第 23 节
作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-19 16:49      字数:9322
  pull upon her bit。  To her consternation the mustang stopped short
  almost instantly;planting his two fore feet rigidly in the dust
  and even sliding forward with the impetus。  Had her seat been less
  firm she might have been thrown; but she recovered herself;
  although in doing so she still bore upon the bit; when to her
  astonishment the mustang deliberately stiffened himself as if for a
  shock; and then began to back slowly; quivering with excitement。
  She did not know that her native…bred animal fondly believed that
  he was participating in a rodeo; and that to his equine intelligence
  his fair mistress had just lassoed something!  In vain she urged him
  forward; he still waited for the shock!  When the cloud of dust in
  which she had been enwrapped drifted away; she saw to her amazement
  that she was alone。  The entire party had disappeared into one of
  the canyons;but which one she could not tell!
  When she succeeded at last in urging her mustang forward again she
  determined to take the right…hand canyon and trust to being either
  met or overtaken。  A more practical and less adventurous nature
  would have waited at the point of divergence for the return of some
  of the party; but Mrs。 Ashwood was; in truth; not sorry to be left
  to herself and the novel scenery for a while; and she had no doubt
  but she would eventually find her way to the hotel at San Mateo;
  which could not be far away; in time for luncheon。
  The road was still well defined; although it presently began to
  wind between ascending ranks of pines and larches that marked the
  terraces of hills; so high that she wondered she had not noticed
  them from the plains。  An unmistakable suggestion of some haunting
  primeval solitude; a sense of the hushed and mysterious proximity
  of a nature she had never known before; the strange half…
  intoxicating breath of unsunned foliage and untrodden grasses and
  herbs; all combined to exalt her as she cantered forward。  Even her
  horse seemed to have acquired an intelligent liberty; or rather to
  have established a sympathy with her in his needs and her own
  longings; instinctively she no longer pulled him with the curb; the
  reins hung loosely on his self…arched and unfettered neck; secure
  in this loneliness she found herself even talking to him with
  barbaric freedom。  As she went on; the vague hush of all things
  animate and inanimate around her seemed to thicken; until she
  unconsciously halted before a dim and pillared wood; and a vast and
  heathless opening on whose mute brown lips Nature seemed to have
  laid the finger of silence。  She forgot the party she had left; she
  forgot the luncheon she was going to; more important still she
  forgot that she had already left the traveled track far behind her;
  and; tremulous with anticipation; rode timidly into that arch of
  shadow。
  As her horse's hoofs fell noiselessly on the elastic moss…carpeted
  aisle she forgot even more than that。  She forgot the artificial
  stimulus and excitement of the life she had been leading so long;
  she forgot the small meannesses and smaller worries of her well…to…
  do experiences; she forgot herself;rather she regained a self she
  had long forgotten。  For in the sweet seclusion of this half
  darkened sanctuary the clinging fripperies of her past slipped from
  her as a tawdry garment。  The petted; spoiled; and vapidly
  precocious girlhood which had merged into a womanhood of aimless
  triumphs and meaner ambitions; the worldly but miserable triumph of
  a marriage that had left her delicacy abused and her heart sick and
  unsatisfied; the wifehood without home; seclusion; or maternity;
  the widowhood that at last brought relief; but with it the
  consciousness of hopelessly wasted youth;all this seemed to drop
  from her here as lightly as the winged needles or noiseless
  withered spray from the dim gray vault above her head。  In the
  sovereign balm of that woodland breath her better spirit was
  restored; somewhere in these wholesome shades seemed to still lurk
  what should have been her innocent and nymph…like youth; and to
  come out once more and greet her。  Old songs she had forgotten; or
  whose music had failed in the discords of her frivolous life; sang
  themselves to her again in that sweet; grave silence; girlish
  dreams that she had foolishly been ashamed of; or had put away with
  her childish toys; stole back to her once more and became real in
