第 49 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:20      字数:9322
  on the brave hearts and strong arms that I set me here!〃  And
  they answered the silent appeal with a cheer that promised
  everything; with a love that even then began to wonder if
  there were not a place for such a glorious star in the grand
  constellation under which most of them had been born。
  A short time after their return; the Senora had a letter from
  her husband; saying that he was going to New Orleans with
  General Houston; whose wound was in a dangerous condition。
  Thomas Worth had been appointed to an important post in the
  civil government; and his labors; like those of all the public
  men of Texas at that date; were continuous and Herculean。  It
  was impossible for him to leave them; but the doctor assured
  his wife that he would return as soon as he had placed Houston
  in the hands of skilful surgeons; and he asked her; until
  then; to be as happy as her circumstances permitted。
  She was quite willing to obey the request。  Not naturally
  inclined to worry; she found many sources of content and
  pleasure; until the early days of June brought back to her the
  husband she so truly loved; and with him the promise of a
  return to her own home。  Indeed the difficulties in the way of
  this return had vanished ere they were to meet。  Fray Ignatius
  had convinced himself that his short lease had fully expired;
  and when Dr。 Worth went armed with the legal process necessary
  to resume his rights; he found his enemy had already
  surrendered them。  The house was empty。  Nothing of its old
  splendor remained。  Every one of its properties had been
  scattered。  The poor Senora walked through the desolate rooms
  with a heartache。
  〃It was precisely in this spot that the sideboard stood;
  Roberto!the sideboard that my cousin Johar presented to me。
  It came from the City of Mexico; and there was not another
  like it。  I shall regret it all my life。〃
  〃Maria; my dearest; it might have been worse。  The silver
  which adorned it is safe。  Those rmonks did not find
  out its hiding…place; and I bought you a far more beautiful
  sideboard in New Orleans; the very newest style; Maria。〃
  〃Roberto!  Roberto!  How happy you make me!  To be sure my
  cousin Johar's sideboard was already shabbyand to have a
  sideboard from New Orleans; that; indeed; is something to talk
  about!〃
  〃Besides; which; dearest one; I bought new furniture for the
  parlors; and for your own apartments; also for Antonia's and
  Isabel's rooms。  Indeed; Maria; I thought it best to provide
  afresh for the whole house。〃
  〃How wonderful! No wife in San Antonio has a husband so good。
  I will never condescend to speak of you when other women talk
  of their husbands。  New furniture for my whole house!  The
  thing is inconceivably charming。  But when; Roberto; will
  these things arrive?  Is there danger on the road they are
  coming?  Might not some one take them away?  I shall not be
  able to sleep until I am sure they are safe。〃
  〃I chartered a schooner in New Orleans; and came with them to
  the Bay of Espiritu Santo。  There I saw them placed upon
  wagons; and only left them after the customs had been paid in
  the interiorsixty miles away。  You may hire servants at once
  to prepare the rooms: the furniture will be here in about
  three days。〃
  〃I am the happiest woman in the world; Roberto!  〃And she
  really felt herself to be so。  Thoughtful love could have
  devised nothing more likely to bridge pleasantly and surely
  over the transition between the past and the coming life。
  Every fresh piece of furniture unpacked was a new wonder and
  a new delight。  With her satin skirts tucked daintily clear of
  soil; and her mantilla wrapped around her head and shoulders;
  she went from room to room; interesting herself in every strip
  of carpet; and every yard of drapery。  Her delight was
  infectious。  The doctor smiled to find himself comparing
  shades; and gravely considering the arrangement of chairs and
  tables。
  But how was it possible for so loving a husband and father to
  avoid sharing the pleasure he had provided?  And Isabel was
  even more excited than her mother。  All this grandeur had a
  double meaning to her; it would reflect honor upon the
  betrothal receptions which would be given for Luis and
  herself〃amber satin and white lace is exactly what I should
  have desired; Antonia;〃 she said delightedly。  〃How
  exceedingly suitable it will be to me!  And those delicious
  chintzes and dimities for our bedrooms!  Did you ever conceive
