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  indeed silent for some time; while her father…in…law flowed on and uttered
  his   conviction。     Yet   not   all   his   intensity  and   asseverations   could   justify
  such     extravagant     assertion。    At    another    time    they   might    even    have
  amused Mary; but in sight of the fact that her father was yielding; and that
  the end of the argument would mean the clergyman in the Grey Room; she
  could win nothing but frantic anxiety from the situation。                 Sir Walter was
  broken;     he   had   lost  his   hold   on   reality;  and   she   realized   that。   His
  unsettled intelligence had gone over to the opposition; and there was none;
  as it seemed; to argue on her side。
  Septimus   May   had   acted   like   a   dangerous   drug   on   Sir   Walter;   he
  ppeared     to  be   intoxicated   in   some   degree。     But   only   in   mind;   not   in
  manner。      He argued for his new attitude; and he was not as excited as the
  priest; but maintained his usual level tones。
  〃I agreed with Mannering and Henry yesterday; as you know; Mary;〃
  he said; 〃and at my desire Mr。 May desisted from his wish。                   We see how
  mistaken I was; how right he must have been。                 I have thought it out this
  afternoon; calmly and logically。           These unfortunate young men have died
  without   a   reason;   for   be  sure   no   explanation   of   Peter   Hardcastle's   death
  will be forthcoming though the whole College of Surgeons examines his
  corpse。      Then   we   must   admit   that   life   has   been   snatched   out   of   these
  bodies by some force of which we have no conception。                     Were it natural;
  science     would    have    discovered     a  reason    for  death;   but   it  could   not;
  because their lives flowed away as water out of a bottle; leaving the bottle
  unchanged       in  every    particular。   But     life  does   not  desert   its  physical
  habitation on these terms。          It cannot quit a healthy; human body neither
  ruined nor rent。       You must be honest with yourself; my child; as well as
  with your father…in…law and me。 A physical cause being absolutely  ruled
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  out;   what   remains?   To…night   I   emphatically   support   Mr。   May;   and          my
  conscience; long in terrible concern; is now at rest again。                And because it
  is at rest; I know that I have done well。             I believe that what dear Tom's
  father desires to   do … namely;  to spend this   night in the  Grey Room …  is
  now within his province and entirely proper to his profession; and I share
  his perfect faith and confidence。〃
  〃It is you who lack faith; Mary;〃 continued Septimus May。                   〃You lack
  faith;   otherwise   you   would   appreciate   the   unquestionable   truth   of   what
  your father tells you。 Listen;〃 he continued; 〃and understand something of
  what this means from a larger outlook than our own selfish and immediate
  interests。    Much   may  come   of   my  action   for   the   Faith   at   large。    I   may
  find an answer to those grave questions concerning the life beyond and the
  whole problem of spiritualism now convulsing the Church and casting us
  into opposing sections。         It is untrodden and mysterious ground; but I am
  called    upon    to  tread   it。  For    my    part;  I  am   never    prepared     to  flout
  inquirers if they approach these subjects in a reverent spirit。 We must not
  revile good men because they think differently from ourselves。                    We must
  examine   the   assertions   of   such   inquirers   as   Sir   Oliver   Lodge   and       Sir
  Conan   Doyle   in   a   mood   of   reverence   and   sympathy。         Some   men   drift
  away   from   the   truth   in   vital   particulars;   but   not   so   far   that   they   cannot
  return if the road is made clear to them。
  〃We must remember that our conviction of a double existence rests on
  the revelation of God through His Son; not on a mere; vague desire toward
  a future life common to all sorts and conditions of men。                  They suspected
  and    hoped;    we    know。     Science     may    explain    that  general    desire   if  it
  pleases; it cannot explain; or destroy; the triumphant certainty born of faith。
  Spiritualism has succeeded to the biblical record of 'possession;' and I; for
  my  part;  of   course prefer   what   my  Bible teaches。          I   do not   myself   find
  that   the   'mediums'   of   modern   spiritualism  speak   with   tongues   worthy  of
  much respect up to the present; and it is certain that rogues abound; but the
  quesion   is   clamant。     It   demands   to   be discussed   by  our   spiritual   guides
  and the fathers of the Church。            Already they recognize this fact and are
  beginning to approach it … some priests in a right spirit; some … as at the
  Church Congress last month … in a wrong spirit。〃
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  A wrong spirit; May?〃 asked Sir Walter。
  〃In my opinion; a wrong spirit;〃 answered the other。               〃There is much;
  even in a meeting of the Church Congress; that makes truly religious men
  mourn。      They laughed when they should have learned。 I refer to incidents
  and    criticisms    of  last  October。     There    the   Dean    of  Manchester;      who
  shows how those; who have apparently spoken to us from Beyond through
  the mouths of living persons; describe their different states and conditions。
  Stainton   Moses   gave   us   a   vision   of   heaven   such   as   an   Oxford   don   and
  myself might be supposed to appreciate。
  〃Raymond describes a heaven wherein the average second lieutenant
  could   find   all   that;   for   the   moment;   he   needs。 But   why   laugh   at   these
  things?     If we make our own hells; shall we not make our own heavens?
  We must go into the next world more or less cloyed and clogged with the
  emotions and interests of this one。           It is inevitable。    We cannot instantly
  throw off a life … time of interests; affections; and desires。               We are still
  human and pass onward as human beings; not as angels of light。
  〃Therefore; we may reasonably suppose that the Almighty will temper
  the    wind    to  the   shorn    lamb;    nor   impose     too   harsh   and    terrible  a
  transformation upon the souls of the righteous departed; but lead one and
  all; by gradual stages and through not unfamiliar conditions; to the heaven
  of ultimate and absolute perfection that He has designed for His conscious
  creatures。〃
  〃Well spoken〃 said Sir Walter。
  But Mr。 May had not finished。 He proceeded to the immediate point。
  〃Shall it be denied that devils have been cast out in the name of God?〃
  he asked。      〃And if from human tenements; then why not from dwellings
  made with human hands also?              May not a house be similarly cleansed as
  well   as   a   soul?  This unknown   spirit   …   angel   or   fiend;  or other   sentient
  being     …  is  permitted   to   challenge    mankind     and    draw   attention    to  its
  existence。      A  mystery;   I   grant;  but   its   Maker  has   now   willed   that   some
  measure of this mystery shall be revealed to us。             We are called to play our
  part in this spirit's existence。
  〃It   would   seem   that   it   has   endured   a   sort   of   imprisonment   in   this
  particular room for more years than we know; and it may actually be the
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  spirit of some departed human being condemned; for causes that humanity
  has forgotten; to remain within these walls。             The nameless and unknown
  thing cries passionately to be liberated; and is permitted by its Maker to
  draw     our  terrified   attention   upon    itself  by  the   exercise   of  destructive
  functions transcending our reason。
  〃God; then; has willed that; through the agency of devout and living
  men; the unhappy phantom shall now be translated and moved from this
  environment   for   ever;   and   to   me   the   appointed   task   is   allotted。   So   I
  believe; as firmly as I believe in the death and resurrection of the   Lord。
  Is that clear to you; Sir Walter?〃
  〃It is。  You have made it convincingly clear。〃
  〃So be it; then。      I; too; Mary; am not dead to the meaning of science
  in its proper place。       We may take an illustration of what I have told you
  from astronomy。         As comets enter our system from realms of which we
  have no knowledge; dazzle us a l