  this tender twilight; old fancies; old fragments of verse and
  childish lore; grew palpable and moved faintly before her。  The
  boyish prince who should have come was there; the babe that should
  have been hers was there!she stopped suddenly with flaming eyes
  and indignant color。  For it appeared that a MAN was there too; and
  had just risen from the fallen tree where he had been sitting。
  CHAPTER VIII。
  She had so far forgotten herself in yielding to the spell of the
  place; and in the revelation of her naked soul and inner nature;
  that it was with something of the instinct of outraged modesty that
  she seemed to shrink before this apparition of the outer world and
  outer worldliness。  In an instant the nearer past returned; she
  remembered where she was; how she had come there; from whom she had
  come; and to whom she was returning。  She could see that she had
  not only aimlessly wandered from the world but from the road; and
  for that instant she hated this man who had reminded her of it;
  even while she knew she must ask his assistance。  It relieved her
  slightly to observe that he seemed as disturbed and impatient as
  herself; and as he took a pencil from between his lips and returned
  it to his pocket he scarcely looked at her。
  But with her return to the world of convenances came its repression;
  and with a gentlewoman's ease and modulated voice she leaned over
  her mustang's neck and said: 〃I have strayed from my party and am
  afraid I have lost my way。  We were going to the hotel at San Mateo。
  Would you be kind enough to direct me there; or show me how I can
  regain the road by which I came?〃
  Her voice and manner were quite enough to arrest him where he stood
  with a pleased surprise in his fresh and ingenuous face。  She
  looked at him more closely。  He was; in spite of his long silken
  mustache; so absurdly young; he might; in spite of that youth; be
  so absurdly man…like!  What was he doing there?  Was he a farmer's
  son; an artist; a surveyor; or a city clerk out for a holiday?  Was
  there perhaps a youthful female of his species somewhere for whom
  he was waiting and upon whose tryst she was now breaking?  Was he
  terrible thought!the outlying picket of some family picnic?  His
  dress; neat; simple; free from ostentatious ornament; betrayed
  nothing。  She waited for his voice。
  〃Oh; you have left San Mateo miles away to the right;〃 he said with
  quick youthful sympathy; 〃at least five miles!  Where did you leave
  your party?〃
  His voice was winning; and even refined; she thought。  She answered
  it quite spontaneously: 〃At a fork of two roads。  I see now I took
  the wrong turning。〃
  〃Yes; you took the road to Crystal Spring。  It's just down there in
  the valley; not more than a mile。  You'd have been there now if you
  hadn't turned off at the woods。〃
  〃I couldn't help it; it was so beautiful。〃
  〃Isn't it?〃
  〃Perfect。〃
  〃And such shadows; and such intensity of color。〃
  〃Wonderful!and all along the ridge; looking down that defile!〃
  〃Yes; and that point where it seems as if you had only to stretch
  out your hand to pick a manzanita berry from the other side of the
  canyon; half a mile across!〃
  〃Yes; and that first glimpse of the valley through the Gothic
  gateway of rocks!〃
  〃And the color of those rocks;cinnamon and bronze with the light
  green of the Yerba buena vine splashing over them。〃
  〃Yes; but for color DID you notice that hillside of yellow poppies
  pouring down into the valley like a golden Niagara?〃
  〃Certainly;and the perfect clearness of everything。〃
  〃And yet such complete silence and repose!〃
  〃Oh; yes!〃
  〃Ah; yes!〃
  They were both gravely nodding and shaking their heads with
  sparkling eyes and brightened color; looking not at each other but
  at the far landscape vignetted through a lozenge…shaped wind
  opening in the trees。  Suddenly Mrs。 Ashwood straightened herself
  in the saddle; looked grave; lifted the reins and apparently the
  ten years with them that had dropped from her。  But she said in her
  easiest well…bred tones; and a half sigh; 〃Then I must take the
  road back again to where it forks?〃
  〃Oh; no! you can go by Crystal Spring。  It's no further; and I'll
  show you the way。  But you'd better stop and rest yourself and your
  horse for a little while at the Springs Hotel。  It's a very nice
  place。  Many people ride there from San Francisco to luncheon and
  return。  I wonder that your party didn't prefer it; and if they are
  looking for you;as they surely must be;〃 he said; a