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作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 00:37      字数:9322
  younger;      indeed;    felt  hopeful    that  definite    results   might    presently    be
  recorded;   and   he   went   to   his   bed   very   thankful   to   get   there。  But   Sir
  Walter;     now    calm    and   refreshed    by   some     hours   of   sleep   during    the
  afternoon; designed to keep his own vigil。
  〃Poor   May   lies   in   my   library   to…night;〃   he   said;   〃and   I   shall   watch
  beside him。       Mary also wishes to do so。          It seems a proper respect to pay
  the dead。     The inquest takes place to…morrow; and he will be buried in his
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  parish。   We must attend the funeral; Mary and I。〃
  〃If ever a man took his own life; that man did!〃 declared the doctor。
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  CHAPTER IX
  THE NIGHT WATCH
  Though   a   room   had   been   prepared   for   Dr。   Mannering;   he   did   not
  occupy it long。      The early hours of night found him in a bad temper; and
  suffering from considerable exacerbation of nerves。 He troubled little for
  himself; and still less concerning the police; for he was human; and their
  indifference     to  his  advice    annoyed    him;   but   for  Sir  Walter    he  was
  perturbed;  and did   not like   the   arrangements   that   he   had   planned。   The
  doctor; however; designed to go and come and keep an eye upon the old
  man; and he hoped that the master of Chadlands would presently sleep; if
  only in his study chair。       For himself he suffered a somewhat unpleasant
  experience toward   midnight;  but had   himself to   thank   for   it。     He   rested
  for an hour in his bedroom; then went downstairs; to find Mary and her
  father sitting quietly together in the great library。 They were both reading;
  while   at   the   farther   end;   where   a   risen   moon   already   frosted   the   lofty
  windows above him; lay Septimus May in his coffin。                Mary had plucked
  a wealth of white hothouse flowers; which stood in an old Venetian bowl
  at his feet。
  Sir Walter was solicitous for the doctor。
  〃Not in bed!〃 he exclaimed。         〃This is too bad; Mannering。         We shall
  have you ill next。       You have been on your feet for countless hours and
  much   lies   before   you   to…morrow。    Do   be   sensible;   my   dear   fellow;   and
  take some rest … even if you cannot sleep。〃
  〃There is no sleep to…night for me。         Lord knows how soon I may be
  wanted by those fools playing with fire upstairs。〃
  〃We cannot interfere。       For myself a great peace has descended upon
  me; now that initiative and the need for controlling and directing is taken
  out of my hands。       I began to feel this when poor Hardcastle arrived; but
  that composure was sadly shattered。           I am even prepared for the needful
  publicity   now。    I   can   face   it。 If   I   erred   in   the   matter   of   this   devoted
  priest; I shall not question the judgment of my fellow…men upon me。〃
  〃Fear nothing of that sort;〃 answered Mannering。              〃Your fellow…man
  has no right to judge you; and the law; with all its faults; appreciates logic。
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  Who can question your right to believe that this is a matter outside human
  knowledge?         Your     wisdom     may     be   questioned;     but   not  your    right。
  Plenty   would   have   felt   the   same。     When   the   mind   of   man   finds   itself
  groping in the dark; you will see that; in the huge majority of cases; it falls
  back   upon   supernatural   explanations   for   mystery。          This   fact   has   made
  fortunes     for  not   a  few   who    profit  by   the  credulity    of  human     nature。
  Faiths    are   founded    on   it。  May   carried     too  many   guns     for  you。    He
  honestly convinced you that his theory of his son's death was the correct
  theory; and I; for one; though I deplore the fact that you came to see with
  his   eyes;   and   permitted   him   to   do   what   he   believed   was   his   duty;   yet
  should     be   the  last  to  think   your   action    open   to  judicial   blame。     No
  Christian   judge;   at   any  rate;   would   have   the   least   right   to   question   you。
  In a word; there is no case yet against anybody。             The force responsible for
  these things is utterly unknown; and if ill betides the men upstairs; that is
  only another argument for you。〃
  Sir Walter put down his book … a volume of pious meditations。 Events
  had drawn him into a receptive attitude toward religion。 He was surprised
  at Dr。 Mannering。
  〃I never thought to hear you admit as much as that。                  How strangely
  the   currents   of   the   mind   ebb   and   flow;   Mannering。    Here   are   you   with
  your scepticism apparently weakening; while I feel thankfully assured; at
  any   rate   for   the   moment;   that   only   a   material   reason   accounts   for   these
  disasters。〃
  〃Why?〃 asked the physician。
  〃Because against the powers of any dark spirit Septimus May was safe。
  Even had he been right and his prayer had freed such a being and cast it
  out of my house; would the Almighty have permitted it to rend and destroy
  the   agent   of   its   liberation?   May   could   not   have   suffered   death   by   any
  conscious; supernatural means if our faith is true; but; as he himself said;
  when he came here after the death of his boy; he did not pretend that faith
  in God rendered a human being superior to the laws of matter。                    If; as was
  suggested at dinner to…day; there is somebody in this house with a mind
  unhinged who has discovered a secret of nature by which human life can
  be destroyed and leave no sign; then this dead clergyman was; of course;
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  as powerless against such a hideous danger as any other human being。〃
  〃But surely such a theory is quite as wild as any based on supernatural
  assumptions?        You know the occupants of this house … every one of them;
  Sir   Walter。    Mary   knows   them;       Henry   knows   them。       I   have   attended
  most of them at one time or another。              Is there one against whom such a
  suspicion can be entertained?〃
  〃Not one indeed。〃
  〃Could   the   war   have   made   a   difference?〃   asked   Mary。       〃We   know
  how   shell   shock   and   wounds   to   a   poor   man's   head   had   often   left   him
  apparently sound; yet in reality weakened as to his mind。〃
  〃Yes;  that is   true   enough。     And   when   the unfortunate   men   get   back
  into everyday life from the hospitals; or endeavor to resume their old work;
  the    weakness     appears。     I   have    seen   cases。    But    of   all  the  men    in
  Chadlands there are only three examples of any such catastrophe。                    I know
  a   few   in  the   village   …  none   where    one    can   speak   of  actual   insanity;
  however。      Here there is only Fred Caunter; who was hurt about the head
  on board ship; but the injury left no defect。〃
  〃Fred is certainly as sane as I am … perhaps saner;〃 admitted Sir Walter。
  〃Don't think I really imagine there is anything of the kind here;〃 added
  Mannering。       〃But   if   these   four   men   are   in   a   condition   to   proceed   with
  their    work    to…morrow;      you   must    expect    them    to   make    a   searching
  examination       of  everybody   in     the  house。    And     they   may    find   a  good
  number   of   nervous   and   hysterical   women;   if   not   men。        It   is   not   their
  province; however; to determine whether people are weak in the head; and
  I know; as well as you do; that none in this house had any hand in these
  disasters。〃
  〃Never     was    a  family   with    fewer   secrets   than   mine;〃    declared    Sir
  Walter。
  〃The morning may bring light;〃 said Mary。
  〃I   feel  very   little  hope   that   it  will;〃  answered     Mannering。       〃The
  inquiry will proceed; whatever happens to…night; and we may all have to
  go    to  London      to  attend   it。  After     they   have    turned   Chadlands      and
  everybody in it upside down; as they surely will; then we may be called; if
  they arrive at no conclusion。〃
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