第 153 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:48      字数:9322
  difference between us this morning。  You all seem to
  know it。  I promise you upon my word that you shall all
  be paid。  He has got a good appointment。  Let me go out
  and find him。''
  This audacious statement caused Raggles and the other
  personages present to look at one another with a wild
  surprise; and with it Rebecca left them。  She went upstairs
  and dressed herself this time without the aid of her French
  maid。  She went into Rawdon's room; and there saw that
  a trunk and bag were packed ready for removal; with a
  pencil direction that they should be given when called
  for; then she went into the Frenchwoman's garret;
  everything was clean; and all the drawers emptied there。
  She bethought herself of the trinkets which had been left on
  the ground and felt certain that the woman had fled。
  〃Good Heavens!  was ever such ill luck as mine?〃 she
  said; 〃to be so near; and to lose all。  Is it all too late?〃
  No; there was one chance more。
  She dressed herself and went away unmolested this
  time; but alone。  It was four o'clock。  She went swiftly
  down the streets (she had no money to pay for a
  carriage); and never stopped until she came to Sir Pitt
  Crawley's door; in Great Gaunt Street。  Where was Lady
  Jane Crawley? She was at church。  Becky was not sorry。
  Sir Pitt was in his study; and had given orders not to be
  disturbedshe must see himshe slipped by the sentinel
  in livery at once; and was in Sir Pitt's room before the
  astonished Baronet had even laid down the paper。
  He turned red and started back from her with a look
  of great alarm and horror。
  〃Do not look so;〃 she said。  〃I am not guilty; Pitt; dear
  Pitt; you were my friend once。  Before God; I am not
  guilty。  I seem so。  Everything is against me。  And oh!  at
  such a moment!  just when all my hopes were about to be
  realized:  just when happiness was in store for us。〃
  〃Is this true; what I see in the paper then?〃 Sir Pitt
  saida paragraph in which had greatly surprised him。
  〃It is true。  Lord Steyne told me on Friday night; the
  night of that fatal ball。  He has been promised an
  appointment any time these six months。  Mr。 Martyr; the
  Colonial Secretary; told him yesterday that it was made out。
  That unlucky arrest ensued; that horrible meeting。  I was only
  guilty of too much devotedness to Rawdon's service。  I
  have received Lord Steyne alone a hundred times before。
  I confess I had money of which Rawdon knew nothing。
  Don't you know how careless he is of it; and could I dare
  to confide it to him?〃 And so she went on with a
  perfectly connected story; which she poured into the ears
  of her perplexed kinsman。
  It was to the following effect。  Becky owned; and with
  prefect frankness; but deep contrition; that having
  remarked Lord Steyne's partiality for her (at the mention
  of which Pitt blushed); and being secure of her own
  virtue; she had determined to turn the great peer's
  attachment to the advantage of herself and her family。  〃I
  looked for a peerage for you; Pitt;〃 she said (the brother…
  in…law again turned red)。  〃We have talked about it。  Your
  genius and Lord Steyne's interest made it more than
  probable; had not this dreadful calamity come to put an
  end to all our hopes。  But; first; I own that it was my
  object to rescue my dear husbandhim whom I love in
  spite of all his ill usage and suspicions of meto remove
  him from the poverty and ruin which was impending over
  us。  I saw Lord Steyne's partiality for me;〃 she said;
  casting down her eyes。  〃I own that I did everything in
  my power to make myself pleasing to him; and as far as
  an honest woman may; to secure hishis esteem。  It was
  only on Friday morning that the news arrived of the
  death of the Governor of Coventry Island; and my Lord
  instantly secured the appointment for my dear husband。
  It was intended as a surprise for himhe was to see it in
  the papers to…day。  Even after that horrid arrest took
  place (the expenses of which Lord Steyne generously
  said he would settle; so that I was in a manner prevented
  from coming to my husband's assistance); my Lord was
  laughing with me; and saying that my dearest Rawdon
  would be consoled when he read of his appointment in
  the paper; in that shocking spunbailiff's house。  And
  thenthen he came home。  His suspicions were excited;
  the dreadful scene took place between my Lord and
  my cruel; cruel Rawdonand; O my God; what will
  happen next? Pitt; dear Pitt!  pity me; and reconcile us!〃
  And as she spoke she flung herself down on her knees;
  and bursting into tears; seized hold of Pitt's hand; which
  she kissed passionately。
