第 45 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:46      字数:9322
  Our surprised story now finds itself for a moment
  among very famous events and personages; and
  hanging on to the skirts of history。  When the eagles
  of Napoleon Bonaparte; the Corsican upstart; were
  flying from Provence; where they had perched after a brief
  sojourn in Elba; and from steeple to steeple until they
  reached the towers of Notre Dame; I wonder whether the
  Imperial birds had any eye for a little corner of the parish
  of Bloomsbury; London; which you might have thought so quiet;
  that even the whirring and flapping of those mighty wings
  would pass unobserved there?
  〃Napoleon has landed at Cannes。〃  Such news might
  create a panic at Vienna; and cause Russia to drop his
  cards; and take Prussia into a corner; and Talleyrand
  and Metternich to wag their heads together; while Prince
  Hardenberg; and even the present Marquis of Londonderry;
  were puzzled; but how was this intelligence to affect a young
  lady in Russell Square; before whose door the watchman
  sang the hours when she was asleep: who; if she
  strolled in the square; was guarded there by the
  railings and the beadle:  who; if she walked ever so short
  a distance to buy a ribbon in Southampton Row; was
  followed by Black Sambo with an enormous cane:  who
  was always cared for; dressed; put to bed; and watched
  over by ever so many guardian angels; with and without
  wages?  Bon Dieu; I say; is it not hard that the fateful
  rush of the great Imperial struggle can't take place without
  affecting a poor little harmless girl of eighteen; who
  is occupied in billing and cooing; or working muslin
  collars in Russell Square?  You too; kindly; homely flower!
  is the great roaring war tempest coming to sweep you
  down; here; although cowering under the shelter of
  Holborn?  Yes; Napoleon is flinging his last stake; and poor
  little Emmy Sedley's happiness forms; somehow; part of it。
  In the first place; her father's fortune was swept down
  with that fatal news。  All his speculations had of late gone
  wrong with the luckless old gentleman。  Ventures had
  failed; merchants had broken; funds had risen when he
  calculated they would fall。  What need to particularize?
  If success is rare and slow; everybody knows how quick
  and easy ruin is。  Old Sedley had kept his own sad counsel。
  Everything seemed to go on as usual in the quiet;
  opulent house; the good…natured mistress pursuing; quite
  unsuspiciously; her bustling idleness; and daily easy
  avocations; the daughter absorbed still in one selfish; tender
  thought; and quite regardless of all the world besides;
  when that final crash came; under which the worthy
  family fell。
  One night Mrs。 Sedley was writing cards for a party;
  the Osbornes had given one; and she must not be
  behindhand; John Sedley; who had come home very late from
  the City; sate silent at the chimney side; while his wife
  was prattling to him; Emmy had gone up to her room
  ailing and low…spirited。  〃She's not happy;〃 the mother
  went on。  〃George Osborne neglects her。  I've no patience
  with the airs of those people。  The girls have not been in
  the house these three weeks; and George has been twice
  in town without coming。  Edward Dale saw him at the
  Opera。  Edward would marry her I'm sure: and there's
  Captain Dobbin who; I think; wouldonly I hate all
  army men。  Such a dandy as George has become。  With
  his military airs; indeed!  We must show some folks that
  we're as good as they。  Only give Edward Dale any
  encouragement; and you'll see。  We must have a party; Mr。
  S。  Why don't you speak; John?  Shall I say Tuesday fortnight?
