第 115 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:47      字数:9322
  Briggs was the house…dog whom Rebecca had provided
  as guardian of her innocence and reputation。  Miss Crawley
  had left her a little annuity。  She would have been
  content to remain in the Crawley family with Lady Jane;
  who was good to her and to everybody; but Lady
  Southdown dismissed poor Briggs as quickly as decency
  permitted; and Mr。 Pitt (who thought himself much injured
  by the uncalled…for generosity of his deceased relative
  towards a lady who had only been Miss Crawley's
  faithful retainer a score of years) made no objection to that
  exercise of the dowager's authority。  Bowls and Firkin
  likewise received their legacies and their dismissals; and
  married and set up a lodging…house; according to the
  custom of their kind。
  Briggs tried to live with her relations in the country;
  but found that attempt was vain after the better society
  to which she had been accustomed。  Briggs's friends; small
  tradesmen; in a country town; quarrelled over Miss
  Briggs's forty pounds a year as eagerly and more openly
  than Miss Crawley's kinsfolk had for that lady's
  inheritance。  Briggs's brother; a radical hatter and grocer; called
  his sister a purse…proud aristocrat; because she would not
  advance a part of her capital to stock his shop; and she
  would have done so most likely; but that their sister; a
  dissenting shoemaker's lady; at variance with the hatter
  and grocer; who went to another chapel; showed how
  their brother was on the verge of bankruptcy; and took
  possession of Briggs for a while。  The dissenting
  shoemaker wanted Miss Briggs to send his son to college
  and make a gentleman of him。  Between them the two
  families got a great portion of her private savings out of
  her; and finally she fled to London followed by the
  anathemas of both; and determined to seek for servitude
  again as infinitely less onerous than liberty。  And advertising
  in the papers that a 〃Gentlewoman of agreeable
  manners; and accustomed to the best society; was anxious
  to;〃 &c。; she took up her residence with Mr。 Bowls
  in Half Moon Street; and waited the result of the
  advertisement。
  So it was that she fell in with Rebecca。  Mrs。 Rawdon's
  dashing little carriage and ponies was whirling down the
  street one day; just as Miss Briggs; fatigued; had
  reached Mr。 Bowls's door; after a weary walk to the
  Times Office in the City to insert her advertisement for
  the sixth time。  Rebecca was driving; and at once
  recognized the gentlewoman with agreeable manners; and
  being a perfectly good…humoured woman; as we have
  seen; and having a regard for Briggs; she pulled up the
  ponies at the doorsteps; gave the reins to the groom;
  and jumping out; had hold of both Briggs's hands; before
  she of the agreeable manners had recovered from the
  shock of seeing an old friend。
  Briggs cried; and Becky laughed a great deal and
  kissed the gentlewoman as soon as they got into the
  passage; and thence into Mrs。 Bowls's front parlour; with
  the red moreen curtains; and the round looking…glass;
  with the chained eagle above; gazing upon the back of
  the ticket in the window which announced 〃Apartments
  to Let。〃
  Briggs told all her history amidst those perfectly
  uncalled…for sobs and ejaculations of wonder with which
  women of her soft nature salute an old acquaintance; or
  regard a rencontre in the street; for though people meet
  other people every day; yet some there are who insist
  upon discovering miracles; and women; even though they
  have disliked each other; begin to cry when they meet;
  deploring and remembering the time when they last
  quarrelled。  So; in a word; Briggs told all her history; and
  Becky gave a narrative of her own life; with her usual
  artlessness and candour。
  Mrs。 Bowls; late Firkin; came and listened grimly in
  the passage to the hysterical sniffling and giggling which
  went on in the front parlour。  Becky had never been a
  favourite of hers。  Since the establishment of the married
  couple in London they had frequented their former
  friends of the house of Raggles; and did not like the
  latter's account of the Colonel's menage。  〃I wouldn't trust
  him; Ragg; my boy;〃 Bowls remarked; and his wife;
  when Mrs。 Rawdon issued from the parlour; only saluted
  the lady with a very sour curtsey; and her fingers
  were like so many sausages; cold and lifeless; when she
  held them out in deference to Mrs。 Rawdon; who persisted
  in shaking hands with the retired lady's maid。  She whirled
  away into Piccadilly; nodding with the sweetest of smiles
  towards Miss Briggs; who hung nodding at the window
  close under the advertisement…card; and at the next
