第 153 节
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左思右想 更新:2021-02-19 19:48 字数:9322
difference between us this morning。 You all seem to
know it。 I promise you upon my word that you shall all
be paid。 He has got a good appointment。 Let me go out
and find him。''
This audacious statement caused Raggles and the other
personages present to look at one another with a wild
surprise; and with it Rebecca left them。 She went upstairs
and dressed herself this time without the aid of her French
maid。 She went into Rawdon's room; and there saw that
a trunk and bag were packed ready for removal; with a
pencil direction that they should be given when called
for; then she went into the Frenchwoman's garret;
everything was clean; and all the drawers emptied there。
She bethought herself of the trinkets which had been left on
the ground and felt certain that the woman had fled。
〃Good Heavens! was ever such ill luck as mine?〃 she
said; 〃to be so near; and to lose all。 Is it all too late?〃
No; there was one chance more。
She dressed herself and went away unmolested this
time; but alone。 It was four o'clock。 She went swiftly
down the streets (she had no money to pay for a
carriage); and never stopped until she came to Sir Pitt
Crawley's door; in Great Gaunt Street。 Where was Lady
Jane Crawley? She was at church。 Becky was not sorry。
Sir Pitt was in his study; and had given orders not to be
disturbedshe must see himshe slipped by the sentinel
in livery at once; and was in Sir Pitt's room before the
astonished Baronet had even laid down the paper。
He turned red and started back from her with a look
of great alarm and horror。
〃Do not look so;〃 she said。 〃I am not guilty; Pitt; dear
Pitt; you were my friend once。 Before God; I am not
guilty。 I seem so。 Everything is against me。 And oh! at
such a moment! just when all my hopes were about to be
realized: just when happiness was in store for us。〃
〃Is this true; what I see in the paper then?〃 Sir Pitt
saida paragraph in which had greatly surprised him。
〃It is true。 Lord Steyne told me on Friday night; the
night of that fatal ball。 He has been promised an
appointment any time these six months。 Mr。 Martyr; the
Colonial Secretary; told him yesterday that it was made out。
That unlucky arrest ensued; that horrible meeting。 I was only
guilty of too much devotedness to Rawdon's service。 I
have received Lord Steyne alone a hundred times before。
I confess I had money of which Rawdon knew nothing。
Don't you know how careless he is of it; and could I dare
to confide it to him?〃 And so she went on with a
perfectly connected story; which she poured into the ears
of her perplexed kinsman。
It was to the following effect。 Becky owned; and with
prefect frankness; but deep contrition; that having
remarked Lord Steyne's partiality for her (at the mention
of which Pitt blushed); and being secure of her own
virtue; she had determined to turn the great peer's
attachment to the advantage of herself and her family。 〃I
looked for a peerage for you; Pitt;〃 she said (the brother…
in…law again turned red)。 〃We have talked about it。 Your
genius and Lord Steyne's interest made it more than
probable; had not this dreadful calamity come to put an
end to all our hopes。 But; first; I own that it was my
object to rescue my dear husbandhim whom I love in
spite of all his ill usage and suspicions of meto remove
him from the poverty and ruin which was impending over
us。 I saw Lord Steyne's partiality for me;〃 she said;
casting down her eyes。 〃I own that I did everything in
my power to make myself pleasing to him; and as far as
an honest woman may; to secure hishis esteem。 It was
only on Friday morning that the news arrived of the
death of the Governor of Coventry Island; and my Lord
instantly secured the appointment for my dear husband。
It was intended as a surprise for himhe was to see it in
the papers to…day。 Even after that horrid arrest took
place (the expenses of which Lord Steyne generously
said he would settle; so that I was in a manner prevented
from coming to my husband's assistance); my Lord was
laughing with me; and saying that my dearest Rawdon
would be consoled when he read of his appointment in
the paper; in that shocking spunbailiff's house。 And
thenthen he came home。 His suspicions were excited;
the dreadful scene took place between my Lord and
my cruel; cruel Rawdonand; O my God; what will
happen next? Pitt; dear Pitt! pity me; and reconcile us!〃
And as she spoke she flung herself down on her knees;
and bursting into tears; seized hold of Pitt's hand; which
she kissed passionately。