  Why don't you answer? Good God; John; what has happened?〃
  John Sedley sprang up out of his chair to meet his
  wife; who ran to him。  He seized her in his arms; and
  said with a hasty voice; 〃We're ruined; Mary。  We've
  got the world to begin over again; dear。  It's best that you
  should know all; and at once。〃  As he spoke; he trembled
  in every limb; and almost fell。  He thought the news would
  have overpowered his wifehis wife; to whom he had
  never said a hard word。  But it was he that was the most
  moved; sudden as the shock was to her。  When he sank
  back into his seat; it was the wife that took the office of
  consoler。  She took his trembling hand; and kissed it; and
  put it round her neck: she called him her Johnher dear
  Johnher old manher kind old man; she poured out a
  hundred words of incoherent love and tenderness; her
  faithful voice and simple caresses wrought this sad heart
  up to an inexpressible delight and anguish; and cheered
  and solaced his over…burdened soul。
  Only once in the course of the long night as they sate
  together; and poor Sedley opened his pent…up soul; and
  told the story of his losses and embarrassmentsthe
  treason of some of his oldest friends; the manly kindness
  of some; from whom he never could have expected itin
  a general confessiononly once did the faithful wife give
  way to emotion。
  〃My God; my God; it will break Emmy's heart;〃 she
  said。
  The father had forgotten the poor girl。  She was lying;
  awake and unhappy; overhead。  In the midst of friends;
  home; and kind parents; she was alone。  To how many
  people can any one tell all?  Who will be open where there
  is no sympathy; or has call to speak to those who never
  can understand?  Our gentle Amelia was thus solitary。  She
  had no confidante; so to speak; ever since she had anything
  to confide。  She could not tell the old mother her
  doubts and cares; the would…be sisters seemed every day
  more strange to her。  And she had misgivings and fears
  which she dared not acknowledge to herself; though she
  was always secretly brooding over them。
  Her heart tried to persist in asserting that George
  Osborne was worthy and faithful to her; though she knew
  otherwise。  How many a thing had she said; and got no
  echo from him。  How many suspicions of selfishness and
  indifference had she to encounter and obstinately
  overcome。  To whom could the poor little martyr tell these
  daily struggles and tortures?  Her hero himself only half
  understood her。  She did not dare to own that the man she
  loved was her inferior; or to feel that she had given her
  heart away too soon。  Given once; the pure bashful
  maiden was too modest; too tender; too trustful; too
  weak; too much woman to recall it。  We are Turks with
  the affections of our women; and have made them
  subscribe to our doctrine too。  We let their bodies go abroad
  liberally enough; with smiles and ringlets and pink
  bonnets to disguise them instead of veils and yakmaks。  But
  their souls must be seen by only one man; and they obey
  not unwillingly; and consent to remain at home as our
  slavesministering to us and doing drudgery for us。
  So imprisoned and tortured was this gentle little heart;
  when in the month of March; Anno Domini 1815;
  Napoleon landed at Cannes; and Louis XVIII fled; and all
  Europe was in alarm; and the funds fell; and old John
  Sedley was ruined。
  We are not going to follow the worthy old stockbroker
  through those last pangs and agonies of ruin through
  which he passed before his commercial demise befell。
  They declared him at the Stock Exchange; he was
  absent from his house of business: his bills were protested:
  his act of bankruptcy formal。  The house and furniture of
  Russell Square were seized and sold up; and he and his
  family were thrust away; as we have seen; to hide their
  heads where they might。
  John Sedley had not the heart to review the domestic
  establishment who have appeared now and anon in our
  pages and of whom he was now forced by poverty to
  take leave。  The wages of those worthy people were
  discharged with that punctuality which men frequently show
  who only owe in great sumsthey were sorry to leave
  good placesbut they did not break their hearts at parting
  from their adored master and mistress。  Amelia's maid
  was profuse in condolences; but went off quite resigned
  to better herself in a genteeler quarter of the town。  Black
  Sambo; with the infatuation of his profession; determined
  on setting up a public…house。  Honest old Mrs。 Blenkinsop
  indeed; who had seen the birth of Jos and Amelia; and
  the wooing of John Sedley and his wife; was for staying
  by them without wages; having amassed a considerable
  sum in their service: and she accompanied the fallen
  people into their new and humble place of refuge; where
  she tended them and grumbled against them for a while。
  Of all Sedley's opponents in his debates with his creditors
  which now ensued; and harassed the feelings of the
  humiliated old gentleman so severely; that in six weeks he
  oldened more than he had done for fifteen years before
  the most determined and obstinate seemed to be John
  Osborne; his old friend and neighbourJohn Osborne;
  whom he had set up in lifewho was under a hundred
  obligations to himand whose son was to marry Sedley's
  daughter。  Any one of these circumstances would account
  for the bitterness of Osborne's opposition。
  When one man has been under very remarkable
  obligations to another; with whom he subsequently quarrels;
  a common sense of decency; as it were; makes of the
  former a much severer enemy than a mere stranger
  would be。  To account for your own hard…heartedness and
  ingratitude in such a case; you are bound to pr