第 8 节
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  those who do not understand them; is their love of praise; the
  critics failing to grasp the fact that this passion for measuring
  one's self with others; like the gad…fly pursuing poor Io; never
  allows a moment's repose in the green pastures of success; but
  goads them constantly up the rocky sides of endeavor。  It is not
  that they love flattery; but that they need approbation as a
  counterpoise to the dark moments of self…abasement and as a
  sustaining aid for higher flights。
  Many years ago I was present at a final sitting which my master;
  Carolus Duran; gave to one of my fair compatriots。  He knew that
  the lady was leaving Paris on the morrow; and that in an hour; her
  husband and his friends were coming to see and criticise the
  portrait … always a terrible ordeal for an artist。
  To any one familiar with this painter's moods; it was evident that
  the result of the sitting was not entirely satisfactory。  The quick
  breathing; the impatient tapping movement of the foot; the swift
  backward springs to obtain a better view; so characteristic of him
  in moments of doubt; and which had twenty years before earned him
  the name of LE DANSEUR from his fellow…copyists at the Louvre;
  betrayed to even a casual observer that his discouragement and
  discontent were at boiling point。
  The sound of a bell and a murmur of voices announced the entrance
  of the visitors into the vast studio。  After the formalities of
  introduction had been accomplished the new…comers glanced at the
  portrait; but uttered never a word。  From it they passed in a
  perfectly casual manner to an inspection of the beautiful contents
  of the room; investigating the tapestries; admiring the armor; and
  finally; after another glance at the portrait; the husband
  remarked: 〃You have given my wife a jolly long neck; haven't you?〃
  and; turning to his friends; began laughing and chatting in
  English。
  If vitriol had been thrown on my poor master's quivering frame; the
  effect could not have been more instantaneous; his ignorance of the
  language spoken doubtless exaggerating his impression of being
  ridiculed。  Suddenly he turned very white; and before any of us had
  divined his intention he had seized a Japanese sword lying by and
  cut a dozen gashes across the canvas。  Then; dropping his weapon;
  he flung out of the room; leaving his sitter and her friends in
  speechless consternation; to wonder then and ever after in what way
  they had offended him。  In their opinions; if a man had talent and
  understood his business; he should produce portraits with the same
  ease that he would answer dinner invitations; and if they paid for;
  they were in no way bound also to praise; his work。  They were
  entirely pleased with the result; but did not consider it necessary
  to tell him so; no idea having crossed their minds that he might be
  in one of those moods so frequent with artistic natures; when words
  of approbation and praise are as necessary to them; as the air we
  breathe is to us; mortals of a commoner clay。
  Even in the theatrical and operatic professions; those hotbeds of
  conceit; you will generally find among the 〃stars〃 abysmal depths
  of discouragement and despair。  One great tenor; who has delighted
  New York audiences during several winters past; invariably
  announces to his intimates on arising that his 〃voice has gone;〃
  and that; in consequence he will 〃never sing again;〃 and has to be
  caressed and cajoled back into some semblance of confidence before
  attempting a performance。  This same artist; with an almost
  limitless repertoire and a reputation no new successes could
  enhance; recently risked all to sing what he considered a higher
  class of music; infinitely more fatiguing to his voice; because he
  was impelled onward by the ideal that forces genius to constant
  improvement and development of its powers。
  What the people who meet these artists occasionally at a private
  concert or behind the scenes during the intense strain of a
  representation; take too readily for monumental egoism and conceit;
  is; the greater part of the time; merely the desire for a
  sustaining word; a longing for the stimulant of praise。
  All actors and singers are but big children; and must be humored
  and petted like children when you wish them to do their best。  It
  is necessary for them to feel in touch with their audiences; to be
  assured that they are not falling below the high ideals formed for
  their work。
  Some winters ago a performance at the opera nearly came to a
  standstill because an all…conquering soprano was found crying in
  her dressing…room。  After many weary moments of consolation and
  questioning; it came out that she felt quite sure she no longer had
  any talent。  One of the other singers had laughed at her voice; and
  in consequence there was nothing left to live for。  A half…hour
  later; owing to judicious 〃treatment;〃 she was singing gloriously
  and bowing her thanks to thunders of applause。
  Rather than blame this divine discontent that has made man what he
  is to…day; let us glorify and envy it; pitying the while the frail
  mortal vessels it consumes with its flame。  No adulation can turn
  such natures from their goal; and in the hour of triumph the slave
  is always at their side to whisper the word of warning。  This
  discontent is the leaven that has raised the whole loaf of dull
  humanity to better things and higher efforts; those privileged to
  feel it are the suns that illuminate our system。  If on these
  luminaries observers have discovered spots; it is well to remember
  that these blemishes are but the defects of their qualities; and
  better far than the total eclipse that shrouds so large a part of
  humanity in colorless complacency。
  It will never be known how many master…pieces have been lost to the
  world because at the critical moment a friend has not been at hand
  with the stimulant of sympathy and encouragement needed by an
  overworked; straining artist who was beginning to lose confidence
  in himself; to soothe his irritated nerves with the balm of praise;
  and take his poor aching head on a friendly shoulder and let him
  sob out there all his doubt and discouragement。
  So let us not be niggardly or ungenerous in meting out to
  struggling fellow…beings their share; and perchance a little more
  than their share of approbation and applause; poor enough return;
  after all; for the pleasure their labors have procured us。  What
  adequate compensation can we mete out to an author for the hours of
  delight and self…forgetfulness his talent has brought to us in
  moments of loneliness; illness; or grief?  What can pay our debt to
  a painter who has fixed on canvas the face we love?
  The little return that it is in our power to make for all the joy
  these gifted fellow…beings bring into our lives is (closing our
  eyes to minor imperfections) to warmly applaud them as they move
  upward; along their stony path。
  CHAPTER 8 … Slouch
  I SHOULD like to see; in every school…room of our growing country;
  in every business office; at the railway stations; and on street
  corners; large placards placed with 〃Do not slouch〃 printed thereon
  in distinct and imposing characters。  If ever there was a tendency
  that needed nipping in the bud (I fear the bud is fast becoming a
  full…blown flower); it is this discouraging national failing。
  Each year when I return from my spring wanderings; among the
  benighted and effete nations of the Old World; on whom the
  untravelled American looks down from the height of his superiority;
  I am struck anew by the contrast between the trim; well…groomed
  officials left behind on one side of the ocean and the happy…go…
  lucky; slouching individuals I find on the other。
  As I ride up town this unpleasant impression deepens。  In the
  〃little Mother Isle〃 I have just left; bus…drivers have quite a
  coaching air; with hat and coat of knowing form。  They sport
  flowers in their button…holes and salute other bus…drivers; when
  they meet; with a twist of whip and elbow refreshingly correct;
  showing that they take pride in their calling; and have been at
  some pains to turn themselves out as smart in appearance as
  finances would allow。
  Here; on the contrary; the stage and cab drivers I meet seem to be
  under a blight; and to have lost all interest in life。  They lounge
  on the box; their legs straggling aimlessly; one hand holding the
  reins; the other hanging dejectedly by the side。  Yet there is
  little doubt that these heartbroken citizens are earning double
  what their London CONFRERES gain。  The shadow of the national
  peculiarity is over them。
  When I get to my rooms; the elevator boy is reclining in the lift;
  and hardly raises his eye…lids as he languidly manoeuvres the rope。
  I have seen that boy now for months; but never when his boots and
  clothes