第 19 节
作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-19 16:49      字数:9322
  meantime had taken active part in the discussion; whether it was
  vaguely understood that the possession of poetical and imaginative
  faculties precluded any capacity for business; or whether it was
  owing to the apparent superior maturity of Mrs。 Harcourt and the
  stranger; it was certain that THEY arranged the practical details
  of the engagement; and that the youthful husband sat silent; merely
  offering his always hopeful and sanguine consent。
  〃You'll take a house nearer to town; I suppose?〃 continued Mr。
  Fletcher to the lady; 〃though you've a charming view here。  I
  suppose it was quite a change from Tasajara and your father…in…
  law's house?  I daresay he had as fine a place thereon his own
  homesteadas he has here?〃
  Young Harcourt dropped his sensitive eyelids again。  It seemed hard
  that he could never get away from these allusions to his father!
  Perhaps it was only to that relationship that he was indebted for
  his visitor's kindness。  In his simple honesty he could not bear
  the thought of such a misapprehension。  〃Perhaps; Mr。 Fletcher; you
  do not know;〃 he said; 〃that my father is not on terms with me; and
  that we neither expect anything nor could we ever take anything
  from him。  Could we; Loo?〃  He added the useless question partly
  because he saw that his wife's face betrayed little sympathy with
  him; and partly that Fletcher was looking at her curiously; as if
  for confirmation。  But this was another of John Milton's trials as
  an imaginative reporter; nobody ever seemed to care for his
  practical opinions or facts!
  〃Mr。 Fletcher is not interested in our little family differences;
  Milty;〃 she said; looking at Mr。 Fletcher; however; instead of him。
  〃You're Daniel Harcourt's SON whatever happens。〃
  The cloud that had passed over the young man's face and eyes did
  not; however; escape Mr。 Fletcher's attention; for he smiled; and
  added gayly; 〃And I hope my valued lieutenant in any case。〃
  Nevertheless John Milton was quite ready to avail himself of an
  inspiration to fetch some cigars for his guest from the bar of the
  Sea…View House on the slope of the hill beyond; and thereby avoid a
  fateful subject。  Once in the fresh air again he promptly recovered
  his boyish spirits。  The light flying scud had already effaced the
  first rising stars; the lower creeping sea…fog had already blotted
  out the western shore and sea; but below him to the east the
  glittering lights of the city seemed to start up with a new;
  mysterious; and dazzling brilliancy。  It was the valley of diamonds
  that Sindbad saw lying almost at his feet!  Perhaps somewhere there
  the light of his own fame and fortune was already beginning to
  twinkle!
  He returned to his humble roof joyous and inspired。  As he entered
  the hall he heard his wife's voice and his own name mentioned;
  followed by that awkward; meaningless silence on his entrance which
  so plainly indicated either that he had been the subject of
  conversation or that it was not for his ears。  It was a dismal
  reminder of his boyhood at Sidon and Tasajara。  But he was too full
  of hope and ambition to heed it to…night; and later; when Mr。
  Fletcher had taken his departure; his pent…up enthusiasm burst out
  before his youthful partner。  Had she realized that their struggles
  were over now; that their future was secure?  They need no longer
  fear ever being forced to take bounty from the family; they were
  independent of them all!  He would make a name for himself that
  should be distinct from his father's as he should make a fortune
  that would be theirs alone。  The young wife smiled。  〃But all that
  need not prevent you; dear; from claiming your RIGHTS when the time
  comes。〃
  〃But if I scorn to make the claim or take a penny of his; Loo?〃
  〃You say you scorn to take the money you think your father got by a
  mere trick;at the best;and didn't earn。  And now you will be
  able to show you can live without it; and earn your own fortune。
  Well; dear; for that very reason why should you let your father and
  others enjoy and waste what is fairly your share?  For it is YOUR
  share whether it came to your father fairly or not; and if not; it
  is still your duty; believing as you do; to claim it from him; that
  at least YOU may do with it what you choose。  You might want to
  restore ittotosomebody。〃
  The young man laughed。  〃But; my dear Loo! suppose that I were weak
  enough to claim it; do you think my father would give it up?  He
