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作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:47      字数:9322
  him。
  Rebecca; my Lord Steyne; and one or two more were
  in the drawing…room taking tea after the opera; when this
  shouting was heard overhead。  〃It's my cherub crying for
  his nurse;〃 she said。  She did not offer to move to go and
  see the child。  〃Don't agitate your feelings by going to look
  for him;〃 said Lord Steyne sardonically。  〃Bah!〃 replied
  the other; with a sort of blush; 〃he'll cry himself to sleep〃;
  and they fell to talking about the opera。
  Rawdon had stolen off though; to look after his son
  and heir; and came back to the company when he found
  that honest Dolly was consoling the child。  The Colonel's
  dressing…room was in those upper regions。  He used to see
  the boy there in private。  They had interviews together
  every morning when he shaved; Rawdon minor sitting on a
  box by his father's side and watching the operation with
  never…ceasing pleasure。  He and the sire were great friends。
  The father would bring him sweetmeats from the dessert
  and hide them in a certain old epaulet box; where the
  child went to seek them; and laughed with joy on
  discovering the treasure; laughed; but not too loud:  for mamma
  was below asleep and must not be disturbed。  She did not
  go to rest till very late and seldom rose till after noon。
  Rawdon bought the boy plenty of picture…books and
  crammed his nursery with toys。  Its walls were covered with
  pictures pasted up by the father's own hand and purchased
  by him for ready money。  When he was off duty with
  Mrs。 Rawdon in the park; he would sit up here; passing
  hours with the boy; who rode on his chest; who pulled his
  great mustachios as if they were driving…reins; and spent
  days with him in indefatigable gambols。  The room was
  a low room; and once; when the child was not five years
  old; his father; who was tossing him wildly up in his
  arms; hit the poor little chap's skull so violently against
  the ceiling that he almost dropped the child; so terrified
  was he at the disaster。
  Rawdon minor had made up his face for a tremendous
  howlthe severity of the blow indeed authorized that
  indulgence; but just as he was going to begin; the father
  interposed。
  〃For God's sake; Rawdy; don't wake Mamma;〃 he
  cried。  And the child; looking in a very hard and piteous
  way at his father; bit his lips; clenched his hands; and
  didn't cry a bit。  Rawdon told that story at the clubs; at
  the mess; to everybody in town。  〃By Gad; sir;〃 he
  explained to the public in general; 〃what a good plucked one
  that boy of mine iswhat a trump he is!  I half…sent his
  head through the ceiling; by Gad; and he wouldn't cry for
  fear of disturbing his mother。〃
  Sometimesonce or twice in a weekthat lady visited
  the upper regions in which the child lived。  She came like
  a vivified figure out of the Magasin des Modesblandly
  smiling in the most beautiful new clothes and little gloves
  and boots。  Wonderful scarfs; laces; and jewels glittered
  about her。  She had always a new bonnet on; and flowers
  bloomed perpetually in it; or else magnificent curling
  ostrich feathers; soft and snowy as camellias。  She nodded
  twice or thrice patronizingly to the little boy; who looked
  up from his dinner or from the pictures of soldiers he was
  painting。  When she left the room; an odour of rose; or
  some other magical fragrance; lingered about the nursery。
  She was an unearthly being in his eyes; superior to his
  fatherto all the world:  to be worshipped and admired
  at a distance。  To drive with that lady in the carriage was
  an awful rite:  he sat up in the back seat and did not dare
  to speak:  he gazed with all his eyes at the beautifully
  dressed Princess opposite to him。  Gentlemen on splendid
  prancing horses came up and smiled and talked with her。
  How her eyes beamed upon all of them!  Her hand used
  to quiver and wave gracefully as they passed。  When
  he went out with her he had his new red dress on。  His old
  brown holland was good enough when he stayed at home。
  Sometimes; when she was away; and Dolly his maid was
  making his bed; he came into his mother's room。  It was as
  the abode of a fairy to hima mystic chamber of
  splendour and delights。  There in the wardrobe hung those
  wonderful robespink and blue and many…tinted。  There
  was the jewel…case; silver…clasped; and the wondrous
  bronze hand on the dressing…table; glistening all over
  with a hundred rings。  There was the cheval…glass; that
  miracle of art; in which he could just see his own
  wondering head and the reflection of Dolly (queerly
  distorted; and as if up in the ceiling); plumping and patting
  the pillows of the bed。  Oh; thou poor lonely little
  benighted boy!  Mother is the name for God in the lips and
  hearts of little children; and here was one who was
  worshipping a stone!
