第 41 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:20      字数:9321
  I escaped by a kind of miracle。〃
  The doctor looked at the Senora。  She seemed to be asleep。
  〃Speak low;〃 he said; 〃but tell me all。〃
  The man sat upon the floor with his back against the wall。
  The doctor stooped over him。  Antonia and Isabel stood beside
  their father。
  〃We heard of Urrea's approach at San Patricio。  The Irish
  people of that settlement welcomed Urrea with great rejoicing。
  He was a Catholica defender of the faith。  But the
  American settlers in the surrounding country fled; and Fannin
  heard that five hundred women and children; followed by the
  enemy; were trying to reach the fortress of Goliad。  He
  ordered Major Ward; with the Georgia battalions; to go and
  meet the fugitives。  Many of the officers entreated him not to
  divide his men for a report which had come by way of the
  faithless colony of San Patricio。
  〃But Fannin thought the risk ought to be taken。  He took it;
  and the five hundred women and children proved to be a
  regiment of Mexican dragoons。  They surrounded our infantry on
  every side; and after two days' desperate fighting; the
  Georgia battalions were no more。  In the meantime; Fannin got
  the express telling him of the fall of the Alamo; and ordering
  him to unite with General Houston。  That might have been a
  possible thing with eight hundred and sixty men; but it was
  not possible with three hundred and sixty。  However; we made
  the effort; and on the great prairie were attacked by the
  enemy lying in ambush there。  Entirely encircled by them; yet
  still fighting and pressing onward; we defended ourselves
  until our ammunition gave out。  Then we accepted the
  terms of capitulation offered by Urrea; and were marched back
  to Goliad as prisoners of war。  Santa Anna ordered us all to
  be shot。〃
  〃But you were prisoners of war?〃
  〃Urrea laughed at the articles; and said his only intention in
  them was to prevent the loss of Mexican blood。  Most of his
  officers remonstrated with with{sic} him; but he flew into a
  passion at Miralejes。  ‘The Senor Presidente's orders are not
  to be trifled with。  By the Virgin of Guadelupe!' he cried;
  ‘it would be as much as my own life was worth to disobey
  them。'
  〃It gave the Mexican soldiers pleasure to tell us these
  things; and though we scarcely believed such treachery
  possible; we were very uneasy。  On the eighth day after the
  surrender; a lovely Sunday morning; we were marched out of the
  fort on pretence of sending us to Louisiana; according to the
  articles of surrender; and we were in high spirits at the
  prospect。
  〃But I noticed that we were surrounded by a double row of
  soldiers; and that made me suspicious。  In a few moments;
  Fannin was marched into the centre; and told to sit down
  on a low stool。  He felt that his hour had come。  He took
  his watch and his purse; and gave them to some poor woman who
  stood outside lamenting and praying for the poor Americans。
  I shall never forget the calmness and brightness of his face。
  The Mexican colonel raised his sword; the drums beat; and the
  slaughter began。  Fifty men at a time were shot; and those
  whom the guns missed or crippled; were dispatched with the
  bayonet or lance。〃
  〃You escaped。  How?〃
  〃When the lips of the officer moved to give the order:  Fire!
  I fell upon my face as if dead。  As I lay; I was pierced by a
  bayonet through the shoulder; but I made no sign of life。
  After the execution; the camp followers came to rob the dead。
  A kind…hearted Mexican woman helped me to reach the river。  I
  found a horse tied there; and I took it。  I have been on the
  point of giving up life several times; but I met a man coming
  here with the news to Houston; and he helped me to hold out。〃
  The doctor was trembling with grief and anger; and he felt
  Antonia's hand on his shoulder。
  〃My friend;〃 he whispered; 〃did you know JOHN WORTH?〃
  〃Who did not know him in Fannin's camp?  Any of us would have
  been glad to save poor Jack; and he had a friend who refused
  to live without him。〃
  〃Dare Grant?〃
  〃That was the man; young lady。  Grant was a doctor; and the
  Mexicans wanted doctors。  They offered him his life for his
  services; but he would not have it unless his friend's life
  also was spared。  They were shot holding each other's hands;
  and fell together。  I was watching their faces at the moment。
  There wasn't a bit of fear in them。〃
  The Senora rose; and came as swiftly as a spirit to them。  She
  looked like a woman walking in her sleep。  She touched the
  stranger。  〃I heard you。  You saw Dare Grant die。  But my boy!
