第 6 节
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冬冬 更新:2021-02-19 17:28 字数:9322
his hand to strike meyes; that day I condemned him utterly。。。。
Chance has justified me! A wandering Spaniard; an old soldier; who
spent a night in the village here; was also present at the battle of
St。 Quentin; and saw Martin Guerre receive a terrible gunshot wound
in the leg。 After the battle; being wounded; he betook himself to
the neighbouring village; and distinctly heard a surgeon in the next
room say that a wounded man must have his leg amputated; and would
very likely not survive the operation。 The door opened; he saw the
sufferer; and knew him for Martin Guerre。 So much the Spaniard told
me。 Acting on this information; I went on pretence of business to
the village he named; I questioned the inhabitants; and this is what
I learned。〃
〃Well?〃 said Bertrande; pale; and gasping with emotion。
〃I learned that the wounded man had his leg taken off; and; as the
surgeon predicted; he must have died in a few hours; for he was never
seen again。〃
Bertrande remained a few moments as if annihilated by this appalling
revelation; then; endeavoring to repel the horrible thought
〃No;〃 she cried; 〃no; it is impossible! It is a lie intended to ruin
him…to ruin us all。〃
〃What! you do not believe me?〃
〃No; never; never!〃
〃Say rather you pretend to disbelieve me: the truth has pierced your
heart; but you wish to deny it。 Think; however; of the danger to
your immortal soul。〃
〃Silence; wretched man!。。。 No; God would not send me so terrible a
trial。 What proof can you show of the truth of your words?〃
〃The witnesses I have mentioned。〃
〃Nothing more?〃
〃No; not as yet。〃
〃Fine proofs indeed! The story of a vagabond who flattered your
hatred in hope of a reward; the gossip of a distant village; the
recollections of ten years back; and finally; your own word; the word
of a man who seeks only revenge; the word of a man who swore to make
Martin pay dearly for the results of his own avarice; a man of
furious passions such as yours! No; Pierre; no; I do not believe
you; and I never will!〃
〃Other people may perhaps be less incredulous; and if I accuse him
publicly〃
〃Then I shall contradict you publicly! 〃And coming quickly forward;
her eyes shining with virtuous anger
〃Leave this house; go;〃 she said; 〃it is you yourself who are the
impostorgo!〃
〃I shall yet know how to convince everyone; and will make you
acknowledge it;〃 cried the furious old man。
He went out; and Bertrande sank exhausted into a chair。 All the
strength which had supported her against Pierre vanished as soon as
she was alone; and in spite of her resistance to suspicion; the
terrible light of doubt penetrated her heart; and extinguished the
pure torch of trustfulness which had guided her hithertoa doubt;
alas! which attacked at once her honour and her love; for she loved
with all a woman's tender affection。 Just as actual poison gradually
penetrates and circulates through the whole system; corrupting the
blood and affecting the very sources of life until it causes the
destruction of the whole body; so does that mental poison; suspicion;
extend its ravages in the soul which has received it。 Bertrande
remembered with terror her first feelings at the sight of the
returned Martin Guerre; her involuntary repugnance; her astonishment
at not feeling more in touch with the husband whom she had so
sincerely regretted。 She remembered also; as if she saw it for the
first time; that Martin; formerly quick; lively; and hasty tempered;
now seemed thoughtful; and fully master of himself。
This change of character she had supposed due to the natural
development of age; she now trembled at the idea of another possible
cause。 Some other little details began to occur to her mindthe
forgetfulness or abstraction of her husband as to a few insignificant
things; thus it sometimes happened that he did not answer to his name
of Martin; also that he mistook the road to a hermitage; formerly
well known to them both; and again that he could not answer when
addressed in Basque; although he him self had taught her the little
she knew of this language。 Besides; since his return; he would never
write in her presence; did he fear that she would notice some
difference? She had paid little or no attention to these trifles;
now; pieced together; they assumed an alarming importance。 An
appalling terror seized Bertrande: was she to remain in this
uncertainty; or should she seek an explanation which might prove her
destruction? And how discover the truthby questioning the guilty
man; by noting his confusion; his change of colour; by forcing a
confession from him? But she had lived with him for two years; he
was the father of her child; she could not ruin him without ruining
herself; and; an explanation once sought; she could neither punish
him and escape disgrace; nor pardon him without sharing his guilt。
To reproach him with his conduct and then keep silence would destroy
her peace for ever; to cause a scandal by denouncing him would bring
dishonour upon herself and her child。 Night found her involved in
these hideous perplexities; too weak to surmount them; an icy chill
came over her; she went to bed; and awoke in a high fever。 For
several days she hovered between life and death; and Martin Guerre
bestowed the most tender care upon her。 She was greatly moved
thereby; having one of those impressionable minds which recognise
kindness fully as much as injury。 When she was a little recovered
and her mental power began to return; she had only a vague
recollection of what had occurred; and thought she had had a
frightful dream。 She asked if Pierre Guerre had been to see her; and
found he had not been near the house。 This could only be explained
by the scene which had taken place; and she then recollected all the
accusation Pierre had made; her own observations which had confirmed
it; all her grief and trouble。 She inquired about the village news。
Pierre; evidently; had kept silence why? Had he seen that his
suspicions were unjust; or was he only seeking further evidence? She
sank back into her cruel uncertainty; and resolved to watch Martin
closely; before deciding as to his guilt or innocence。
How was she to suppose that God had created two faces so exactly
alike; two beings precisely similar; and then sent them together into
the world; and on the same track; merely to compass the ruin of an
unhappy woman! A terrible idea took possession of her mind; an idea
not uncommon in an age of superstition; namely; that the Enemy
himself could assume human form; and could borrow the semblance of a
dead man in order to capture another soul for his infernal kingdom。
Acting on this idea; she hastened to the church; paid for masses to
be said; and prayed fervently。 She expected every day to see the
demon forsake the body he had animated; but her vows; offerings; and
prayers had no result。 But Heaven sent her an idea which she
wondered had not occurred to her sooner。 〃If the Tempter;〃 she said
to herself; 〃has taken the form of my beloved husband; his power
being supreme for evil; the resemblance would be exact; and no
difference; however slight; would exist。 If; however; it is only
another man who resembles him; God must have made them with some
slight distinguishing marks。〃
She then remembered; what she had not thought of before; having been
quite unsuspicious before her uncle's accusation; and nearly out of
her mind between mental and bodily suffering since。 She remembered
that on her husband's left shoulder; almost on the neck; there used
to be one of those small; almost imperceptible; but ineffaceable
birthmarks。 Martin wore his hair very long; it was difficult to see
if the mark were there or not。 One night; while he slept; Bertrande
cut away a lock of hair from the place where this sign ought to be
it was not there!
Convinced at length of the deception; Bertrande suffered
inexpressible anguish。 This man whom she had loved and respected for
two whole years; whom she had taken to her heart as a husband
bitterly mourned forthis man was a cheat; an infamous impostor; and
she; all unknowing; was yet a guilty woman! Her child was
illegitimate; and the curse of Heaven was due to this sacrilegious
union。 To complete the misfortune; she was already expecting another
infant。 She would have killed herself; but her religion and the love
of her children forbade it。 Kneeling before her child's cradle; she
entreated pardon from the father of the one for the father of the
other。 She would not bring herself to proclaim aloud their infamy。
〃Oh!〃 she said; 〃thou whom I loved; thou who art no more; thou
knowest no guilty thought ever entered my mind! When I saw this man;
I thought I beheld thee; when I was happy; I thought I owed it to
thee; it was thee whom I loved in him。 Surely thou dost not desire
that by a