第 30 节
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幽雨 更新:2021-02-19 18:03 字数:9322
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sitting up over that joke。 I walked to the board box painted 〃Hotel
Brunswick〃 〃hotel〃 in small italics and 〃Brunswick〃in enormous capitals;
the N and the S wrong side up。
Here sat a girl outside the door; alone。 Her face was broad; wholesome;
and strong; and her eyes alert and sweet。 As I came she met me with a
challenging glance of good…will。 Those women who journeyed along the
line in the wake of payday to traffic with the men employed a stare well
known; but this straight look seemed like the greeting of some pleasant
young cowboy。 In surprise I forgot to be civil; and stepped foolishly by her
to see about supper and lodging。
At the threshold I perceived all lodging bespoken。 On each of the four
beds lay a coat or pistol or other article of dress; and I must lodge myself。
There were my saddle…blanketsrather wet; or Lin McLean might ride in
to…night on his way to Riverside; or perhaps down at the corrals I could
find some other acquaintance whose habit of washing I trusted and whose
bed I might share。 Failing these expedients; several empties stood idle
upon a siding; and the box…like darkness of these freight…cars was timely。
Nights were short now。 Camping out; the dawn by three o'clock would
flow like silver through the universe; and; sinking through my blankets;
remorselessly pervade my buried hair and brain。 But with clean straw in
the bottom of an empty; I could sleep my fill until five or six。 I decided for
the empty; and opened the supper…room door; where the table was set for
more than enough to include me; but the smell of the butter that awaited us
drove me out of the Hotel Brunswick to spend the remaining minutes in
the air。
〃I was expecting you;〃 said the girl。 〃Well; if I haven't frightened
him!〃 She laughed so delightfully that I recovered and laughed too。
〃Why;〃 she explained; 〃I just knew you'd not stay in there。 Which side are
you going to butter your bread this evening?〃
〃You had smelt it?〃 said I; still cloudy with surprise。 〃Yes。
Unquestionably。 Very rancid。〃 She glanced oddly at me; and; with less
fellowship in her tone; said; 〃I was going to warn you〃 when suddenly;
down at the corrals; the boys began to shoot at large。 〃Oh; dear!〃 she cried;
starting up。 〃There's trouble。〃
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〃Not trouble;〃 I assured her。 〃Too many are firing at once to be in
earnest。 And you would be safe here。〃
〃Me? A lady without escort? Well; I should reckon so! Leastways; we
are respected where I was raised。 I was anxious for the gentlemen ovah
yondah。 Shawhan; K。 C。 branch of the Louavull an' Nashvull; is my
home。〃 The words 〃Louisville and Nashville〃 spoke creamily of Blue…
grass。
〃Unescorted all that way!〃 I exclaimed。
〃Isn't it awful?〃 said she; tilting her head with a laugh; and showing
the pistol she carried。 〃But we've always been awful in Kentucky。 Now I
suppose New York would never speak to poor me as it passed by?〃 And
she eyed me with capable; good…humored satire。
〃Why New York?〃 I demanded。 〃Guess again。〃
〃Well;〃 she debated; 〃well; cowboy clothes and city languagehe's
English!〃 she burst out; and then she turned suddenly red; and whispered
to herself; reprovingly; 〃If I'm not acting rude!〃
〃Oh!〃 said I; rather familiarly。
〃It was; sir; and please to excuse me。 If you had started joking so free
with me; I'd have been insulted。 When I saw youthe hat and everything
I took youYou see I've always been that used to talking toto folks
around!〃 Her bright face saddened; memories evidently rose before her;
and her eyes grew distant。
I wished to say; 〃Treat me as 'folks around;'〃 but this tall country girl
had put us on other terms。 On discovering I was not 〃folks around;〃 she
had taken refuge in deriding me; but swiftly feeling no solid ground there;
she drew a firm; clear woman's line between us。 Plainly she was a
comrade of men; in her buoyant innocence secure; yet by no means in the
dark as to them。
〃Yes; unescorted two thousand miles;〃 she resumed; 〃and never as far
as twenty from home till last Tuesday。 I expect you'll have to be
scandalized; for I'd do it right over again to…morrow。〃
〃You've got me all wrong;〃 said I。 〃I'm not English; I'm not New York。
I am good American; and not bounded by my own farm either。 No
sectional line; or Mason and Dixon; or Missouri River tattoos me。 But you;
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when you say United States; you mean United Kentucky!〃
〃Did you ever!〃 said she; staring at what was Greek to heras it is to
most Americans。 〃And so if you had a sister back East; and she and you
were all there was of you any more; and she hadn't seen you sincenot
since you first took to staying out nights; and she started to visit you; you'd
not tell her 'Fie for shame'?〃
〃I'd travel my money's length to meet her!〃 said I。
A wave of pain crossed her face。 〃Nate didn't know;〃 she said then;
lightly。 〃You see; Nate's only a boy; and regular thoughtless about
writing。〃
Ah! So this Nate never wrote; and his sister loved and championed
him! Many such stray Nates and Bobs and Bills galloped over Wyoming;
lost and forgiven。
〃I'm starting for him in the Buffalo stage;〃 continued the girl。
〃Then I'll have your company on a weary road;〃 said I; for my journey
was now to that part of the cattle country。
〃To Buffalo?〃 she said; quickly。 〃Then maybe youmaybeMy
brother is Nate Buckner。〃 She paused。 〃Then you're not acquainted with
him?〃
〃I may have seen him;〃 I answered; slowly。 〃But faces and names out
here come and go。〃
I knew him well enough。 He was in jail; convicted of forgery last week;
waiting to go to the penitentiary for five years。 And even this wild border
community that hated law courts and punishments had not been sorry; for
he had cheated his friends too often; and the wide charity of the sage…brush
does not cover that sin。 Beneath his pretty looks and daring skill with
horses they had found vanity and a cold; false heart; but his sister could
not。 Here she was; come to find him after lonely years; and to this one soul
that loved him in the world how was I to tell the desolation and the
disgrace? I was glad to hear her ask me if the stage went soon after supper。
〃Now isn't that a bother?〃 said she; when I answered that it did not
start till morning。 She glanced with rueful gayety at the hotel。 〃Never
mind;〃 she continued; briskly; 〃I'm used to things。 I'll just sit up
somewhere。 Maybe the agent will let me stay in the office。 You're sure all
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that shooting's only jollification?〃
〃Certain;〃 I said。 〃But I'll go and see。〃
〃They always will have their fun;〃 said she。 〃But I hate to have a poor
boy get hurteven him deserving it!〃
〃They use pistols instead of fire…crackers;〃 said I。 〃But you must never
sleep in that office。 I'll see what we can do。〃
〃Why; you're real kind!〃 she exclaimed; heartily。 And I departed;
wondering what I ought to do。
Perhaps I should have told you before that Separ was a place oncea
sort of place; but you will relish now; I am convinced; the pithy fable of its
name。
Midway between two sections of this still unfinished line that; rail
after rail and mile upon mile; crawled over the earth's face visibly during
the constructing hours of each new day; lay a camp。 To this point these
unjoined pieces were heading; and here at length they met。 Camp
Separation it had been fitly called; but how should the American railway
man afford time to say that? Separation was pretty and apt; but needless;
and with the sloughing of two syllables came the brief; businesslike re