  has the right; and no law could force him to yield to me more than
  he chooses。〃
  〃Not the law; but YOU could。〃
  〃I don't understand you;〃 he said quickly。
  〃You could force him by simply telling him what you once told me。〃
  John Milton drew back; and his hand dropped loosely from his
  wife's。  The color left his fresh young face; the light quivered
  for a moment and then became fixed and set in his eyes。  For that
  moment he looked ten years her senior。  〃I was wrong ever to tell
  even you that; Loo;〃 he said in a low voice。  〃You are wrong to
  ever remind me of it。  Forget it from this moment; as you value our
  love and want it to live and be remembered。  And forget; Loo; as I
  do;and ever shall;that you ever suggested to me to use my
  secret in the way you did just now。〃
  But here Mrs。 Harcourt burst into tears; more touched by the
  alteration in her husband's manner; I fear; than by any contrition
  for wrongdoing。  Of course if he wished to withdraw his confidences
  from her; just as he had almost confessed he wished to withdraw his
  NAME; she couldn't help it; but it was hard that when she sat there
  all day long trying to think what was best for them; she should be
  blamed!  At which the quiet and forgiving John Milton smiled
  remorsefully and tried to comfort her。  Nevertheless an occasional
  odd; indefinable chill seemed to creep across the feverish
  enthusiasm with which he was celebrating this day of fortune。  And
  yet he neither knew nor suspected until long after that his foolish
  wife had that night half betrayed his secret to the stranger!
  The next day he presented a note of introduction from Mr。 Fletcher
  to the business manager of the 〃Clarion;〃 and the following morning
  was duly installed in office。  He did not see his benefactor again;
  that single visit was left in the mystery and isolation of an
  angelic episode。  It later appeared that other and larger interests
  in the San Jose valley claimed his patron's residence and attendance;
  only the capital and general purpose of the paperto develop into a
  party organ in the interest of his possible senatorial aspirations
  in due seasonwas furnished by him。  Grateful as John Milton felt
  towards him; he was relieved; it seemed probable that Mr。 Fletcher
  HAD selected him on his individual merits; and not as the son of a
  millionaire。
  He threw himself into his work with his old hopeful enthusiasm; and
  perhaps an originality of method that was part of his singular
  independence。  Without the student's training or restraint;for
  his two years' schooling at Tasajara during his parents' prosperity
  came too late to act as a discipline;he was unfettered by any
  rules; and guided only by an unerring instinctive taste that became
  near being genius。  He was a brilliant and original; if not always
  a profound and accurate; reporter。  By degrees he became an
  accustomed interest to the readers of the 〃Clarion;〃 then an
  influence。  Actors themselves in many a fierce drama; living lives
  of devotion; emotion; and picturesque incident; they had satisfied
  themselves with only the briefest and most practical daily record
  of their adventure; and even at first were dazed and startled to
  find that many of them had been heroes and some poets。  The
  stealthy boyish reader of romantic chronicle at Sidon had learned
  by heart the chivalrous story of the emigration。  The second column
  of the 〃Clarion〃 became famous even while the figure of its
  youthful writer; unknown and unrecognized; was still nightly
  climbing the sands of Russian Hill; and even looking down as before
  on the lights of the growing city; without a thought that he had
  added to that glittering constellation。
  Cheerful and contented with the exercise of work; he would have
  been happy but for the gradual haunting of another dread which
  presently began to drag him at earlier hours up the steep path to
  his little home; to halt him before the door with the quickened
  breath of an anxiety he would scarcely confess to himself; and
  sometimes hold him aimlessly a whole day beneath his roof。  For the
  pretty but delicate Mrs。 Harcourt; like others of her class; had
  added a weak and ineffective maternity to their other conjugal
  trials; and one early dawn a baby was born that lingered with them
  scarcely longer than the morning mist and exhaled with the rising
  sun。  The young wife regained her strength slowly;so slowly that
  the youthful husband brought his work at times to the house to keep
  her company。  And a s