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  was mainly a desire to see his parent which brought Jos
  once more to Europe。
  At his accustomed hour Mr。 Sedley began to doze in
  his chair; and then it was Amelia's opportunity to
  commence her conversation; which she did with great
  eagernessit related exclusively to Georgy。  She did not talk
  at all about her own sufferings at breaking from him; for
  indeed; this worthy woman; though she was half…killed
  by the separation from the child; yet thought it was very
  wicked in her to repine at losing him; but everything
  concerning him; his virtues; talents; and prospects; she
  poured out。  She described his angelic beauty; narrated
  a hundred instances of his generosity and greatness of
  mind whilst living with her; how a Royal Duchess had
  stopped and admired him in Kensington Gardens; how
  splendidly he was cared for now; and how he had a
  groom and a pony; what quickness and cleverness he
  had; and what a prodigiously well…read and delightful
  person the Reverend Lawrence Veal was; George's
  master。  〃He knows EVERYTHING;〃 Amelia said。  〃He has the
  most delightful parties。  You who are so learned yourself;
  and have read so much; and are so clever and
  accomplisheddon't shake your head and say noHE
  always used to say you wereyou will be charmed with
  Mr。 Veal's parties。  The last Tuesday in every month。  He
  says there is no place in the bar or the senate that
  Georgy may not aspire to。  Look here;〃 and she went to
  the piano…drawer and drew out a theme of Georgy's
  composition。  This great effort of genius; which is still
  in the possession of George's mother; is as follows:
  On SelfishnessOf all the vices which degrade the
  human character; Selfishness is the most odious and
  contemptible。  An undue love of Self leads to the most
  monstrous crimes and occasions the greatest misfortunes both
  in States and Families。  As a selfish man will impoverish
  his family and often bring them to ruin; so a selfish
  king brings ruin on his people and often plunges them
  into war。
  Example:  The selfishness of Achilles; as remarked by
  the poet Homer; occasioned a thousand woes to the
  Greeksmuri Achaiois alge etheke(Hom。 Il。 A。 2)。
  The selfishness of the late Napoleon Bonaparte
  occasioned innumerable wars in Europe and caused him to
  perish; himself; in a miserable islandthat of Saint Helena in
  the Atlantic Ocean。
  We see by these examples that we are not to consult
  our own interest and ambition; but that we are to
  consider the interests of others as well as our own。
  George S。  Osborne
  Athene House; 24 April; 1827
  〃Think of him writing such a hand; and quoting Greek
  too; at his age;〃 the delighted mother said。  〃Oh; William;〃
  she added; holding out her hand to the Major; 〃what a
  treasure Heaven has given me in that boy!  He is the
  comfort of my lifeand he is the image ofof him that's
  gone!〃
  〃Ought I to be angry with her for being faithful to
  him?〃 William thought。  〃Ought I to be jealous of my
  friend in the grave; or hurt that such a heart as Amelia's
  can love only once and for ever? Oh; George; George;
  how little you knew the prize you had; though。〃 This
  sentiment passed rapidly through William's mind as he
  was holding Amelia's hand; whilst the handkerchief was
  veiling her eyes。
  〃Dear friend;〃 she said; pressing the hand which held
  hers; 〃how good; how kind you always have been to me!
