第 40 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:46      字数:9322
  evening party。  I observed old Miss Toady there also
  present; single out for her special attentions and flattery
  little Mrs。 Briefless; the barrister's wife; who is of a
  good family certainly; but; as we all know; is as poor
  as poor can be。
  What; I asked in my own mind; can cause this
  obsequiousness on the part of Miss Toady; has Briefless
  got a county court; or has his wife had a fortune left her?
  Miss Toady explained presently; with that simplicity
  which distinguishes all her conduct。  〃You know;〃 she
  said; 〃Mrs。Briefless is granddaughter of Sir John Redhand;
  who is so ill at Cheltenham that he can't last six
  months。  Mrs。  Briefless's papa succeeds; so you see she
  will be a baronet's daughter。〃 And Toady asked Briefless
  and his wife to dinner the very next week。
  If the mere chance of becoming a baronet's daughter
  can procure a lady such homage in the world; surely;
  surely we may respect the agonies of a young woman
  who has lost the opportunity of becoming a baronet's
  wife。  Who would have dreamed of Lady Crawley dying
  so soon?  She was one of those sickly women that
  might have lasted these ten yearsRebecca thought to
  herself; in all the woes of repentanceand I might have
  been my lady!  I might have led that old man whither I
  would。  I might have thanked Mrs。 Bute for her
  patronage; and Mr。 Pitt for his insufferable condescension。  I
  would have had the town…house newly furnished and
  decorated。  I would have had the handsomest carriage in
  London; and a box at the opera; and I would have
  been presented next season。  All this might have been;
  and nownow all was doubt and mystery。
  But Rebecca was a young lady of too much resolution
  and energy of character to permit herself much useless
  and unseemly sorrow for the irrevocable past; so; having
  devoted only the proper portion of regret to it; she wisely
  turned her whole attention towards the future; which
  was now vastly more important to her。  And she
  surveyed her position; and its hopes; doubts; and chances。
  In the first place; she was MARRIEDthat was a great
  fact。  Sir Pitt knew it。  She was not so much surprised into
  the avowal; as induced to make it by a sudden calculation。
  It must have come some day: and why not now
  as at a later period? He who would have married her
  himself must at least be silent with regard to her marriage。
  How Miss Crawley would bear the newswas the great
  question。  Misgivings Rebecca had; but she remembered
  all Miss Crawley had said; the old lady's avowed
  contempt for birth; her daring liberal opinions; her
  general romantic propensities; her almost doting attachment
  to her nephew; and her repeatedly expressed fondness for
  Rebecca herself。  She is so fond of him; Rebecca thought;
  that she will forgive him anything: she is so used to me
  that I don't think she could be comfortable without
  me: when the eclaircissement comes there will be a
  scene; and hysterics; and a great quarrel; and then a
  great reconciliation。  At all events; what use was there
  in delaying? the die was thrown; and now or to…morrow
  the issue must be the same。  And so; resolved that Miss
  Crawley should have the news; the young person
  debated in her mind as to the best means of conveying it
  to her; and whether she should face the storm that must
  come; or fly and avoid it until its first fury was blown
  over。  In this state of meditation she wrote the following
  letter:
  Dearest Friend;
  The great crisis which we have debated
  about so often is COME。  Half of my secret is known; and
  I have thought and thought; until I am quite sure that
  now is the time to reveal THE WHOLE OF THE MYSTERY。  Sir
  Pitt came to me this morning; and madewhat do you
  think?A DECLARATION IN FORM。  Think of that!  Poor
  little me。  I might have been Lady Crawley。  How pleased
  Mrs。 Bute would have been: and ma tante if I had taken
  precedence of her! I might have been somebody's
  mamma; instead ofO; I tremble; I tremble; when I
  think how soon we must tell all!
