第 6 节
作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-19 17:28      字数:9322
  his hand to strike meyes; that day I condemned him utterly。。。。
  Chance has justified me!  A wandering Spaniard; an old soldier; who
  spent a night in the village here; was also present at the battle of
  St。 Quentin; and saw Martin Guerre receive a terrible gunshot wound
  in the leg。  After the battle; being wounded; he betook himself to
  the neighbouring village; and distinctly heard a surgeon in the next
  room say that a wounded man must have his leg amputated; and would
  very likely not survive the operation。  The door opened; he saw the
  sufferer; and knew him for Martin Guerre。  So much the Spaniard told
  me。  Acting on this information; I went on pretence of business to
  the village he named; I questioned the inhabitants; and this is what
  I learned。〃
  〃Well?〃 said Bertrande; pale; and gasping with emotion。
  〃I learned that the wounded man had his leg taken off; and; as the
  surgeon predicted; he must have died in a few hours; for he was never
  seen again。〃
  Bertrande remained a few moments as if annihilated by this appalling
  revelation; then; endeavoring to repel the horrible thought
  〃No;〃 she cried; 〃no; it is impossible!  It is a lie intended to ruin
  him…to ruin us all。〃
  〃What!  you do not believe me?〃
  〃No; never; never!〃
  〃Say rather you pretend to disbelieve me: the truth has pierced your
  heart; but you wish to deny it。  Think; however; of the danger to
  your immortal soul。〃
  〃Silence; wretched man!。。。  No; God would not send me so terrible a
  trial。  What proof can you show of the truth of your words?〃
  〃The witnesses I have mentioned。〃
  〃Nothing more?〃
  〃No; not as yet。〃
  〃Fine proofs indeed!  The story of a vagabond who flattered your
  hatred in hope of a reward; the gossip of a distant village; the
  recollections of ten years back; and finally; your own word; the word
  of a man who seeks only revenge; the word of a man who swore to make
  Martin pay dearly for the results of his own avarice; a man of
  furious passions such as yours!  No; Pierre; no; I do not believe
  you; and I never will!〃
  〃Other people may perhaps be less incredulous; and if I accuse him
  publicly〃
  〃Then I shall contradict you publicly!  〃And coming quickly forward;
  her eyes shining with virtuous anger
  〃Leave this house; go;〃 she said; 〃it is you yourself who are the
  impostorgo!〃
  〃I shall yet know how to convince everyone; and will make you
  acknowledge it;〃 cried the furious old man。
  He went out; and Bertrande sank exhausted into a chair。  All the
  strength which had supported her against Pierre vanished as soon as
  she was alone; and in spite of her resistance to suspicion; the
  terrible light of doubt penetrated her heart; and extinguished the
  pure torch of trustfulness which had guided her hithertoa doubt;
  alas!  which attacked at once her honour and her love; for she loved
  with all a woman's tender affection。  Just as actual poison gradually
  penetrates and circulates through the whole system; corrupting the
  blood and affecting the very sources of life until it causes the
  destruction of the whole body; so does that mental poison; suspicion;
  extend its ravages in the soul which has received it。  Bertrande
  remembered with terror her first feelings at the sight of the
  returned Martin Guerre; her involuntary repugnance; her astonishment
  at not feeling more in touch with the husband whom she had so
  sincerely regretted。  She remembered also; as if she saw it for the
  first time; that Martin; formerly quick; lively; and hasty tempered;
  now seemed thoughtful; and fully master of himself。
  This change of character she had supposed due to the natural
  development of age; she now trembled at the idea of another possible
  cause。  Some other little details began to occur to her mindthe
  forgetfulness or abstraction of her husband as to a few insignificant
  things; thus it sometimes happened that he did not answer to his name
  of Martin; also that he mistook the road to a hermitage; formerly
  well known to them both; and again that he could not answer when
  addressed in Basque; although he him self had taught her the little
  she knew of this language。  Besides; since his return; he would never
  write in her presence; did he fear that she would notice some
  difference?  She had paid little or no attention to these trifles;
  now; pieced together; they assumed an alarming importance。  An
  appalling terror seized Bertrande: was she to remain in this
