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  did not care to remonstrate with Jos; but left him and
  walked home with Georgy。
  〃Did you play?〃 asked the Major when they were out
  and on their way home。
  The boy said 〃No。〃
  〃Give me your word of honour as a gentleman that you
  never will。〃
  〃Why?〃 said the boy; 〃it seems very good fun。〃 And; in
  a very eloquent and impressive manner; the Major showed
  him why he shouldn't; and would have enforced his
  precepts by the example of Georgy's own father; had he
  liked to say anything that should reflect on the other's
  memory。  When he had housed him; he went to bed and
  saw his light; in the little room outside of Amelia's;
  presently disappear。  Amelia's followed half an hour
  afterwards。  I don't know what made the Major note it
  so accurately。
  Jos; however; remained behind over the play…table; he
  was no gambler; but not averse to the little excitement
  of the sport now and then; and he had some Napoleons
  chinking in the embroidered pockets of his court
  waistcoat。  He put down one over the fair shoulder of the
  little gambler before him; and they won。  She made a little
  movement to make room for him by her side; and
  just took the skirt of her gown from a vacant chair there。
  〃Come and give me good luck;〃 she said; still in a
  foreign accent; quite different from that frank and
  perfectly English 〃Thank you;〃 with which she had saluted
  Georgy's coup in her favour。  The portly gentleman;
  looking round to see that nobody of rank observed him;
  sat down; he muttered〃Ah; really; well now; God bless
  my soul。  I'm very fortunate; I'm sure to give you good
  fortune;〃 and other words of compliment and confusion。
  〃Do you play much?〃 the foreign mask said。
  〃I put a Nap or two down;〃 said Jos with a superb air;
  flinging down a gold piece。
  〃Yes; ay nap after dinner;〃 said the mask archly。  But
  Jos looking frightened; she continued; in her pretty
  French accent; 〃You do not play to win。  No more do I。
  I play to forget; but I cannot。  I cannot forget old times;
  monsieur。  Your little nephew is the image of his father;
  and youyou are not changedbut yes; you are。
  Everybody changes; everybody forgets; nobody has
  any heart。〃
  〃Good God; who is it?〃 asked Jos in a flutter。
  〃Can't you guess; Joseph Sedley?〃 said the little
  woman in a sad voice; and undoing her mask; she
  looked at him。  〃You have forgotten me。〃
  〃Good heavens!  Mrs。 Crawley!〃 gasped out Jos。
  〃Rebecca;〃 said the other; putting her hand on his;
  but she followed the game still; all the time she was
  looking at him。
  〃I am stopping at the Elephant;〃 she continued。  〃Ask
  for Madame de Raudon。  I saw my dear Amelia to…day;
  how pretty she looked; and how happy!  So do you!
  Everybody but me; who am wretched; Joseph Sedley。〃
  And she put her money over from the red to the black;
  as if by a chance movement of her hand; and while she
  was wiping her eyes with a pocket…handkerchief fringed
  with torn lace。
  The red came up again; and she lost the whole of that
  stake。~ 〃Come away;〃 she said。  〃Come with me a little
  we are old friends; are we not; dear Mr。 Sedley?〃
  And Mr。 Kirsch having lost all his money by this
  time; followed his master out into the moonlight; where
  the illuminations were winking out and the transparency
  over our mission was scarcely visible。
  CHAPTER LXIV
  A Vagabond Chapter
  We must pass over a part of Mrs。 Rebecca Crawley's
  biography with that lightness and delicacy which the
  world demandsthe moral world; that has; perhaps; no
  particular objection to vice; but an insuperable repugnance
  to hearing vice called by its proper name。  There
  are things we do and know perfectly well in Vanity Fair;
  though we never speak of them:  as the Ahrimanians
  worship the devil; but don't mention him:  and a polite
  public will no more bear to read an authentic description
  of vice than a truly refined English or American female
  will permit the word breeches to be pronounced in her
  chaste hearing。  And yet; madam; both are walking the
  world before our faces every day; without much shocking
  us。  If you were to blush every time they went by; what
  complexions you would have!  It is only when their
  naughty names are called out that your modesty has any
  occasion to show alarm or sense of outrage; and it has
  been the wish of the present writer; all through this story;
  deferentially to submit to the fashion at present prevailing;
  and only to hint at the existence of wickedness in a
  light; easy; and agreeable manner; so that nobody's fine
  feelings may be offended。  I defy any one to say that
  our Becky; who has certainly some vices; has not been
