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作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 00:37      字数:9322
  will go farther。       I will venture to declare that this death…dealing ghost; or
  discarnate   but   concious   being;   may   not   be;   as   you   say;   a   dark   angel   …
  perhaps   not     wholly   evil…perhaps        not  evil   at   all。 One     thing   none    can
  question   …   it   did the   will   of   its   Creator;  as   we   all   must;   and   we   are   not;
  therefore;   justified   in   asserting   that   a   malignant   force   was   exerted。      To
  say   so   is   to   speak   in   terms   of   our   own   bitter   loss   and   our   own   aching
  hearts。     But we are justified in believing that a fearful; unknown power
  was liberated during the night that Tom died; and I desire to approach that
  power upon my knees and with my life in my Maker's hands。〃
  The conviction of this righteous but superstitious soul was uttered with
  passionate zeal。        He puzzled to understand how fellow Christians   could
  argue against him; and much resented the fact that Sir Walter withstood his
  claim   and     declined     to  permit    the   experiment      he  desired    to   make。     A
  formalist and precisian; he held any sort of doubt to be backsliding before
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  the message in his own heart。           They argued unavailingly with him; and
  Henry Lennox suggested a compromise。
  〃Why is it vital; after all; that only one should undertake this ordeal? 〃
  he asked。     〃I begged you to let me try … for revenge。〃
  〃Do not use that word;〃 said Mr。 Prodgers。
  〃Well; at any rate; I feel just as great a call to be there as Tom's father
  can feel … just as pressing a demand and desire。 There may have been foul
  play。    At any rate; the thing was done by an active agency; and Tom was
  taken in some way at a disadvantage。            There was no fair fight; I'll swear。
  He   was   evidently   kneeling;   calmly   enough   looking   out   of   the   window;
  when he died; and the blow must have been a coward's blow; struck from
  behind; whoever struck it。〃
  〃There was no blow; Henry;〃 said Sir Walter。
  〃Death   is   a   blow;   uncle…the   most   awful   blow   a   strong   man   can   be
  called to suffer; surely。      And I beg this; that if you won't let me face the
  infernal thing alone you'll let me share this business with Mr。 May。                  He
  can pray and I can … watch。〃
  But the dead man's father made short work of Henry's proposition。
  〃You are introducing that very element of rationalism to be; before all
  things; distrusted here。       The mere introduction of human precaution and
  human   weapons   would   sully   faith   and   make   of   no   avail   the   only   sure
  means   of   winning   light   on   this   solemn   problem。   Reason;   so   employed;
  would be a hindrance…an actual danger。             Only absolute faith can unravel
  the mystery before us。〃
  〃Then; frankly; I tell you that I lack any such absolute faith;〃 declared
  Sir Walter。
  〃Do not say that … you libel yourself and are letting a base and material
  fear cloud your own trust;〃 answered May。             〃As there is no human reason
  for what   has happened; so   no human reason   will   be found to   explain   it。
  By denying me; you are denying the sole means by which this dark terror
  can be banished。        You are denying God's offer of peace。             We must not
  only seek peace; but ensue it。         That means that we are now called to take
  such steps as the Almighty puts at our service by the road of conscience
  and faith。    I have a right to this revelation as my boy's father。          The cup is
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  mine; and you will do very wrongly if you deny me the right to drink it。 I
  desire to say; 'Peace be to this house' before I leave it; and; Christian to
  Christian; you cannot deny me; or hesitate as to your answer。〃
  No argument would bend his obstinate conviction; and he debated with
  great force from his own standpoint。              He presented a man overmastered
  and     mentally     incapable     of   appreciating      any    argument      against    his
  possession。
  But   Sir   Walter;   now   determined;   was   as   obstinate   as   the   clergyman。
  Mannering bluntly declared that it would be suicide on May's part; and a
  conniving at the same by any who permitted him to attempt his vigil。
  〃I;   too;  must   do   my   duty   as   I  see  it;〃  summed     up   the   master   of
  Chadlands;   〃and   after   I   have   done   so;   then   we   may   be   in   a   position   to
  admit the case is altered。〃
  The other suddenly rose and lifted his hands。              He was trembling with
  emotion。
  〃May my God give a sign; then!〃 he cried。
  They  were   silent   a   moment;   for   courtesy   or   astonishment。       Nothing
  happened; and presently Sir Walter spoke:
  〃You     must   bear   with   me。    You     are  upset;   and   scarcely   know     the
  gravity    of   the  things   you    say。   To…morrow       the   physical    and   material
  investigation that I consider proper; and the world has a right to demand;
  will be made…in a spirit; I hope; as earnest and devout as your own。                   And
  if after that no shadow of explanation is forthcoming; and no peril to life
  can   be   discovered;   then   I   should   feel   disposed   to   consider   your   views
  more seriously … with many reserves; however。 At any rate; it will be your
  turn   then;   if   you   still   adhere   to   your   opinions;   and   I   am   sure   all   just
  persons who hear of your purpose would join their prayers with you。〃
  〃Your faith is weak; though you believe it strong;〃 answered the other。
  And   he   was   equally   curt   when   the   physician   advised   him   to   take   a
  sleeping…draught   before   retiring。        He   bade   them   〃Good…night〃   without
  more   words;   and   went to his   room;   while   after   further   conversation;   Dr。
  Mannering and Mr。 Prodgers took their leave。
  The former strongly urged Sir Walter to set some sort of guard outside
  the door of the Grey Room。             〃That man's not wholly sane to…night;〃 he
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  declared; 〃and he appears to glory in the fact that he isn't。              He must surely
  be   aware   that   much   he   said   was   superstitious   bosh。       Look   after   him。
  Guard his own apartment。            That will be the simplest plan。〃
  When   they  had   gone;  Sir Walter   addressed   his nephew。             They  went
  upstairs   together   and   stood   for   a   moment   outside   the   Grey   Room。   The
  door was wide open; and the place brilliantly lighted by a high…powered
  bulb。     So    had   it  been   by   night   ever   since   the  disaster。   None     of  the
  household entered it; and none; save Sir Walter or Henry; was willing to do
  so until more should be known。
  〃I have your word of honor you will not go into that room to…night;〃
  said his   uncle; 〃but   such is   the  mental   condition of   this   poor   clergyman
  that   I   can   but   feel   Mannering   is   right。 May   might;   from   some   fancied
  call of the spirit; take the law into his own hands and do what he wishes to
  do。    This must be prevented at any cost。             I will ask you; Henry; to follow
  the doctor's suggestion on my behalf; and keep guard over him。                      Oppose
  him   actively   if   he   should   appear;   and   call   me。    I   would   suggest   that
  Caunter or Masters accompanied you; but that is only to make gossip and
  mystery。〃
  〃On   no   account。     I'll   look   after   him。  You   can   trust   me。   I   expect
  he's   pretty   worn   out   after   such   a   harrowing   day;   poor   old   beggar。   He'll
  probably sleep soundly enough when he gets to bed。〃
  〃I trust so。    I cannot offer to aid you myself; for I am dead beat;〃 said
  the other。
  Then they parted; and the younger presently took up a position in the
  west wing of the house; where Septimus May had his bedroom。
  Not   until   sunrise   did   Henry  Lennox   go   to   his   own   chamber;   but   his
  sleepless night proved a needless precaution; for Septimus May gave no
  sign。
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  CHAPTER V
  THE UNSEEN MOVES
  Before ten o'clock on the   following   morning Peter   Hardcastle;  who
  had trav