第 51 节
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seen to be limited; not infinite but finite; and all a measurable matter _how_ it went;he had been content to plough the ground; and read his Bible。 He in his old days could not support it any longer; without selling himself to Falsehood; that he might ride in gilt carriages to Whitehall; and have clerks with bundles of papers haunting him; 〃Decide this; decide that;〃 which in utmost sorrow of heart no man can perfectly decide! What could gilt carriages do for this man? From of old; was there not in his life a weight of meaning; a terror and a splendor as of Heaven itself? His existence there as man set him beyond the need of gilding。 Death; Judgment and Eternity: these already lay as the background of whatsoever he thought or did。 All his life lay begirt as in a sea of nameless Thoughts; which no speech of a mortal could name。 God's Word; as the Puritan prophets of that time had read it: this was great; and all else was little to him。 To call such a man 〃ambitious;〃 to figure him as the prurient wind…bag described above; seems to me the poorest solecism。 Such a man will say: 〃Keep your gilt carriages and huzzaing mobs; keep your red…tape clerks; your influentialities; your important businesses。 Leave me alone; leave me alone; there is _too much of life_ in me already!〃 Old Samuel Johnson; the greatest soul in England in his day; was not ambitious。 〃Corsica Boswell〃 flaunted at public shows with printed ribbons round his hat; but the great old Samuel stayed at home。 The world…wide soul wrapt up in its thoughts; in its sorrows;what could paradings; and ribbons in the hat; do for it?
Ah yes; I will say again: The great _silent_ men! Looking round on the noisy inanity of the world; words with little meaning; actions with little worth; one loves to reflect on the great Empire of _Silence_。 The noble silent men; scattered here and there; each in his department; silently thinking; silently working; whom no Morning Newspaper makes mention of! They are the salt of the Earth。 A country that has none or few of these is in a bad way。 Like a forest which had no _roots_; which had all turned into leaves and boughs;which must soon wither and be no forest。 Woe for us if we had nothing but what we can _show_; or speak。 Silence; the great Empire of Silence: higher than the stars; deeper than the Kingdoms of Death! It alone is great; all else is small。I hope we English will long maintain our _grand talent pour le silence_。 Let others that cannot do without standing on barrel…heads; to spout; and be seen of all the market…place; cultivate speech exclusively;become a most green forest without roots! Solomon says; There is a time to speak; but also a time to keep silence。 Of some great silent Samuel; not urged to writing; as old Samuel Johnson says he was; by _want of money_; and nothing other; one might ask; 〃Why do not you too get up and speak; promulgate your system; found your sect?〃 〃Truly;〃 he will answer; 〃I am _continent_ of my thought hitherto; happily I have yet had the ability to keep it in me; no compulsion strong enough to speak it。 My 'system' is not for promulgation first of all; it is for serving myself to live by。 That is the great purpose of it to me。 And then the 'honor'? Alas; yes;but as Cato said of the statue: So many statues in that Forum of yours; may it not be better if they ask; Where is Cato's statue?〃
But now; by way of counterpoise to this of Silence; let me say that there are two kinds of ambition; one wholly blamable; the other laudable and inevitable。 Nature has provided that the great silent Samuel shall not be silent too long。 The selfish wish to shine over others; let it be accounted altogether poor and miserable。 〃Seekest thou great things; seek them not:〃 this is most true。 And yet; I say; there is an irrepressible tendency in every man to develop himself according to the magnitude which Nature has made him of; to speak out; to act out; what nature has laid in him。 This is proper; fit; inevitable; nay it is a duty; and even the summary of duties for a man。 The meaning of life here on earth might be defined as consisting in this: To unfold your _self_; to work what thing you have the faculty for。 It is a necessity for the human being; the first law of our existence。 Coleridge beautifully remarks that the infant learns to _speak_ by this necessity it feels。We will say therefore: To decide about ambition; whether it is bad or not; you have two things to take into view。 Not the coveting of the place alone; but the fitness of the man for the place withal: that is the question。 Perhaps the place was _his_; perhaps he had a natural right; and even obligation; to seek the place! Mirabeau's ambition to be Prime Minister; how shall we blame it; if he were 〃the only man in France that could have done any good there〃? Hopefuler perhaps had he not so clearly _felt_ how much good he could do! But a poor Necker; who could do no good; and had even felt that he could do none; yet sitting broken…hearted because they had flung him out; and he was now quit of it; well might Gibbon mourn over him。Nature; I say; has provided amply that the silent great man shall strive to speak withal; _too_ amply; rather!
