第 20 节
作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-19 16:49      字数:9322
  the youthful husband brought his work at times to the house to keep
  her company。  And a singular change had come over her。  She no
  longer talked of the past; nor of his family。  As if the little
  life that had passed with that morning mist had represented some
  ascending expiatory sacrifice; it seemed to have brought them into
  closer communion。
  Yet her weak condition made him conceal another trouble that had
  come upon him。  It was in the third month of his employment on the
  〃Clarion〃 that one afternoon; while correcting some proofs on his
  chief's desk; he came upon the following editorial paragraph:
  〃The played…out cant of 'pioneer genius' and 'pioneer discovery'
  appears to have reached its climax in the attempt of some of our
  contemporaries to apply it to Dan Harcourt's new Tasajara Job
  before the legislature。  It is perfectly well known in Harcourt's
  own district that; far from being a pioneer and settler HIMSELF he
  simply succeeded after a fashion to the genuine work of one Elijah
  Curtis; an actual pioneer and discoverer; years before; while
  Harcourt; we believe; was keeping a frontier doggery in Sidon; and
  dispensing 'tanglefoot' and salt junk to the hayfooted Pike
  Countians of his precinct。  This would make him as much of the
  'pioneer discoverer' as the rattlesnake who first takes up board
  and lodgings and then possession in a prairie dog's burrow。  And if
  the traveler's tale is true that the rattlesnake sometimes makes a
  meal of his landlord; the story told at Sidon may be equally
  credible that the original pioneer mysteriously disappeared about
  the time that Dan Harcourt came into the property。  From which it
  would seem that Harcourt is not in a position for his friends to
  invite very deep scrutiny into his 'pioneer' achievements。〃
  Stupefaction; a vague terror; and rising anger; rapidly succeeded
  each other in the young man's mind as he stood mechanically holding
  the paper in his hand。  It was the writing of his chief editor;
  whose easy brutality he had sometimes even boyishly admired。
  Without stopping to consider their relative positions he sought him
  indignantly and laid the proof before him。  The editor laughed。
  〃But what's that to YOU?  YOU'RE not on terms with the old man。〃
  〃But he is my father!〃 said John Milton hotly。
  〃Look here;〃 said the editor good…naturedly; 〃I'd like to oblige
  you; but it isn't BUSINESS; you know;and this IS; you
  understand;PROPRIETOR'S BUSINESS too!  Of course I see it might
  stand in the way of your making up to the old man afterwards and
  coming in for a million。  Well! you can tell him it's ME。  Say I
  WOULD put it in。  Say I'm nastyand I AM!〃
  〃Then it must go in?〃 said John Milton with a white face。
  〃You bet。〃
  〃Then I must go out!〃  And writing out his resignation; he laid it
  before his chief and left。
  But he could not bear to tell this to his wife when he climbed the
  hill that night; and he invented some excuse for bringing his work
  home。  The invalid never noticed any change in his usual buoyancy;
  and indeed I fear; when he was fairly installed with his writing
  materials at the foot of her bed; he had quite forgotten the
  episode。  He was recalled to it by a faint sigh。
  〃What is it; dear?〃 he said looking up。
  〃I like to see you writing; Milty。  You always look so happy。〃
  〃Always so happy; dear?〃
  〃Yes。  You are happy; are you not?〃
  〃Always。〃  He got up and kissed her。  Nevertheless; when he sat
  down to his work again; his face was turned a little more to the
  window。
  Another serious incidentto be also kept from the invalidshortly
  followed。  The article in the 〃Clarion〃 had borne its fruit。  The
  third day after his resignation a rival paper sharply retorted。
  〃The cowardly insinuations against the record of a justly honored
  capitalist;〃 said the 〃Pioneer;〃 〃although quite in keeping with
  the brazen 'Clarion;' might attract the attentions of the slandered
  party; if it were not known to his friends as well as himself that
  it may be traced almost directly to a cast…off member of his own
  family; who; it seems; is reduced to haunting the back doors of
  certain blatant journals to dispose of his cheap wares。  The
  slanderer is secure from public exposure in the superior decency of
  his relations; who refrain from airing their family linen upon
  editorial lines。〃
  This was the journal to which John Milton had hopefully turned for