  of things so beautiful?〃
  Antonia was quite ready to echo her delight。  Housekeeping and
  homemaking; in all its ways; was her lovable talent。  It was
  really Antonia who saw all the plans and the desires of the
  Senora thoroughly carried out。  It was her clever fingers and
  natural taste which gave to every room that air of comfort and
  refinement which all felt and admired; but which seemed to
  elude their power to imitate。
  On the fourth of July the doctor and his family ate together
  their first dinner in their renovated home。  The day was one
  that he never forgot; and he was glad to link it with a
  domestic occurence so happy and so fortunate。
  Sometimes silently; sometimes with a few words to his boys; he
  had always; on this festival; drank his glass of fine Xeres to
  the honor and glory of the land he loved。  This day he
  spoke her name proudly。  He recalled the wonders of her past
  progress; he anticipated the blessings which she would bring
  to Texas; he said; as he lifted the glass in his hand; and let
  the happy tears flow down his browned and thinned face:
  〃My wife and daughters; I believe I shall live to see the lone
  star set in the glorious assemblage of her sister stars!  I
  shall live to say; I dwell in San Antonio; which is the
  loveliest city in the loveliest State of the American Union。
  For; dear ones; I was born an American citizen; and I ask this
  favor of God; that I may also die an American citizen。〃
  〃MI ROBERTO; when you die I shall not long survive you。
  And now that the house is made so beautiful!  With so much new
  furniture!  How can you speak of dying?〃
  〃And; my dear father; remember how you have toiled and suffered
  for THE INDEPENDENCE OF TEXAS。〃
  〃Because; Antonia; I would have Texas go free into a union of
  free States。  This was the hope of Houston。  ‘We can have
  help;' he often said to his little army; 〃a word will call
  help from Nacogdoches;but we will emancipate ourselves。
  If we go into the American States; we will go as equals; we
  will go as men who have won the right to say: LET US DWELL UNDER
  THE SAME FLAG; FOR WE ARE BROTHERS!〃
  CHAPTER XVIII。
  UNDER ONE FLAG。
  〃And through thee I believe
  In the noble and great; who are gone。〃
  〃Yes!  I believe that there lived
  Others like thee in the past。
  Not like the men of the crowd。
  Who all around me to…day;
  Bluster; or cringe; and make life
  Hideous; and arid; and vile;
  But souls temper'd with fire;
  Fervent; heroic; and good;
  Helpers; and friends of mankind。〃
  ARNOLD。
  〃Our armor now may rust; our idle scimitars
  Hang by our sides for ornament; not use。
  Children shall beat our atabals and drums;
  And all the noisy trades of war no more
  Shall wake the peaceful morn。〃
  DRYDEN。
  As the years go on they bring many changeschanges that come
  as naturally as the seasonsthat tend as naturally to
  anticipated growth and decaythat scarcely startle the
  subjects of them; till a lengthened…out period of
  time discloses their vitality and extent。  Between the ages of
  twenty and thirty; ten years do not seem very destructive to
  life。  The woman at eighteen; and twenty…eight; if changed; is
  usually ripened and improved; the man at thirty; finer and
  more mature than he was at twenty。  But when this same period
  is placed to women and men who are either approaching fifty;
  or have passed it; the change is distinctly felt。
  It was even confessed by the Senora one exquisite morning in
  the beginning of March; though the sun was shining warmly; and
  the flowers blooming; and the birds singing; and all nature
  rejoicing; as though it was the first season of creation。
  〃I am far from being as gay and strong as I wish to be;
  Roberto;〃 she; said; 〃and today; consider what a company there
  is coming!  And if General Houston is to be added to it; I
  shall be as weary as I shall be happy。〃
  〃He is the simplest of men; a cup of coffee; a bit of steak〃
  〃SAN BLAS!  That is how you talk!  But is; it possible to
  receive him like a common mortal?  He is a hero; and; besides
  that; among hidalgos de casa Solar〃 (gentlemen of known
  property)
  〃Well; then; you have servants; Maria; my dear one。〃
  〃Servants!  Bah!  Of what use are they; Roberto; since they
  also have got hold of American ideas?〃
  〃Isabel and Antonia will be here。〃
  〃Let me only enumerate to you; Roberto。  Thomas and his wife
  and four children arrived last night。  You may at this moment
  hear the little Maria crying。  I dare say Pepita is washing
  the child; and using soap which is very disagreeable。  I have
  always admired the