第 54 节
作者:幽雨      更新:2021-02-19 18:04      字数:4743
  boy; I know I done wrong。〃
  When the song was ended; they left the graveyard quietly and went
  down the hill。 The morning was growing warm。 Their work waited them
  across    many     sunny    miles   of  range   and   plain。   Soon    their  voices    and
  themselves had emptied away into the splendid vastness and silence; and
  they were gone ready with all their might to live or to die; to be animals
  or   heroes;    as  the   hours   might    bring   them    opportunity。    In   Drybone's
  deserted quadrangle the sun shone down upon Lusk still sleeping; and the
  wind shook the aces and kings in the grass。
  PART IV
  Over at Separ; Jessamine Buckner had no more stockings of Billy's to
  mend; and   much   time   for   thinking   and a   change   of   mind。 The   day  after
  that strange visit; when she had been told that she had hurt a good man's
  heart    without    reason;    she   took   up   her   work;    and   while    her   hands
  despatched it her thoughts already accused her。 Could she have seen that
  visitor now; she would have thanked her。 She looked at the photograph on
  her table。 〃Why did he go away so quickly?〃 she sighed。 But when young
  Billy   returned   to   his   questions   she   was   buoyant   again;   and   more   than   a
  match for him。 He reached the forbidden twelfth time of asking why Lin
  McLean did not come back and marry her。 Nor did she punish him as she
  had threatened。 She looked at him confidentially; and he drew near; full of
  hope。
  〃Billy; I'll tell you just why it is;〃 said she。 〃Lin thinks I'm not a real
  girl。〃
  〃Aah;〃 drawled Billy; backing from her with suspicion。
  〃Indeed that's what it is; Billy。 If he knew I was a real girl〃
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  〃Aah;〃 went the boy; entirely angry。 〃Anybody can tell you're a girl。〃
  And he marched out; mystified; and nursing a sense of wrong。 Nor did his
  dignity allow him to reopen the subject。
  To…day; two miles out in the sage…brush by himself; he was shooting
  jack…rabbits; but began suddenly to run in toward Separ。 A horseman had
  passed him; and he had loudly called; but the rider rode on; intent upon the
  little distant station。 Man and horse were soon far ahead of the boy; and
  the man came into town galloping。
  No need to fire the little pistol by her window; as he had once thought
  to do! She was outside before he could leap to the ground。 And as he held
  her; she   could only  laugh;  and cry;  and say  〃Forgive   me! Oh;  why  have
  you been so long?〃 She took him back to the room where his picture was;
  and made him sit; and sat herself close。 〃What is it?〃 she asked him。 For
  through the love she read something else in his serious face。 So then he
  told her how nothing was wrong; and as she listened to all that he had to
  tell;  she;   too;  grew    serious;   and   held  very   close   to  him。   〃Dear;    dear
  neighbor!〃 she said。
  As   they   sat   so;   happy   with   deepening   happiness;   but   not   gay   yet;
  young Billy burst open the door。 〃There!〃 he cried。 〃I knowed Lin knowed
  you were a girl!〃
  Thus did Billy also have his wish。 For had he not told Jessamine that
  he liked her; and urged her to come and live with him and Lin? That cabin
  on   Box   Elder   became   a   home   in   truth;   with   a   woman   inside   taking   the
  only care of Mr。 McLean that he had known since his childhood: though
  singularly   enough   he   has   an   impression   that   it   is   he   who   takes   care   of
  Jessamine!
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  IN THE AFTER…DAYS
  The black pines stand high up the hills;       The white snow sifts their
  columns    deep;  While   through   the  canyon's  riven  cleft   From    there;
  beyond; the rose clouds sweep。
  Serene above their paling shapes       One star hath wakened in the sky。
  And here in the gray world below       Over the sage the wind blows by;
  Rides   through   the  cotton…woods'   ghost…ranks;    And    hums   aloft  a
  sturdy tune Among the river's tawny bluffs;       Untenanted as is the moon。
  Far 'neath the huge invading dusk       Comes Silence awful through the
  plain; But yonder horseman's heart is gay;        And he goes singing might
  and main。
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