  work。  When he read it there seemed but one thing for him to do
  and he did it。  Gentle and optimistic as was his nature; he had
  been brought up in a community where sincere directness of personal
  offense was followed by equally sincere directness of personal
  redress; andhe challenged the editor。  The bearer of his cartel
  was one Jack Hamlin; I grieve to say a gambler by profession; but
  between whom and John Milton had sprung up an odd friendship of
  which the best that can be said is that it was to each equally and
  unselfishly unprofitable。  The challenge was accepted; the
  preliminaries arranged。  〃I suppose;〃 said Jack carelessly; 〃as the
  old man ought to do something for your wife in case of accident;
  you've made some sort of a will?〃
  〃I've thought of that;〃 said John Milton; dubiously; 〃but I'm
  afraid it's no use。  You see〃he hesitated〃I'm not of age。〃
  〃May I ask how old you are; sonny?〃 said Jack with great gravity。
  〃I'm almost twenty;〃 said John Milton; coloring。
  〃It isn't exactly vingt…et…un; but I'd stand on it; if I were you I
  wouldn't draw to such a hand;〃 said Jack; coolly。
  The young husband had arranged to be absent from his home that
  night; and early morning found him; with Jack; grave; but
  courageous; in a little hollow behind the Mission Hills。  To them
  presently approached his antagonist; jauntily accompanied by
  Colonel Starbottle; his second。  They halted; but after the formal
  salutation were instantly joined by Jack Hamlin。  For a few moments
  John Milton remained awkwardly alonepending a conversation which
  even at that supreme moment he felt as being like the general
  attitude of his friends towards him; in its complete ignoring of
  himself。  The next moment the three men stepped towards him。  〃We
  have come; sir;〃 said Colonel Starbottle in his precisest speech
  but his jauntiest manner; 〃to offer you a full and ample apologya
  personal apologywhich only supplements that full public apology
  that my principal; sir; this gentleman;〃 indicating the editor of
  the 〃Pioneer;〃 〃has this morning made in the columns of his paper;
  as you will observe;〃 producing a newspaper。  〃We have; sir;〃
  continued the colonel loftily; 〃only within the last twelve hours
  become aware of theerREAL circumstances of the case。  We would
  regret that the affair had gone so far already; if it had not given
  us; sir; the opportunity of testifying to your gallantry。  We do so
  gladly; and iferera FEW YEARS LATER; Mr。 Harcourt; you should
  ever needa friend in any matter of this kind; I am; sir; at your
  service。〃  John Milton gazed half inquiringly; half uneasily at
  Jack。
  〃It's all right; Milt;〃 he said sotto voce。  〃Shake hands all round
  and let's go to breakfast。  And I rather think that editor wants to
  employ you HIMSELF。〃
  It was true; for when that night he climbed eagerly the steep
  homeward hill he carried with him the written offer of an
  engagement on the 〃Pioneer。〃  As he entered the door his wife's
  nurse and companion met him with a serious face。  There had been a
  strange and unexpected change in the patient's condition; and the
  doctor had already been there twice。  As he put aside his coat and
  hat and entered her room; it seemed to him that he had forever put
  aside all else of essay and ambition beyond those four walls。  And
  with the thought a great peace came upon him。  It seemed good to
  him to live for her alone。
  It was not for long。  As each monotonous day brought the morning
  mist and evening fog regularly to the little hilltop where his
  whole being was now centred; she seemed to grow daily weaker; and
  the little circle of her life narrowed day by day。  One morning
  when the usual mist appeared to have been withheld and the sun had
  risen with a strange and cruel brightness; when the waves danced
  and sparkled on the bay below and light glanced from dazzling
  sails; and even the white tombs on Lone Mountain glittered keenly;
  when cheery voices hailing each other on the hillside came to him
  clearly but without sense or meaning; when earth; sky; and sea
  seemed quivering with life and motion;he opened the door of that
  one little house on which the only shadow seemed to have fallen;
  and went forth again into the world alone。
  CHAPTER VII。
  Mr。 Daniel Harcourt's town mansion was also on an eminence; but it
  was that gentler acclivity of fashion known as Rincon Hill; and
  sunned itself on a southern slope of luxury。  It had been described
  as 〃princely〃 and 〃fairy…like;〃 by a gratef