第 100 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:47      字数:9322
  〃From that woman?〃 said Osborne; fiercely。
  〃No;〃 replied the other; 〃from your son〃; at which
  Osborne fell back into the corner of his carriage; and
  Dobbin allowing it to pass on; rode close behind it; and
  so through the town until they reached Mr。 Osborne's
  hotel; and without a word。  There he followed Osborne
  up to his apartments。  George had often been in the
  rooms; they were the lodgings which the Crawleys had
  occupied during their stay in Brussels。
  〃Pray; have you any commands for me; Captain
  Dobbin; or; I beg your pardon; I should say MAJOR Dobbin;
  since better men than you are dead; and you step into
  their SHOES?〃 said Mr。 Osborne; in that sarcastic tone
  which he sometimes was pleased to assume。
  〃Better men ARE dead;〃 Dobbin replied。  〃I want to
  speak to you about one。〃
  〃Make it short; sir;〃 said the other with an oath;
  scowling at his visitor。
  〃I am here as his closest friend;〃 the Major resumed;
  〃and the executor of his will。  He made it before he went
  into action。  Are you aware how small his means are;
  and of the straitened circumstances of his widow?〃
  〃I don't know his widow; sir;〃 Osborne said。  〃Let her
  go back to her father。〃 But the gentleman whom he
  addressed was determined to remain in good temper; and
  went on without heeding the interruption。
  〃Do you know; sir; Mrs。 Osborne's condition? Her life
  and her reason almost have been shaken by the blow
  which has fallen on her。  It is very doubtful whether she
  will rally。  There is a chance left for her; however; and it
  is about this I came to speak to you。  She will be a mother
  soon。  Will you visit the parent's offence upon the child's
  head? or will you forgive the child for poor George's
  sake?〃
  Osborne broke out into a rhapsody of self…praise and
  imprecations;by the first; excusing himself to his own
  conscience for his conduct; by the second; exaggerating
  the undutifulness of George。  No father in all England
  could have behaved more generously to a son; who had
  rebelled against him wickedly。  He had died without even
  so much as confessing he was wrong。  Let him take
  the consequences of his undutifulness and folly。  As for
  himself; Mr。 Osborne; he was a man of his word。  He
  had sworn never to speak to that woman; or to recognize
  her as his son's wife。  〃And that's what you may tell
  her;〃 he concluded with an oath; 〃and that's what I will
  stick to to the last day of my life。〃
  There was no hope from that quarter then。  The widow
  must live on her slender pittance; or on such aid as Jos
  could give her。  〃I might tell her; and she would not heed
  it;〃 thought Dobbin; sadly:  for the poor girl's thoughts
  were not here at all since her catastrophe; and; stupefied
  under the pressure of her sorrow; good and evil were
  alike indifferent to her。
  So; indeed; were even friendship and kindness。  She
  received them both uncomplainingly; and having accepted
  them; relapsed into her grief。
  Suppose some twelve months after the above conversation
  took place to have passed in the life of our poor
  Amelia。  She has spent the first portion of that time in a
  sorrow so profound and pitiable; that we who have been
  watching and describing some of the emotions of that
  weak and tender heart; must draw back in the presence
  of the cruel grief under which it is bleeding。  Tread silently
  round the hapless couch of the poor prostrate soul。
  Shut gently the door of the dark chamber wherein she
  suffers; as those kind people did who nursed her through
  the first months of her pain; and never left her until
  heaven had sent her consolation。  A day cameof
  almost terrified delight and wonderwhen the poor
  widowed girl pressed a child upon her breasta child; with
  the eyes of George who was gonea little boy; as beautiful
  as a cherub。  What a miracle it was to hear its first
  cry!  How she laughed and wept over ithow love; and
  hope; and prayer woke again in her bosom as the baby
  nestled there。  She was safe。  The doctors who attended
  her; and had feared for her life or for her brain; had
  waited anxiously for this crisis before they could
  pronounce that either was secure。  It was worth the long
  months of doubt and dread which the persons who had
  constantly been with her had passed; to see her eyes once
  more beaming tenderly upon them。
  Our friend Dobbin was one of them。  It was he who
  brought her back to England and to her mother's house;
  when Mrs。 O'Dowd; receiving a peremptory summons
  from her Colonel; had been forced to quit her patient。
  To see Dobbin holding the infant; and to hear Amelia's
  laugh of triumph as she watched him; would have done
