第 186 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:48      字数:9322
  who wanted to run away in debt; and; in fact; made
  some jokes suitable to the occasion and the small…beer。
  She was in high spirits and good humour; and tripped
  across the market…place very briskly。  She wanted to see
  Jos that instant。  The Major laughed at the impetuous
  affection Mrs。 Amelia exhibited; for; in truth; it was not
  very often that she wanted her brother 〃that instant。〃
  They found the civilian in his saloon on the first…floor;
  he had been pacing the room; and biting his nails; and
  looking over the market…place towards the Elephant a
  hundred times at least during the past hour whilst Emmy
  was closeted with her friend in the garret and the Major
  was beating the tattoo on the sloppy tables of the public
  room below; and he was; on his side too; very anxious to
  see Mrs。 Osborne。
  〃Well?〃 said he。
  〃The poor dear creature; how she has suffered!〃
  Emmy said。
  〃God bless my soul; yes;〃 Jos said; wagging his head;
  so that his cheeks quivered like jellies。
  〃She may have Payne's room; who can go upstairs;〃
  Emmy continued。  Payne was a staid English maid and
  personal attendant upon Mrs。 Osborne; to whom the
  courier; as in duty bound; paid court; and whom Georgy
  used to 〃lark〃 dreadfully with accounts of German
  robbers and ghosts。  She passed her time chiefly in grumbling;
  in ordering about her mistress; and in stating her intention
  to return the next morning to her native village of
  Clapham。  〃She may have Payne's room;〃 Emmy said。
  〃Why; you don't mean to say you are going to have
  that woman into the house?〃 bounced out the Major;
  jumping up。
  〃Of course we are;〃 said Amelia in the most innocent
  way in the world。  〃Don't be angry and break the
  furniture; Major Dobbin。  Of course we are going to have her
  here。〃
  〃Of course; my dear;〃 Jos said。
  〃The poor creature; after all her sufferings;〃 Emmy
  continued; 〃her horrid banker broken and run away; her
  husbandwicked wretchhaving deserted her and taken
  her child away from her〃 (here she doubled her two
  little fists and held them in a most menacing attitude
  before her; so that the Major was charmed to see
  such a dauntless virago) 〃the poor dear thing!  quite alone
  and absolutely forced to give lessons in singing to get her
  breadand not have her here!〃
  〃Take lessons; my dear Mrs。 George;〃 cried the Major;
  〃but don't have her in the house。  I implore you don't。〃
  〃Pooh;〃 said Jos。
  〃You who are always good and kindalways used to
  be at any rateI'm astonished at you; Major William;〃
  Amelia cried。  〃Why; what is the moment to help her but
  when she is so miserable? Now is the time to be of
  service to her。  The oldest friend I ever had; and not〃
  〃She was not always your friend; Amelia;〃 the Major
  said; for he was quite angry。  This allusion was too much
  for Emmy; who; looking the Major almost fiercely in the
  face; said; 〃For shame; Major Dobbin!〃 and after having
  fired this shot; she walked out of the room with a most
  majestic air and shut her own door briskly on herself
  and her outraged dignity。
  〃To allude to THAT!〃 she said; when the door was
  closed。  〃Oh; it was cruel of him to remind me of it;〃 and
  she looked up at George's picture; which hung there as
  usual; with the portrait of the boy underneath。  〃It was
  cruel of him。  If I had forgiven it; ought he to have
  spoken? No。  And it is from his own lips that I know how
  wicked and groundless my jealousy was; and that you
  were pureoh; yes; you were pure; my saint in
  heaven!〃
  She paced the room; trembling and indignant。  She went
  and leaned on the chest of drawers over which the picture
  hung; and gazed and gazed at it。  Its eyes seemed to look
  down on her with a reproach that deepened as she looked。
  The early dear; dear memories of that brief prime of love
  rushed back upon her。  The wound which years had
  scarcely cicatrized bled afresh; and oh; how bitterly!  She
  could not bear the reproaches of the husband there
  before her。  It couldn't be。  Never; never。
  Poor Dobbin; poor old William!  That unlucky word
  had undone the work of many a yearthe long laborious
  edifice of a life of love and constancyraised too upon
  what secret and hidden foundations; wherein lay buried
  passions; uncounted struggles; unknown sacrificesa
  little word was spoken; and down fell the fair palace of
  hopeone word; and away flew the bird which he had
  been trying all his life to lure!