It was in this very attitude that Lady Jane; who;
returning from church; ran to her husband's room directly
she heard Mrs。 Rawdon Crawley was closeted there;
found the Baronet and his sister…in…law。
〃I am surprised that woman has the audacity to enter
this house;〃 Lady Jane said; trembling in every limb
and turning quite pale。 (Her Ladyship had sent out her
maid directly after breakfast; who had communicated
with Raggles and Rawdon Crawley's household; who had
told her all; and a great deal more than they knew; of
that story; and many others besides)。 〃How dare Mrs。
Crawley to enter the house ofof an honest family?〃
Sir Pitt started back; amazed at his wife's display of
vigour。 Becky still kept her kneeling posture and clung
to Sir Pitt's hand。
〃Tell her that she does not know all: Tell her that I
am innocent; dear Pitt;〃 she whimpered out。
〃Upon…my word; my love; I think you do Mrs。 Crawley
injustice;〃 Sir Pitt said; at which speech Rebecca was
vastly relieved。 〃Indeed I believe her to be〃
〃To be what?〃 cried out Lady Jane; her clear voice
thrilling and; her heart beating violently as she spoke。
〃To be a wicked womana heartless mother; a false
wife? She never loved her dear little boy; who used to
fly here and tell me of her cruelty to him。 She never
came into a family but she strove to bring misery with
her and to weaken the most sacred affections with her
wicked flattery and falsehoods。 She has deceived her
husband; as she has deceived everybody; her soul is black
with vanity; worldliness; and all sorts of crime。 I tremble
when I touch her。 I keep my children out of her sight。
〃Lady Jane!〃 cried Sir Pitt; starting up; 〃this is really
language〃
〃I have been a true and faithful wife to you; Sir
Pitt;〃 Lady Jane continued; intrepidly; 〃I have kept my
marriage vow as I made it to God and have been
obedient and gentle as a wife should。 But righteous
obedience has its limits; and I declare that I will not bear
thatthat woman again under my roof; if she enters it;
I and my children will leave it。 She is not worthy to sit
down with Christian people。 Youyou must choose; sir;
between her and me〃; and with this my Lady swept out
of the room; fluttering with her own audacity; and leaving
Rebecca and Sir Pitt not a little astonished at it。
As for Becky; she was not hurt; nay; she was pleased。
〃It was the diamond…clasp you gave me;〃 she said to Sir
Pitt; reaching him out her hand; and before she left him
(for which event you may be sure my Lady Jane was
looking out from her dressing…room window in the upper
story) the Baronet had promised to go and seek out his
brother; and endeavour to bring about a reconciliation。
Rawdon found some of the young fellows of the regiment
seated in the mess…room at breakfast; and was
induced without much difficulty to partake of that meal;
and of the devilled legs of fowls and soda…water with
which these young gentlemen fortified themselves。 Then
they had a conversation befitting the day and their time
of life: about the next pigeon…match at Battersea; with
relative bets upon Ross and Osbaldiston; about
Mademoiselle Ariane of the French Opera; and who had left
her; and how she was consoled by Panther Carr; and
about the fight between the Butcher and the Pet; and the
probabilities that it was a cross。 Young Tandyman; a
hero of seventeen; laboriously endeavouring to get up a
pair of mustachios; had seen the fight; and spoke in the
most scientific manner about the battle and the condition
of the men。 It was he who had driven the Butcher on to
the ground in his drag and passed the whole of the
previous night with him。 Had there not been foul play
he must have won it。 All the old files of the Ring were in
it; and Tandyman wouldn't pay; no; dammy; he wouldn't
pay。 It was but a year since the young Cornet; now so
knowing a hand in Cribb's parlour; had a still lingering
liking for toffy; and used to be birched at Eton。
So they went on talking about dancers; fights; drinking;
demireps; until Macmurdo came down and joined the
boys and the conversation。 He did not appear to think
that any especial reverence was due to their boyhood;
the old fellow cut in with stories; to the full as choice
as any the youngest rake present had to tellnor did his
own grey hairs nor their smooth faces detain him。 Old
Mac was famous for his good stories。 He was not exactly
a lady's man; that is; men asked him to dine rather at
the houses of their mistresses than of their mothers。
There can scarcely be a life lower; perhaps; than his;
but he was quite contented with it; such as it was; and
led it in perfect good nature; simplicity