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作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 00:37      字数:9322
  well as I do。     If there is danger; then I am secure; because I have the only
  arms   that   can   avail   in   a   battle   of   the   spirit。 My   trust   is   shield   enough
  against   any   evil   being   that   may   roam   this   earth   or   be   held   by   invisible
  bonds within the walls of the Grey Room。                I will justify the ways of God
  to man and; through the channel of potent prayer; exorcise this presence
  and bring peace to   your afflicted   house。           For any  living   fellow…creature
  would I gladly pit my faith against evil; how much more; then; in a matter
  where my very own life's blood has been shed?                You cannot deny me this。
  It is my right。〃
  〃I will ask you to listen to the arguments against you; nevertheless;〃
  replied Mannering。         〃You have propounded an extraordinary theory; and
  must not mind if we disagree with you。〃
  〃Speak   for   yourself   alone;   then;〃   answered   May。       〃I   do   not   ask   or
  expect   a   man   of   your   profession   to   agree   with   me。    But   the   question
  ceases to be your province。〃
  〃Do not say that; sir;〃 urged Henry Lennox。                〃I don't think my uncle
  agrees with you either。        You are assuming too much。〃
  〃Honestly;      I  can't   quite   admit    your   assumption;      my    dear   May;〃
  declared Sir Walter。        〃You go too far … farther than is justified at this stage
  of events; at any rate。       Were we in no doubt that a spirit is granted power
  within     my    house    to   destroy    human     life;  then    I  confess;    with   due
  precautions; I could not deny you access to it in the omnipotent Name you
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  invoke。     I   am   a   Christian   and   believe   my   Bible   as   soundly   as   you   do。
  But     why    assume      such    an   extraordinary      situation?     Why       seek   a
  supernatural   cause   for   dear Tom  's   death before   we   are   satisfied   that   no
  other exists?〃
  〃Are   you   not   satisfied?    What   mortal   man   can   explain   the   facts   on
  any foundation of human knowledge?〃
  〃Consider   how   limited   human   knowledge   is;   said   Mannering;〃   and
  grant that we have not exhausted its possibilities yet。             There may be some
  physical   peculiarity   about   the   room;   some   deadly   but   perfectly   natural
  chemical accident; some volatile stuff; in roof or walls; that reacts to the
  lowered temperatures of night。           A thousand rare chance combinations of
  matter   may   occur   which   are   capable   of   examination;   and   which;   under
  skilled experiment; will resolve their secret。           Nothing it more bewildering
  than a good conjuring trick till we know how it is done; and Nature is the
  supreme conjurer。         We have not found out all her tricks; and never shall
  do so; but we very well know that a solution to all of them exists。〃
  〃A material outlook and arrogant;〃 said the priest。
  Whereupon Mannering grew a little warm。
  〃It is neither material nor arrogant。         I am humbler than you; and your
  positive assertion seems much the more arrogant。                  This is the twentieth
  century; and your mediaeval attitude would win no possible sympathy or
  support from any educated man。
  〃Truth can afford to be patient;〃 answered May。               〃But I; too; am quite
  sane; though your face doubts it。            I do not claim that human prayer can
  alter physical laws; and I do not ask my Maker to work a miracle on my
  behalf   or   suspend   the   operations   of   cause   and   effect。   But   I   am   satisfied
  that we are in a region outside our experience and on another plane and
  dimension than those controlled by natural law。               God has permitted us to
  enter such a region。        He has opened the door into this mystery。              He has
  spoken to my soul and so directed me that I cannot sit with folded hands。
  This is; I repeat; a challenge to me personally。
  There is; as I potently believe; a being in bondage here which only the
  voice of   God;  speaking   through   one   of   His   creatures;  can   liberate。      If   I
  am   wrong;      then  I  shall  pray    in  vain;  if  right;  as  I  know    by   deepest
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  conviction and intuition; then my prayer must avail。                In any case; I do my
  duty; and if I myself was called to die while so doing; what nobler death
  can I desire?〃
  Mannering regarded the speaker with growing concern。                      But he still
  assumed      sanity    on  the   part  of   the  reverend     gentleman;     and   still  felt
  considerable irritation mix with his solicitude。
  〃You must consider others a little;〃 he said。
  〃No; Dr。 Mannering; they must consider me。                 Providence sends me a
  message denied to the rest of you; because I am a fit recipient; you are not。
  It is Newman's 'Illative Sense' … a conviction arising from well…springs far
  deeper   and     purer   than   those   that   account   for   human    reason。    I   know
  because   I   know。     Reasoning;   at   best;   is   mere   inference   deduced   from
  observation; but I am concerned with an inspiration … a something akin to
  the gift of prophecy。〃
  〃Then   I   can   only   hope   that   Sir   Walter   will   exercise   his   rights   and
  responsibilities and deny you what you wish。〃
  〃He has faith; and I am sorry that you lack it。〃
  〃No;  Mr。   May;   you   must   not   say  that。    It   is   entirely  reasonable   that
  Mannering should ask you to consider others;〃 said Sir Walter。 〃To you a
  sudden and peaceful death might be no ill; but it would be a very serious
  ill to the living … a loss to your work on earth; which is not done; a shock
  and grief to those who respect you; and a reflection on all here。〃
  〃Let the living minister to the living and put their trust in God。〃
  Mannering spoke to the vicar of Chadlands。
  〃What   do   you   think;   Prodgers?      You   are   a   parson;   too;   yet   may   be
  able to see with our eyes。          Surely common sense shouldn't be left out of
  our calculations; even if they concern the next world?〃
  〃I   respect    Mr。    May's    faith;〃   answered      the  younger      priest;  〃and
  assuredly   I   believe   that   if   we   eliminate   all   physical   and   natural   causes
  from   poor   Captain   May's   death;   then   no   member   of   our   sacred   calling
  should fear to spend   the night alone in that room。                Jacob   wrestled   with
  the   angel    of  light。  Shall    the   servants   of   God    fear  to  oppose    a  dark
  angel?〃
  〃Well spoken;〃 said Mr。 May。
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  〃But that is not all; sir;〃 continued Noel Prodgers。                  〃It is impossible
  that   we   can   share   such   certainty   as   you   claim。   Probability   lies   entirely
  against it。     This has happened twice; remember; and each time a valuable
  and   precious   life   disappears;   for   causes   beyond   our   knowledge。            That;
  however;   is   no   reason   for   assuming   the   causes   are   beyond   all   human
  knowledge。        We do not all possess learning in physics。                I would venture
  most earnestly to beg you to desist; at least until much more has been done
  and this famous professional man has made such researches as his genius
  suggests。      That is only reasonable; and reason; after all; is a mighty gift of
  God…a gift; no doubt; often abused by finite beings; who actually use it to
  defy   the   Giver   …   yet   none   the   less;   in   its   proper   place;   the   handmaid   of
  faith and the light of true progress。〃
  But Septimus May argued against him。                   〃To shelter behind reason at
  such a moment is to blunt the sword of the spirit;〃 he replied; 〃and human
  reason   is   never   the   handmaid   of   faith;   as   you   wrongly   suggest;   but   her
  obdurate; unsleeping foe。            That which metaphysicians call intuition; and
  which I call the voice of God; tells me in clear tones that my boy died by
  no   human   agency   whatever   and   by   no   natural   accident。          He   was   wrapt
  from this life to the next in the twinkling of an eye by forces; or a force;
  concerning   which   we   know   nothing   save   through   the   Word   of   God。              I
  will go farther。       I will venture to declare that this death…dealing ghost; or
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