  William; though he saw by Amelia's looks that a great
  crisis had come; nevertheless continued to implore Sedley;
  in the most energetic terms; to beware of Rebecca; and he
  eagerly; almost frantically; adjured Jos not to receive
  her。  He besought Mr。 Sedley to inquire at least regarding
  her; told him how he had heard that she was in the
  company of gamblers and people of ill repute; pointed
  out what evil she had done in former days; how she
  and Crawley had misled poor George into ruin; how she
  was now parted from her husband; by her own confession;
  and; perhaps; for good reason。  What a dangerous
  companion she would be for his sister; who knew nothing
  of the affairs of the world!  William implored Jos; with
  all the eloquence which he could bring to bear; and a
  great deal more energy than this quiet gentleman was
  ordinarily in the habit of showing; to keep Rebecca out
  of his household。
  Had he been less violent; or more dexterous; he might
  have succeeded in his supplications to Jos; but the civilian
  was not a little jealous of the airs of superiority
  which the Major constantly exhibited towards him; as
  he fancied (indeed; he had imparted his opinions to Mr。
  Kirsch; the courier; whose bills Major Dobbin checked on
  this journey; and who sided with his master); and he
  began a blustering speech about his competency to
  defend his own honour; his desire not to have his affairs
  meddled with; his intention; in fine; to rebel against the
  Major; when the colloquyrather a long and stormy one
  was put an end to in the simplest way possible; namely;
  by the arrival of Mrs。 Becky; with a porter from
  the Elephant Hotel in charge of her very meagre baggage。
  She greeted her host with affectionate respect and
  made a shrinking; but amicable salutation to Major
  Dobbin; who; as her instinct assured her at once; was
  her enemy; and had been speaking against her; and the
  bustle and clatter consequent upon her arrival brought
  Amelia out of her room。  Emmy went up and embraced
  her guest with the greatest warmth; and took no notice
  of the Major; except to fling him an angry lookthe
  most unjust and scornful glance that had perhaps ever
  appeared in that poor little woman's face since she was
  born。  But she had private reasons of her own; and was
  bent upon being angry with him。  And Dobbin; indignant
  at the injustice; not at the defeat; went off; making her a
  bow quite as haughty as the killing curtsey with which
  the little woman chose to bid him farewell。
  He being gone; Emmy was particularly lively and
  affectionate to Rebecca; and bustled about the apartments
  and installed her guest in her room with an eagerness and
  activity seldom exhibited by our placid little friend。  But
  when an act of injustice is to be done; especially by
  weak people; it is best that it should be done quickly;
  and Emmy thought she was displaying a great deal of
  firmness and proper feeling and veneration for the late
  Captain Osborne in her present behaviour。
  Georgy came in from the fetes for dinner…time and
  found four covers laid as usual; but one of the places
  was occupied by a lady; instead of by Major Dobbin。
  〃Hullo!  where's Dob?〃 the young gentleman asked with
  his usual simplicity of language。  〃Major Dobbin is dining
  out; I suppose;〃 his mother said; and; drawing the boy
  to her; kissed him a great deal; and put his hair off his
  forehead; and introduced him to Mrs。 Crawley。  〃This
  is my boy; Rebecca;〃 Mrs。 Osborne saidas much as to
  saycan the world produce anything like that? Becky
  looked at him with rapture and pressed his hand fondly。
  〃Dear boy!〃 she said〃he is just like my〃 Emotion
  choked her further utterance; but Amelia understood; as
  well as if she had spoken; that Becky was thinking of her
  own blessed child。  However; the company of her friend
  consoled Mrs。 Crawley; and she ate a very good dinner。
  During the repast; she had occasion to speak several
  times; when Georgy eyed her and listened to her。  At the
  desert Emmy was gone out to superintend further
  domestic arrangements; Jos was in his great chair dozing
  over Galignani; Georgy and the new arrival sat close to
  each otherhe had continued to look at her knowingly
  more than once; and at last he laid down the
  nutcrackers。
  〃I say;〃 said Georgy。
  〃What do you say?〃 Becky said; laughing。
  〃You're the lady I saw in the mask at the Rouge et
  Noir。〃
  〃Hush!  you little sly creature;〃 Becky said; taking
  up his hand and kissing it。  〃Your uncle was there too;
  and Mamma mustn't know。〃
  〃Oh; nonot by no means;〃 answered the little fellow。
  〃You see we are quite good friends already;〃 Becky
  said to Emmy; who now re…entered; and it must be owned
  that Mrs。 Osborne had introduced a most judicious and
  amiable companion into her house。
  William; in a state of great indignation; though still
  unaware of all the treason that was in store for him; walked
  abou