  Now Rawdon Crawley; rascal as the Colonel was; had
  certain manly tendencies of affection in his heart and
  could love a child and a woman still。  For Rawdon minor
  he had a great secret tenderness then; which did not
  escape Rebecca; though she did not talk about it to her
  husband。  It did not annoy her:  she was too good…
  natured。  It only increased her scorn for him。  He felt
  somehow ashamed of this paternal softness and hid it
  from his wifeonly indulging in it when alone with the
  boy。
  He used to take him out of mornings when they would
  go to the stables together and to the park。  Little Lord
  Southdown; the best…natured of men; who would make
  you a present of the hat from his head; and whose main
  occupation in life was to buy knick…knacks that he might
  give them away afterwards; bought the little chap a
  pony not much bigger than a large rat; the donor said;
  and on this little black Shetland pygmy young Rawdon's
  great father was pleased to mount the boy; and to walk
  by his side in the park。  It pleased him to see his old
  quarters; and his old fellow…guardsmen at Knightsbridge:
  he had begun to think of his bachelorhood with
  something like regret。  The old troopers were glad to recognize
  their ancient officer and dandle the little colonel。
  Colonel Crawley found dining at mess and with his
  brother…officers very pleasant。  〃Hang it; I ain't clever
  enough for herI know it。  She won't miss me;〃 he used to
  say:  and he was right; his wife did not miss him。
  Rebecca was fond of her husband。  She was always
  perfectly good…humoured and kind to him。  She did not
  even show her scorn much for him; perhaps she liked
  him the better for being a fool。  He was her upper servant
  and maitre d'hotel。  He went on her errands; obeyed
  her orders without question; drove in the carriage in the
  ring with her without repining; took her to the opera…box;
  solaced himself at his club during the performance; and
  came punctually back to fetch her when due。  He would
  have liked her to be a little fonder of the boy; but even
  to that he reconciled himself。  〃Hang it; you know she's so
  clever;〃 he said; 〃and I'm not literary and that; you
  know。〃 For; as we have said before; it requires no great
  wisdom to be able to win at cards and billiards; and
  Rawdon made no pretensions to any other sort of skill。
  When the companion came; his domestic duties became
  very light。  His wife encouraged him to dine
  abroad:  she would let him off duty at the opera。  〃Don't
  stay and stupefy yourself at home to…night; my dear;〃
  she would say。  〃Some men are coming who will only bore
  you。  I would not ask them; but you know it's for your
  good; and now I have a sheep…dog; I need not be afraid
  to be alone。〃
  〃A sheep…doga companion!  Becky Sharp with a
  companion!  Isn't it good fun?〃 thought Mrs。 Crawley to
  herself。  The notion tickled hugely her sense of humour。
  One Sunday morning; as Rawdon Crawley; his little
  son; and the pony were taking their accustomed walk in
  the park; they passed by an old acquaintance of the
  Colonel's; Corporal Clink; of the regiment; who was in
  conversation with a friend; an old gentleman; who held
  a boy in his arms about the age of little Rawdon。  This
  other youngster had seized hold of the Waterloo medal
  which the Corporal wore; and was examining it with
  delight。
  〃Good morning; your Honour;〃 said Clink; in reply to
  the 〃How do; Clink?〃 of the Colonel。  〃This ere young
  gentleman is about the little Colonel's age; sir;〃
  continued the corporal。
  〃His father was a Waterloo man; too;〃 said the old
  gentleman; who carried the boy。  〃Wasn't he; Georgy?〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Georgy。  He and the little chap on the pony
  were looking at each other with all their mightsolemnly
  scanning each other as children do。
  〃In a line regiment;〃 Clink said with a patronizing air。
  〃He was a Captain in the th regiment;〃 said the old
  gentleman rather pompously。  〃Captain George Osborne;
  sirperhaps you knew him。  He died the death of a
  hero; sir; fighting against the Corsican tyrant。〃
  Colonel Crawley blushed quite red。  〃I knew him very
  well; sir;〃 he said; 〃and his wife; his dear little wife;
  sirhow is she?〃
  〃She is my daughter; sir;〃 said the old gentleman;
  putting down the boy and taking out a card with great
  solemnity; which he handed to the Colonel。  On it
  written
  〃Mr。 Sedley; Sole Agent for the Black Diamond and
  Anti…Cinder Coal Association; Bunker's Wharf; Thames
  Street; and Anna…Maria Cottages; Fulham Road West。〃
  Little Georgy went up and looked