  presented to the public in a perfectly genteel and
  inoffensive manner。  In describing this Siren; singing and
  smiling; coaxing and cajoling; the author; with modest pride;
  asks his readers all round; has he once forgotten the
  laws of politeness; and showed the monster's hideous tail
  above water? No!  Those who like may peep down under
  waves that are pretty transparent and see it writhing and
  twirling; diabolically hideous and slimy; flapping amongst
  bones; or curling round corpses; but above the waterline;
  I ask; has not everything been proper; agreeable;
  and decorous; and has any the most squeamish immoralist
  in Vanity Fair a right to cry fie? When; however; the Siren
  disappears and dives below; down among the dead men;
  the water of course grows turbid over her; and it is labour
  lost to look into it ever so curiously。  They look pretty
  enough when they sit upon a rock; twanging their harps
  and combing their hair; and sing; and beckon to you to
  come and hold the looking…glass; but when they sink
  into their native element; depend on it; those mermaids
  are about no good; and we had best not examine the
  fiendish marine cannibals; revelling and feasting on their
  wretched pickled victims。  And so; when Becky is out of
  the way; be sure that she is not particularly well
  employed; and that the less that is said about her doings
  is in fact the better。
  If we were to give a full account of her proceedings
  during a couple of years that followed after the Curzon
  Street catastrophe; there might be some reason for
  people to say this book was improper。  The actions of very
  vain; heartless; pleasure…seeking people are very often
  improper (as are many of yours; my friend with the
  grave face and spotless reputationbut that is merely
  by the way); and what are those of a woman without
  faithor loveor character? And I am inclined to think
  that there was a period in Mrs Becky's life when
  she was seized; not by remorse; but by a kind of despair;
  and absolutely neglected her person and did not even
  care for her reputation。
  This abattement and degradation did not take place
  all at once; it was brought about by degrees; after her
  calamity; and after many struggles to keep upas a
  man who goes overboard hangs on to a spar whilst any
  hope is left; and then flings it away and goes down; when
  he finds that struggling is in vain。
  She lingered about London whilst her husband was
  making preparations for his departure to his seat of
  government; and it is believed made more than one
  attempt to see her brother…in…law; Sir Pitt Crawley; and to
  work upon his feelings; which she had almost
  enlisted in her favour。  As Sir Pitt and Mr。 Wenham were
  walking down to the House of Commons; the latter spied
  Mrs。 Rawdon in a black veil; and lurking near the palace
  of the legislature。  She sneaked away when her eyes met
  those of Wenham; and indeed never succeeded in her
  designs upon the Baronet。
  Probably Lady Jane interposed。  I have heard that she
  quite astonished her husband by the spirit which she
  exhibited in this quarrel; and her determination to disown
  Mrs。 Becky。  Of her own movement; she invited Rawdon
  to come and stop in Gaunt Street until his departure for
  Coventry Island; knowing that with him for a guard Mrs。
  Becky would not try to force her door; and she looked
  curiously at the superscriptions of all the letters which
  arrived for Sir Pitt; lest he and his sister…in…law should
  be corresponding。  Not but that Rebecca could have
  written had she a mind; but she did not try to see or to write
  to Pitt at his own house; and after one or two attempts
  consented to his demand that the correspondence
  regarding her conjugal differences should be carried on by
  lawyers only。
  The fact was that Pitt's mind had been poisoned against
  her。  A short time after Lord Steyne's accident Wenham
  had been with the Baronet and given him such a biography
  of Mrs。 Becky as had astonished the member for
  Queen's Crawley。  He knew everything regarding her:
  who her father was; in what year her mother danced at
  the opera; what had been her previous history; and what
  her conduct during her married lifeas I have no doubt
  that the greater part of the story was false and
  dictated by interested malevolence; it shall not be repeated
  here。  But Becky was left with a sad sad reputation in the
  esteem of a country gentleman and relative who had
  been once rather partial to her。
  The revenues of the Governor of Coventry Island are
  not large。  A part of them were set aside by his Excellency
  for the payment of certain outstanding debts and
  liabilities; the charges incident on his high situation
  required consi