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  LIN McLEAN
  A JOURNEY IN SEARCH OF
  CHRISTMAS
  The   Governor   descended   the   steps   of   the   Capitol   slowly   and   with
  pauses; lifting a list frequently to his eye。 He had intermittently pencilled it
  between stages of the forenoon's public business; and his gait grew absent
  as he recurred now to his jottings in their accumulation; with a slight pain
  at their number; and the definite fear that they would be more in seasons to
  come。 They were the names of his friends' children to whom his excellent
  heart    moved     him   to  give   Christmas     presents。   He   had    put  off   this
  regenerating evil until the latest day; as was his custom; and now he was
  setting forth to do the whole thing at a blow; entirely planless among the
  guns and rocking…horses that would presently surround him。 As he reached
  the highway he heard himself familiarly addressed from a distance; and;
  turning; saw four sons of the alkali jogging into town from the plain。 One
  who     had   shouted   to  him    galloped   out   from   the  others;   rounded    the
  Capitol's enclosure; and; approaching with radiant countenance leaned to
  reach    the  hand   of  the  Governor;     and   once   again   greeted   him   with   a
  hilarious 〃Hello; Doc!〃
  Governor Barker; M。D。; seeing Mr。 McLean unexpectedly after several
  years; hailed the horseman with frank and lively pleasure; and; inquiring
  who   might   be   the   other   riders   behind;   was   told   that   they   were   Shorty;
  Chalkeye; and Dollar Bill; come for Christmas。 〃And dandies to hit town
  with;〃 Mr。 McLean added。 〃Red…hot。〃
  〃I am acquainted with them;〃 assented his Excellency。
  〃We've been ridin' trail for twelve weeks;〃 the cow…puncher continued;
  〃makin'   our   beds   down   anywheres;   and   eatin'   the   same   old   chuck   every
  day。 So we've shook fried beef and heifer's delight; and we're goin' to feed
  high。〃
  Then Mr。 McLean overflowed with talk and pungent confidences; for
  the holidays   already  rioted in his   spirit;  and his   tongue  was loosed   over
  their coming rites。
  〃We've   soured   on   scenery;〃   he   finished;   in   his   drastic   idiom。   〃We're
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  sick of moonlight and cow…dung; and we're heeled for a big time。〃
  〃Call on me;〃 remarked the Governor; cheerily; 〃when you're ready for
  bromides and sulphates。〃
  〃I   ain't  box…headed      no   more;〃    protested    Mr。    McLean;     〃I've   got
  maturity;   Doc;   since   I   seen   yu'   at   the   rain…making;   and   I'm  a   heap   older
  than them hospital days when I bust my leg on yu'。 Three or four glasses
  and quit。 That's my rule。〃
  〃That your rule; too?〃 inquired the Governor of Shorty; Chalkeye; and
  Dollar     Bill。    These    gentlemen       of   the   saddle     were    sitting    quite
  expressionless upon their horses。
  〃We     ain't  talkin';  we're  waitin';〃   observed    Chalkeye;     and   the  three
  cynics smiled amiably。
  〃Well; Doc; see yu' again;〃 said Mr。 McLean。 He turned to accompany
  his brother cow…punchers; but in that particular moment Fate descended or
  came up from whatever place she dwells in and entered the body of the
  unsuspecting Governor。
  〃What's     your   hurry?〃    said   Fate;   speaking    in   the  official's  hearty
  manner。 〃Come along with me。〃
  〃Can't do it。 Where are yu' goin'?〃
  〃Christmasing;〃 replied Fate。
  〃Well; I've got to feed my horse。 Christmasing; yu' say?〃
  〃Yes; I'm buying toys。〃
  〃Toys! You? What for?〃
  〃Oh; some kids。〃
  〃Yourn?〃 screeched Lin; precipitately。
  His Excellency the jovial Governor opened his teeth in pleasure at this;
  for he was a bachelor; and there were fifteen upon his list; which he held
  up for the edification of the hasty McLean。 〃Not mine; I'm happy to say。
  My friends keep marrying and settling; and their kids call me uncle; and
  climb around and bother; and I forget their names; and think it's a girl; and
  the   mother    gets   mad。    Why;    if  I  didn't  remember     these   little  folks  at
  Christmas they'd be wonderingnot the kids; they just break your toys and
