;   he   warmly   opposed   every   alteration   of   a
  place which affection had established as perfect with him。
  “What!” he exclaimed—“Improve this dear cottage! No。 That I
  will never consent to。 Not a stone must be added to its walls; not
  an inch to its size; if my feelings are regarded。”
  “Do not be alarmed;” said Miss Dashwood; “nothing of the kind
  will   be   done;   for   my   mother   will   never   have   money   enough   to
  attempt it。”
  “I am heartily glad of it;” he cried。 “May she always be poor; if
  she can employ her riches no better。”
  “Thank you; Willoughby。 But you may be assured that I would
  not sacrifice one sentiment of local attachment of yours; or of any
  one whom I loved; for all the improvements in the world。 Depend
  upon it that whatever unemployed sum may remain; when I make
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  up my accounts in the spring; I would even rather lay it uselessly
  by  than   dispose   of  it  in   a manner  so  painful   to   you。   But   are   you
  really so attached to this place as to see no defect in it?”
  “I am;” said he。 “To me it is faultless。 Nay; more; I consider it as
  the   only   form   of   building   in   which   happiness   is   attainable;   and
  were I rich enough I would instantly pull Combe down; and build
  it up again in the exact plan of this cottage。”
  “With      dark    narrow      stairs   and     a  kitchen     that    smokes;      I
  suppose;” said Elinor。
  “Yes;”   cried   he   in   the   same   eager   tone;   “with      all   and  every
  thing   belonging   to   it;—in   no   one   convenience   or  inconvenience
  about it; should the least variation be perceptible。 Then; and then
  only; under such a roof; I might perhaps be as happy at Combe as I
  have been at Barton。”
  “I    flatter   myself;”     replied     Elinor;    “that     even    under      the
  disadvantage   of   better   rooms   and   a   broader   staircase;           you   will
  hereafter find your own house as faultless as you now do this。”
  “There   certainly  are   circumstances;”   said   Willoughby;   “which
  might greatly endear it to me; but this place will always have one
  claim of my affection; which no other can possibly share。”
  Mrs。   Dashwood   looked   with  pleasure   at   Marianne;   whose   fine
  eyes were fixed so expressively on Willoughby; as plainly denoted
  how well she understood him。
  “How often did I wish;” added he; “when I was at Allenham this
  time   twelvemonth;   that   Barton   cottage   were   inhabited!   I   never
  passed      within    view    of   it  without    admiring      its   situation;    and
  grieving that  no  one should live   in   it。   How  little   did   I   then   think
  that   the   very   first   news   I   should   hear   from   Mrs。   Smith;   when   I
  next   came   into   the   country;   would   be   that   Barton         cottage    was
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  taken:   and     I  felt   an  immediate    satisfaction    and   interest   in  the
  event; which nothing but a kind of prescience of what happiness I
  should experience from it; can account for。 Must it not have been
  so;    Marianne?”       speaking     to   her   in   a   lowered     voice。   Then
  continuing his former tone; he said; “And yet this house you would
  spoil;   Mrs。    Dashwood?       You    would    rob   it  of  its  simplicity    by
  imaginary       improvement!       and    this  dear    parlour    in  which     our
  acquaintance first began; and in which so many happy hours have
  been     since   spent    by   us   together;    you   would     degrade     to  the
  condition of a common entrance; and every body would be eager
  to   pass   through   the   room     which   has   hitherto   contained      within
  itself   more    real   accommodation         and    comfort    than    any   other
  apartment       of  the   handsomest       dimensions      in  the   world    could
  possibly afford。”
  Mrs。 Dashwood again assured him that no alteration of the kind
  should be attempted。
  “You   are   a   good   woman;”   he   warmly   replied。   “Your   promise
  makes   me   easy。   Extend   it   a   little   farther;   and   it   will   make   me
  happy。 Tell me that not only your house will remain the same; but
  that    I  shall  ever    find   you   and    yours   as   unchanged       as  your
  dwelling; and that you will always consider me with the kindness
  which has made everything belonging to you so dear to me。”
  The    promise     was   readily   given;   and   Willoughby’s      behaviour
  during the whole of the evening declared at once his affection and
  happiness。
  “Shall   we   see  you  tomorrow  to  dinner?”   said   Mrs。   Dashwood;
  when     he   was   leaving   them。   “I   do   not   ask  you   to  come    in  the
  morning; for we must walk to the park; to call on Lady Middleton。”
  He engaged to be with them by four o’clock。
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