  Sir Pitt knows I am married; and not knowing to
  whom; is not very much displeased as yet。  Ma tante is
  ACTUALLY ANGRY that I should have refused him。  But she
  is all kindness and graciousness。  She condescends to say
  I would have made him a good wife; and vows that
  she will be a mother to your little Rebecca。  She will be
  shaken when she first hears the news。  But need we fear
  anything beyond a momentary anger?  I think not: I AM
  SURE not。  She dotes upon you so (you naughty; good…for…
  nothing man); that she would pardon you ANYTHING:
  and; indeed; I believe; the next place in her heart is
  mine: and that she would be miserable without me。
  Dearest! something TELLS ME we shall conquer。  You shall
  leave that odious regiment: quit gaming; racing; and BE
  A GOOD BOY; and we shall all live in Park Lane; and ma
  tante shall leave us all her money。
  I shall try and walk to…morrow at 3 in the usual place。
  If Miss B。 accompanies me; you must come to dinner;
  and bring an answer; and put it in the third volume of
  Porteus's Sermons。  But; at all events; come to your own
  R。
  To Miss Eliza Styles;
  At Mr。 Barnet's; Saddler; Knightsbridge。
  And I trust there is no reader of this little story who
  has not discernment enough to perceive that the Miss
  Eliza Styles (an old schoolfellow; Rebecca said; with
  whom she had resumed an active correspondence of late;
  and who used to fetch these letters from the saddler's);
  wore brass spurs; and large curling mustachios; and was
  indeed no other than Captain Rawdon Crawley。
  CHAPTER XVI
  The Letter on the Pincushion
  How they were married is not of the slightest
  consequence to anybody。  What is to hinder a Captain who
  is a major; and a young lady who is of age; from purchasing
  a licence; and uniting themselves at any church in this
  town?  Who needs to be told; that if a woman has a will
  she will assuredly find a way?My belief is that one
  day; when Miss Sharp had gone to pass the forenoon
  with her dear friend Miss Amelia Sedley in Russell
  Square; a lady very like her might have been seen
  entering a church in the City; in company with a gentleman
  with dyed mustachios; who; after a quarter of an hour's
  interval; escorted her back to the hackney…coach in
  waiting; and that this was a quiet bridal party。
  And who on earth; after the daily experience we have;
  can question the probability of a gentleman marrying
  anybody? How many of the wise and learned have
  married their cooks?  Did not Lord Eldon himself; the
  most prudent of men; make a runaway match? Were not
  Achilles and Ajax both in love with their servant maids?
  And are we to expect a heavy dragoon with strong
  desires and small brains; who had never controlled a
  passion in his life; to become prudent all of a sudden;
  and to refuse to pay any price for an indulgence to
  which he had a mind?  If people only made prudent
  marriages; what a stop to population there would be!
  It seems to me; for my part; that Mr。 Rawdon's marriage
  was one of the honestest actions which we shall have to
  record in any portion of that gentleman's biography which
  has to do with the present history。  No one will say it is
  unmanly to be captivated by a woman; or; being
  captivated; to marry her; and the admiration; the delight; the
  passion; the wonder; the unbounded confidence; and frantic
  adoration with which; by degrees; this big warrior got
  to regard the little Rebecca; were feelings which the ladies
  at least will pronounce were not altogether discreditable
  to him。  When she sang; every note thrilled in his dull
  soul; and tingled through his huge frame。  When she spoke;
  he brought all the force of his brains to listen and wonder。
  If she was jocular; he used to revolve her jokes in his
  mind; and explode over them half an hour afterwards in
  the street; to the surprise of the groom in the tilbury by
  his side; or the comrade riding with him in Rotten Row。
  Her words were oracles to him; her smallest actions
  marked by an infallible grace and wisdom。  〃How she
  sings;how she paints;〃 thought he。  〃How she rode that
  kicking mare at Queen's Crawley!〃  And he would say to
  her in confidential moments; 〃By Jove; Beck; you're fit
  to be Commander…in…Chief; or Archbishop of Canterbury;
  by Jove。〃  Is his case a rare one? and don't we see every
  day in the world many an honest Hercules at the
  apron…strings of Omphale; and great whiskered Samsons
  prostrate in Delilah's lap?
  When; then; Becky told him that the great crisis was
  near; and the time for action had arrived; Rawdon
  expressed himself as ready to act under her orders; as he
  would be to charge with his troop at the command of his
  colonel。  There was no need for him to put his letter into
  the third volume of Porteus。  Rebecca easily found a
  means to get rid of Briggs; her companion; and met her
  faithful friend in 〃the usual place〃 on the next day。  She
  had thought over matters at night; and communicated to
  Rawdon the result of her determinations。  He agreed; of
  course; to everything; was quite sure that it was all
  right: that what she proposed was best; that Miss Crawley
  would infallibly relent; or 〃come round;〃 as he said; after
  a time。  Had Rebecca's resolutions been entirely different;
  he would have follow