  See!  Papa is stirring。  You will go and see Georgy
  tomorrow; won't you?〃
  〃Not to…morrow;〃 said poor old Dobbin。  〃I have
  business。〃 He did not like to own that he had not as yet
  been to his parents' and his dear sister Annea
  remissness for which I am sure every well…regulated
  person will blame the Major。  And presently he took his
  leave; leaving his address behind him for Jos; against the
  latter's arrival。  And so the first day was over; and he
  had seen her。
  When he got back to the Slaughters'; the roast fowl
  was of course cold; in which condition he ate it for
  supper。  And knowing what early hours his family kept; and
  that it would be needless to disturb their slumbers at so
  late an hour; it is on record; that Major Dobbin treated
  himself to half…price at the Haymarket Theatre that
  evening; where let us hope he enjoyed himself。
  CHAPTER LIX
  The Old Piano
  The Major's visit left old John Sedley in a great state of
  agitation and excitement。  His daughter could not induce
  him to settle down to his customary occupations or
  amusements that night。  He passed the evening fumbling
  amongst his boxes and desks; untying his papers with
  trembling hands; and sorting and arranging them against
  Jos's arrival。  He had them in the greatest orderhis
  tapes and his files; his receipts; and his letters with
  lawyers and correspondents; the documents relative to
  the wine project (which failed from a most unaccountable
  accident; after commencing with the most splendid
  prospects); the coal project (which only a want of capital
  prevented from becoming the most successful scheme
  ever put before the public); the patent saw…mills and
  sawdust consolidation project; &c。; &c。  All night; until a
  very late hour; he passed in the preparation of these
  documents; trembling about from one room to another;
  with a quivering candle and shaky hands。  Here's the wine
  papers; here's the sawdust; here's the coals; here's my
  letters to Calcutta and Madras; and replies from Major
  Dobbin; C。B。; and Mr。 Joseph Sedley to the same。  〃He
  shall find no irregularity about ME; Emmy;〃 the old
  gentleman said。
  Emmy smiled。  〃I don't think Jos will care about seeing
  those papers; Papa;〃 she said。
  〃You don't know anything about business; my dear;〃
  answered the sire; shaking his head with an important
  air。  And it must be confessed that on this point Emmy
  was very ignorant; and that is a pity some people are so
  knowing。  All these twopenny documents arranged on a
  side table; old Sedley covered them carefully over with
  a clean bandanna handkerchief (one out of Major
  Dobbin's lot) and enjoined the maid and landlady of the
  house; in the most solemn way; not to disturb those
  papers; which were arranged for the arrival of Mr。 Joseph
  Sedley the next morning; 〃Mr。 Joseph Sedley of the
  Honourable East India Company's Bengal Civil Service。〃
  Amelia found him up very early the next morning;
  more eager; more hectic; and more shaky than ever。  〃I
  didn't sleep much; Emmy; my dear;〃 he said。  〃I was
  thinking of my poor Bessy。  I wish she was alive; to ride
  in Jos's carriage once again。  She kept her own and
  became it very well。〃 And his eyes filled with tears; which
  trickled down his furrowed old face。  Amelia wiped them
  away; and smilingly kissed him; and tied the old man's
  neckcloth in a smart bow; and put his brooch into his
  best shirt frill; in which; in his Sunday suit of mourning;
  he sat from six o'clock in the morning awaiting the
  arrival of his son。
  However; when the postman made his appearance; the
  little party were put out of suspense by the receipt of a
  letter from Jos to his sister; who announced that he felt
  a little fatigued after his voyage; and should not be able
  to move on that day; but that he would leave Southampton
  early the next morning and be with his father and
  mother at evening。  Amelia; as she read out the letter to
  her father; paused over the latter word; her brother; it
  was clear; did not know what had happened in the family。
  Nor could he; for the fact is that; though the Major
  rightly suspected that his travelling companion never
  would be got into motion in so short a space as twenty…
  four hours; and would find some excuse for delaying; yet
  Dobbin had not written to Jos to inform him of the
  calamity which had befallen the Sedley family; being
  occupied in talking with Amelia until long after post…hour。
  There are some splendid tailors' shops in the High
  Street of Southampton; in the fine plate…glass windows
  of which hang gorgeous waistcoats of all sorts; of silk
  and velvet; and gold and crimson; and pictures of the
  last new fashions; in which those wonderful gentlemen
  with quizzing glasses; and holding on to little boys with
  the exceeding large eyes and curly hair; ogle ladies in
  riding habits prancing by the Statue of Achilles at Apsley
  House。  Jos; although provided with some of the most
  splendid vests that Calcutta could furnish; thought he
  could not go to town until he was supplied with one or
  two of these garments; and selected a crimson satin;
  embroidered with gold butterflies; and a black and red
  velvet tartan with white stripes and a rolling collar; with
  which; and a rich blue satin stock and a gold pin;
  consisting of a five…barred gate with a horseman in pink
  enamel jumping over it; he thought he might make his
  entry into London with some dignity。  For Jos's former
  shyness and blundering blushing timidity had given way
  to a more candid and courageous self…assertion of his
  worth。  〃I don't care about owning it;〃 Waterloo Sedley
  would say to his friends; 〃I am a dressy man〃; and
  though rather uneasy if the ladies looked at him at the
  Government House balls; and though he blushed and
  turned away alarmed under their glances; it was chiefly
  from a dread lest they should make love to him that he
  avoided them; being averse to marriage altogether。  But
  there was no such sw