  don't   notice;   but   the   mother   would   wonder'What's   the   matter   with   Dr。
  Barker? Has   Governor Barker gone back on us?'that's where   the strain
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  comes!〃 he broke off; facing Mr。 McLean with another spacious laugh。
  But the cow…puncher had ceased to smile; and now; while Barker ran
  on exuberantly; McLean's wide…open eyes rested upon him; singular and
  intent; and in their hazel depths the last gleam of jocularity went out。
  〃That's   where   the   strain   comes;   you   see。   Two   sets   of   acquaintances。
  Grateful   patients   and   loyal   voters;   and   I've   got   to   keep   solid   with   both
  outfits; especially the wives and mothers。 They're the people。 So it's drums;
  and dolls; and sheep on wheels; and games; and monkeys on a stick; and
  the saleslady shows you a mechanical bear; and it costs too much; and you
  forget   whether   the   Judge's   second   girl   is   Nellie   or   Susie;   andwell;   I'm
  just in for my annual circus this afternoon! You're in luck。 Christmas don't
  trouble a chap fixed like you。〃
  Lin McLean prolonged the sentence like a distant echo。
  〃A chap fixed like   you!〃 The cow…puncher said   it slowly to   himself。
  〃No; sure。〃 He seemed to be watching Shorty; and Chalkeye; and Dollar
  Bill going down the road。 〃That's a new ideaChristmas;〃 he murmured;
  for it was one of his oldest; and he was recalling the Christmas when he
  wore his first long trousers。
  〃Comes       once    a   year   pretty    regular;〃    remarked     the   prosperous
  Governor。 〃Seems often when you pay the bill。〃
  〃I haven't made a Christmas gift;〃 pursued the cow…puncher; dreamily;
  〃not   forforLord!   it's   a   hundred   years;   I   guess。   I   don't   know   anybody
  that has any right to look for such a thing from me。〃 This was indeed a
  new idea; and it did not stop the chill that was spreading in his heart。
  〃Gee whiz!〃 said Barker; briskly; 〃there goes twelve o'clock。 I've got to
  make a start。 Sorry you can't come and help me。 Good…bye!〃
  His Excellency left the rider sitting motionless; and forgot him at once
  in his own preoccupation。 He hastened upon his journey to the shops with
  the list; not in his pocket; but held firmly; like a plank in the imminence of
  shipwreck。  The   Nellies   and   Susies   pervaded   his   mind;   and   he   struggled
  with the presentiment that in a day or two he would recall some omitted
  and wretchedly important child。 Quick hoof…beats made him look up; and
  Mr。 McLean passed like a wind。 The Governor absently watched him go;
  and saw the pony hunch and stiffen in the check of his speed when Lin
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  overtook   his   companions。   Down   there   in   the   distance   they   took   a   side
  street; and Barker rejoicingly remembered one more name and wrote it as
  he walked。 In a few minutes he had come to the shops; and met face to
  face with Mr。 McLean。
  〃The boys are seein' after my horse;〃 Lin rapidly began; 〃and I've got
  to meet 'em sharp at one。 We're twelve weeks shy on a square meal; yu' see;
  and   this   first   has   been   a   date   from   'way   back。   I'd   like   to〃   Here   Mr。
  McLean cleared his throat; and his speech went less smoothly。 〃Doc; I'd
  like just for a while to watch yu' gettin'them monkeys; yu' know。〃
  The Governor expressed his agreeable surprise at this change of mind;
  and was glad of McLean's company and judgment during the impending
  selections。 A picture of a cow…puncher and himself discussing a couple of
  dolls   rose   nimbly   in   Barker's   mental   eye;   and   it   was   with   an   imperfect
  honesty that he said; 〃You'll help me a heap。〃
  And Lin; quite sincere; replied; 〃Thank yu'。〃
  So   together   these   two   went   Christmasing   in   the   throng。   Wyoming's
  Chief Executive knocked elbows with the spurred and jingling waif; one
  man as good as another in that raw; hopeful; full…blooded cattle era; which
  now the sobered West remembers as the days of its fond youth。 For one
  man has been as good as another in three placesParadise before the Fall;
  the    Rocky    Mountains      before    the  wire    fence;   a