第 61 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:46      字数:9322
  the signal; nor did the servants at first understand it。
  〃Take that plate away;〃 at last he said; getting up with
  an oathand with this pushing his chair back; he walked
  into his own room。
  Behind Mr。 Osborne's dining…room was the usual
  apartment which went in his house by the name of the
  study; and was sacred to the master of the house。  Hither
  Mr。 Osborne would retire of a Sunday forenoon when
  not minded to go to church; and here pass the morning
  in his crimson leather chair; reading the paper。  A couple
  of glazed book…cases were here; containing standard
  works in stout gilt bindings。  The 〃Annual Register;〃 the
  〃Gentleman's Magazine;〃 〃Blair's Sermons;〃 and 〃Hume
  and Smollett。〃 From year's end to year's end he never
  took one of these volumes from the shelf; but there was
  no member of the family that would dare for his life to
  touch one of the books; except upon those rare Sunday
  evenings when there was no dinner…party; and when the
  great scarlet Bible and Prayer…book were taken out from
  the corner where they stood beside his copy of the Peerage;
  and the servants being rung up to the dining parlour;
  Osborne read the evening service to his family in a
  loud grating pompous voice。  No member of the household;
  child; or domestic; ever entered that room without
  a certain terror。  Here he checked the housekeeper's accounts;
  and overhauled the butler's cellar…book。  Hence he
  could command; across the clean gravel court…yard; the
  back entrance of the stables with which one of his bells
  communicated; and into this yard the coachman issued
  from his premises as into a dock; and Osborne swore at
  him from the study window。  Four times a year Miss
  Wirt entered this apartment to get her salary; and his
  daughters to receive their quarterly allowance。  George
  as a boy had been horsewhipped in this room many
  times; his mother sitting sick on the stair listening to the
  cuts of the whip。  The boy was scarcely ever known to
  cry under the punishment; the poor woman used to
  fondle and kiss him secretly; and give him money to
  soothe him when he came out。
  There was a picture of the family over the mantelpiece;
  removed thither from the front room after Mrs。 Osborne's
  deathGeorge was on a pony; the elder sister
  holding him up a bunch of flowers; the younger led by
  her mother's hand; all with red cheeks and large red
  mouths; simpering on each other in the approved family…
  portrait manner。  The mother lay underground now; long
  since forgottenthe sisters and brother had a hundred
  different interests of their own; and; familiar still; were
  utterly estranged from each other。  Some few score of
  years afterwards; when all the parties represented are
  grown old; what bitter satire there is in those flaunting
  childish family…portraits; with their farce of sentiment and
  smiling lies; and innocence so self…conscious and self…
  satisfied。  Osborne's own state portrait; with that of his
  great silver inkstand and arm…chair; had taken the place
  of honour in the dining…room; vacated by the family…
  piece。
  To this study old Osborne retired then; greatly to the
  relief of the small party whom he left。  When the
  servants had withdrawn; they began to talk for a while
  volubly but very low; then they went upstairs quietly;
  Mr。 Bullock accompanying them stealthily on his creaking
  shoes。  He had no heart to sit alone drinking wine;
  and so close to the terrible old gentleman in the study
  hard at hand。
  An hour at least after dark; the butler; not having
  received any summons; ventured to tap at his door and
  take him in wax candles and tea。  The master of the
  house sate in his chair; pretending to read the paper;
  and when the servant; placing the lights and refreshment
  on the table by him; retired; Mr。 Osborne got up and
  locked the door after him。  This time there was no mistaking
  the matter; all the household knew that some great
  catastrophe was going to happen which was likely direly
  to affect Master George。
  In the large shining mahogany escritoire Mr。 Osborne
  had a drawer especially devoted to his son's affairs and
  papers。  Here he kept all the documents relating to him
  ever since he had been a boy: here were his prize copy…
  books and drawing…books; all bearing George's hand;
  and that of the master:  here were his first letters in large
  round…hand sending his love to papa and mamma; and
  conveying his petitions for a cake。  His dear godpapa
  Sedley was more than once mentioned in them。  Curses
  quivered on old Osborne's livid lips; and horrid hatred
  and disappointment writhed in his heart; as looking