  My boy!  Where is my Juan?〃
  〃Maria; darling。〃
  〃Don't speak; Roberto。  Where is my Juan?  Juan Worth?〃
  〃Madam。  I am sorry enough; God knows。  Juan Worthwas shot。〃
  Then the wretched mother threw up her hands; and with an
  awful cry fell to the ground。  It was hours ere she recovered
  consciousness; and consciousness only restored her to misery。
  The distress of the father; the brother and sisters of the
  dead youth was submerged in the speechless despair of the
  mother。  She could not swallow food; she turned away from the
  the{sic} sympathy of all who loved her。  Even Isabel's
  caresses were received with an apathy which was terrifying。
  With the severed curl of her boy's hair in her fingers; she
  sat in tearless; voiceless anguish。
  Poor Antonia; weighed down with the double loss that had come
  to her; felt; for the first time; as if their condition was
  utterly hopeless。  The mental picture of her brother and her
  lover meeting their tragic death hand in hand; their youth and
  beauty; their courage and fidelity; was constantly before her。
  With all the purity and strength of her true heart; she loved
  Dare; but she did not for a moment wish that he had taken a
  different course。  〃It is just what I should have expected
  from him;〃 she said to Isabel。  〃If he had let poor Jack die
  alone; I could never have loved him in the same way
  again。  But oh; Isabel; how miserable I am?〃
  〃Sweet Antonia; I can only weep with you。  Think of this; it
  was on last Sunday morning。  Do you remember how sad you
  were?〃
  〃I was in what seemed to be an unreasonable distress。  I went
  away to weep。  My very thoughts were tired with their
  sorrowful journeys up and down my mind; trying to find out
  hope and only meeting despair。  Oh; my brave Jack!  Oh; my
  dear Dare; what a cruel fate was your's!〃
  〃And mi madre; Antonia?  I fear; indeed; that she will lose
  her senses。  She will not speak to Thomas; nor even to me。
  She has not said a prayer since Jack's death。  She cannot
  sleep。  I am afraid of her; Antonia。〃
  〃To…night we are to move further east; perhaps the journey may
  waken her out of this trance of grief。  I can see that our
  father is wretched about her; and Thomas wanders in and out of
  the room as if his heart was broken。〃
  〃Thomas loved Jack。  Luis told me that he sat with him and
  Lopez; and that he sobbed like a woman。  But; also; he means
  a great revenge。  None of the men slept last night。  They
  stood by the camp…fires talking。  Sometimes I went to the door
  and looked out。  How awful they were in the blaze and
  darkness!  I think; indeed; they could have conquered Santa
  Anna very easily。〃
  Isabel had not misjudged the spirit of the camp。  The news of
  the massacre at Goliad was answered by a call for vengeance
  that nothing but vengeance could satisfy。  On the following
  day Houston addressed his little army。  He reminded them that
  they were the children of the heroes who fought for liberty at
  Yorktown; and Saratoga; and Bunker Hill。  He made a soul…
  stirring review of the events that had passed; he explained to
  them their situation; and the designs of the enemy; and how he
  proposed to meet them。
  His voice; loud as a trumpet with a silver sound; inspired all
  who heard it with courage。  His large; bright visage; serious
  but hopeful; seemed to sun the camp。  〃They live too long;〃 he
  cried; 〃who outlive freedom。  And I promise you that you shall
  have a full cup of vengeance。  For every man that fell
  fighting at the Alamo; for every one treacherously
  slaughtered at Goliad; you shall be satisfied。  If I seem
  to be flying before the enemy now; it is for his destruction。
  Three Mexican armies united; we cannot fight。  We can fight
  them singly。  And every mile we make them follow us weakens
  them; separates them; confuses them。  The low lands of the
  Brazos; the unfordable streams; the morasses; the pathless
  woods; are in league with us。  And we must place our women and
  children in safety。  Even if we have to carry them to General
  Gaines and the United States troops; we must protect them;
  first of all。  I believe that we shall win our freedom with
  our own hands; but if the worst come; and we have to fall back
  to the Sabine; we shall find friends and backers there。  I
  know President Jackson; my old general; the unconquered
  Christian Mars!  Do you think he will desert his countrymen?
  Never!  If we should need help; he has provided it。  And the
  freedom of Texas is sure and certain。  It is at hand。  Prepare
  to achieve it。  We shall take up our march eastward in three
  hours。〃
  Ringing shouts answered the summons。  The camp was in a tumult
  of preparation immediately; Houston was lending his