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quite the reverse from a pleasurable one; he made use of
a brief but improper expression regarding a poor woman
in distress; saying; in fact; 〃The little minx; has she
come to light again?〃 He never had had the slightest liking
for her; but had heartily mistrusted her from the very
first moment when her green eyes had looked at; and
turned away from; his own。
〃That little devil brings mischief wherever she goes;〃
the Major said disrespectfully。 〃Who knows what sort of
life she has been leading? And what business has she
here abroad and alone? Don't tell me about persecutors
and enemies; an honest woman always has friends and
never is separated from her family。 Why has she left her
husband? He may have been disreputable and wicked; as
you say。 He always was。 I remember the confounded
blackleg and the way in which he used to cheat and
hoodwink poor George。 Wasn't there a scandal about their
separation? I think I heard something;〃 cried out Major
Dobbin; who did not care much about gossip; and whom
Jos tried in vain to convince that Mrs。 Becky was in all
respects a most injured and virtuous female。
〃Well; well; let's ask Mrs。 George;〃 said that arch…
diplomatist of a Major。 〃Only let us go and consult her。
I suppose you will allow that she is a good judge at any
rate; and knows what is right in such matters。〃
〃Hm! Emmy is very well;〃 said Jos; who did not
happen to be in love with his sister。
〃Very well? By Gad; sir; she's the finest lady I ever
met in my life;〃 bounced out the Major。 〃I say at once;
let us go and ask her if this woman ought to be visited
or notI will be content with her verdict。〃 Now this
odious; artful rogue of a Major was thinking in his own
mind that he was sure of his case。 Emmy; he remembered;
was at one time cruelly and deservedly jealous of
Rebecca; never mentioned her name but with a shrinking
and terrora jealous woman never forgives; thought
Dobbin: and so the pair went across the street to Mrs。
George's house; where she was contentedly warbling at
a music lesson with Madame Strumpff。
When that lady took her leave; Jos opened the business
with his usual pomp of words。 〃Amelia; my dear;〃
said he; 〃I have just had the most extraordinaryyes
God bless my soul! the most extraordinary adventure
an old friendyes; a most interesting old friend of
yours; and I may say in old times; has just arrived here;
and I should like you to see her。〃
〃Her!〃 said Amelia; 〃who is it? Major Dobbin; if you
please not to break my scissors。〃 The Major was twirling
them round by the little chain from which they sometimes
hung to their lady's waist; and was thereby endangering
his own eye。
It is a woman whom I dislike very much;〃 said the
Major; doggedly; 〃and whom you have no cause to love。〃
〃It is Rebecca; I'm sure it is Rebecca;〃 Amelia said;
blushing and being very much agitated。
〃You are right; you always are;〃 Dobbin answered。
Brussels; Waterloo; old; old times; griefs; pangs;
remembrances; rushed back into Amelia's gentle
heart and caused a cruel agitation there。
〃Don't let me see her;〃 Emmy continued。 〃I couldn't
see her。〃
〃I told you so;〃 Dobbin said to Jos。
〃She is very unhappy; andand that sort of thing;〃
Jos urged。 〃She is very poor and unprotected; and has
been illexceedingly illand that scoundrel of a
husband has deserted her。〃
〃Ah!〃 said Amelia
〃She hasn't a friend in the world;〃 Jos went on; not
undexterously; 〃and she said she thought she might trust in
you。 She's so miserable; Emmy。 She has been almost mad
with grief。 Her story quite affected me'pon my word
and honour; it didnever was such a cruel persecution
borne so angelically; I may say。 Her family has been
most cruel to her。〃
〃Poor creature!〃 Amelia said。
〃And if she can get no friend; she says she thinks she'll
die;〃 Jos proceeded in a low tremulous voice。 〃God bless
my soul! do you know that she tried to kill herself? She
carries laudanum with herI saw the bottle in her room
such a miserable little roomat a third…rate house;
the Elephant; up in the roof at the top of all。 I went
there。〃
This did not seem to affect Emmy。 She even smiled a
little。 Perhaps she figured Jos to herself panting up the
stair。
〃She's beside herself with grief;〃 he resumed。 〃The
agonies that woman has endured are quite frightful to
hear of。 She had a little boy; of the same age as Georgy。〃
〃Yes; yes; I think I remember;〃 Emmy remarked。
〃Well?〃
〃The most beautiful child ever seen;〃 Jos said; who
was very fat; and easily moved; and had been touched by
the story Becky told; 〃a perfect angel; who adored his
