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作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 00:37      字数:9322
  a volume of harmless verse; to the undying amazement of his family。
  For   Mary   Lennox   the   war   had   brought   a   sailor   husband。      Captain
  Thomas   May;   wounded   rather   severely   at   Jutland;   lost   his   heart   to   the
  plain but attractive young woman with a fine figure who nursed him back
  to strength; and; as he vowed; had saved his life。               He was an impulsive
  man   of   thirty;   brown…bearded;   black…eyed;   and   hot…tempered。         He   came
  from a little Somerset vicarage and was the only son of a clergyman; the
  Rev。 Septimus May。          Knowing the lady as 〃Nurse Mary〃 only; and falling
  passionately in love for the first time in his life; he proposed on the day he
  was allowed to sit up; and since Mary Lennox shared his emotions; also
  for the first time; he was accepted before he even knew her name。
  It is impossible to describe the force of love's advent for Mary Lennox。
  She had come to believe herself as vaguely committed to her cousin; and
  imagined   that   her   affection   for   Henry   amounted   to   as   much   as   she   was
  ever likely to feel for a man。         But reality awakened her; and its glory did
  not make her selfish; since her nature was not constructed so to be; it only
  taught her what love meant; and convinced her that she could never marry
  anybody on earth but the stricken sailor。            And this she knew long before
  he was well enough to give a sign that he even appreciated her ministry。
  The   very   whisper   of   his   voice   sent   a   thrill   through   her   before   he   had
  gained strength to speak aloud。          And his deep tones; when she heard them;
  were like no voice that had fallen on her ear till then。            The first thing that
  indicated restoring health was his request that his beard might be trimmed;
  and he was making love to her three days after he had been declared out of
  danger。     Then did Mary  begin to   live; and   looking back;  she   marvelled
  how horses and dogs and a fishing…rod had been her life till now。                      The
  revelation bewildered her and she wrote her emotions in many long pages
  to her cousin。      The causes of such changes she did not indeed specify; but
  he read between the lines; and knew it was a man and not the war that had
  so altered and deepened her outlook。            He had never done it; and he could
  not be angry with her now; for she had pretended no ardor of emotion to
  him。    Young though he was; he always feared that she liked him not after
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  the way of a lover。        He had hoped to open her eyes some day; but it was
  given to another to do so。
  He felt no surprise; therefore; when news of her engagement reached
  him from herself。        He wrote the letter of his life in reply; and was at pains
  to   laugh    at  their  boy…and…girl     attachment;      and    lessen    any   regret   she
  might feel on his account。          Her father took it somewhat hardly at first; for
  he   held   that   more   than   sufficient   misfortunes;   to   correct   the   balance   of
  prosperity   in   his   favor;   had   already   befallen   him。     But   he   was   deeply
  attached     to  his  daughter;     and   her  magical     change    under    the   new   and
  radiant     revelation    convinced      him   that   she   had   now    awakened       to  an
  emotional   fulness   of   life   which   could   only  be   the   outward   sign   of   love。
  That she was in love for the first time also seemed clear; but he would not
  give   his   consent   until   he   had   seen   her   lover   and   heard   all   there   was   to
  know  about him。         That;  however;  did   not   alarm  Mary;   for   she   believed
  that Thomas May must prove a spirit after Sir Walter's heart。                    And so he
  did。    The   sailor   was   a   gentleman;   he   had proposed   without   the   faintest
  notion to whom he offered his penniless hand; and when he did find out;
  was   so   bewildered   that   Mary   assured   her   father   she   thought   he   would
  change his mind。
  〃If I had not threatened him with disgrace and breach of promise; I do
  think he would have thrown me over;〃 she said。
  And now they had been wedded for six months; and Mary sat by the
  great   log   fire   with   her   hand   in   Tom's。   The   sailor   was   on   leave;   but
  expected to return to his ship at Plymouth in a day or two。 Then his father…
  in…law had promised to visit the great cruiser; for the Navy was a service
  of   which   he   knew   little。   Lennoxes   had   all   been   soldiers   or   clergymen
  since a great lawyer founded the race。
  The   game   of   billiards   proceeded;   and   Henry   caught   his   uncle   in   the
  eighties and ran out with an unfinished fifteen。               Then Ernest Travers and
  his wife … old and dear friends of Sir Walter …               played a hundred up; the
  lady receiving half the game。            Mr。 Travers was a   Suffolk man; and   had
  fagged for Sir Walter at Eton。            Their comradeship had lasted a lifetime;
  and no year passed without reciprocal visits。               Travers also looked at life
  with the eyes of a wealthy man。             He was sixty…five; pompous; large; and
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  rubicund   …   a   〃backwoodsman〃   of   a   pattern   obsolescent。           His   wife;   ten
  years younger than himself; loved pleasure; but she had done more than
  her   duty;   in   her   opinion;   and   borne   him   two   sons   and   a   daughter。   They
  were   colorless;   kind…hearted   people   who   lived   in   a   circle   of   others   like
  themselves。        The   war   had   sobered   them;   and   at   an   early   stage   robbed
  them of their younger boy。
  Nelly   Travers      won    her   game    amid    congratulations;      and    Tom   May
  challenged another woman;  a Diana; who   lived for sport   and had   joined
  the   house   party   with   her   uncle;   Mr。   Felix   Fayre…Michell。   But   Millicent
  Fayre … Michell refused。
  〃I've   shot   six   partridges;   a   hare;   and   two   pheasants   to…day;〃   said   the
  girl; 〃and I'm half asleep。〃
  Other     men    were    present    also   of  a  type    not  dissimilar。     It   was   a
  conventional gathering of rich nobodies; each a big frog in his own little
  puddle;   none   known   far   beyond   it   and   none   with   sufficient   intellect   or
  ability to create for himself any position in the world save that won by the
  accident of money made by their progenitors。
  Had it been necessary for any of them to earn his living; only in some
  very modest capacity and on a very modest plane might they have done so。
  Of the   entire company  only one   … the   youngest              … could   claim even the
  celebrity that attached to his little volume of war verses。
  And now upon the lives of these every…day folk was destined to break
  an    event    unique     and   extraordinary。       Existence;       that  had    meandered
  without personal incident save of a description common to them all; was;
  within twelve hours; to confront men and women alike with reality。                       They
  were destined to endure at close quarters an occurrence so astounding and
  unparalleled      that;   for  once    in  their   lives;  they   would     find   themselves
  interesting to the   wider   world   beyond   their   own   limited   circuit;  and;  for
  their friends and acquaintance; the centre of a nine days' wonder。
  Most   of   them;   indeed;   merely   touched   the   hem   of   the   mystery   and
  were   not   involved   therein;   but   even   for   them   a   reflected   glory   shone。
  They were at least objects of attraction elsewhere; and for many months
  furnished   conversation   of   a   more   interesting   and   exciting   character   than
  any could ever claim to have provided before。
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  The attitude to such an event; and the opinions concerning it; of such
  people might have been pretty accurately predicted; nor would it be fair to
  laugh at their terror and bewilderment; their confusion of tongues and the
  fatuous theories they adventured by way of explanation。                 For wiser than
  they … men experienced in the problems of humanity and trained to solve
  its enigmas … were presently in no better case。
  A very trivial and innocent remark was prelude to the disaster; and had
  the speaker guessed what his jest must presently mean in terms of human
  mise