Fancy; for example; you had revealed to the brave old Samuel Johnson; in his shrouded…up existence; that it was possible for him to do priceless divine work for his country and the whole world。 That the perfect Heavenly Law might be made Law on this Earth; that the prayer he prayed daily; 〃Thy kingdom come;〃 was at length to be fulfilled! If you had convinced his judgment of this; that it was possible; practicable; that he the mournful silent Samuel was called to take a part in it! Would not the whole soul of the man have flamed up into a divine clearness; into noble utterance and determination to act; casting all sorrows and misgivings under his feet; counting all affliction and contradiction small;the whole dark element of his existence blazing into articulate radiance of light and lightning? It were a true ambition this! And think now how it actually was with Cromwell。 From of old; the sufferings of God's Church; true zealous Preachers of the truth flung into dungeons; whips; set on pillories; their ears crops off; God's Gospel…cause trodden under foot of the unworthy: all this had lain heavy on his soul。 Long years he had looked upon it; in silence; in prayer; seeing no remedy on Earth; trusting well that a remedy in Heaven's goodness would come;that such a course was false; unjust; and could not last forever。 And now behold the dawn of it; after twelve years silent waiting; all England stirs itself; there is to be once more a Parliament; the Right will get a voice for itself: inexpressible well…grounded hope has come again into the Earth。 Was not such a Parliament worth being a member of? Cromwell threw down his ploughs; and hastened thither。
He spoke there;rugged bursts of earnestness; of a self…seen truth; where we get a glimpse of them。 He worked there; he fought and strove; like a strong true giant of a man; through cannon…tumult and all else;on and on; till the Cause _triumphed_; its once so formidable enemies all swept from before it; and the dawn of hope had become clear light of victory and certainty。 That _he_ stood there as the strongest soul of England; the undisputed Hero of all England;what of this? It was possible that the Law of Christ's Gospel could now establish itself in the world! The Theocracy which John Knox in his pulpit might dream of as a 〃devout imagination;〃 this practical man; experienced in the whole chaos of most rough practice; dared to consider as capable of being _realized_。 Those that were highest in Christ's Church; the devoutest wisest men; were to rule the land: in some considerable degree; it might be so and should be so。 Was it not _true_; God's truth? And if _true_; was it not then the very thing to do? The strongest practical intellect in England dared to answer; Yes! This I call a noble true purpose; is it not; in its own dialect; the noblest that could enter into the heart of Statesman or man? For a Knox to take it up was something; but for a Cromwell; with his great sound sense and experience of what our world _was_;History; I think; shows it only this once in such a degree。 I account it the culminating point of Protestantism; the most heroic phasis that 〃Faith in the Bible〃 was appointed to exhibit here below。 Fancy it: that it were made manifest to one of us; how we could make the Right supremely victorious over Wrong; and all that we had longed and prayed for; as the highest good to England and all lands; an attainable fact!
Well; I must say; the _vulpine_ intellect; with its knowingness; its alertness and expertness in 〃detecting hypocrites;〃 seems to me a rather sorry business。 We have had but one such Statesman in England; one man; that I can get sight of; who ever had in the heart of him any such purpose at all。 One man; in the course of fifteen hundred years; and this was his welcome。 He had adherents by the hundred or the ten; opponents by the million。 Had England rallied all round him;why; then; England might have been a _Christian_ land! As it is; vulpine knowingness sits yet at its hopeles