mother。 The ruffians tore him shrieking out of her arms;
and have never allowed him to see her。〃
〃Dear Joseph;〃 Emmy cried out; starting up at once;
〃let us go and see her this minute。〃 And she ran into her
adjoining bedchamber; tied on her bonnet in a flutter;
came out with her shawl on her arm; and ordered
Dobbin to follow。
He went and put her shawlit was a white cashmere;
consigned to her by the Major himself from Indiaover
her shoulders。 He saw there was nothing for it but to
obey; and she put her hand into his arm; and they went
away。
〃It is number 92; up four pair of stairs;〃 Jos said;
perhaps not very willing to ascend the steps again; but he
placed himself in the window of his drawing…room; which
commands the place on which the Elephant stands; and
saw the pair marching through the market。
It was as well that Becky saw them too from her garret;
for she and the two students were chattering and laughing
there; they had been joking about the appearance of
Becky's grandpapawhose arrival and departure they
had witnessedbut she had time to dismiss them; and
have her little room clear before the landlord of the
Elephant; who knew that Mrs。 Osborne was a great favourite
at the Serene Court; and respected her accordingly; led
the way up the stairs to the roof story; encouraging
Miladi and the Herr Major as they achieved the ascent。
〃Gracious lady; gracious lady!〃 said the landlord;
knocking at Becky's door; he had called her Madame the
day before; and was by no means courteous to her。
〃Who is it?〃 Becky said; putting out her head; and she
gave a little scream。 There stood Emmy in a tremble;
and Dobbin; the tall Major; with his cane。
He stood still watching; and very much interested at
the scene; but Emmy sprang forward with open arms
towards Rebecca; and forgave her at that moment; and
embraced her and kissed her with all her heart。 Ah; poor
wretch; when was your lip pressed before by such pure
kisses?
CHAPTER LXVI
Amantium Irae
Frankness and kindness like Amelia's were likely to
touch even such a hardened little reprobate as Becky。 She
returned Emmy's caresses and kind speeches with
something very like gratitude; and an emotion which; if it was
not lasting; for a moment was almost genuine。 That was
a lucky stroke of hers about the child 〃torn from her
arms shrieking。〃 It was by that harrowing misfortune
that Becky had won her friend back; and it was one of the
very first points; we may be certain; upon which our poor
simple little Emmy began to talk to her new…found
acquaintance。
〃And so they took your darling child from you?〃 our
simpleton cried out。 〃Oh; Rebecca; my poor dear suffering
friend; I know what it is to lose a boy; and to feel
for those who have lost one。 But please Heaven yours
will be restored to you; as a merciful merciful Providence
has brought me back mine。〃
〃The child; my child? Oh; yes; my agonies were frightful;〃
Becky owned; not perhaps without a twinge of conscience。
It jarred upon her to be obliged to commence
instantly to tell lies in reply to so much confidence and
simplicity。 But that is the misfortune of beginning with
this kind of forgery。 When one fib becomes due as it
were; you must forge another to take up the old
acceptance; and so the stock of your lies in circulation
inevitably multiplies; and the danger of detection increases
every day。
〃My agonies;〃 Becky continued; 〃were terrible (I hope
she won't sit down on the bottle) when they took him
away from me; I thought I should die; but I fortunately
had a brain fever; during which my doctor gave me up;
andand I recovered; andand here I am; poor and
friendless。〃
〃How old is he?〃 Emmy asked。
〃Eleven;〃 said Becky。
〃Eleven!〃 cried the other。 〃Why; he was born the same
year with Georgy; who is〃
〃I know; I know;〃 Becky cried out; who had in fact
quite forgotten all about little Rawdon's age。 〃Grief has
made me forget so many things; dearest Amelia。 I am
very much changed: half…wild sometimes。 He was eleven
when they took him away from me。 Bless his sweet
face; I have never seen it again。〃
〃Was he fair or dark?〃 went on that absurd little
Emmy。 〃Show me his hair。〃
Becky almost laughed at her simplicity。 〃Not to…day;
lovesome other time; when my trunks arrive from
Leipzig; whence I came to this placeand a little drawing
of him; which I made in happy days。〃
〃Poor Becky; poor Becky!〃 said Emmy。 〃How thankful;
how thankful I ought to be〃; (though I doubt whether
that practice of piety inculcated upon us by our
womankind in early youth; namely; to be thankful because
we are better off than some