  It was in this very attitude that Lady Jane; who;
  returning from church; ran to her husband's room directly
  she heard Mrs。 Rawdon Crawley was closeted there;
  found the Baronet and his sister…in…law。
  〃I am surprised that woman has the audacity to enter
  this house;〃 Lady Jane said; trembling in every limb
  and turning quite pale。  (Her Ladyship had sent out her
  maid directly after breakfast; who had communicated
  with Raggles and Rawdon Crawley's household; who had
  told her all; and a great deal more than they knew; of
  that story; and many others besides)。  〃How dare Mrs。
  Crawley to enter the house ofof an honest family?〃
  Sir Pitt started back; amazed at his wife's display of
  vigour。  Becky still kept her kneeling posture and clung
  to Sir Pitt's hand。
  〃Tell her that she does not know all:  Tell her that I
  am innocent; dear Pitt;〃 she whimpered out。
  〃Upon…my word; my love; I think you do Mrs。 Crawley
  injustice;〃 Sir Pitt said; at which speech Rebecca was
  vastly relieved。  〃Indeed I believe her to be〃
  〃To be what?〃 cried out Lady Jane; her clear voice
  thrilling and; her heart beating violently as she spoke。
  〃To be a wicked womana heartless mother; a false
  wife? She never loved her dear little boy; who used to
  fly here and tell me of her cruelty to him。  She never
  came into a family but she strove to bring misery with
  her and to weaken the most sacred affections with her
  wicked flattery and falsehoods。  She has deceived her
  husband; as she has deceived everybody; her soul is black
  with vanity; worldliness; and all sorts of crime。  I tremble
  when I touch her。  I keep my children out of her sight。
  〃Lady Jane!〃 cried Sir Pitt; starting up; 〃this is really
  language〃
  〃I have been a true and faithful wife to you; Sir
  Pitt;〃 Lady Jane continued; intrepidly; 〃I have kept my
  marriage vow as I made it to God and have been
  obedient and gentle as a wife should。  But righteous
  obedience has its limits; and I declare that I will not bear
  thatthat woman again under my roof; if she enters it;
  I and my children will leave it。  She is not worthy to sit
  down with Christian people。  Youyou must choose; sir;
  between her and me〃; and with this my Lady swept out
  of the room; fluttering with her own audacity; and leaving
  Rebecca and Sir Pitt not a little astonished at it。
  As for Becky; she was not hurt; nay; she was pleased。
  〃It was the diamond…clasp you gave me;〃 she said to Sir
  Pitt; reaching him out her hand; and before she left him
  (for which event you may be sure my Lady Jane was
  looking out from her dressing…room window in the upper
  story) the Baronet had promised to go and seek out his
  brother; and endeavour to bring about a reconciliation。
  Rawdon found some of the young fellows of the regiment
  seated in the mess…room at breakfast; and was
  induced without much difficulty to partake of that meal;
  and of the devilled legs of fowls and soda…water with
  which these young gentlemen fortified themselves。  Then
  they had a conversation befitting the day and their time
  of life:  about the next pigeon…match at Battersea; with
  relative bets upon Ross and Osbaldiston; about
  Mademoiselle Ariane of the French Opera; and who had left
  her; and how she was consoled by Panther Carr; and
  about the fight between the Butcher and the Pet; and the
  probabilities that it was a cross。  Young Tandyman; a
  hero of seventeen; laboriously endeavouring to get up a
  pair of mustachios; had seen the fight; and spoke in the
  most scientific manner about the battle and the condition
  of the men。  It was he who had driven the Butcher on to
  the ground in his drag and passed the whole of the
  previous night with him。  Had there not been foul play
  he must have won it。  All the old files of the Ring were in
  it; and Tandyman wouldn't pay; no; dammy; he wouldn't
  pay。  It was but a year since the young Cornet; now so
  knowing a hand in Cribb's parlour; had a still lingering
  liking for toffy; and used to be birched at Eton。
  So they went on talking about dancers; fights; drinking;
  demireps; until Macmurdo came down and joined the
  boys and the conversation。  He did not appear to think
  that any especial reverence was due to their boyhood;
  the old fellow cut in with stories; to the full as choice
  as any the youngest rake present had to tellnor did his
  own grey hairs nor their smooth faces detain him。  Old
  Mac was famous for his good stories。  He was not exactly
  a lady's man; that is; men asked him to dine rather at
  the houses of their mistresses than of their mothers。
  There can scarcely be a life lower; perhaps; than his;
  but he was quite contented with it; such as it was; and
  led it in perfect good nature; simplicity