  uncertainty; or should she seek an explanation which might prove her
  destruction?  And how discover the truthby questioning the guilty
  man; by noting his confusion; his change of colour; by forcing a
  confession from him?  But she had lived with him for two years; he
  was the father of her child; she could not ruin him without ruining
  herself; and; an explanation once sought; she could neither punish
  him and escape disgrace; nor pardon him without sharing his guilt。
  To reproach him with his conduct and then keep silence would destroy
  her peace for ever; to cause a scandal by denouncing him would bring
  dishonour upon herself and her child。  Night found her involved in
  these hideous perplexities; too weak to surmount them; an icy chill
  came over her; she went to bed; and awoke in a high fever。  For
  several days she hovered between life and death; and Martin Guerre
  bestowed the most tender care upon her。  She was greatly moved
  thereby; having one of those impressionable minds which recognise
  kindness fully as much as injury。  When she was a little recovered
  and her mental power began to return; she had only a vague
  recollection of what had occurred; and thought she had had a
  frightful dream。  She asked if Pierre Guerre had been to see her; and
  found he had not been near the house。  This could only be explained
  by the scene which had taken place; and she then recollected all the
  accusation Pierre had made; her own observations which had confirmed
  it; all her grief and trouble。  She inquired about the village news。
  Pierre; evidently; had kept silence why?  Had he seen that his
  suspicions were unjust; or was he only seeking further evidence?  She
  sank back into her cruel uncertainty; and resolved to watch Martin
  closely; before deciding as to his guilt or innocence。
  How was she to suppose that God had created two faces so exactly
  alike; two beings precisely similar; and then sent them together into
  the world; and on the same track; merely to compass the ruin of an
  unhappy woman!  A terrible idea took possession of her mind; an idea
  not uncommon in an age of superstition; namely; that the Enemy
  himself could assume human form; and could borrow the semblance of a
  dead man in order to capture another soul for his infernal kingdom。
  Acting on this idea; she hastened to the church; paid for masses to
  be said; and prayed fervently。  She expected every day to see the
  demon forsake the body he had animated; but her vows; offerings; and
  prayers had no result。  But Heaven sent her an idea which she
  wondered had not occurred to her sooner。  〃If the Tempter;〃  she said
  to herself; 〃has taken the form of my beloved husband; his power
  being supreme for evil; the resemblance would be exact; and no
  difference; however slight; would exist。  If; however; it is only
  another man who resembles him; God must have made them with some
  slight distinguishing marks。〃
  She then remembered; what she had not thought of before; having been
  quite unsuspicious before her uncle's accusation; and nearly out of
  her mind between mental and bodily suffering since。  She remembered
  that on her husband's left shoulder; almost on the neck; there used
  to be one of those small; almost imperceptible; but ineffaceable
  birthmarks。  Martin wore his hair very long; it was difficult to see
  if the mark were there or not。  One night; while he slept; Bertrande
  cut away a lock of hair from the place where this sign ought to be
  it was not there!
  Convinced at length of the deception; Bertrande suffered
  inexpressible anguish。  This man whom she had loved and respected for
  two whole years; whom she had taken to her heart as a husband
  bitterly mourned forthis man was a cheat; an infamous impostor; and
  she; all unknowing; was yet a guilty woman!  Her child was
  illegitimate; and the curse of Heaven was due to this sacrilegious
  union。  To complete the misfortune; she was already expecting another
  infant。  She would have killed herself; but her religion and the love
  of her children forbade it。  Kneeling before her child's cradle; she
  entreated pardon from the father of the one for the father of the
  other。  She would not bring herself to proclaim aloud their infamy。
  〃Oh!〃 she said; 〃thou whom I loved; thou who art no more; thou
  knowest no guilty thought ever entered my mind!  When I saw this man;
  I thought I beheld thee; when I was happy; I thought I owed it to
  thee; it was thee whom I loved in him。  Surely thou dost not desire
  that by a