  through some of these papers he came on that name。
  They were all marked and docketed; and tied with red tape。
  It wasFrom Georgy; requesting 5s。; April 23; 18;
  answered; April 25〃or 〃Georgy about a pony; October
  13〃and so forth。 In another packet were 〃Dr。 S。's accounts〃
  〃G。's tailor's bills and outfits; drafts on me by
  G。 Osborne; jun。;〃 &c。his letters from the West Indies
  his agent's letters; and the newspapers containing his
  commissions: here was a whip he had when a boy; and in
  a paper a locket containing his hair; which his mother
  used to wear。
  Turning one over after another; and musing over these
  memorials; the unhappy man passed many hours。  His
  dearest vanities; ambitious hopes; had all been here。  What
  pride he had in his boy!  He was the handsomest child
  ever seen。  Everybody said he was like a nobleman's
  son。  A royal princess had remarked him; and kissed
  him; and asked his name in Kew Gardens。  What City
  man could show such another?  Could a prince have been
  better cared for?  Anything that money could buy had
  been his son's。  He used to go down on speech…days with
  four horses and new liveries; and scatter new shillings
  among the boys at the school where George was:  when
  he went with George to the depot of his regiment; before
  the boy embarked for Canada; he gave the officers
  such a dinner as the Duke of York might have sat down
  to。  Had he ever refused a bill when George drew one?
  There they werepaid without a word。  Many a general
  in the army couldn't ride the horses he had!  He had the
  child before his eyes; on a hundred different days when
  he remembered George after dinner; when he used
  to come in as bold as a lord and drink off his glass by
  his father's side; at the head of the tableon the pony
  at Brighton; when he cleared the hedge and kept up with
  the huntsmanon the day when he was presented to
  the Prince Regent at the levee; when all Saint James's
  couldn't produce a finer young fellow。  And this; this was
  the end of all!to marry a bankrupt and fly in the face
  of duty and fortune!  What humiliation and fury:  what
  pangs of sickening rage; balked ambition and love; what
  wounds of outraged vanity; tenderness even; had this
  old worldling now to suffer under!
  Having examined these papers; and pondered over this
  one and the other; in that bitterest of all helpless woe;
  with which miserable men think of happy past times
  George's father took the whole of the documents out of
  the drawer in which he had kept them so long; and locked
  them into a writing…box; which he tied; and sealed with
  his seal。  Then he opened the book…case; and took down
  the great red Bible we have spoken of a pompous
  book; seldom looked at; and shining all over with gold。
  There was a frontispiece to the volume; representing
  Abraham sacrificing Isaac。  Here; according to custom;
  Osborne had recorded on the fly…leaf; and in his large
  clerk…like hand; the dates of his marriage and his wife's
  death; and the births and Christian names of his children。
  Jane came first; then George Sedley Osborne; then Maria
  Frances; and the days of the christening of each。  Taking
  a pen; he carefully obliterated George's names from
  the page; and when the leaf was quite dry; restored the
  volume to the place from which he had moved it。  Then
  he took a document out of another drawer; where his
  own private papers were kept; and having read it; crumpled
  it up and lighted it at one of the candles; and saw it
  burn entirely away in the grate。  It was his will; which
  being burned; he sate down and wrote off a letter; and
  rang for his servant; whom he charged to deliver it in the
  morning。  It was morning already: as he went up to bed;
  the whole house was alight with the sunshine; and the
  birds were singing among the fresh green leaves in
  Russell Square。
  Anxious to keep all Mr。 Osborne's family and dependants
  in good humour; and to make as many friends as
  possible for George in his hour of adversity; William Dobbin;
  who knew the effect which good dinners and good
  wines have upon the soul of man; wrote off immediately
  on his return to his inn the most hospitable of invitations
  to Thomas Chopper; Esquire; begging that gentleman to
  dine with him at the Slaughters' next day。  The note
  reached Mr。 Chopper before he left the City; and the
  instant reply was; that 〃Mr。 Chopper presents his
  respectful compliments; and will have the honour and
  pleasure of waiting on Captain D。〃  The invitation and the
  rough draft of the answer were shown to Mrs。 Chopper
  and her daughters on his return to Somers' Town that
  evening; and they talked about military gents and West
  End men with great exultation as t