  moment was in the park with a half…dozen of dandies
  cantering after her carriage。
  When she found how her friend was situated; and how
  having a snug legacy from Miss Crawley; salary was no
  object to our gentlewoman; Becky instantly formed some
  benevolent little domestic plans concerning her。  This
  was just such a companion as would suit her establishment;
  and she invited Briggs to come to dinner with her
  that very evening; when she should see Becky's dear little
  darling Rawdon。
  Mrs。 Bowls cautioned her lodger against venturing into
  the lion's den; 〃wherein you will rue it; Miss B。; mark my
  words; and as sure as my name is Bowls。〃 And Briggs
  promised to be very cautious。  The upshot of which
  caution was that she went to live with Mrs。 Rawdon the next
  week; and had lent Rawdon Crawley six hundred pounds
  upon annuity before six months were over。
  CHAPTER XLI
  In Which Becky Revisits the Halls of Her Ancestors
  So the mourning being ready; and Sir Pitt Crawley warned
  of their arrival; Colonel Crawley and his wife took a
  couple of places in the same old High…flyer coach by
  which Rebecca had travelled in the defunct Baronet's
  company; on her first journey into the world some nine
  years before。  How well she remembered the Inn Yard;
  and the ostler to whom she refused money; and the
  insinuating Cambridge lad who wrapped her in his coat on
  the journey!  Rawdon took his place outside; and would
  have liked to drive; but his grief forbade him。  He sat by
  the coachman and talked about horses and the road the
  whole way; and who kept the inns; and who horsed the
  coach by which he had travelled so many a time; when
  he and Pitt were boys going to Eton。  At Mudbury a
  carriage and a pair of horses received them; with a
  coachman in black。  〃It's the old drag; Rawdon;〃 Rebecca said
  as they got in。  〃The worms have eaten the cloth a good
  dealthere's the stain which Sir Pittha!  I see Dawson
  the Ironmonger has his shutters upwhich Sir Pitt made
  such a noise about。  It was a bottle of cherry brandy he
  broke which we went to fetch for your aunt from
  Southampton。  How time flies; to be sure!  That can't be Polly
  Talboys; that bouncing girl standing by her mother at
  the cottage there。  I remember her a mangy little urchin
  picking weeds in the garden。〃
  〃Fine gal;〃 said Rawdon; returning the salute which the
  cottage gave him; by two fingers applied to his crape
  hatband。  Becky bowed and saluted; and recognized
  people here and there graciously。  These recognitions were
  inexpressibly pleasant to her。  It seemed as if she was
  not an imposter any more; and was coming to the home
  of her ancestors。  Rawdon was rather abashed and cast
  down; on the other hand。  What recollections of boyhood
  and innocence might have been flitting across his brain?
  What pangs of dim remorse and doubt and shame?
  〃Your sisters must be young women now;〃 Rebecca
  said; thinking of those girls for the first time perhaps
  since she had left them。
  〃Don't know; I'm shaw;〃 replied the Colonel。  〃Hullo!
  here's old Mother Lock。  How…dy…do; Mrs。 Lock? Remember
  me; don't you? Master Rawdon; hey? Dammy how
  those old women last; she was a hundred when I was a
  boy。〃
  They were going through the lodge…gates kept by old
  Mrs。 Lock; whose hand Rebecca insisted upon shaking;
  as she flung open the creaking old iron gate; and the
  carriage passed between the two moss…grown pillars
  surmounted by the dove and serpent。
  〃The governor has cut into the timber;〃 Rawdon said;
  looking about; and then was silentso was Becky。  Both
  of them were rather agitated; and thinking of old times。
  He about Eton; and his mother; whom he remembered;
  a frigid demure woman; and a sister who died; of whom
  he had been passionately fond; and how he used to thrash
  Pitt; and about little Rawdy at home。  And Rebecca
  thought about her own youth and the dark secrets of
  those early tainted days; and of her entrance into life
  by yonder gates; and of Miss Pinkerton; and Joe; and
  Amelia。
  The gravel walk and terrace had been scraped quite
  clean。  A grand painted hatchment was already over the
  great entrance; and two very solemn and tall personages
  in black flung open each a leaf of the door as the
  carriage pulled up at the familiar steps。  Rawdon turned red;
  and Becky somewhat pale; as they passed through the
  old hall; arm in arm。  She pinched her husband's arm
  as they entered the oak parlour; where Sir Pitt and his
  wife were ready to receive them。  Sir Pitt in black; Lady
  Jane in black; and my Lady Southdown with a large black
  head…piece of bugles and feathers; which waved on her
  Ladyship's head like an undertaker's tray。
  Sir Pitt had judg