  any man good who had a sense of humour。  William was
  the godfather of the child; and exerted his ingenuity in
  the purchase of cups; spoons; pap…boats; and corals for
  this little Christian。
  How his mother nursed him; and dressed him; and
  lived upon him; how she drove away all nurses; and
  would scarce allow any hand but her own to touch him;
  how she considered that the greatest favour she could
  confer upon his godfather; Major Dobbin; was to allow
  the Major occasionally to dandle him; need not be told
  here。  This child was her being。  Her existence was a
  maternal caress。  She enveloped the feeble and unconscious
  creature with love and worship。  It was her life
  which the baby drank in from her bosom。  Of nights; and
  when alone; she had stealthy and intense raptures of
  motherly love; such as God's marvellous care has awarded
  to the female instinctjoys how far higher and lower
  than reasonblind beautiful devotions which only women's
  hearts know。  It was William Dobbin's task to muse
  upon these movements of Amelia's; and to watch her
  heart; and if his love made him divine almost all the feelings
  which agitated it; alas! he could see with a fatal
  perspicuity that there was no place there for him。  And
  so; gently; he bore his fate; knowing it; and content to
  bear it。
  I suppose Amelia's father and mother saw through the
  intentions of the Major; and were not ill…disposed to
  encourage him; for Dobbin visited their house daily; and
  stayed for hours with them; or with Amelia; or with the
  honest landlord; Mr。 Clapp; and his family。  He brought;
  on one pretext or another; presents to everybody; and
  almost every day; and went; with the landlord's little girl;
  who was rather a favourite with Amelia; by the name of
  Major Sugarplums。  It was this little child who commonly
  acted as mistress of the ceremonies to introduce him
  to Mrs。 Osborne。  She laughed one day when Major Sugarplums'
  cab drove up to Fulham; and he descended from
  it; bringing out a wooden horse; a drum; a trumpet; and
  other warlike toys; for little Georgy; who was scarcely
  six months old; and for whom the articles in question were
  entirely premature。
  The child was asleep。  〃Hush;〃 said Amelia; annoyed;
  perhaps; at the creaking of the Major's boots; and she
  held out her hand; smiling because William could not
  take it until he had rid himself of his cargo of toys。  〃Go
  downstairs; little Mary;〃 said he presently to the child;
  〃I want to speak to Mrs。 Osborne。〃 She looked up rather
  astonished; and laid down the infant on its bed。
  〃I am come to say good…bye; Amelia;〃 said he; taking
  her slender little white hand gently。
  〃Good…bye? and where are you going?〃 she said; with
  a smile。
  〃Send the letters to the agents;〃 he said; 〃they will
  forward them; for you will write to me; won't you? I
  shall be away a long time。〃
  〃I'll write to you about Georgy;〃 she said。  〃Dear' William;
  how good you have been to him and to me。  Look at
  him。  Isn't he like an angel?〃
  The little pink hands of the child closed mechanically
  round the honest soldier's finger; and Amelia looked up
  in his face with bright maternal pleasure。  The cruellest
  looks could not have wounded him more than that glance
  of hopeless kindness。  He bent over the child and mother。
  He could not speak for a moment。  And it was only with
  all his strength that he could force himself to say a God
  bless you。  〃God bless you;〃 said Amelia; and held up her
  face and kissed him。
  〃Hush!  Don't wake Georgy!〃 she added; as William
  Dobbin went to the door with heavy steps。  She did not
  hear the noise of his cab…wheels as he drove away:  she
  was looking at the child; who was laughing in his sleep。
  CHAPTER XXXVI
  How to Live Well on Nothing a Year
  I suppose there is no man in this Vanity Fair of ours so
  little observant as not to think sometimes about the
  worldly affairs of his acquaintances; or so extremely
  charitable as not to wonder how his neighbour Jones;
  or his neighbour Smith; can make both ends meet at the
  end of the year。  With the utmost regard for the family;
  for instance (for I dine with them twice or thrice in the
  season); I cannot but own that the appearance of the
  Jenkinses in the park; in the large barouche with the
  grenadier…footmen; will surprise and mystify me to my
  dying day:  for though I know the equipage is only
  jobbed; and all the Jenkins people are on board wages;
  yet those three men and the carriage must represent an
  expense of six hundred a year at the very leastand then
  there are the splendid dinners; the two boys at Eton; the
  prize governess and masters for the girls; the trip
  abroad; or to Eastbourne or Worth